BY AMELIA B. EDWARDS.

It has been suggested to me that an article descriptive of my ways and

doings at home might be acceptable to readers of this journal; and it

has furthermore been proposed that I should write the said article

myself. There is a straightforward simplicity of purpose about this

proposition which commends it to me. Also, it has the recommendation

of being quite novel.

As a rule, the person whose home life is to be made the subject of an

article is "interviewed" by a gentleman of the press, who

cross-examines the victim like an old Bailey counsel, and proceeds to

take an inventory of his furniture, like a bailiff.

Now, it seems to me that the conditions under which such a visit is

paid and received are radically unsatisfactory. The person interviewed

must be more or less uncomfortably self-conscious, and one cannot help

doubting whether the interviewer ever succeeds in seeing his subject

and his subject's surroundings in exactly their normal _dishabille_.

It would ask more than Roman virtue not to make the best of one's self

and one's house when both were sitting for a portrait; and difficult

as it is to look natural and feel natural in front of a photographer's

camera, it is ten times more trying _vis-a-vis_ of a reporter's

note-book. As for the temptation to "pose," whether consciously or

unconsciously, it must be well-nigh irresistible. For my own part, I

am but too certain that, instead of receiving such a visitor in my

ordinary working costume, and in a room littered with letters and

papers, I should have inevitably put on a more becoming gown, and have

"tidied up" the library, when the appointed day and hour arrived. Not,

however, being put to this test, I will do my best to present myself

literally "At Home," and in my habit as I live.

Westbury-on-Trym is a village in Gloucestershire separated from

Clifton by about a mile and a half of open down, and distant about

four miles from Bristol terminus. It lies in a hollow at the foot of

two steep hills, one of which is crowned with the woods of Blaise

Castle, and the other with a group of buildings consisting of the

parish church, a charming little Gothic structure known as "The Hall,"

and the national schoolhouse. The church is a fine perpendicular

edifice of considerable antiquity, with a square tower surmounted, in

true West of England style, by a small turret, having a tiny Gothic

spire at one corner. The parishioners are proud of their church, and

with justice. It contains some good stained-glass windows, two

interesting mediæval monuments, and an exceptionally fine organ. "The

Hall" is quite modern, having been built and endowed, in 1867, by a

generous parishioner. The large room seats three hundred people, and

is fitted up with an organ as large and beautiful as that in the

church close by. Village concerts, penny readings, Lent lectures,

charity bazaars, and the like are held here. The building also

contains a reading-room and a small library for the use of the working

classes. My own first attempts at public reading were made on this

village platform, twenty years ago.

A little river flows through the valley, and is crossed by a single

bridge in the lower part of the village. This is the Trym,--an untidy

Trym enough, nowadays,--opaque, muddy, and little better than a ditch.

Yet it was a navigable river some centuries ago, and, according to

tradition, was not unknown to trout. On leaving the village, it takes

a southwesterly course through a pleasant bottom of meadow lands, and

thence between wooded slopes and a romantic "Coombe," much beloved of

artists, till it finally empties itself into the Avon, not far from

the mouth of that tidal river.

There are still some remains of a building at the foot of Westbury

Hill, which in olden times was second only in age and importance to

the church,--namely, "The College." This "College" was a religious

house, founded as far back as A.D. 798, and probably rebuilt some five

centuries later by that famous merchant and public benefactor, William

Canynge, of Bristol, who died there as Dean of the College, and was

buried in the church. Twenty-five years ago, when I first made its

acquaintance, this "College" (a large modernized building with corner

turrets) still presented a stately front to the road. At the back was

a square bell-tower covered from top to bottom with ivy, and a

spacious garden shut in by high walls. It was then a boy's school, and

the big garden used to echo with shouts and laughter on summer

evenings. The bell-tower is the most ancient part of the building, and

according to local tradition, a subterranean passage leads from the

cellarage in the basement to the church on the hillside above. The

story is likely enough to be correct; for a passage of some kind there

certainly is, and it leads apparently in the direction of the church.

A working-man who, with some three or four others, had once tried to

explore it, told me several years ago that, beyond the first few

yards, the tunnel was completely blocked, and the air so foul that it

put the lights out. Whether any subsequent attempt has been made to

force a passage, I do not know; but the whole place is sadly changed

since the time when I used to cast longing glances at the old green

tower from the lane that skirted the garden wall, wishing that I might

some day get permission to sit in a corner under a shady tree on the

other side of that wall, and sketch the tower. The school has long

since broken up for good, and boys and masters have gone their ways.

The old house, after standing vacant for years, was bought at last by

a little local builder, who ran up a row of smart shops in front of

the old turreted façade; let off the house itself in lodgings to poor

families; and re-sold the old bell-tower to the village blacksmith.

The garden wall being pulled down on that side, the tower now stands

at the end of a row of new cottages, forlorn and solitary in the midst

of alien surroundings, a forge and anvil in the basement.

As regards the "great houses" of the place, Westbury-on-Trym

enjoys a curious monopoly of handsome private mansions. These

mansions--spacious, finely built, each standing in its own park-like

grounds--were built for the most part by wealthy Bristol merchants

during the two last centuries--men of wealth, who needed to reside

within an easy drive of the city, and who were content to amass great

fortunes without also desiring to become land-owners. The Bristol

merchants of the present day no longer care to live so near their

business. Railways and steamers enable them to go farther afield; and

so the fine old houses of Westbury, Henbury, Redland, Shirehampton,

Brislington, and other parishes round about the great commercial

centre, have gradually passed into the possession of a class of

moneyed gentry who, having neither trade nor land, are attracted by

the fine climate and beautiful scenery of this part of England. Some

few of these old mansions are renowned for the valuable collections of

paintings and other works of art which they contain; as, for instance,

at Blaise Castle, there is a fine series of specimens of the old

masters purchased at the close of the great war during the first

quarter of the present century by Mr. Harford, grandfather of the

present owner; a series which comprises a fine Guido, several

specimens of the Caracci, Salvator Rosa, etc. At Kings-Weston Park, we

find the family portraits of the de Cliffords purchased, together with

the very fine old house built by Vanbrugh in the time of Charles II.,

by the late owner, Philip Miles, Esq. At Leigh Court, the gallery,

with its famous Leonardo, is known throughout Europe, while many other

art treasures are to be found in the possession of private owners

round about the neighborhood.

It is not to be supposed that the writer and subject of this present

paper resides in semi-royal state in one of these magnificent old

houses. On the contrary, she lives, and has lived for more than a

quarter of a century, with a very dear friend, in a small, irregularly

built house, which together they have from time to time enlarged and

improved, according to their pleasure. That friend--now in her

eighty-seventh year--used, in days long gone by, to gather round her

table many of the wits and celebrities of fifty years ago; but for

her, as for myself, our little country home has been as dear for its

seclusion as for the charm of its neighborhood.

The Larches stands, with some few other houses of like dimensions, on

a space of high-level ground to the eastward of the village. It is

approached by a narrow lane, beyond which lie fields and open country.

Having at first been quite a small cottage, it has been added to by

successive owners, and is, consequently, quite destitute of external

or internal uniformity. My own library, and the bedrooms above it,

are, for the present, the latest additions to the structure; though I

hope some day to build on a little room which I shall not venture to

call a museum, but which shall contain my Egyptian antiquities and

other collections.

The little house stands in one acre of ground, closely walled in, and

surrounded by high shrubs and lofty larch trees. It is up and down a

straight path in the shade of these larch trees that I take my daily

exercise; and if I am to enter into such minor particulars as are dear

to the writers and readers of "At Home" articles, I may mention that a

dial-register is affixed to the wall of a small grape-house at one end

of this path, by means of which I measure off my regular half-mile

before breakfast, my half mile after breakfast, and the mile or more

with which I finish up my pedestrian duties in the late afternoon. To

walk these two miles _per diem_ is a Draconian law which I impose upon

myself during all seasons of the year. When the snow lies deep in

winter, it is our old gardener's first duty in the morning to sweep

"Miss Edwards' path," as well as to clear two or three large spaces on

the lawn, in which the wild birds may be fed. The wild birds, I should

add, are our intimate friends and perennial visitors, for whom we keep

an open _table d'hôte_ throughout the year. By feeding them in summer

we lose less fruit than our neighbors; and by feeding them in winter

we preserve the lives of our little summer friends, whose songs are

the delight of ourselves and our neighbors in the springtime. There

are dozens of nests every summer in the ivy which clusters thickly

around my library windows; and we even carry our hospitality so far as

to erect small rows of model lodging-houses for our birds high up

under the eaves, which they inhabit in winter, and in which many

couples of sparrows and starlings rear their young throughout the

summer.

We will now leave the garden, and go into the house, which stands high

on a grassy platform facing the sunny west. We enter by a wooden

porch, which, as I write, is thickly covered with roses. As soon as

the front door is opened, the incoming visitor finds himself in the

midst of modern Egypt, the walls of the hall being lined with Damascus

tiles and Cairene woodwork, the spoils of some of those Meshrabeeyeh

windows which are so fast disappearing both in Alexandria and Cairo.

In a recess opposite the door stands a fine old chair inlaid with

ivory and various colored woods, which some two hundred years ago was

the Episcopal chair of a Coptic bishop. The rest of the hall furniture

is of Egyptian inlaid work. Every available inch of space on the

walls is filled and over-filled with curiosities of all descriptions.

On one bracket stand an old Italian ewer and plate in wrought brass

work; on another, a Nile "Kulleh" or water bottle, and a pair of cups

of unbaked clay; on others again, jars and pots of Indian, Morocco,

Japanese, Siût, and Algerian ware. Here also, are a couple of funerary

tablets in carved limestone, of ancient Egyptian work; a fragment of

limestone cornice from the ruins of Naukratis; and various specimens

of Majolica, old Wedgewood, and other ware, as well as framed

specimens of Rhodian and Damascus tiles.

If my visitor is admitted at all, which for reasons which I will

presently state is extremely doubtful, he passes through the hall,

leaving the dining-room to his right and the drawing-room to his left,

and is ushered along a passage, also lined with lattice-work, through

a little ante-room, and into my library. This is a fair-sized room

with a bay of three windows at the upper end facing eastward. My

writing-table is placed somewhat near this window; and here I sit with

my back to the light facing whomsoever may be shown into the room.

Sitting thus at my desk, the room to me is full of reminiscences of

many friends and many places. The walls are lined with glazed

bookcases containing the volumes which I have been slowly amassing

from the time I was fourteen or fifteen years of age. I cast my eyes

round the shelves, and I recognize in their contents the different

lines of study which I have pursued at different periods of my life.

Like the geological strata in the side of a cliff, they show the

deposits of successive periods, and remind me, not only of the changes

which my own literary tastes have undergone, but also of the various

literary undertakings in which I have been from time to time engaged.

The shelves devoted to the British poets carry me back to a time when

I read them straight through without a break, from Chaucer to

Tennyson. A large number of histories of England and works of British

biography are due to a time when I was chiefly occupied in writing the

letterpress to "The Photographic Historical Portrait Gallery,"--a very

beautiful publication illustrated with photographs of historical

miniatures, which never reached a second volume, and is now, I

believe, extremely scarce. An equally voluminous series of histories

of Greece and Rome, and of translations of the Greek and Latin poets,

marks the time when I first became deeply interested in classic

antiquity. To this phase also belong the beginnings of those

archæological works which I have of late years accumulated almost to

the exclusion of all other books, as well as my collection of volumes

upon Homer, which nearly fill one division of a bookcase. When I left

London some six and twenty years ago to settle at Westbury-on-Trym, I

also added to my library a large number of works on the fine arts,

feeling, as every lover of pictures must do, that it is necessary, in

some way or another, to make up for the loss of the National Gallery,

the South Kensington Museum, and other delightful places which I was

leaving behind. At this time, also, I had a passion for Turner, and

eagerly collected his engraved works, of which I believe I possess

nearly all. I think I may say the same of Samuel Prout. Of Shakespeare

I have almost as many editions as I have translations of Homer; and of

European histories, works of reference generally, a writer who lives

in the country must, of course, possess a goodly number. Of rare books

I do not pretend to have many. A single shelf contains a few good old

works, including a fine black-letter Chaucer, the Venetian Dante of

1578, and some fine examples of the Elizabethan period. I soon found,

however, that this taste was far too expensive to cultivate. Last of

all, in what I may call the upper Egyptological stratum of my books,

come those on Egypt and Egyptian archæology, a class of works deeply

interesting to those who make Egyptology their study, but profoundly

dull to everybody else.

Such are my books. If, however, I were to show my visitor what I

consider my choicest treasures, I should take down volumes which have

been given to me by friends, some now far distant, others departed.

Here, for instance, is the folio edition of Doré's "Don Quichotte," on

the fly-leaf of which he signs himself as my "_ami affectueux_;" or

some of the works of my dear friend of many years, John Addington

Symonds, especially "Many Moods," which he has dedicated to myself. Or

I would take down the first volume of "The Ring and the Book,"

containing a delightful inscription from the pen of Robert Browning;

or the late Lord Lytton's version of the Odes of Horace, in which is

inserted an interesting letter on the method and spirit of his

translation, addressed to me at the time of its publication. Next to

this stands a presentation copy of Sir Theodore Martin's translation

of the same immortal poems. To most persons these would be more

interesting than other and later presentation volumes from various

foreign savants--Maspero, Naville, Ebers, Wiedemann, and others.

I am often asked how many books I possess, and I can only reply that I

have not the least idea, having lost count of them for many years.

Those which are in sight are attired in purple and fine linen,

beautiful bindings having once upon a time been one of my hobbies; but

behind the beautiful bindings, many of which were executed from my own

designs, are other books in modest cloth and paper wrappers; so that

the volumes are always two rows, and sometimes even three rows deep.

If I had not a tolerably good memory, I should certainly be very much

perplexed by this arrangement, the more especially as my only

catalogue is in my head.

I fear I am allowing myself to say too much about my books; yet, after

all, they represent a large part of myself. My life, since I have

lived at The Larches, has been one of ever-increasing seclusion, and

my books have for many years been my daily companions, teachers, and

friends. Merely to lean back in one's chair now and then--merely to

lean back and look at them--is a pleasure, a stimulus, and in some

sense a gain. For, as it seems to me, there is a virtue which goes out

from even the backs of one's books; and though to glance along the

shelves without taking down a single volume be but a Barmecide feast,

yet the tired brain is consciously refreshed by it.

Although the room is essentially a bookroom, there are other things

than books to which one can turn for a momentary change of thought. In

yonder corner, for instance, stands an easel, the picture upon which

is constantly changed. To-day, it will be a water-color sketch by John

Lewis; to-morrow, an etching by Albert Dürer or Seymour Haden; the

next day, an oil painting by Elihu Vedder, or perhaps an ancient

Egyptian funerary papyrus, with curious pen-and-ink vignettes of gods

and genii surmounting the closely written columns of hieroglyphic

text.

For, you see, I have no wall space in my library upon which to hang

pictures; and yet, I am not happy, and my thoughts are not rightly in

tune, unless I have a picture or two in sight, somewhere about the

room. In the corners, hidden away behind pedestals and curtains, a

quick eye may detect stacks of pictures, ready to be brought out and

put on the easel when needed. On the pedestals stand plaster casts of

busts from antique originals in the Louvre, the Uffizzi Gallery, and

the British Museum; and yonder, beside the arched entrance between the

ante-room and the library, stands a small white marble torso of a

semi-recumbent river god which I picked up years ago from amid the

dusty stores of a little curiosity-shop in one of the small by-streets

near Soho Square. It is a splendid fragment, so powerfully and

learnedly modelled, that no less a critic than the late Charles Blanc

once suggested to me that it might be a trial-sketch by a pupil of

Michael Angelo, or even by the master himself. Curiously enough, this

little masterpiece, which has lost both arms from below the shoulders

and both legs from above the knee, was wrecked before its completion;

the face, the beard, the hair and the back being little more than

blocked out, whereas, the forepart of the trunk is highly finished. On

the opposite side of the archway, in an iron tripod, stands a large

terra-cotta amphora found in the cellar of a Roman villa discovered in

1872, close behind the Baths of Caracalla.

As I happened to be spending that winter in Rome, I went, of course,

to see the new "scavo," and there were the big jars standing in the

cellar, just as in the lifetime of the ancient owner. I need scarcely

say that I bought mine on the spot.

It is such associations as these which are the collector's greatest

pleasures. Each object recalls the place and circumstances of its

purchase, brings back incidents of foreign travel, and opens up long

vistas of delightful memories. For me, every bit of old pottery on the

tops of the bookcases has its history. That Majolica jar painted with

the Medici arms, and those Montelupo plates, were bought in Florence;

those brass salvers with heads of Doges in repoussé work were picked

up in a dark old shop on one of the side canals of Venice. The tall

jars, yellow, green, white, and brown, with grotesque dragon mouths

and twisted handles, are of Gallipoli make, and I got them at a shop

in an out-of-the-way court at the top of a blind alley in Stamboul.

I have said that there are reasons why an intending visitor might,

perchance, fail to penetrate as far as this den of books and

bric-à-brac, and I might allege a considerable number, but they may

all be summed up in the one deplorable fact that there are but

twenty-four hours to the day, and seven days to the week. Time is

precious to me, and leisure is a thing unknown. If, however, the said

visitor is of congenial tastes, has gained admittance, and finds me

less busy than usual, he will, perhaps, be let into the secret of

certain hidden treasures, the existence of which is unsuspected by the

casual caller. For dearer to me than all the rest of my curios are my

Egyptian antiquities; and of these, strange to say, though none of

them are in sight, I have enough to stock a modest little museum.

Stowed away in all kinds of nooks and corners, in upstairs cupboards,

in boxes, drawers, and cases innumerable, behind books, and invading

the sanctity of glass closets and wardrobes, are hundreds, nay,

thousands, of those fascinating objects in bronze and glazed ware, in

carved wood and ivory, in glass, and pottery, and sculptured stone,

which are the delight of archæologists and collectors. Here, for

instance, behind the "_Revue Archeologique_" packed side by side as

closely as figs in a box, are all the gods of Egypt,--fantastic little

porcelain figures plumed and horned, bird-headed, animal-headed, and

the like. Their reign, it is true, may be over in the Valley of the

Nile, but in me they still have a fervent adorer. Were I inclined to

worship them with due antique ceremonial, there are two libation

tables in one of the attics ready to my hand, carved with semblances

of sacrificial meats and drinks; or here, in a tin box behind the

"_Retrospective Review_," are specimens of actual food offerings

deposited three thousand years ago in various tombs at

Thebes--shrivelled dates, lentils, nuts, and even a slice of bread.

Rings, necklaces, bracelets, earrings, amulets, mirrors, and toilet

objects, once the delight of dusky beauties long since embalmed and

forgotten; funerary statuettes, scarabs, rolls of mummy cloth, and the

like are laid by "in a sacred gloom" from which they are rarely, if

ever, brought forth into the light of day. And there are stranger

things than these,--fragments of spiced and bituminized humanity to be

shown to visitors who are not nervous, nor given to midnight terrors.

Here is a baby's foot (some mother cried over it once) in the Japanese

cabinet in the ante-room. There are three mummied hands behind

"_Allibone's Dictionary of English Authors_," in the library. There

are two arms with hands complete--the one almost black, the other

singularly fair,--in a drawer in my dressing-room; and grimmest of

all, I have the heads of two ancient Egyptians in a wardrobe in my

bedroom, who, perhaps, talk to each other in the watches of the night,

when I am sound asleep. As, however, I am not writing a catalogue of

my collection, I will only mention that there is a somewhat battered

statue of a Prince of Kush standing upright in his packing-case, like

a sentry in a sentry-box, in an empty coach-house at the bottom of the

garden.

It may, perhaps, be objected to my treatment of this subject that I

have described only my "home," and that, being myself, I have not

described Miss Edwards. This is a task which I cannot pretend to

perform in a manner satisfactory either to myself or the reader. My

personal appearance has, however, been so fully depicted in the

columns of some hundreds of newspapers, that I have but to draw upon

the descriptions given by my brethren of the press, in order to fill

what would otherwise be an inevitable gap in the present article. By

one, for instance, I am said to have "coal-black hair and flashing

black eyes"; by another, that same hair is said to be "snow-white";

while a third describes it as "iron-gray, and rolled back in a large

wave." On one occasion, as I am informed, I had "a commanding and

Cassandra-like presence"; elsewhere, I was "tall, slender, and

engaging"; and occasionally I am merely of "middle height" and, alas!

"somewhat inclined to _embonpoint_." As it is obviously so easy to

realize what I am like from the foregoing data, I need say no more on

the subject.

With regard to "my manners and customs" and the course of my daily

life, there is little or nothing to tell. I am essentially a worker,

and a hard worker, and this I have been since my early girlhood. When

I am asked what are my working hours, I reply:--"All the time when I

am not either sitting at meals, taking exercise, or sleeping"; and

this is literally true. I live with the pen in my hand, not only from

morning till night, but sometimes from night till morning. I have, in

fact, been a night bird ever since I came out of the schoolroom, when

I habitually sat up reading till long past midnight. Later on, when I

adopted literature as a profession, I still found that "To steal a

few hours from the night" was to ensure the quietest time, and the

pleasantest, for pen and brain work; and, for at least the last

twenty-five years, I have rarely put out my lamp before two or three

in the morning. Occasionally, when work presses and a manuscript has

to be despatched by the earliest morning mail, I remain at my desk the

whole night through; and I can with certainty say that the last

chapter of every book I have ever written has been finished at early

morning. In summertime, it is certainly delightful to draw up the

blinds and complete in sunlight a task begun when the lamps were

lighted in the evening.

And this reminds me of a little incident--too trivial, perhaps, to be

worth recording--which befell me so long ago as 1873. I had visited

the Dolomites during the previous summer, not returning to England

till close upon Christmastime, and I had been occupied during the

greater part of the spring in preparing that account of the journey

entitled "Untrodden Peaks and Unfrequented Valleys." Time ran somewhat

short towards the last, as my publishers were anxious to produce the

volume early in June; and when it came to the point of finishing off,

I sat up all through one beautiful night in May, till the farewell

words were written. At the very moment when, with a sigh of

satisfaction, I laid down my pen, a wandering nightingale on the

pear-tree outside my library window, burst into such a flood of song

as I have never heard before or since. The pear-tree was in full

blossom; the sky behind it was blue and cloudless; and as I listened

to the unwonted music, I could not help thinking that, had I been a

pious scribe of the Middle Ages who had just finished a laboriously

written life of some departed saint, I should inevitably have believed

that the bird was a ghostly messenger sent by the good saint himself

to congratulate me upon the completion of my task.

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