CHAPTER XXXI

A PET OF GOOD FORTUNE: BROADWAY FLAUNTS ITS JOYS

The effect of the city and his own situation on Hurstwood was paralleled

in the case of Carrie, who accepted the things which fortune provided

with the most genial good-nature. New York, despite her first expression

of disapproval, soon interested her exceedingly. Its clear atmosphere,

more populous thoroughfares, and peculiar indifference struck her

forcibly. She had never seen such a little flat as hers, and yet it soon

enlisted her affection. The new furniture made an excellent showing, the

sideboard which Hurstwood himself arranged gleamed brightly. The

furniture for each room was appropriate, and in the so-called parlour,

or front room, was installed a piano, because Carrie said she would like

to learn to play. She kept a servant and developed rapidly in household

tactics and information. For the first time in her life she felt

settled, and somewhat justified in the eyes of society as she conceived

of it. Her thoughts were merry and innocent enough. For a long while she

concerned herself over the arrangement of New York flats, and wondered

at ten families living in one building and all remaining strange and

indifferent to each other. She also marvelled at the whistles of the

hundreds of vessels in the harbour--the long, low cries of the Sound

steamers and ferry-boats when fog was on. The mere fact that these

things spoke from the sea made them wonderful. She looked much at what

she could see of the Hudson from her west windows and of the great city

building up rapidly on either hand. It was much to ponder over, and

sufficed to entertain her for more than a year without becoming stale.

For another thing, Hurstwood was exceedingly interesting in his

affection for her. Troubled as he was, he never exposed his difficulties

to her. He carried himself with the same self-important air, took his

new state with easy familiarity, and rejoiced in Carrie's proclivities

and successes. Each evening he arrived promptly to dinner, and found the

little dining-room a most inviting spectacle. In a way, the smallness of

the room added to its luxury. It looked full and replete. The

white-covered table was arrayed with pretty dishes and lighted with a

four-armed candelabra, each light of which was topped with a red shade.

Between Carrie and the girl the steaks and chops came out all right, and

canned goods did the rest for a while. Carrie studied the art of making

biscuit, and soon reached the stage where she could show a plate of

light, palatable morsels for her labour.

In this manner the second, third, and fourth months passed. Winter came,

and with it a feeling that indoors was best, so that the attending of

theatres was not much talked of. Hurstwood made great efforts to meet

all expenditures without a show of feeling one way or the other. He

pretended that he was reinvesting his money in strengthening the

business for greater ends in the future. He contented himself with a

very moderate allowance of personal apparel, and rarely suggested

anything for Carrie. Thus the first winter passed.

In the second year, the business which Hurstwood managed did increase

somewhat. He got out of it regularly the $150 per month which he had

anticipated. Unfortunately, by this time Carrie had reached certain

conclusions, and he had scraped up a few acquaintances.

Being of a passive and receptive rather than an active and aggressive

nature, Carrie accepted the situation. Her state seemed satisfactory

enough. Once in a while they would go to a theatre together,

occasionally in season to the beaches and different points about the

city, but they picked up no acquaintances. Hurstwood naturally abandoned

his show of fine manners with her and modified his attitude to one of

easy familiarity. There were no misunderstandings, no apparent

differences of opinion. In fact, without money or visiting friends, he

led a life which could neither arouse jealousy nor comment. Carrie

rather sympathised with his efforts and thought nothing upon her lack of

entertainment such as she had enjoyed in Chicago. New York as a

corporate entity and her flat temporarily seemed sufficient.

However, as Hurstwood's business increased, he, as stated, began to pick

up acquaintances. He also began to allow himself more clothes. He

convinced himself that his home life was very precious to him, but

allowed that he could occasionally stay away from dinner. The first time

he did this he sent a message saying that he would be detained. Carrie

ate alone, and wished that it might not happen again. The second time,

also, he sent word, but at the last moment. The third time he forgot

entirely and explained afterwards. These events were months apart, each.

"Where were you, George?" asked Carrie, after the first absence.

"Tied up at the office," he said genially. "There were some accounts I

had to straighten."

"I'm sorry you couldn't get home," she said kindly. "I was fixing to

have such a nice dinner."

The second time he gave a similar excuse, but the third time the feeling

about it in Carrie's mind was a little bit out of the ordinary.

"I couldn't get home," he said, when he came in later in the evening, "I

was so busy."

"Couldn't you have sent me word?" asked Carrie.

"I meant to," he said, "but you know I forgot it until it was too late

to do any good."

"And I had such a good dinner!" said Carrie.

Now, it so happened that from his observations of Carrie he began to

imagine that she was of the thoroughly domestic type of mind. He really

thought, after a year, that her chief expression in life was finding its

natural channel in household duties. Notwithstanding the fact that he

had observed her act in Chicago, and that during the past year he had

only seen her limited in her relations to her flat and him by conditions

which he made, and that she had not gained any friends or associates, he

drew this peculiar conclusion. With it came a feeling of satisfaction in

having a wife who could thus be content, and this satisfaction worked

its natural result. That is, since he imagined he saw her satisfied, he

felt called upon to give only that which contributed to such

satisfaction. He supplied the furniture, the decorations, the food, and

the necessary clothing. Thoughts of entertaining her, leading her out

into the shine and show of life, grew less and less. He felt attracted

to the outer world, but did not think she would care to go along. Once

he went to the theatre alone. Another time he joined a couple of his new

friends at an evening game of poker. Since his money-feathers were

beginning to grow again he felt like sprucing about. All this, however,

in a much less imposing way than had been his wont in Chicago. He

avoided the gay places where he would be apt to meet those who had known

him.

Now, Carrie began to feel this in various sensory ways. She was not the

kind to be seriously disturbed by his actions. Not loving him greatly,

she could not be jealous in a disturbing way. In fact, she was not

jealous at all. Hurstwood was pleased with her placid manner, when he

should have duly considered it. When he did not come home it did not

seem anything like a terrible thing to her. She gave him credit for

having the usual allurements of men--people to talk to, places to stop,

friends to consult with. She was perfectly willing that he should enjoy

himself in his way, but she did not care to be neglected herself. Her

state still seemed fairly reasonable, however. All she did observe was

that Hurstwood was somewhat different.

Some time in the second year of their residence in Seventy-eighth Street

the flat across the hall from Carrie became vacant, and into it moved a

very handsome young woman and her husband, with both of whom Carrie

afterwards became acquainted. This was brought about solely by the

arrangement of the flats, which were united in one place, as it were, by

the dumb-waiter. This useful elevator, by which fuel, groceries, and the

like were sent up from the basement, and garbage and waste sent down,

was used by both residents of one floor; that is, a small door opened

into it from each flat.

If the occupants of both flats answered to the whistle of the janitor at

the same time, they would stand face to face when they opened the

dumb-waiter doors. One morning, when Carrie went to remove her paper,

the newcomer, a handsome brunette of perhaps twenty-three years of age,

was there for a like purpose. She was in a night-robe and

dressing-gown, with her hair very much tousled, but she looked so pretty

and good-natured that Carrie instantly conceived a liking for her. The

newcomer did no more than smile shamefacedly, but it was sufficient.

Carrie felt that she would like to know her, and a similar feeling

stirred in the mind of the other, who admired Carrie's innocent face.

"That's a real pretty woman who has moved in next door," said Carrie to

Hurstwood at the breakfast table.

"Who are they?" asked Hurstwood.

"I don't know," said Carrie. "The name on the bell is Vance. Some one

over there plays beautifully. I guess it must be she."

"Well, you never can tell what sort of people you're living next to in

this town, can you?" said Hurstwood, expressing the customary New York

opinion about neighbours.

"Just think," said Carrie, "I have been in this house with nine other

families for over a year and I don't know a soul. These people have been

here over a month and I haven't seen any one before this morning."

"It's just as well," said Hurstwood. "You never know who you're going to

get in with. Some of these people are pretty bad company."

"I expect so," said Carrie, agreeably.

The conversation turned to other things, and Carrie thought no more upon

the subject until a day or two later, when, going out to market, she

encountered Mrs. Vance coming in. The latter recognised her and nodded,

for which Carrie returned a smile. This settled the probability of

acquaintanceship. If there had been no faint recognition on this

occasion, there would have been no future association.

Carrie saw no more of Mrs. Vance for several weeks, but she heard her

play through the thin walls which divided the front rooms of the flats,

and was pleased by the merry selection of pieces and the brilliance of

their rendition. She could play only moderately herself, and such

variety as Mrs. Vance exercised bordered, for Carrie, upon the verge of

great art. Everything she had seen and heard thus far--the merest scraps

and shadows--indicated that these people were, in a measure, refined and

in comfortable circumstances. So Carrie was ready for any extension of

the friendship which might follow.

One day Carrie's bell rang and the servant, who was in the kitchen,

pressed the button which caused the front door of the general entrance

on the ground floor to be electrically unlatched. When Carrie waited at

her own door on the third floor to see who it might be coming up to call

on her, Mrs. Vance appeared.

"I hope you'll excuse me," she said. "I went out a while ago and forgot

my outside key, so I thought I'd ring your bell."

This was a common trick of other residents of the building, whenever

they had forgotten their outside keys. They did not apologise for it,

however.

"Certainly," said Carrie. "I'm glad you did. I do the same thing

sometimes."

"Isn't it just delightful weather?" said Mrs. Vance, pausing for a

moment.

Thus, after a few more preliminaries, this visiting acquaintance was

well launched, and in the young Mrs. Vance Carrie found an agreeable

companion.

On several occasions Carrie visited her and was visited. Both flats were

good to look upon, though that of the Vances tended somewhat more to the

luxurious.

"I want you to come over this evening and meet my husband," said Mrs.

Vance, not long after their intimacy began. "He wants to meet you. You

play cards, don't you?"

"A little," said Carrie.

"Well, we'll have a game of cards. If your husband comes home bring him

over."

"He's not coming to dinner to-night," said Carrie.

"Well, when he does come we'll call him in."

Carrie acquiesced, and that evening met the portly Vance, an individual

a few years younger than Hurstwood, and who owed his seemingly

comfortable matrimonial state much more to his money than to his good

looks. He thought well of Carrie upon the first glance and laid himself

out to be genial, teaching her a new game of cards and talking to her

about New York and its pleasures. Mrs. Vance played some upon the piano,

and at last Hurstwood came.

"I am very glad to meet you," he said to Mrs. Vance when Carrie

introduced him, showing much of the old grace which had captivated

Carrie.

"Did you think your wife had run away?" said Mr. Vance, extending his

hand upon introduction.

"I didn't know but what she might have found a better husband," said

Hurstwood.

He now turned his attention to Mrs. Vance, and in a flash Carrie saw

again what she for some time had sub-consciously missed in

Hurstwood--the adroitness and flattery of which he was capable. She also

saw that she was not well dressed--not nearly as well dressed--as Mrs.

Vance. These were not vague ideas any longer. Her situation was cleared

up for her. She felt that her life was becoming stale, and therein she

felt cause for gloom. The old helpful, urging melancholy was restored.

The desirous Carrie was whispered to concerning her possibilities.

There were no immediate results to this awakening, for Carrie had

little power of initiative; but, nevertheless, she seemed ever capable

of getting herself into the tide of change where she would be easily

borne along. Hurstwood noticed nothing. He had been unconscious of the

marked contrasts which Carrie had observed. He did not even detect the

shade of melancholy which settled in her eyes. Worst of all, she now

began to feel the loneliness of the flat and seek the company of Mrs.

Vance, who liked her exceedingly.

"Let's go to the matinee this afternoon," said Mrs. Vance, who had

stepped across into Carrie's flat one morning, still arrayed in a soft

pink dressing-gown, which she had donned upon rising. Hurstwood and

Vance had gone their separate ways nearly an hour before.

"All right," said Carrie, noticing the air of the petted and

well-groomed woman in Mrs. Vance's general appearance. She looked as

though she was dearly loved and her every wish gratified. "What shall we

see?"

"Oh, I do want to see Nat Goodwin," said Mrs. Vance. "I do think he is

the jolliest actor. The papers say this is such a good play."

"What time will we have to start?" asked Carrie.

"Let's go at one and walk down Broadway from Thirty-fourth Street," said

Mrs. Vance. "It's such an interesting walk. He's at the Madison Square."

"I'll be glad to go," said Carrie. "How much will we have to pay for

seats?"

"Not more than a dollar," said Mrs. Vance.

The latter departed, and at one o'clock reappeared, stunningly arrayed

in a dark-blue walking dress, with a nobby hat to match. Carrie had

gotten herself up charmingly enough, but this woman pained her by

contrast. She seemed to have so many dainty little things which Carrie

had not. There were trinkets of gold, an elegant green leather purse

set with her initials, a fancy handkerchief, exceedingly rich in design,

and the like. Carrie felt that she needed more and better clothes to

compare with this woman, and that any one looking at the two would pick

Mrs. Vance for her raiment alone. It was a trying, though rather unjust

thought, for Carrie had now developed an equally pleasing figure, and

had grown in comeliness until she was a thoroughly attractive type of

her colour of beauty. There was some difference in the clothing of the

two, both of quality and age, but this difference was not especially

noticeable. It served, however, to augment Carrie's dissatisfaction with

her state.

The walk down Broadway, then as now, was one of the remarkable features

of the city. There gathered, before the matinee and afterwards, not only

all the pretty women who love a showy parade, but the men who love to

gaze upon and admire them. It was a very imposing procession of pretty

faces and fine clothes. Women appeared in their very best hats, shoes,

and gloves, and walked arm in arm on their way to the fine shops or

theatres strung along from Fourteenth to Thirty-fourth streets. Equally

the men paraded with the very latest they could afford. A tailor might

have secured hints on suit measurements, a shoemaker on proper lasts and

colours, a hatter on hats. It was literally true that if a lover of fine

clothes secured a new suit, it was sure to have its first airing on

Broadway. So true and well understood was this fact, that several years

later a popular song, detailing this and other facts concerning the

afternoon parade on matinee days, and entitled "What Right Has He on

Broadway?" was published, and had quite a vogue about the music-halls of

the city.

In all her stay in the city, Carrie had never heard of this showy

parade; had never even been on Broadway when it was taking place. On the

other hand, it was a familiar thing to Mrs. Vance, who not only knew of

it as an entity, but had often been in it, going purposely to see and be

seen, to create a stir with her beauty and dispel any tendency to fall

short in dressiness by contrasting herself with the beauty and fashion

of the town.

Carrie stepped along easily enough after they got out of the car at

Thirty-fourth Street, but soon fixed her eyes upon the lovely company

which swarmed by and with them as they proceeded. She noticed suddenly

that Mrs. Vance's manner had rather stiffened under the gaze of handsome

men and elegantly dressed ladies, whose glances were not modified by any

rules of propriety. To stare seemed the proper and natural thing. Carrie

found herself stared at and ogled. Men in flawless top-coats, high hats,

and silver-headed walking sticks elbowed near and looked too often into

conscious eyes. Ladies rustled by in dresses of stiff cloth, shedding

affected smiles and perfume. Carrie noticed among them the sprinkling of

goodness and the heavy percentage of vice. The rouged and powdered

cheeks and lips, the scented hair, the large, misty, and languorous eye,

were common enough. With a start she awoke to find that she was in

fashion's crowd, on parade in a show place--and such a show place!

Jewellers' windows gleamed along the path with remarkable frequency.

Florist shops, furriers, haberdashers, confectioners--all followed in

rapid succession. The street was full of coaches. Pompous doormen in

immense coats, shiny brass belts and buttons, waited in front of

expensive salesrooms. Coachmen in tan boots, white tights, and blue

jackets waited obsequiously for the mistresses of carriages who were

shopping inside. The whole street bore the flavour of riches and show,

and Carrie felt that she was not of it. She could not, for the life of

her, assume the attitude and smartness of Mrs. Vance, who, in her

beauty, was all assurance. She could only imagine that it must be

evident to many that she was the less handsomely dressed of the two. It

cut her to the quick, and she resolved that she would not come here

again until she looked better. At the same time she longed to feel the

delight of parading here as an equal. Ah, then she would be happy!

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