CHAPTER XVIII

All that summer, with the unwelcome baby growing in her body, she was

tart and irascible and closed herself up morosely from Jerry and his

affairs. She showed no interest in his work in the field. She never

asked him about his corn and tobacco or made any offer to help him.

When he came in with a story of a broken plowshare, strayed cattle

that had got into his corn, fences that the sheep had broken down, she

showed no interest nor sympathy. In the chill of her indifference he

too grew sullen and irritable.

"Seems like you might take a little interest in a man's troubles,

Judy," he said sulkily. "Mammy allus did."

The mention of his mother did not tend to increase her good humor.

"I hain't yer durn mammy," she answered tartly. "An' mebbe you think I

hain't got my own troubles to tend to."

She had never felt much sympathy for him in his ambition to save money

and buy a home of their own. The thought of such a home had never made

any very strong appeal to her. When Jerry had talked about his place,

as he often did, she had tried to look interested. But oftener than not

she caught herself thinking about something else. Jerry sensed with

vague irritation the chill of her lack of sympathy.

Gradually her feeble interest had diminished like a thin cloud on a

hot summer day. She no longer made any pretense of caring about the

prospective home.

"You know durn well you'll never save enough money to buy a piece o'

land," she said to him brutally. "Tenants never does. If you ever git a

chanct to own a place it'll be when yer dad dies. That's the on'y way."

Her voice sounded bitingly hard, cold, and bitter. He looked at her

reproachfully, like a dog that has been kicked.

"What ever's got into you, Judy, to talk so hateful?"

She shrugged her shoulders and went on frying the inevitable corn cakes.

She grew more and more shiftless and slatternly about the house. More

and more mechanically she dragged through the days. As she hung over

the washtub or plunged the dasher up and down in the ancient oaken

churn or stood by the stove frying three times a day the endlessly

recurring corn cakes, her body moved with the dead automatic rhythm of

old habit. Her face was habitually sullen and heavy, her eyes glazed

and turned inward or looking out upon vacancy with an abstracted stare.

In October the baby was born.

It was a girl this time, a skinny little mite weighing not much more

than five pounds. Judith had very little milk for it, and their one cow

was nearly dry; so Jerry began to look around to see where he could get

another cow cheap and on time.

One Sunday morning when they had overslept they were wakened by a light

tap at the window and Uncle Sam Whitmarsh's genial voice penetrated

their drowsiness.

"Waal, naow, if you two hadn't otter think shame to yerse'ves sluggin'

abed with the sun a-shinin' an' the crows a-cawin' outside. Why, it's

most seven o'clock, an' the whole countryside been up an' about this

two hours. It's queer, too, what things'll happen to some while others

sleeps." Uncle Sam's voice took on a serious if not tragic tone. "While

you two was a-sleepin' here like babes, she's bin a-turnin' me out o'

my home. Yaas, sir, already here afore breakfast she's up an' slammed

the door in my face. Whatcha think o' sech carryin's on? Turnin' a old

man past seventy, the father o' nine chillun, out o' the home that he's

worked an' slaved to keep a-goin' this past thirty year an' more! I ast

you, Jerry, if I hain't put more work onto that place'n what the place

is woth a dozen times over? An' all 'cause she's got the deed to it in

her name she shets the door in my face. I hain't a-goin' to stand fer

sech goin's on no longer. I hain't no dirty dawg to be kicked outdoors

when he gits underfoot an' whistled back when they want the caows

brung home. Yaas, sir, Samuel Ziemer Whitmarsh is a old man; but he

hain't a-needin' no repairs put on him yet; an' I reckon there hain't

many young fellers kin learn him much about tradin' an' fetchin' in

the money when it's needed. Nex' time she looks to me fer money, she's

a-goin' to find it's buyin' some other woman a bonnet. An', speakin'

o' tradin', Jerry, I hearn you was a-needin' a fresh caow fer Judy an'

the baby, an' it jes comes lucky I kin lay my hands on the very caow

to suit yuh. She's a nice black fam'ly caow, eight year old no more,

a easy milker an' fills the bucket. She's got a purty red calf by her

side, an' the calf goes along with her. She's yourn, calf an' all, fer

sixty dollars. I don't ast fer no cash, jes a little note comin' due

in three months' time an' you kin pay me when you sell yer terbaccer.

Whatcha say?"

"I'll be over to have a look at her, Uncle Sam," said Jerry, stretching

his arms above his head. "Got her at Uncle Amos's place?"

"Yaas, she'll be in Amos's barnyard. Come early afore somebody else

grabs her up. Waal, I'll be steppin'."

"Is this the eighth time she's turned him out, or the ninth?" yawned

Judith, as she slipped her petticoat over her head. "Funny haow he

allus says exactly the same things. An' then when she's minded to take

him back he goes back jes like a little lamb."

"I wonder what's wrong with the caow?" mused Jerry.

After breakfast he went over to see the cow and came back about noon

leading her. She was a tall, slimly built cow with a long neck. The

calf ran alongside.

"I think she's a purty good buy, Judy," he said, as they stood

inspecting her. "'Course she hain't none too young; but she seems sound

an' healthy an' she looks like a good milker. An' then most people

that has caows to sell jes naow wants cash. It's sumpin to be able to

git her on time. Uncle Sam hain't a stingy ole skinflint neither. He

gimme this good rope an' halter. She seems cheap, calf an' all. Mebbe

there's sumpin wrong with her. If there is I s'pose we'll find it out

soon enough."

They found it out next day. In the morning when Judith went out to milk

her, her teats were as flat and flabby as if the calf had just sucked

her dry. The calf was tied in the shed and had not been with her. When

Judith came back into the kitchen Jerry was dumbfounded at the sight of

the empty bucket.

"Well, I'll be damned," he said, and stood scratching his head in

perplexity. Then his face brightened with an idea. "I tell you, Judy,

I'll bet she sucks herse'f. She's got the build of a caow that kin do

it."

Through the day they watched her and found that it was even as Jerry

had surmised. He threw on his cap and went over to Crupper's place

where Uncle Sam, being the brother of Aunt Amanda Crupper, was staying.

"Say, looky here, Uncle Sam, whatcha mean by sellin' me a caow that

sucks herse'f?"

Uncle Sam looked up from the piece of harness that he was mending for

his brother-in-law and smiled a little quizzically.

"Waal, Jerry, somebody's gotta be the owner of a caow that sucks

herse'f, hain't they?"

"Aw, come on naow, Sam, you know that's a dirty trick to play on a

neighbor." Jerry kicked into the ground savagely. "Whatcha goin' to do

about it?"

Uncle Sam looked a little hurt.

"Naow, Jerry, don't git mad. When I'm a-dealin' with a neighbor I like

to tell him the truth, an' mos' allus I do tell him the truth. But

there's times when it comes jes a little hard to tell him _all_ the

truth, an' this here is one o' them times. Naow, Jerry, a caow that

sucks herse'f is jes as good as any other caow pervidin' you don't let

her suck herse'f."

He went back into the stable and came out with a wire contraption

dangling from his hand.

"You jes fasten this here little muzzle on her nose an' she won't suck

herse'f no more. When she's a-grazin' it falls away off'n her nose and

lets her eat, an' when she tries to suck herse'f it's there. You jes

put that on her an' she won't give you no more trouble. I'll stand back

o' what I said that she gives good milk an' lots of it. Judy an' the

baby'll take on flesh fast when they git to drinkin' that good milk."

Warmed by the glow of Uncle Sam's genial personality, Jerry had to

smile.

"Why didn't you gimme it yestiddy, along with the rope an' halter?"

They laughed together.

"Waal, Jerry, I won't say I didn't know you'd be back after it."

They named the little girl Annie.

The winter after she was born was a hard one with unusually frequent

cold spells. In Scott County the weather is never very cold for long

periods. Most of the time it is dull and cloudy, with dismal rains and

deep, sticky mud underfoot. Sometimes, however, the wind sweeps icily

from the north, freezes the mud, and sends the thermometer for a night

or so down to zero.

In the house in the hollow the Blackfords had been protected from

gales; but now they knew all the changes of the wind. Perched shakily

on the top of the ridge, the flimsy little house rocked and strained

before the raging northwesters and piercing northeasters. The

loose-fitting window sashes rattled; the doors stirred uneasily. The

bits of old rag carpet laid upon the floor rose in waves as the wind

billowed under them. The unceiled house, no snugger than a wagon shed,

let in wind and cold everywhere. The wind fluttered the towels over the

wash bench and rattled the saucepans that hung on the wall beside the

stove.

On cold, windy mornings, when Jerry got up to light the fire, the house

was no warmer than the out of doors. The water bucket was frozen. The

milk in the pans was crusted with ice. Cold boiled potatoes left over

from the day before were frozen into rocks and eggs were cracked open.

The slop bucket on the floor in the corner was frozen solid and the

bucket sprung from the force of the expanding ice.

On such mornings it took a long time to get things thawed out so that

they could have breakfast; and even the fire did not have much effect

on the icy atmosphere. If the wind was from the west it created such

a strong draught that it drew all the heat up the chimney. If it was

from the east, the stove drew badly and belched forth intermittent

clouds of smoke and spatterings of ashes. The fuel, too, was not of a

sort that makes much heat. The tobacco growers take no thought for the

morrow in the matter of wood. The wood is cut each day as it is needed,

frequently by the women. It is usually green saplings or half rotted

fence rails. These latter are often sodden from recent rains and have

to be dried out in the oven to make them burn at all. When at last they

do burn they give only a faint glow of heat.

Judith grew waspish when the fire would not burn. On Sundays, when

Jerry was home from the stripping room, she raged at him for not

providing better wood. He was churlish and disheartened because much of

the tobacco that he was stripping had been bitten by frost. He snapped

back at her and sulked and when she was not looking sneaked away to the

kitchen of some neighbor who had a warmer house and a less irritable

wife.

She was left alone in her prison with the chilly and restless children.

On cold days she kept the two boys dressed in all their outdoor

clothing, even to their mittens. When she took the little girl out of

her cradle, she wrapped her in shawls and blankets.

Jerry had raised a patch of cane that year. He hauled up cane and

stacked it all around the house to try to turn the wind. The cows,

drawn by the smell of the cane, kept breaking through the rickety

fence; and soon had it all eaten up. He stacked up more; but as fast as

he stacked it, the cows broke in and ate it up. All around the house

they left hoofprints and round, brown cakes of dung the size of a large

dinner plate.

All day long for days together, as long as the cold spell lasted, the

slop bucket stood frozen solid in the corner, anchored to the floor

by a surrounding island of ice. When at last the thaw came and the

ice melted, the leaky bucket, its bottom sprung outward, teetered

unsteadily and slowly dribbled its dirty contents.

While the cold spell lasted Judith kept keyed up, energetic and

irascible. With the thaw she relaxed into an exhausted torpor. As she

wearily heaved out the contents of the greasy slop bucket and washed up

the floor under it she sighed and her eyelids fell together asking for

sleep.

There were war prices for tobacco that year. They ran as high as forty

cents a pound. But the summer had been a dry one and the tobacco was

light and of poor quality. Much of it, too, had been nipped by an early

frost. Jerry thought himself lucky to get a check for two hundred and

thirty-six dollars. Out of this he had to pay forty-seven dollars for

hired help.

Guss Dibble, whose wife had a new baby, traded his crop for a cow, and

considered that he was doing well.

The winter was a constantly recurring round of thaws and cold spells.

It lasted far into March. It seemed as if it would never end. At last

the change came all of a sudden and it was summer again.

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