CHAPTER XXXI.

Camille had been dead more than two years now, and the shock of her

death had worn off some from the minds of Norman de Vere and his

devoted mother. They had gone back to Verelands and settled down to a

quiet, passively contented life, he with his books and writing, she

with her birds and flowers and the old associations that were so dear

to her tender heart.

In their troubles they had almost forgotten Little Sweetheart, the

child they had given into George Hinton’s care. Mrs. de Vere sent

annually out of her slender income the requisite sum for the girl’s

maintenance and education, and there always came back a letter of

thanks from him, giving an account of his stewardship. They knew that

the girl was well and happy, and in the last letter they received they

learned that she had graduated with the honors of her class, and was

at home now for good. Mrs. de Vere said timidly then that it would be

pleasant to have a daughter to brighten up the quiet old house, but her

son had answered, gravely:

“We do quite well as we are, mother.”

She knew then that she must strangle the faint yearning she felt for

the child she had been so fond of long ago. Norman had forgotten,

perhaps, how he had coveted her for a little sister. He had changed

so much in these thirteen years that he was not much like the ardent,

impulsive boy who had married the mature woman, and then repented his

folly at such bitter cost. Kind and gentle as ever to his adoring

mother, he seemed to have hardened to the rest of the world.

He shut himself up long hours each day in the library, evolving from

his busy brain the clever novels that brought in such solid returns in

the shape of useless gold--useless because it brought no happiness to

the stern, grave man, who found in ceaseless labor the only antidote

for wearying retrospections.

He cared nothing for the world--nothing for society. It chafed him

to know, as he did, that people judged him severely; that it was

whispered that he had wronged his beautiful wife by jealous, causeless

suspicions; that he had driven her to madness and to suicide by his

cruelty. He knew it was the world’s verdict; he read it even in

the faces of those who looked most kindly upon him. He could not

explain--he could not betray Camille, even in her grave, where no

harm could reach her, save the scorn of men. He had punished her as

lightly as lay in his power; he had been merciful to her to the verge

of wronging others, but, though he was suffering a most bitter penalty

for his clemency, and though Robert Lacy’s blood seemed to cry aloud

from the ground for vengeance, he would not speak. But it hardened the

man, this unjust verdict of a world against which he would not defend

himself, and he held himself coldly aloof from it.

Yet his heart had sometimes throbbed a little faster at thought of

the child whose life he had saved, and whose future, in all its

helplessness and beauty, had been thrown upon his hands. He had done

his best, he knew, yet he had always been haunted by a secret regret

that a cruel scandal had obliged him to put away from his heart the

coveted pleasure and comfort of a sweet little azure-eyed sister.

On this fair October morning, as he dallied over his coffee and

inspected his mail, he had come upon a letter from George Hinton--an

unexpected letter, for they only heard once a year from Virginia.

“That is George Hinton’s writing. I hope poor little Thea West is not

ill,” said his mother, curiously; but he did not answer. His eyes were

traveling eagerly down the closely written pages.

She waited most impatiently till he had finished, and then he looked

across the table with a troubled light in his grave, dark eyes.

“Mother, this is most distressing news,” he said.

“Oh, dear! I hope dear Little Sweetheart isn’t dead, Norman?” she

uttered, nervously.

“Oh, no, no!” he said, and smiled; then the smile gave place to

vexation. “Thea has dreadfully disappointed the Hintons--ungrateful,

and all that. Really, it is too bad.”

“But, Norman, what has she done--eloped?” anxiously.

“She has grown up into a beautiful, heartless little flirt, who

delights in breaking hearts for pastime. She has jilted both George

Hinton’s sons, taken away his daughter’s lover, and played universal

havoc with the youths of Louisa, and now she has run away from

her guardian’s and sought work in a milliner’s shop,” he replied,

displeasedly.

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