CHAPTER XXIII.

“It does not matter in the least, mother. I am glad Sweetheart

destroyed the infamous thing. I only wish she could blot it out from my

mind, too,” Norman said, impatiently.

He rose, shook himself--for he had been sitting still until he was

cramped and weary--and continued:

“I will not write to her, mother. I will ask you to deliver a message

to her. Say that I accept her terms--separation instead of divorce. It

will amount to the same thing in the end,” curtly. “For the rest, she

has her choice--to live at Verelands or rent it out. You and I will be

gone away--that is”--bitterly--“if you elect to follow the fortunes of

your erring son.”

“I shall go with you, dear. You are all I have, and I can not part with

you. I will carry your message to Camille; yet, poor soul, I pity her,

and I fear you are making a great mistake, my son,” she ventured.

But he went without a word.

When she saw Camille’s tears--when she heard her passionate

protestations of innocence, her wild prayers for her husband’s

pardon--Mrs. de Vere could not help but pity the passionate,

undisciplined creature. She spoke only the kindest words to her; she

promised her that in time she would win her husband’s heart back to

her, if it had not turned to ice.

“Only be prudent and good, Camille. Shun all other men and live only

for your husband, and all will come right,” she advised, in her

ignorance of Norman’s true reasons.

Camille clung to her, protesting passionate gratitude. Indeed, she was

eager to enlist her mother-in-law’s influence on her side.

“You will let me settle some money on you? I will be so glad to do

something to show my gratitude!” she pleaded; but Mrs. de Vere gently

declined the offer, and went back presently with the news that Camille

would leave Verelands in a few hours.

Norman received the news with icy calmness--calmness that filled his

mother with wonder. She knew how deeply he had loved his beautiful

bride, how patiently he had borne with her caprices and reproaches. Had

love failed at last under her ceaseless exactions, or was this the

calm of a terrible despair--

“Despair that spurns atonement’s power?”

He made no comment on the news she brought.

“I shall stay at the Hotel Française to-night,” he said. “In the

morning I will come back to Verelands, and if you can get ready to go

with me we will go to Virginia and leave Sweetheart with the Hintons.

Then,” half bitterly, “the world will be all before us where to choose.

But I think I shall go to New York, for I must find work now. I shall

no longer be that ignoble thing--a man dependent on a rich wife.”

The bitterness of the closing words gave her a passing glimpse into the

pangs his pride had suffered in his marriage. She sighed, but did not

reply. She had the bitter memory always with her that she had helped

to forge his chains. Ah, if she only had it all to go over again, how

changed all would be! But the glitter of gold had blinded her to all

she should have known.

She went about her duties in a dazed, miserable fashion, unable to

see any light fringing the dark cloud that hung over Verelands. When

Camille, deathly pale and wretched-looking, came to bid her farewell,

she could not restrain her tears at the breaking up of their domestic

life.

“I am going abroad,” said Camille. “Finette goes with me. I had to take

her back because she is devoted to my interests, and is the truest

friend I have now. I will write to you, dear Mrs. de Vere, and you

shall always know where I am, so that if Norman relents, he will always

know where to find me.”

Mrs. de Vere was sorry for the desolate creature, in spite of her

glaring faults. She tried to impart some consolation to her, and if

Camille knew how vain her hopes were, she made no sign. She kept up a

faint pretense of clinging to hope.

“And as for the child, my dear, I believe you were all wrong about

that. Norman is going to send her away. There was another man saved

from the wreck who wanted Sweetheart very much, and she will be sent

to him,” said the elder lady, believing that this news would comfort

Camille very much.

It did, for she saw in it a concession to her prejudices, made by

Norman even while he pretended to defy her. She had rendered it

impossible for him to keep the child. She listened with silent

exultation.

“I have triumphed although driven away in disgrace, and I will yet

return to his heart and home. He has no real proof of my guilt, and

time will make his impressions fainter until they seem mere illusions,”

she muttered, as she turned away from the beautiful home in which she

had made such cruel havoc of Norman de Vere’s happiness.

Night fell darkly over the fairy-like home, and a strange, heavy

silence seemed to settle down about it. Toward ten o’clock the silence

was broken by a startling ring at the door-bell. When the door was

opened a group of men came in, bearing among them the unconscious form

of the master of the house.

Shrinking sensitively from scandal as he did, Norman de Vere could not

forego the chastisement of Lord Stuart. It must be done to lend color

to the cause of his parting from his wife.

Armed with a small whip, he had proceeded to the Hotel Française and

publicly lashed Lord Stuart, alleging his flirtation with Mrs. de Vere

as the cause. Lord Stuart drew a pistol and deliberately shot his

assailant.

Then he fled.

Norman de Vere’s wound was in his breast, narrowly missing the heart.

He was borne home to his anguished mother, and long weeks elapsed ere

he was well again. Meanwhile, Lord Stuart had never been apprehended.

Popular rumor declared that he had gone abroad and joined the false

wife of the man he had wronged.

It was spring before Norman’s physician agreed that he should quit

Jacksonville for the colder climate of New York, so much had his wound

and the long fever it caused enfeebled his frame. Heaven only knew what

the young man had suffered physically and mentally in that time. His

pain could only be measured by the depth of the love he had felt for

the woman who had proved so unworthy.

“I lived, if that may be called life

From which each charm of life has fled,

Happiness gone, with hope and love--

In all but breath already dead.”

While he lay suffering, an odd little letter had come to him from

Paris, from Lord Stuart:

“My dear fellow, I hope you will forgive me for the suffering I

caused you. My aim was bad. I only meant to give you a slight

flesh wound in the shoulder, but I learn from American papers

that you came near losing your life. I hope you will live.

Camille was not worth the sacrifice of your strong young life.

She is not with me, as I see it rumored in the papers. I have

got over my fancy for her. I hear she is in London, but I do not

know. I hope you will never make up your quarrel with her, for

you are too good for such a woman.”

Camille had written, too, from London, begging to be allowed to return

and nurse her husband. Mrs. de Vere was compelled to write that her son

refused the offer.

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