THE CAMP COWARD DARES

Each girl at the camp was expected to make her own bed and keep her

belongings in order. Each one also served her turn in setting tables,

washing dishes, etc. Beyond this there were no obligatory tasks, but all

the girls were working for honours, and most of them were trying to meet

the requirements for higher rank. Some were making their official

dresses. Girls who were skilful with the needle could secure beautiful

and effective results with silks and beads, and of course every girl

wanted a headband of beadwork and a necklace--all except Olga Priest.

Olga was working on a basket of raffia, making it from a design of her

own, when Ellen Grandis, her Guardian, came to her just after Anne

Wentworth and Laura had left the camp.

"I've come to ask your help, Olga," Miss Grandis began.

The girl dropped the basket in her lap, and waited.

Miss Grandis went on, "It is something that will require much patience

and kindness----"

"Then you'd better ask some one else, Miss Grandis. You know that I do

not pretend to be kind," Olga interrupted, not rudely but with finality.

"But you are very patient and persevering, and--I don't know why, but I

have a feeling that you could do more for this one girl than any one

else here could. She is coming to take the only vacant place in our

Camp Fire. Shall I tell you about her, Olga?"

"If you like." The girl's tone was politely indifferent.

With a little sigh Miss Grandis went on, "Her name is Elizabeth Page.

She is about a year younger than you, and she has had a very hard life."

Olga's lips tightened and a shadow swept across her dark eyes.

Miss Grandis continued, "You have superb health--this girl has perhaps

never been really well for a single day. You have a brain and hands that

enable you to accomplish almost what you will. Poor Elizabeth can do so

few things well that she has no confidence in herself: yet I believe she

might do many things if only she could be made to believe in herself a

little. She needs--O, everything that the Camp Fire can do for a girl.

Olga, won't you help us to help her?"

"How can I?" There was no trace of sympathy in the cold voice, and

suddenly the eager hopefulness faded out of Miss Grandis' face.

"How can you indeed, if you do not care. I am afraid I made a mistake in

coming to you, after all," she said sadly. "I'm sorry, Olga--sorry even

more on your account than on Elizabeth's."

With that she rose and went away, and Olga looked after her thoughtfully

for a moment before she took up her work again.

A little later Myra Karr stood looking down at her with a curious

expression in her wide blue eyes.

"I'm--I'm going to walk to Kent's Corners," she announced, with a little

nervous catch in her voice.

"Well, what of it? You've been there before, haven't you?" Olga

retorted.

"Yes, but this time I'm going all _alone_!"

Olga's only reply was a swift mocking smile.

"I _am_--Olga Priest!" repeated Myra, stamping her foot angrily. "You

all think me a coward--I'll just show you!" and with that she whirled

around and marched off, her chin up and her cheeks flushed.

As she passed a group of girls busy over beadwork, one of them called

out, "What's the matter, Bunny?"

Myra paused and faced them. "I'm going to walk to Kent's Corners

_alone_!" she cried defiantly.

A shout of incredulous laughter greeted that.

"Better give it up before you start, Bunny," said one.

Another, with a mischievous laugh, whisked out her handkerchief and in a

flash had twisted it into a rabbit with flopping ears. "Bunny, bunny,

bunny!" she called, making the rabbit hop across her lap.

Myra's blue eyes filled with angry tears. "You're horrid, Louise

Johnson!" she cried out. "You're _all_ horrid. But I'll show you!" and

with a glance that swept the whole laughing group, she threw back her

head and marched on.

The girls looked after her and then at each other.

"Believe she'll really do it?" one questioned doubtfully.

"Not she. Maybe she'll get as far as the village," replied another.

"She'd never dare pass Slabtown alone--never in the world," a third

declared with decision.

"Poor Myra, I'm sorry for her. It must be awful to be scared at

everything as she is!" This from Mary Hastings, a big blonde who did not

know what fear was.

"Bunny certainly is the scariest girl in this camp," laughed Louise

Johnson carelessly. "She's afraid of her own shadow."

"Then she ought to have more credit than the rest of us when she does do

a brave thing," put in little Bess Carroll in her gentle way.

"We'll give her credit all right _if_ she goes to Kent's Corners,"

retorted Louise.

Just then another girl ran up to the group and announced that a

blueberry picnic had been arranged. Somebody had discovered a pasture

where the bushes were loaded with luscious fruit. They would carry

lunch, and bring back enough for a regular blueberry festival.

"All who want to go, get baskets or pails and come on," the girl ended.

In an instant the others were on their feet, work thrown aside, and five

minutes later there was no one but the cook left in the camp.

[Illustration: A group of girls busy over beadwork]

By that time Myra Karr was tramping steadily on towards Kent's Corners.

Scarcely another girl in the camp would have minded that walk, but never

before had she dared to take it alone; now in spite of her nervous

fears, she felt a little thrill of incredulous pride in herself. So many

times she had planned to do this thing, but always before her courage

had failed. Now, now she was really doing it! And if she went all the

way perhaps--O, perhaps the girls would stop calling her Bunny. How she

hated that name! She hurried on, her heart beating hard, her hands

tight-clenched, her eyes fearfully searching the long sunny road before

her and the woods or fields that bordered it. It was not so bad the

first part of the way--the mile and a half to the little village of East

Bassett. To be sure, she had never before been even that far alone, but

she had been many times with other girls. She passed slowly and

lingeringly through the village. Should she turn back now? Before her

flashed the face of Olga with that little cold mocking smile, and she

saw again Louise Johnson hopping her handkerchief rabbit across her lap.

The incredulous laughter with which the others had greeted her

announcement rang still in her ears. She was walking very very slowly,

but--but no, she wouldn't--she _couldn't_ turn back. She forced her

unwilling feet to go on--to go faster, faster until she was almost

running. She was beyond the village now and another mile and a half

would bring her to Slabtown. _Slabtown!_ She had forgotten Slabtown. The

colour died swiftly out of her face as she remembered it now. Even with

a crowd of girls she had never passed the place without a fearful

shrinking, and now alone--_could_ she pass those ugly cabins swarming

with rough, dirty men and slovenly women and rude, staring children? Her

knees trembled under her even at the thought, and her newborn courage

melted like wax. It was no use. She could not do it. She wavered,

stopped, and turned slowly around. As she did so a grey rabbit with a

white tail scurried across the road before her, his ears flattened

against his head and his eyes bulging with terror. The sight of him

suddenly steadied the girl. She stood still looking after the tiny grey

streak flying across a wide green pasture, and a queer crooked smile

was on her trembling lips.

"A bunny--_another_ bunny," she said under her breath, "and just as

scared as I am--at nothing. I won't be a bunny any longer! I won't be

the camp coward--I won't, won't, _won't_!" she cried aloud, and turning,

went on again swiftly with her head lifted. A bit of colour drifted back

to her white cheeks, and her heart stopped its heavy thumping as she

drew a long deep breath. She would not let herself think of Slabtown.

She counted the trees she passed, named the birds that wheeled and

circled about her, even repeated the multiplication table--anything to

keep Slabtown out of her thoughts; but all the while the black dread of

it was there in the back of her mind. When she caught sight of the

sawmill where the Slabtown men earned their bread, her feet began to

drag again.

"I can't--O, I can't!" she sobbed out, two big tears rolling down her

cheeks. Then across her mind flashed a vision of the little cottontail

streaking madly across the road before her, and again some strange new

power within urged her on. She went on slowly, reluctantly, with

dragging feet, but still she went on. There were no men about the place

at this hour--they were at work--but untidy women sat on their doorsteps

or rocked at the windows, and a horde of ragged barefooted children

catching sight of the girl swarmed out into the road to stare at her.

Some begged for pennies, and getting none, yelled after her and threw

stones till she took to her heels and ran "just like the other bunny!"

she told herself in miserable scorn, when once she was safely past the

settlement. Well, there was no other such place to pass, but--she

shivered as she remembered that she must pass this one again on the way

back.

She went on swiftly now with only occasionally a fearful glance on

either side when the road cut through the woods. Once a farmer going by

offered her a ride; but she shook her head and plodded on. It was

half-past eleven when, with a great throb of relief and joy, she came in

sight of the Corners. A few minutes more and she was in the village

street with its homey-looking white houses and flower gardens. She

longed to stop and rest on one of the vine-shaded porches, but she was

too shy to ask permission. At the store she did stop, and rested a few

minutes in one of the battered wooden chairs on the little porch, but it

was sunny and hot there. Now for the first time she thought of lunch,

but she had not a penny with her; she must go hungry until she got back

to camp. A boy came up the steps munching a red apple, his pockets

bulging with others. The storekeeper's little girl ran out on the porch

with a big molasses cooky just out of the oven, and the warm spicy odour

of it made Myra realise how hungry she was. She looked so longingly at

the cooky that the child, seeming to read her thoughts, crowded it all

hastily into her own mouth. Myra laughed a bit at that, and after a

little rest, set off on her return. She was tired and hungry, but a

strange new joy was throbbing at her heart. She had come all the way to

Kent's Corners alone--they _could not call her a coward now_! That

thought more than balanced her weariness and hunger. She had to walk all

the way back--she had to pass Slabtown again. Yes, but now she was not

afraid--_not afraid_! She drew herself up to her slender height, threw

back her head, and laughed aloud in the joy of her deliverance from the

fear that had held her in bondage all her life. She didn't understand in

the least how it had happened, but she knew that at last she was

free--_free_--like the other girls whom she had envied; and dimly she

began to realise that this was a big thing--something that would make

all her life different. She walked as if she were treading on air. The

loneliness of the woods, of the long stretch of empty road, no longer

filled her with trembling terror.

As for the second time she approached Slabtown, her heart began to beat

a little faster, but the newborn courage did not fail her now. She found

herself whistling a gay tune and laughed. Whistling to keep her courage

up? Was that what she was doing? Never mind--the courage _was_ up. The

women still sat on their doorsteps or stared from their windows, but

this time the children did not swarm around her. They stood by the

roadside and stared, but none called after her or followed her. She did

not realise how great was the difference between the girl who now walked

by with shining eyes and lifted head, and the white-faced trembling

little creature with terror writ large in every line of her face and

figure that had scurried by earlier in the day. But the children

realised it. Instinctively now they knew her unafraid, and they did not

venture to badger her. She even smiled and waved her hand to them as she

went by, and at that a youngster of a dozen years suddenly broke out,

"Three cheers fer the girl--now, fellers!" And with the echo of the

shrill response ringing in her ears, Myra passed on, proud and happy as

never before in her life.

All the rest of the way she went with the new happy consciousness making

music in her heart--the consciousness of victory won. The last mile or

two her feet dragged, but it was from weariness and lack of food. As she

drew near the camp her steps quickened, her head went up again, and her

eyes began to shine; but when she came to the white tents, she stood

looking about in blank amazement. There was not a girl anywhere in

sight; even the cook was missing.

Myra stood for a moment wondering where they had all gone; then she

walked slowly across the camp to a hammock swung behind a clump of

low-growing pines. Dropping into the hammock, she tucked a cushion under

her head and, with a long sigh of delicious content and restfulness her

eyes closed and in two minutes she was sound asleep--so sound asleep

that when, an hour later, the girls came straggling back with pails and

baskets full of big luscious berries, the gay cries and laughter and

chatter of many voices did not arouse her.

The girls trooped over to the kitchen and delivered up their spoil to

the cook.

"Now, Katie," cried one, "you must make us some blueberry flapjacks for

supper--lots and lots of 'em, too!"

"And blueberry gingerbread," added another.

"And pies--fat juicy pies," called a third.

"_And_ rolypoly--blueberry rolypoly!" shouted yet another.

The cook, her arms on her hips, stood laughing into the sun-browned

young faces before her.

"Sure ye're not askin' me to make all them things fer ye _to-night_!"

she protested gaily.

"We-ell, not all maybe. We can wait till to-morrow for some of them. But

heaps and heaps of flapjacks, Katie dear, if you love us, and you know

you do," coaxed Louise Johnson.

"Love ye? _Love_ ye, did ye say?" laughed the cook. "Be off wid ye now

an' lave me in pace or ye'll not get a smirch of a flapjack to yer

supper. Shoo!" and she waved them off with her apron.

As the laughing girls turned away from the kitchen, Mary Hastings came

towards them from the other side of the camp.

"What's the matter, Molly? You look as sober as an owl!" cried Louise

who never looked sober.

"It's Myra--she isn't here. Miss Grandis and I have hunted all over the

camp for her," Mary answered. "You know she started for Kent's Corners

before we went berrying."

"So she did," cried another girl, the merriment dying out of her eyes.

"You don't suppose she really went there?"

"Myra Karr--alone--to Kent's Corners? Never in the world," Louise flung

out carelessly. "She's somewhere about. Let's call her." She lifted her

voice and called aloud, "Myra, Myra, My-raa!"

At the call Mrs. Royall came hastily towards them. "Where is Myra?

Didn't she go berrying with us?" she inquired.

"No," Louise explained lightly. "Bunny got her back up this morning and

said she was going alone to Kent's Corners, but of course she didn't.

She's started that stunt half a dozen times and always backed out.

She's just around somewhere."

But Mrs. Royall still looked troubled. "She must be found," she said

with quick decision. "Get the megaphone, Louise, and call her with

that."

Still laughing, Louise obeyed. Her clear voice carried well, and many

keen young ears were strained for the response that did not come. In the

silence that followed a second call, Mrs. Royall spoke to another girl.

"Edith, get your bugle and sound the recall. If that does not bring her,

two of you must hurry over to the farm and harness Billy into the buggy;

and I will drive to Kent's Corners at once."

The girls were no longer laughing. "You don't think anything could have

happened to Myra, Mrs. Royall?" one of them questioned anxiously.

"Almost all of us have walked over there. I went alone and so did Mary."

"I know, but Myra is such a timid little thing. She cannot do what most

of you can."

Edith Rue came running back with her bugle, and in a moment the notes of

the recall floated out on the still summer air. It was a rigid rule of

the camp that the recall should be promptly answered by any girl within

hearing, so when, in the silence that followed, no response was heard,

Mrs. Royall sent the two girls for the horse and buggy.

"Have them here as quickly as possible," she called after them.

Before the messengers were out of sight, however, there was an outcry

behind them.

"Why, there she is! There's Myra now!" and every face turned towards

the small figure coming from the clump of evergreens, her eyes still

half-dazed with sleep.

With an exclamation of relief, Mrs. Royall hurried to meet her.

"Where were you, child? Didn't you hear us calling you?" she asked.

"I--I--no. I heard the recall, and I came--I guess I was asleep,"

stammered Myra bewildered by something tense in the atmosphere, and the

eyes all centred on her.

"Asleep!" echoed Louise Johnson with a chuckle. "What did I tell you,

girls?"

But Mrs. Royall saw that Myra looked pale and tired, and she noticed the

change that came over her face as Louise spoke. A quick wave of colour

swept the pale cheeks and the small head was lifted with an air that was

new and strange--in Myra Karr. Mrs. Royall spoke again, laying her hand

gently on the girl's shoulder.

"Myra, how long have you been asleep? How long have you been back in

camp?"

And Myra answered quietly, but with that new pride in her voice, "It was

quarter of four by the kitchen clock when I came. There was nobody

here--not even Katie----"

"I'd just run out a bit to see if anny of ye was comin'," put in the

cook from the kitchen door where she stood, as much interested as any

one else in what was going on.

"And did you go to Kent's Corners, my dear?" Mrs. Royall questioned

gently.

It was Myra's hour of triumph. She forgot Louise Johnson's mocking

laugh--forgot everything but her beautiful new freedom.

"O, I did--I did, Mrs. Royall!" she cried out. "I was awfully frightened

at first, but coming home I wasn't _one bit afraid_, and, please, you

won't let them call me Bunny any more, will you?"

"No, my child, no. You've won a new name and you shall have it at the

next Council Fire. I'm so glad, Myra!" Mrs. Royall's face was almost as

radiant as the girl's.

It was Louise Johnson who called out, "Three cheers for Myra Karr! She's

a _trump_!"

The cheers were given with a will. Tears filled Myra's eyes, but they

were happy tears, as the girls crowded around her with questions and

exclamations, and Miss Grandis stood with a hand on her shoulder.

"That's what Camp Fire has done for one girl," Mrs. Royall said in a low

tone to Laura Haven. "That child was afraid of the dark, afraid of the

water, afraid to be alone a minute, when she came. It is a great triumph

for her--a great victory."

"Yes," returned Laura thoughtfully, and Anne added,

"You've no idea how lonesome the camp looked when Laura and I came back

and found you all gone. It was so still it seemed almost uncanny. Myra

never would have dared to stay alone here before."

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