CHAPTER XI.

CHOPIN IS JOINED AT KALISZ BY TITUS WOYCIECHOWSKI.--FOUR DAYS AT

BRESLAU: HIS VISITS TO THE THEATRE; CAPELLMEISTER SCHNABEL; PLAYS AT

A CONCERT; ADOLF HESSE.--SECOND VISIT TO DRESDEN: MUSIC AT THEATRE

AND CHURCH; GERMAN AND POLISH SOCIETY; MORLACCHI, SIGNORA PALAZZESI,

RASTRELLI, ROLLA, DOTZAUER, KUMMER, KLENGEL, AND OTHER MUSICIANS; A

CONCERT TALKED ABOUT BUT NOT GIVEN; SIGHT-SEEING.--AFTER A WEEK, BY

PRAGUE TO VIENNA.--ARRIVES AT VIENNA TOWARDS THE END OF NOVEMBER, 1830.

Thanks to Chopin's extant letters to his family and friends it is not

difficult to give, with the help of some knowledge of the contemporary

artists and of the state of music in the towns he visited, a pretty

clear account of his experiences and mode of life during the nine or ten

months which intervene between his departure from Warsaw and his arrival

in Paris. Without the letters this would have been impossible, and for

two reasons: one of them is that, although already a notable man, Chopin

was not yet a noted man; and the other, that those with whom he then

associated have, like himself, passed away from among us.

Chopin, who, as the reader will remember, left Warsaw on November

1, 1830, was joined at Kalisz by Titus Woyciechowski. Thence the two

friends travelled together to Vienna. They made their first halt at

Breslau, which they reached on November 6. No sooner had Chopin put

up at the hotel Zur goldenen Gans, changed his dress, and taken some

refreshments, than he rushed off to the theatre. During his stay in

Breslau he was present at three performances--at Raimund's fantastical

comedy "Der Alpenkonig und der Menschenfeind", Auber's "Maurer und

Schlosser (Le Macon)," and Winter's "Das unterbrochene Opferfest", a now

superannuated but then still popular opera. The players succeeded better

than the singers in gaining the approval of their fastidious auditor,

which indeed might have been expected. As both Chopin and Woyciechowski

were provided with letters of introduction, and the gentlemen to whom

they were addressed did all in their power to make their visitors'

sojourn as pleasant as possible, the friends spent in Breslau four happy

days. It is characteristic of the German musical life in those days that

in the Ressource, a society of that town, they had three weekly

concerts at which the greater number of the performers were amateurs.

Capellmeister Schnabel, an old acquaintance of Chopin's, had invited the

latter to come to a morning rehearsal. When Chopin entered, an amateur,

a young barrister, was going to rehearse Moscheles' E flat major

Concerto. Schnabel, on seeing the newcomer, asked him to try the

piano. Chopin sat down and played some variations which astonished and

delighted the Capellmeister, who had not heard him for four years, so

much that he overwhelmed him with expressions of admiration. As the poor

amateur began to feel nervous, Chopin was pressed on all sides to take

that gentleman's place in the evening. Although he had not practised

for some weeks he consented, drove to the hotel, fetched the requisite

music, rehearsed, and in the evening performed the Romanza and Rondo of

his E minor Concerto and an improvisation on a theme from Auber's "La

Muette" ("Masaniello"). At the rehearsal the "Germans" admired his

playing; some of them he heard whispering "What a light touch he has!"

but not a word was said about the composition. The amateurs did not know

whether it was good or bad. Titus Woyciechowski heard one of them say

"No doubt he can play, but he can't compose." There was, however, one

gentleman who praised the novelty of the form, and the composer naively

declares that this was the person who understood him best. Speaking of

the professional musicians, Chopin remarks that, with the exception of

Schnabel, "the Germans" were at a loss what to think of him. The Polish

peasants use the word "German" as an invective, believe that the devil

speaks German and dresses in the German fashion, and refuse to take

medicine because they hold it to be an invention of the Germans and,

consequently, unfit for Christians. Although Chopin does not go so

far, he is by no means free from this national antipathy. Let his

susceptibility be ruffled by Germans, and you may be sure he will

remember their nationality. Besides old Schnabel there was among the

persons whose acquaintance Chopin made at Breslau only one other who

interests us, and interests us more than that respectable composer

of church music; and this one was the organist and composer Adolph

Frederick Hesse, then a young man of Chopin's age. Before long the

latter became better acquainted with him. In his account of his stay and

playing in the Silesian capital, he says of him only that "the second

local connoisseur, Hesse, who has travelled through the whole of

Germany, paid me also compliments."

Chopin continued his journey on November 10, and on November 12 had

already plunged into Dresden life. Two features of this, in some

respects quite unique, life cannot but have been particularly attractive

to our traveller--namely, its Polish colony and the Italian opera. The

former owed its origin to the connection of the house of Saxony with

the crown of Poland; and the latter, which had been patronised by the

Electors and Kings for hundreds of years, was not disbanded till 1832.

In 1817, it is true, Weber, who had received a call for that purpose,

founded a German opera at Dresden, but the Italian opera retained the

favour of the Court and of a great part of the public, in fact, was the

spoiled child that looked down upon her younger sister, poor Cinderella.

Even a Weber had to fight hard to keep his own, indeed, sometimes

failed to do so, in the rivalry with the ornatissimo Signore Cavaliere

Morlacchi, primo maestro della capella Reale.

Chopin's first visit was to Miss Pechwell, through whom he got admission

to a soiree at the house of Dr. Kreyssig, where she was going to play

and the prima donna of the Italian opera to sing. Having carefully

dressed, Chopin made his way to Dr. Kreyssig's in a sedan-chair. Being

unaccustomed to this kind of conveyance he had a desire to kick out

the bottom of the "curious but comfortable box," a temptation which he,

however--to his honour be it recorded--resisted. On entering the salon

he found there a great number of ladies sitting round eight large

tables:--

No sparkling of diamonds met my eye, but the more modest

glitter of a host of steel knitting-needles, which moved

ceaselessly in the busy hands of these ladies. The number of

ladies and knitting-needles was so large that if the ladies

had planned an attack upon the gentlemen that were present,

the latter would have been in a sorry plight. Nothing would

have been left to them but to make use of their spectacles as

weapons, for there was as little lack of eye-glasses as of

bald heads.

The clicking of knitting-needles and the rattling of teacups were

suddenly interrupted by the overture to the opera "Fra Diavolo," which

was being played in an adjoining room. After the overture Signora

Palazzesi sang "with a bell-like, magnificent voice, and great bravura."

Chopin asked to be introduced to her. He made likewise the acquaintance

of the old composer and conductor Vincent Rastrelli, who introduced him

to a brother of the celebrated tenor Rubini.

At the Roman Catholic church, the Court Church, Chopin met Morlacchi,

and heard a mass by that excellent artist. The Neapolitan sopranists

Sassaroli and Tarquinio sang, and the "incomparable Rolla" played the

solo violin. On another occasion he heard a clever but dry mass by Baron

von Miltitz, which was performed under the direction of Morlacchi, and

in which the celebrated violoncello virtuosos Dotzauer and Kummer

played their solos beautifully, and the voices of Sassaroli, Muschetti,

Babnigg, and Zezi were heard to advantage. The theatre was, as usual,

assiduously frequented by Chopin. After the above-mentioned soiree

he hastened to hear at least the last act of "Die Stumme von Portici"

("Masaniello"). Of the performance of Rossini's "Tancredi," which he

witnessed on another evening, he praised only the wonderful violin

playing of Rolla and the singing of Mdlle. Hahnel, a lady from the

Vienna Court Theatre. Rossini's "La Donna del lago," in Italian,

is mentioned among the operas about to be performed. What a strange

anomaly, that in the year 1830 a state of matters such as is indicated

by these names and facts could still obtain in Dresden, one of the

capitals of musical Germany! It is emphatically a curiosity of history.

Chopin, who came to Rolla with a letter of introduction from Soliva,

was received by the Italian violinist with great friendliness. Indeed,

kindness was showered upon him from all sides. Rubini promised him

a letter of introduction to his brother in Milan, Rolla one to the

director of the opera there, and Princess Augusta, the daughter of the

late king, and Princess Maximiliana, the sister-in-law of the reigning

king, provided him with letters for the Queen of Naples, the Duchess of

Lucca, the Vice-Queen of Milan, and Princess Ulasino in Rome. He had

met the princesses and played to them at the house of the Countess

Dobrzycka, Oberhofmeisterin of the Princess Augusta, daughter of the

late king, Frederick Augustus.

The name of the Oberhofmeisterin brings us to the Polish society of

Dresden, into which Chopin seems to have found his way at once. Already

two days after his arrival he writes of a party of Poles with whom he

had dined. At the house of Mdme. Pruszak he made the acquaintance of no

less a person than General Kniaziewicz, who took part in the defence of

Warsaw, commanded the left wing in the battle of Maciejowice (1794),

and joined Napoleon's Polish legion in 1796. Chopin wrote home: "I have

pleased him very much; he said that no pianist had made so agreeable an

impression on him."

To judge from the tone of Chopin's letters, none of all the people he

came in contact with gained his affection in so high a degree as did

Klengel, whom he calls "my dear Klengel," and of whom he says that he

esteems him very highly, and loves him as if he had known him from his

earliest youth. "I like to converse with him, for from him something is

to be learned." The great contrapuntist seems to have reciprocated this

affection, at any rate he took a great interest in his young friend,

wished to see the scores of his concertos, went without Chopin's

knowledge to Morlacchi and to the intendant of the theatre to try if

a concert could not be arranged within four days, told him that his

playing reminded him of Field's, that his touch was of a peculiar kind,

and that he had not expected to find him such a virtuoso. Although

Chopin replied, when Klengel advised him to give a concert, that his

stay in Dresden was too short to admit of his doing so, and thought

himself that he could earn there neither much fame nor much money, he

nevertheless was not a little pleased that this excellent artist had

taken some trouble in attempting to smooth the way for a concert, and to

hear from him that this had been done not for Chopin's but for Dresden's

sake; our friend, be it noted, was by no means callous to flattery.

Klengel took him also to a soiree at the house of Madame Niesiolawska,

a Polish lady, and at supper proposed his health, which was drunk in

champagne.

There is a passage in one of Chopin's letters which I must quote; it

tells us something of his artistic taste outside his own art:--

The Green Vault I saw last time I was here, and once is

enough for me; but I revisited with great interest the

picture gallery. If I lived here I would go to it every week,

for there are pictures in it at the sight of which I imagine

I hear music.

Thus our friend spent a week right pleasantly and not altogether

unprofitably in the Saxon Athens, and spent it so busily that what with

visits, dinners, soirees, operas, and other amusements, he leaving his

hotel early in the morning and returning late at night, it passed away

he did not know how.

Chopin, who made also a short stay in Prague--of which visit, however,

we have no account--arrived in Vienna in the latter part of November,

1830. His intention was to give some concerts, and to proceed in a month

or two to Italy. How the execution of this plan was prevented by various

circumstances we shall see presently. Chopin flattered himself with the

belief that managers, publishers, artists, and the public in general

were impatiently awaiting his coming, and ready to receive him with

open arms. This, however, was an illusion. He overrated his success.

His playing at the two "Academies" in the dead season must have remained

unnoticed by many, and was probably forgotten by not a few who did

notice it. To talk, therefore, about forging the iron while it was hot

proved a misconception of the actual state of matters. It is true his

playing and compositions had made a certain impression, especially upon

some of the musicians who had heard him. But artists, even when

free from hostile jealousy, are far too much occupied with their own

interests to be helpful in pushing on their younger brethren. As to

publishers and managers, they care only for marketable articles, and

until an article has got a reputation its marketable value is very

small. Nine hundred and ninety-nine out of a thousand judge by names and

not by intrinsic worth. Suppose a hitherto unknown statue of Phidias,

a painting of Raphael, a symphony of Beethoven, were discovered and

introduced to the public as the works of unknown living artists, do

you think they would receive the same universal admiration as the known

works of the immortal masters? Not at all! By a very large majority of

the connoisseurs and pretended connoisseurs they would be criticised,

depreciated, or ignored. Let, however, the real names of the authors

become known, and the whole world will forthwith be thrown into ecstasy,

and see in them even more beauties than they really possess. Well, the

first business of an artist, then, is to make himself a reputation, and

a reputation is not made by one or two successes. A first success, be it

ever so great, and achieved under ever so favourable circumstances, is

at best but the thin end of the wedge which has been got in, but which

has to be driven home with much vigour and perseverance before the work

is done. "Art is a fight, not a pleasure-trip," said the French

painter Millet, one who had learnt the lesson in the severe school of

experience. Unfortunately for Chopin, he had neither the stuff nor

the stomach for fighting. He shrank back at the slightest touch like a

sensitive plant. He could only thrive in the sunshine of prosperity and

protected against all those inimical influences and obstacles that cause

hardier natures to put forth their strength, and indeed are necessary

for the full unfolding of all their capabilities. Chopin and Titus

Woyciechowski put up at the hotel Stadt London, but, finding the charges

too high, they decamped and stayed at the hotel Goldenes Lamm till the

lodgings which they had taken were evacuated by the English admiral then

in possession of them. From Chopin's first letter after his arrival in

the Austrian capital his parents had the satisfaction of learning that

their son was in excellent spirits, and that his appetite left nothing

to be desired, especially when sharpened by good news from home. In his

perambulations he took particular note of the charming Viennese girls,

and at the Wilde Mann, where he was in the habit of dining, he enjoyed

immensely a dish of Strudeln. The only drawback to the blissfulness of

his then existence was a swollen nose, caused by the change of air, a

circumstance which interfered somewhat with his visiting operations. He

was generally well received by those on whom he called with letters

of introduction. In one of the two exceptional cases he let it be

understood that, having a letter of introduction from the Grand Duke

Constantine to the Russian Ambassador, he was not so insignificant a

person as to require the patronage of a banker; and in the other case

he comforted himself with the thought that a time would come when things

would be changed.

In the letter above alluded to (December 1, 1830) Chopin speaks of one

of the projected concerts as if it were to take place shortly; that is

to say, he is confident that, such being his pleasure, this will be

the natural course of events. His Warsaw acquaintance Orlowski, the

perpetrator of mazurkas on his concerto themes, was accompanying

the violinist Lafont on a concert-tour. Chopin does not envy him the

honour:--

Will the time come [he writes] when Lafont will accompany me?

Does this question sound arrogant? But, God willing, this may

come to pass some day.

Wurfel has conversations with him about the arrangements for a

concert, and Graff, the pianoforte-maker, advises him to give it in

the Landstandische Saal, the finest and most convenient hall in Vienna.

Chopin even asks his people which of his Concertos he should play, the

one in F or the one in E minor. But disappointments were not long in

coming. One of his first visits was to Haslinger, the publisher of the

Variations on "La ci darem la mano," to whom he had sent also a sonata

and another set of variations. Haslinger received him very kindly, but

would print neither the one nor the other work. No wonder the composer

thought the cunning publisher wished to induce him in a polite and

artful way to let him have his compositions gratis. For had not Wurfel

told him that his Concerto in F minor was better than Hummel's in A

flat, which Haslinger had just published, and had not Klengel at

Dresden been surprised to hear that he had received no payment for the

Variations? But Chopin will make Haslinger repent of it. "Perhaps he

thinks that if he treats my compositions somewhat en bagatelle, I shall

be glad if only he prints them; but henceforth nothing will be got from

me gratis; my motto will be 'Pay, animal!'" But evidently the animal

wouldn't pay, and in fact did not print the compositions till after

Chopin's death. So, unless the firm of Haslinger mentioned that he will

call on him as soon as he has a room wherein he can receive a visit in

return, the name of Lachner does not reappear in the correspondence.

In the management of the Karnthnerthor Theatre, Louis Duport had

succeeded, on September 1, 1830, Count Gallenberg, whom severe losses

obliged to relinquish a ten years' contract after the lapse of less than

two years. Chopin was introduced to the new manager by Hummel.

He (Duport) [writes Chopin on December 21 to his parents] was

formerly a celebrated dancer, and is said to be very

niggardly; however, he received me in an extremely polite

manner, for perhaps he thinks I shall play for him gratis. He

is mistaken there! We entered into a kind of negotiation, but

nothing definite was settled. If Mr. Duport offers me too

little, I shall give my concert in the large Redoutensaal.

But the niggardly manager offered him nothing at all, and Chopin did not

give a concert either in the Redoutensaal or elsewhere, at least not for

a long time. Chopin's last-quoted remark is difficult to reconcile with

what he tells his friend Matuszyriski four days later: "I have no longer

any thought of giving a concert." In a letter to Elsner, dated January

26, 1831, he writes:--

I meet now with obstacles on all sides. Not only does a

series of the most miserable pianoforte concerts totally ruin

all true music and make the public suspicious, but the

occurrences in Poland have also acted unfavourably upon my

position. Nevertheless, I intend to have during the carnival

a performance of my first Concerto, which has met with

Wurfel's full approval.

It would, however, be a great mistake to ascribe the failure of Chopin's

projects solely to the adverse circumstances pointed out by him.

The chief causes lay in himself. They were his want of energy and of

decision, constitutional defects which were of course intensified by the

disappointment of finding indifference and obstruction where he expected

enthusiasm and furtherance, and by the outbreak of the revolution in

Poland (November 30, 1830), which made him tremble for the safety of his

beloved ones and the future of his country. In the letter from which I

have last quoted Chopin, after remarking that he had postponed writing

till he should be able to report some definite arrangement, proceeds to

say:--

But from the day that I heard of the dreadful occurrences in

our fatherland, my thoughts have been occupied only with

anxiety and longing for it and my dear ones. Malfatti gives

himself useless trouble in trying to convince me that the

artist is, or ought to be, a cosmopolitan. And, supposing

this were really the case, as an artist I am still in the

cradle, but as a Pole already a man. I hope, therefore, that

you will not be offended with me for not yet having seriously

thought of making arrangements for a concert.

What affected Chopin most and made him feel lonely was the departure

of his friend Woyciechowski, who on the first news of the insurrection

returned to Poland and joined the insurgents. Chopin wished to do the

same, but his parents advised him to stay where he was, telling him

that he was not strong enough to bear the fatigues and hardships of

a soldier's life. Nevertheless, when Woyciechowski was gone an

irresistible home-sickness seized him, and, taking post-horses, he tried

to overtake his friend and go with him. But after following him for

some stages without making up to him, his resolution broke down, and he

returned to Vienna. Chopin's characteristic irresolution shows itself

again at this time very strikingly, indeed, his letters are full of

expressions indicating and even confessing it. On December 21, 1830, he

writes to his parents:--

I do not know whether I ought to go soon to Italy or wait a

little longer? Please, dearest papa, let me know your and the

best mother's will in this matter.

And four days afterwards he writes to Matuszynski:--

You know, of course, that 1 have letters from the Royal Court

of Saxony to the Vice-Queen in Milan, but what shall I do? My

parents leave me to choose; I wish they would give me

instructions. Shall I go to Paris? My acquaintances here

advise me to wait a little longer. Shall I return home? Shall

I stay here? Shall I kill myself? Shall I not write to you

any more?

Chopin's dearest wish was to be at home again. "How I should like to be

in Warsaw!" he writes. But the fulfilment of this wish was out of the

question, being against the desire of his parents, of whom especially

the mother seems to have been glad that he did not execute his project

of coming home.

I would not like to be a burden to my father; were it not for

this fear I should return home at once. I am often in such a

mood that I curse the moment of my departure from my sweet

home! You will understand my situation, and that since the

departure of Titus too much has fallen upon me all at once.

The question whether he should go to Italy or to France was soon decided

for him, for the suppressed but constantly-increasing commotion which

had agitated the former country ever since the July revolution at last

vented itself in a series of insurrections. Modena began on February

3,1831, Bologna, Ancona, Parma, and Rome followed. While the "where to

go" was thus settled, the "when to go" remained an open question for

many months to come. Meanwhile let us try to look a little deeper into

the inner and outer life which Chopin lived at Vienna.

The biographical details of this period of Chopin's life have to

be drawn almost wholly from his letters. These, however, must be

judiciously used. Those addressed to his parents, important as they are,

are only valuable with regard to the composer's outward life, and even

as vehicles of such facts they are not altogether trustworthy, for it

is always his endeavour to make his parents believe that he is well and

cheery. Thus he writes, for instance, to his friend Matuszyriski, after

pouring forth complaint after complaint:--"Tell my parents that I am

very happy, that I am in want of nothing, that I amuse myself famously,

and never feel lonely." Indeed, the Spectator's opinion that nothing

discovers the true temper of a person so much as his letters, requires

a good deal of limitation and qualification. Johnson's ideas on the same

subject may be recommended as a corrective. He held that there was

no transaction which offered stronger temptations to fallacy and

sophistication than epistolary intercourse:--

In the eagerness of conversation the first emotions of the

mind burst out before they are considered. In the tumult of

business, interest and passion have their genuine effect; but

a friendly letter is a calm and deliberate performance in the

cool of leisure, in the stillness of solitude, and surely no

man sits down by design to depreciate his own character.

Friendship has no tendency to secure veracity; for by whom

can a man so much wish to be thought better than he is, as by

him whose kindness he desires to gain or keep?

These one-sided statements are open to much criticism, and would make an

excellent theme for an essay. Here, however, we must content ourselves

with simply pointing out that letters are not always calm and deliberate

performances, but exhibit often the eagerness of conversation and the

impulsiveness of passion. In Chopin's correspondence we find this not

unfrequently exemplified. But to see it we must not turn to the letters

addressed to his parents, to his master, and to his acquaintances--there

we find little of the real man and his deeper feelings--but to those

addressed to his bosom-friends, and among them there are none in which

he shows himself more openly than in the two which he wrote on December

25, 1830, and January 1, 1831, to John Matuszynski. These letters are,

indeed, such wonderful revelations of their writer's character that

I should fail in my duty as his biographer were I to neglect to place

before the reader copious extracts from them, in short, all those

passages which throw light on the inner working of this interesting

personality.

Dec. 25, 1830.--I longed indescribably for your letter; you

know why. How happy news of my angel of peace always makes

me! How I should like to touch all the strings which not only

call up stormy feelings, but also awaken again the songs

whose half-dying echo is still flitting on the banks of the

Danube-songs which the warriors of King John Sobieski sang!

You advised me to choose a poet. But you know I am an

undecided being, and succeeded only once in my life in making

a good choice.

The many dinners, soirees, concerts, and balls which I have

to go to only bore me. I am sad, and feel so lonely and

forsaken here. But I cannot live as I would! I must dress,

appear with a cheerful countenance in the salons; but when I

am again in my room I give vent to my feelings on the piano,

to which, as my best friend in Vienna, I disclose all my

sufferings. I have not a soul to whom I can fully unbosom

myself, and yet I must meet everyone like a friend. There

are, indeed, people here who seem to love me, take my

portrait, seek my society; but they do not make up for the

want of you [his friends and relations]. I lack inward peace,

I am at rest only when I read your [his friends' and

relations'] letters, and picture to myself the statue of King

Sigismund, or gaze at the ring [Constantia's], that dear

jewel. Forgive me, dear Johnnie, for complaining so much to

you; but my heart grows lighter when I speak to you thus. To

you I have indeed always told all that affected me. Did you

receive my little note the day before yesterday? Perhaps you

don't care much for my scribbling, for you are at home; but I

read and read your letters again and again.

Dr. Freyer has called on me several times; he had learned

from Schuch that I was in Vienna. He told me a great deal of

interesting news, and enjoyed your letter, which I read to

him up to a certain passage. This passage has made me very

sad. Is she really so much changed in appearance? Perhaps she

was ill? One could easily fancy her being so, as she has a

very sensitive disposition. Perhaps she only appeared so to

you, or was she afraid of anything? God forbid that she

should suffer in any way on my account. Set her mind at rest,

and tell her that as long as my heart beats I shall not cease

to adore her. Tell her that even after my death my ashes

shall be strewn under her feet. Still, all this is yet too

little, and you might tell her a great deal more.

I shall write to her myself; indeed, I would have done so

long ago to free myself from my torments; but if my letter

should fall into strange hands, might this not hurt her

reputation? Therefore, dear friend, be you the interpreter

of my feelings; speak for me, "et j'en conviendrai." These

French words of yours flashed through me like lightning. A

Viennese gentleman who walked beside me in the street when I

was reading your letter, seized me by the arm, and was hardly

able to hold me. He did not know what had happened to me. I

should have liked to embrace and kiss all the passers-by, and

I felt happier than I had done for a long time, for I had

received the first letter from you. Perhaps I weary you,

Johnnie, with my passionateness; but it is difficult for me

to conceal from you anything that moves my heart.

The day before yesterday I dined at Madame Beyer's, her name

is likewise Constantia. I like her society, her having that

indescribably dear Christian name is sufficient to account

for my partiality; it gives me even pleasure when one of her

pocket-handkerchiefs or napkins marked "Constantia" comes

into my hands.

I walked alone, and slowly, into St. Stephen's. The church

was as yet empty. To view the noble, magnificent edifice in a

truly devout spirit I leant against a pillar in the darkest

corner of this house of God. The grandeur of the arched roof

cannot be described, one must see St. Stephen's with one's

own eyes. Around me reigned the profoundest silence, which

was interrupted only by the echoing footsteps of the

sacristan who came to light the candles. Behind me was a

grave, before me a grave, only above me I saw none. At that

moment I felt my loneliness and isolation. When the lights

were burning and the Cathedral began to fill with people, I

wrapped myself up more closely in my cloak (you know the way

in which I used to walk through the suburb of Cracow), and

hastened to be present at the Mass in the Imperial Court

Chapel. Now, however, I walked no longer alone, but passed

through the beautiful streets of Vienna in merry company to

the Hofburg, where I heard three movements of a mass

performed by sleepy musicians. At one o'clock in the morning

I reached my lodgings. I dreamt of you, of her, and of my

dear children [his sisters].

The first thing I did to-day was to indulge myself in

melancholy fantasias on my piano.

Advise me what to do. Please ask the person who has always

exercised so powerful an influence over me in Warsaw, and let

me know her opinion; according to that I shall act.

Let me hear once more from you before you take the field.

Vienna, poste restante. Go and see my parents and Constantia.

Visit my sisters often, as long as you are still in Warsaw,

so that they may think that you are coming to me, and that I

am in the other room. Sit down beside them that they may

imagine I am there too; in one word, be my substitute in the

house of my parents.

I shall conclude, dear Johnnie, for now it is really time.

Embrace all my dear colleagues for me, and believe that I

shall not cease to love you until I cease to love those that

are dearest to me, my parents and her.

My dearest friend, do write me soon a few lines. You may even

show her this letter, if you think fit to do so.

My parents don't know that I write to you. You may tell them

of it, but must by no means show them the letter. I cannot

yet take leave of my Johnnie; but I shall be off presently,

you naughty one! If W...loves you as heartily as I love you,

then would Con...No, I cannot complete the name, my hand is

too unworthy. Ah! I could tear out my hair when I think that

I could be forgotten by her!

My portrait, of which only you and I are to know, is a very

good likeness; if you think it would give her pleasure, I

would send it to her through Schuch.

January 1, 1831.--There you have what you wanted! Have you

received the letter? Have you delivered any of the messages

it contained? To-day I still regret what I have done. I was

full of sweet hopes, and now am tormented by anxiety and

doubts. Perhaps she mocks at me--laughs at me? Perhaps--ah!

does she love me? This is what my passionate heart asks. You

wicked AEsculapius, you were at the theatre, you eyed her

incessantly with your opera-glass; if this is the case a

thunderbolt shall...Do not forfeit my confidence; oh, you! if

I write to you I do so only for my own sake, for you do not

deserve it.

Just now when I am writing I am in a strange state; I feel as

if I were with you [with his dear ones], and were only

dreaming what I see and hear here. The voices which I hear

around me, and to which my ear is not accustomed, make upon

me for the most part only an impression like the rattling of

carriages or any other indifferent noise. Only your voice or

that of Titus could to-day wake me out of my torpor. Life and

death are perfectly alike to me. Tell, however, my parents

that I am very happy, that I am in want of nothing, that I

amuse myself famously, and never feel lonely.

If she mocks at me, tell her the same; but if she inquires

kindly for me, shows some concern about me, whisper to her

that she may make her mind easy; but add also that away from

her I feel everywhere lonely and unhappy. I am unwell, but

this I do not write to my parents. Everybody asks what is the

matter with me. I should like to answer that I have lost my

good spirits. However, you know best what troubles me!

Although there is no lack of entertainment and diversion

here, I rarely feel inclined for amusement.

To-day is the first of January. Oh, how sadly this year

begins for me! I love you [his friends] above all things.

Write as soon as possible. Is she at Radom? Have you thrown

up redoubts? My poor parents! How are my friends faring?

I could die for you, for you all! Why am I doomed to be here

so lonely and forsaken? You can at least open your hearts to

each other and comfort each other. Your flute will have

enough to lament! How much more will my piano have to weep!

You write that you and your regiment are going to take the

field; how will you forward the note? Be sure you do not send

it by a messenger; be cautious! The parents might perhaps--

they might perhaps view the matter in a false light.

I embrace you once more. You are going to the war; return as

a colonel. May all pass off well! Why may I not at least be

your drummer?

Forgive the disorder in my letter, I write as if I were

intoxicated.

The disorder of the letters is indeed very striking; it is great in

the foregoing extracts, and of course ten times greater with the

interspersed descriptions, bits of news, and criticisms on music and

musicians. I preferred separating the fundamental and always-recurring

thoughts, the all-absorbing and predominating feelings, from the more

superficial and passing fancies and affections, and all those

matters which were to him, if not of total indifference, at least of

comparatively little moment; because such a separation enables us to

gain a clearer and fuller view of the inner man and to judge henceforth

his actions and works with some degree of certainty, even where his own

accounts and comments and those of trustworthy witnesses fail us. The

psychological student need not be told to take note of the disorder in

these two letters and of their length (written to the same person within

less than a week, they fill nearly twelve printed pages in Karasowski's

book), he will not be found neglecting such important indications of the

temporary mood and the character of which it is a manifestation. And now

let us take a glance at Chopin's outward life in Vienna.

I have already stated that Chopin and Woyciechowski lived together.

Their lodgings, for which they had to pay their landlady, a baroness,

fifty florins, were on the third story of a house in the Kohlmarkt, and

consisted of three elegant rooms. When his friend left, Chopin thought

the rent too high for his purse, and as an English family was willing

to pay as much as eighty florins, he sublet the rooms and removed to

the fourth story, where he found in the Baroness von Lachmanowicz an

agreeable young landlady, and had equally roomy apartments which cost

him only twenty florins and pleased him quite well. The house was

favourably situated, Mechetti being on the right, Artaria on the left,

and the opera behind; and as people were not deterred by the high stairs

from visiting him, not even old Count Hussarzewski, and a good profit

would accrue to him from those eighty florins, he could afford to laugh

at theprobable dismay of his friends picturing him as "a poor devil

living in a garret," and could do so the more heartily as there was in

reality another story between him and the roof. He gives his people a

very pretty description of his lodgings and mode of life:--

I live on the fourth story, in a fine street, but I have to

strain my eyes in looking out of the window when I wish to

see what is going on beneath. You will find my room in my new

album when I am at home again. Young Hummel [a son of the

composer] is so kind as to draw it for me. It is large and

has five windows; the bed is opposite to them. My wonderful

piano stands on the right, the sofa on the left; between the

windows there is a mirror, in the middle of the room a fine,

large, round mahogany table; the floor is polished. Hush!

"The gentleman does not receive visitors in the afternoon"--

hence I can be amongst you in my thoughts. Early in the

morning the unbearably-stupid servant wakes me; I rise, get

my coffee, and often drink it cold because I forget my

breakfast over my playing. Punctually at nine o'clock appears

my German master; then I generally write; and after that,

Hummel comes to work at my portrait, while Nidecki studies my

concerto. And all this time I remain in my comfortable

dressing-gown, which I do not take off till twelve o'clock.

At that hour a very worthy German makes his appearance, Herr

Leibenfrost, who works in the law-courts here. If the weather

is fine I take a walk with him on the Glacis, then we dine

together at a restaurant, Zur bohmischen Kochin, which is

frequented by all the university students; and finally we go

(as is the custom here) to one of the best coffee-houses.

After this I make calls, return home in the twilight, throw

myself into evening-dress, and must be off to some soiree: to-

day here, to-morrow there. About eleven or twelve (but never

later) I return home, play, laugh, read, lie down, put out

the light, sleep, and dream of you, my dear ones.

If is evident that there was no occasion to fear that Chopin would kill

himself with too hard work. Indeed, the number of friends, or, not to

misuse this sacred name, let us rather say acquaintances, he had, did

not allow him much time for study and composition. In his letters

from Vienna are mentioned more than forty names of families and single

individuals with whom he had personal intercourse. I need hardly add

that among them there was a considerable sprinkling of Poles. Indeed,

the majority of the houses where he was oftenest seen, and where he felt

most happy, were those of his countrymen, or those in which there was at

least some Polish member, or which had some Polish connection. Already

on December 1, 1830, he writes home that he had been several times at

Count Hussarzewski's, and purposes to pay a visit at Countess Rosalia

Rzewuska's, where he expects to meet Madame Cibbini, the daughter

of Leopold Kozeluch and a pupil of Clementi, known as a pianist and

composer, to whom Moscheles dedicated a sonata for four hands, and who

at that time was first lady-in-waiting to the Empress of Austria. Chopin

had likewise called twice at Madame Weyberheim's. This lady, who was a

sister of Madame Wolf and the wife of a rich banker, invited him to a

soiree "en petit cercle des amateurs," and some weeks later to a soiree

dansante, on which occasion he saw "many young people, beautiful, but

not antique [that is to say not of the Old Testament kind], "refused

to play, although the lady of the house and her beautiful daughters had

invited many musical personages, was forced to dance a cotillon, made

some rounds, and then went home. In the house of the family Beyer (where

the husband was a Pole of Odessa, and the wife, likewise Polish, bore

the fascinating Christian name Constantia--the reader will remember her)

Chopin felt soon at his ease. There he liked to dine, sup, lounge, chat,

play, dance mazurkas, &c. He often met there the violinist Slavik, and

the day before Christmas played with him all the morning and evening,

another day staying with him there till two o'clock in the morning. We

hear also of dinners at the house of his countrywoman Madame Elkan, and

at Madame Schaschek's, where (he writes in July, 1831) he usually met

several Polish ladies, who by their hearty hopeful words always cheered

him, and where he once made his appearance at four instead of the

appointed dinner hour, two o'clock. But one of his best friends was the

medical celebrity Dr. Malfatti, physician-in-ordinary to the Emperor

of Austria, better remembered by the musical reader as the friend of

Beethoven, whom he attended in his last illness, forgetting what causes

for complaint he might have against the too irritable master. Well,

this Dr. Malfatti received Chopin, of whom he had already heard from

Wladyslaw Ostrowski, "as heartily as if I had been a relation of his"

(Chopin uses here a very bold simile), running up to him and embracing

him as soon as he had got sight of his visiting-card. Chopin became a

frequent guest at the doctor's house; in his letters we come often on

the announcement that he has dined or is going to dine on such or such a

day at Dr. Malfatti's.

December 1, 1830.--On the whole things are going well with

me, and I hope with God's help, who sent Malfatti to my

assistance--oh, excellent Malfatti!--that they will go better

still.

December 25, 1830.--I went to dine at Malfatti's. This

excellent man thinks of everything; he is even so kind as to

set before us dishes prepared in the Polish fashion.

May 14, 1831.--I am very brisk, and feel that good health is

the best comfort in misfortune. Perhaps Malfatti's soups have

strengthened me so much that I feel better than I ever did.

If this is really the case, I must doubly regret that

Malfatti has gone with his family into the country. You have

no idea how beautiful the villa is in which he lives; this

day week I was there with Hummel. After this amiable

physician had taken us over his house he showed us also his

garden. When we stood at the top of the hill, from which we

had a splendid view, we did not wish to go down again. The

Court honours Malfatti every year with a visit. He has the

Duchess of Anhalt-Cothen as a neighbour; I should not wonder

if she envied him his garden. On one side one sees Vienna

lying at one's feet, and in such a way that one might believe

it was joined to Schoenbrunn; on the other side one sees high

mountains picturesquely dotted with convents and villages.

Gazing on this romantic panorama one entirely forgets the

noisy bustle and proximity of the capital.

This is one of the few descriptive passages to be found in Chopin's

letters--men and their ways interested him more than natural scenery.

But to return from the villa to its owner, Chopin characterises

his relation to the doctor unequivocally in the following

statement:--"Malfatti really loves me, and I am not a little proud of

it." Indeed, the doctor seems to have been a true friend, ready with act

and counsel. He aided him with his influence in various ways; thus,

for instance, we read that he promised to introduce him to Madame

Tatyszczew, the wife of the Russian Ambassador, and to Baron Dunoi,

the president of the musical society, whom Chopin thought a very useful

personage to know. At Malfatti's he made also the acquaintance of some

artists whom he would, perhaps, have had no opportunity of meeting

elsewhere. One of these was the celebrated tenor Wild. He came to

Malfatti's in the afternoon of Christmas-day, and Chopin, who had been

dining there, says: "I accompanied by heart the aria from Othello, which

he sang in a masterly style. Wild and Miss Heinefetter are the ornaments

of the Court Opera." Of a celebration of Malfatti's name-day Chopin

gives the following graphic account in a letter to his parents, dated

June 25, 1831:-- Mechetti, who wished to surprise him [Malfatti],

persuaded the Misses Emmering and Lutzer, and the Messrs. Wild,

Cicimara, and your Frederick to perform some music at the

honoured man's house; almost from beginning to end the

performance was deserving of the predicate "parfait." I never

heard the quartet from Moses better sung; but Miss Gladkowska

sang "O quante lagrime" at my farewell concert at Warsaw with

much more expression. Wild was in excellent voice, and I

acted in a way as Capellmeister.

To this he adds the note:--

Cicimara said there was nobody in Vienna who accompanied so

well as I. And I thought, "Of that I have been long

convinced." A considerable number of people stood on the

terrace of the house and listened to our concert. The moon

shone with wondrous beauty, the fountains rose like columns

of pearls, the air was filled with the fragrance of the

orangery; in short, it was an enchanting night, and the

surroundings were magnificent! And now I will describe to you

the drawing-room in which we were. High windows, open from

top to bottom, look out upon the terrace, from which one has

a splendid view of the whole of Vienna. The walls are hung

with large mirrors; the lights were faint: but so much the

greater was the effect of the moonlight which streamed

through the windows. The cabinet to the left of the drawing-

room and adjoining it gives, on account of its large

dimensions, an imposing aspect to the whole apartment. The

ingenuousness and courtesy of the host, the elegant and

genial society, the generally-prevailing joviality, and the

excellent supper, kept us long together.

Here Chopin is seen at his best as a letter writer; it would be

difficult to find other passages of equal excellence. For, although

we meet frequently enough with isolated pretty bits, there is not one

single letter which, from beginning to end, as a whole as well as in its

parts, has the perfection and charm of Mendelssohn's letters.

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