AT BAY.

Dinah Gurdon stood for a time grasping the back of a chair, battling

with a fit of trembling and the strange sense of dread, which rapidly

increased till in the enervation it produced, her eyes half-closed, the

light upon the table grew dull, and a soft, many-hued halo spread round

the flame as she was about to sink helpless upon the floor.

Then mind mastered matter, and with an effort she drew a long catching

breath, her eyes opened widely with the pupils dilated in the now clear

light. Then she looked wildly at the door and window, whose panes seen

against the darkness merely reflected the comfortable kitchen interior,

where she stood. But all the same she felt sure that there was a face

looking in at her--a face she knew only too well.

Then, tearing away her eyes from where they had rested upon the lower

corner, fascinated and held for a time in spite of her will, she turned

and gazed at the door, which she now saw was unfastened, while the bolts

at top and bottom showed plainly in the light, waiting to be shot into

their sockets.

Four steps would have taken her there; but that face was watching her,

and she felt fixed to the spot, her heart beating with heavy throbs, and

something seeming to force the conviction upon her that the moment she

stirred to go to that door, her watcher would spring to it, fling it

open, and seize her.

So strong was this feeling upon her that for minutes she could not stir.

Then fresh imaginings crowded in upon her brain, and she saw that the

face she had conjured up was no longer there at the window, but there

was a faint rustling outside, and a low sighing, whistling noise, and a

regular pat--pat--pat as of footsteps.

The feeling of enervation came back, and the light grew dim and obscured

by dancing rays, while the latch of the door appeared to quiver, slowly

rise up and up, to stop at the highest point, and the door slowly moved

towards her.

"Imagination!" she exclaimed, and in an instant she had darted to the

door, thrust in both bolts, and then drawn down the window-blind, to

stand now breathing heavily but feeling master of herself, and ready to

act again in any way which she might find necessary.

The pallor had gone now from her cheeks, which became flushed by a

couple of red spots, as she felt irritated and indignant at her childish

fears. But all the same she could not conceal from herself the fact

that there was peril; and now, full of energy, she went quickly from

room to room and made sure that every window and door was really secure,

before hurrying up to the different chambers and examining the casement

fastenings. She then descended to the lower floor of the little

fortress to stand and think, asking herself whether her alarms were

childish and only the effect of imagination after all.

But she was fain to confess that they were not. She had too strong

grounds in fact for her dread, and the incidents of the previous night

and that evening showed her that the man she dreaded was as unscrupulous

as he was daring.

At last came bitter repentance for her weakness. Had she summoned up

the courage to speak, and told all to her father, he would have taken

steps to guard her from future danger.

She shuddered at the thought, and the colour in her cheeks deepened as

she conjured up scenes such as she had heard of in the past.

Too late now; and she felt this, but that if the trouble were repeated

she could not have acted otherwise. And now it was of the present that

she had to think. There was no help to be expected from Martha, but, in

the energy of despair, she went to the woman's side, shook her, and

spoke loudly with lips close to her ear. Then fetching water, she

bathed the sleeper's temples, for, rid of the sensation that her acts

were watched, she worked with spirit.

But all was in vain; Martha slept heavily, her breathing sounding

regular and deep.

Two or three times over Dinah ceased her efforts, and stood listening,

startled by the different sounds of the storm gathering in the

mountains. But she grew firmer now minute by minute, and quietly

analysed each sound she heard. This was only the drip of the rain from

the eaves on the stones below, although it resembled wonderfully the

fall of feet. That was no rustling of a body forcing a way through the

shrubs, but the work of a gust of wind bending down the little cypress,

and making the clematis stream out upon the black darkness.

There was every token of a rough night in the hills, for ever and anon

after a lull, the wind hissed and whistled at the windows, and rumbled

in the chimneys after the fashion familiar in winter. But as she told

herself, there was nothing in this to fear.

Feeling that Martha must be left to finish her heavy sleep, and after

seeing that she could not injure herself if alone, Dinah went back with

the light to the little drawing-room, where, after an uneasy glance at

the window, she satisfied herself that she could not, by any

possibility, be watched, and sat down to read.

The effort was vain: not a line of the page was understood, but scenes

and faces were called up. Clive's looking lovingly into her eyes, with

that frank, manly gaze, before which her own fell and her cheeks

reddened. Then that meeting on the mountain path, when on her way home

and alone, for the dog had left her and gone off in pursuit of a hare.

She shuddered as she recalled it all, and hurriedly forced herself to

think of her father and his anger that morning against Clive, who was,

of course, all that was true and just--her lover--her protector--to whom

some day she could tell everything--some day when safe in his arms and

quite at rest. It was impossible now.

Her thoughts went to him more and more persistently, as she wondered

where he then was--whether he was thinking about her--when he would be

back.

The book fell into her lap and glided to the carpet with a loud rap, and

quick as thought her hand was extended to the lamp. The next moment she

sat in darkness, listening, and half repentant of her act. For though

she had sought the enveloping cloak of darkness, she shivered as it

closed her in.

For that was not wind or rain, neither was it the effect of imagination.

She could not be deceived this time. The latch of the kitchen door had

been raised, and had given forth that click with which she had been

familiar from childhood. True, it had sounded faintly, but it was

unmistakable. The room door was open, so was that leading from the

little passage into the kitchen, for she had left both wide, that she

might hear if Martha stirred.

She drew a breath of relief the next moment, for she felt that she had

not heard their servant stir, but all the same she must have risen, and

gone to try whether the door was fast.

Quickly and silently she stole into the kitchen, and felt the way to the

table. "Martha!" was on her lips, but she did not utter the word, only

extending her hand as she heard a deep, low, sighing breath. The next

instant her fingers rested upon the woman's shoulder, and she knew that

there had been no change in position. A feeling of suffocation attacked

her, as she held her breath, and listened to a repetition of the sound,

for the latch was softly raised now, and the door creaked as it was

evidently pressed from outside.

This was repeated, and then all was black darkness and silence once

more, while poor Rollo, who would only a few hours before have loudly

given warning of danger and torn at his chain to come to the protection

of his mistress, lay sleeping his last beneath the newly-turned earth.

Would he dare to break in?

She was alone.

A question and answer which sent a chill through her: but despair gave

her courage, and she stood there pondering as the door creaked heavily

once more.

Where would he try to force an entrance? she asked herself, and then,

feeling how frail were the fastenings, she silently made for the foot of

the staircase, closed the door, bolted it, and ascended to the little

landing.

The next moment, her hand was upon her bedroom latch, but altering her

mind she passed into her father's room, and closed and locked the door,

to stand listening, her mind fixed upon the drawing-room window beneath

where she stood.

It would be there, beneath the little verandah, she thought; and

extending her hand to touch the wall and guide herself to the window,

her fingers encountered something which sent a thrill through her, for

she touched the Major's double gun standing in the corner formed by a

little cabinet, where he had stood and forgotten it; and in the drawer

of that cabinet there were cartridges, for she had seen him place them

there only a week or two before.

Continuing her way, she crept to the window to listen, feeling sure that

she would hear if any attempt was made below in the verandah, but

clinging to the hope that the nocturnal visitor would go on finding that

his plan was checkmated.

She was not long left in doubt, for a rustling sound told her that the

clematis was being torn away from one of the rough fir-posts which

supported the verandah roof; and the next minute she was conscious by

the sound that some one had reached the thatch, and was drawing himself

up the yielding slope.

For a moment Dinah was giddy once more with dread and despair. The next

she was strong again in the wild desire to protect herself--for her own,

and for Clive Reed's sake; and stepping softly back, she drew out the

drawer of the cabinet and felt that the cartridges were there. Then

catching up the gun, she rapidly opened the breech and inserted a couple

of the charges, closed it, and fully cocked the piece, to stand with it

at the ready, its muzzle directed to the window, which showed darker in

the middle where a grating sound was heard.

She knew it at once; a knife was forcing back the leadwork, so that a

diamond-shaped pane might be taken out by the man who believed this room

to be empty.

She could see nothing, but it was all plain enough; the grating ceased,

the pane was eased out by the knife, a rustling told that there was a

hand being thrust in, and she heard the fastening yield, and the iron

frame of the casement creak as it was drawn outward. Then followed a

heavy breath, the sound of some one drawing himself up, and strong now,

at bay in her own defence, Dinah Gurdon's finger pressed the trigger, as

she still held the gun at the ready with its butt beneath her arm.

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