AT DINNER.

"Hold your tongue, boy! Don't contradict me. You're not to think

because your father is dead that you are going to do just as you like.

Try some more of that claret; it's very good. There were only fifty

dozen of it, and your father and I shared the lot. I suppose you've got

some of it left in the cellar--your cellar. Dear, dear! poor old

Grantham, what a change! There, fill up your glass. That won't hurt

you. I say it as a medical man. That's wine that maketh glad the heart

of man; and one needs it now, for homes desolate enough. The miserable

jade!"

"It was not her fault," said Clive sadly.

"What! I say it was her fault, so don't you defend her. Confound you,

sir, I know you've grown into a big, ugly, consequential fellow; but

recollect this, sir, I consider I take your father's place now he's

gone. I'm the first man who ever held you in his hands. Didn't I

vaccinate you, and bring you through half-a-dozen miserable little baby

disorders? You are Clive Reed, mine-owner and rich man to the world;

but you are only the squalling brat and scrubby boy, sir, to me."

The Doctor tossed off a glass of his rich claret, and then swung himself

round in his chair.

"Don't take any notice of what I say, boy. I'm not myself."

Clive rose from his chair and went and laid his hand upon the Doctor's

shoulder, to have it seized and held.

"My dear old friend!" he said, in a low voice.

"Thank you, my boy, thank you. God bless you! I seem to have no one

but you--now she's gone. Clive, my lad, I'll tell you. I came back

here after the funeral and went into the drawing-room, and I turned her

picture with its face to the wall, after I'd cursed her like old fathers

used to do in the plays when I was a boy. I said I cast her off for

ever; and then I sat down in my chair, and did what I hadn't done since

her mother, my poor dear wife, died. I cried, boy, like a little child.

For it seemed as if she was dead too--dead and gone--and I had suddenly

turned into a disappointed, lonely old man."

"And then you turned the picture back, and owned to yourself that you

loved her very dearly still, as I do, sir. For we cannot tear our

affections up by the roots like that."

"I did, Clive, my boy, I did; for you are right. I know too now that

it's my own fault, for I spoiled and indulged her. She was left to me

almost a child, motherless, and I began to treat her at once as a woman.

I let her have her own way in everything, and she grew up pettish and

jealous, and ready to resent every check. Times and times, when I've

offended her, has she gone right off on a visit, just to annoy me, and

show how independent she was. But there! it's all over now."

"Yes," said Clive softly, "it's all over now."

"And how I used to reckon upon it all!" continued the Doctor. "You two

married, and the little children springing up--hers and yours, boy, to

make my old life young again. But it's all over. I won't say I'll

never see her again, but I've done with her; and as for that miserable,

cunning, unprincipled scoundrel, how long will it be before he's laid up

with D.T., or something worse--if there is anything worse? I'll go and

attend him gratis, and pay for his funeral afterwards with pleasure."

"No, no, not you," said Clive quietly.

"I will, sir; I shall consider it a duty to that poor girl to make her a

widow as soon as possible, so that she may live in peace and repent."

Clive shook his head.

"The man she loves," he said softly.

"She doesn't; she can't love such a scoundrel. The brainless, little,

thoughtless idiot! She believed all that of you directly, and ran off

to marry the blackguard who has been trying for weeks to undermine you,

so as to get my money. Why, I find he has been constantly coming here

to see her, and she in her vanity played with him--a little coquette--

played with the confounded serpent, till he wound round and stung her."

Clive hung his head.

"And all the time you and I would have been ready to knock the man down

who had dared to suggest that she was trifling with you. Bah! they're a

poor, weak, pitiful lot, the women, Clive. I've doctored enough of them

to know all their little weaknesses, my lad. A poor, pitiful lot!"

"Do you think so?" said Clive quietly.

"Well, some of them. But, by jingo, boy, what a punishment for the

designing scoundrel. He had heard poor old Grantham let drop that he

had put Janet--I mean that girl--down for a big sum, and he played for

it--gambled. He meant that. By jingo! his face when he found he had

lost! I'm going to let you know, too, what I have done."

"What have you done?" said Clive, rather anxiously.

"Made a new will, sir, and had the old one burned before my eyes. I've

gone on saving for that girl, and the money's hers, and she shall have

it when I die; but he shan't. I went to old Belton, told him what I

wanted, and he went into it _con amore_, for he dislikes Master Jessop

consumedly. He says it's a natural reversion--the harking back to a bad

strain that once got into the Reed blood."

"But what did you do?" said Clive.

"Do, boy! tied the money up as tight as the law can tie it. My little

bit is to be in the hands of trustees, and she will get the dividends,

but she cannot sell out and give the money to your blackguard of a

brother; and in a very short time he'll know it, begin to ill-use her,

and go on till she shows that she has some spirit, and then she'll turn

upon him, there'll be a row, and she'll come home."

Clive sat frowning.

"It will be my revenge upon the scoundrel. I say, by the way, that

little parlour-maid, Lyddy, what about her?"

"I know nothing," said Clive sadly.

"The scoundrel has spirited her away somewhere, I suppose. Ah! well,

they'll make him suffer for it in the long-run, and you and I will have

a pretty revenge. There now, not another word about either of them.

You told me you were going down to Derbyshire again."

"Yes, to-morrow."

"That's right! Go and work, my lad. You won't do it merely for the

money, but to carry out my poor old friend's wishes. You've got to make

that mine a very big success. I've put a lot in it, my boy, so you

mustn't let me lose. I mean to take up what Byron calls a good old

gentlemanly vice--avarice. Don't be down-hearted, boy. Have another

glass of claret, and we'll drink to your success. One of these days I

shall come and drink your bride's health. Some true, sweet girl, whom I

can call daughter. Ah! you shake your head now, because you have just

been to the funeral of your coming hopes. But wait a bit, my boy. The

world turns round, and after the winter the summer comes again."

Clive Reed sighed, and at that hour, sick and sore at heart, and

despairing, as much on account of the woman he loved as upon his own,

everything ahead looked black but the prospect of his late father's

venture, and over this he now set himself to work; not to make money,

for he had plenty, but to dull the gnawing pain always busy at his

heart.

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