XLV.

One Saturday afternoon, when the lawn in front of the White House was

crowded with people listening to the weekly concert of the Marine Band,

the President appeared upon the portico. Instantly there was a clapping

of hands and clamor for a speech. Bowing his thanks, and excusing

himself, he stepped back into the retirement of the circular parlor,

remarking to me, with a disappointed air, as he reclined upon the

sofa, “I wish they would let me sit out there quietly, and enjoy the

music.” I stated to him on this occasion, that I believed no President,

since the days of Washington, ever secured the hearts of the people,

and carried them with him as he had done. To this he replied that, in

such a crisis as the country was then passing through, it was natural

that the people should look more earnestly to their leaders than at

other periods. He thought their regard for any man in his position

who should sincerely have done his best to save the government from

destruction, would have been equally as marked and expressive; to which

I did not by any means assent.

I do not recall an instance of Mr. Lincoln’s ever referring to

any act of his administration with an appearance of complacency

or self-satisfaction. I watched him closely during the political

excitement previous to the Baltimore Convention, to see if I could

discover signs of personal ambition, and I am free to say that, apart

from the welfare of the country, there was no evidence to show to my

mind that he ever thought of himself. And yet he was very sensitive

to the opinions of his friends. A governor of a western State, true

and loyal as the best, at a certain juncture conceived himself for

some reason aggrieved by Executive action. Having occasion to send

in the names of two officers for promotion, he said, in his note to

the President, that he hoped whatever feeling he might have against

him personally would not prevent his doing justice to the merits of

the officers in question. Mr. Lincoln had been utterly unconscious of

having given offence, either by lack of appreciation or otherwise, and

he seemed greatly touched at the aspersion. He said that, if he had

been asked to say which of all the loyal governors had been most active

and efficient in raising and equipping troops, if he had made any

distinction, where all had done so well, it would have been in favor of

the governor in question. At another time, when several conflicting

delegations were pressing the claims of different candidates for a

position of importance, he said that he had been so troubled about the

matter that he had that day refused to see one of the candidates, an

old and dear personal friend, lest his judgment should be warped. “If

I was less _thin-skinned_ about such things,” he added, “I should get

along much better.”

When he had thought profoundly, however, upon certain measures, and

felt sure of his ground, criticism, either public or private, did not

disturb him. Upon the appearance of what was known as the “Wade and

Davis manifesto,” subsequent to his renomination, an intimate friend

and supporter, who was very indignant that such a document should

have been put forth just previous to the presidential election, took

occasion to animadvert very severely upon the course that prompted it.

“It is not worth fretting about,” said the President; “it reminds me

of an old acquaintance, who, having a son of a scientific turn, bought

him a microscope. The boy went around, experimenting with his glass

upon everything that came in his way. One day, at the dinner-table, his

father took up a piece of cheese. ‘Don’t eat that, father,’ said the

boy; ‘it is full of _wrigglers_.’ ‘My son,’ replied the old gentleman,

taking, at the same time, a huge bite, ‘let’em _wriggle_; I can stand

it if they can.’”

No President ever manifested such a willingness to receive and act upon

advice and suggestions from all sources, as Mr. Lincoln. On a certain

occasion a leading officer of the government, and the governor of the

State he represented, had each a candidate for a high State position.

The claims of both were urged with great strength. The President was

“in a strait betwixt the two.” A personal friend from the same State,

to whom he mentioned the difficulty of deciding the question without

giving offence to one or the other of the parties, suggested that he

appoint neither of the candidates, but bestow the office upon a certain

officer of the army from that State, who had distinguished himself,

losing an arm or a leg in the service, but who had not solicited in any

way the position. Mr. Lincoln instantly fell in with the idea, saying

that it seemed to him “just the right thing to do;” and he immediately

made out the nomination.

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