CHAPTER X

HOW GIRLS CHOOSE CHUMS

When the girls had quite exhausted all their powers of teasing Babs

for again going off with the boys—just as she knew they would—she

decided to ride to the ice-cream place in the big car, and she also

decided to sit in the back with all the girls.

“Take your boys,” Babs told them, in imitation of their own manner.

“For my part I’m just dying for a chat with you girls. Don’t you

realize I’ve hardly become acquainted yet?” This last was said in a

comical mimicking way, just as if she were some one of real importance

who had been so busy with a whole lot of social affairs that she

really couldn’t reach all the friends who were—perhaps?—pining for her

attention.

“Oh, we know all about that,” replied Louise. “It must be an awful

bore to be so popular.” Louise was not being sarcastic, just flippant

this time.

“And the peasants—those bothersome Italians——” Esther Dean remarked.

“Babs dear, you really should not mingle so freely with the gentry.”

“The gentry? You mean the bourgeois——” broke in Ruth.

“Hey, hey!” called back Glenn Gaynor from the front seat. “What is

this, anyway, a test or something? Where are we going? That’s what _I_

want to know.” He was driving.

“We’re going to Hill’s, of course,” answered Cara. “And if we don’t go

straight there we’ll never find a place to sit down, to say nothing of

getting a dish of ice-cream.”

It was a wonderful summer evening, and behind the rose-covered lattice

that so beautifully screened Hill’s ice-cream tables, the girls and

boys of Cara Burke’s party thoroughly enjoyed themselves. Babs almost

forgot little Nicky’s troubles, as she laughed and chatted and “showed

off” to her very best advantage, her one regret being that her father

didn’t happen along to the drug-store that evening to see how well she

was doing.

After all it was lovely to be in a girl’s world. She was surprised to

find how jolly it was, so much better than being alone and thinking

about “bugs,” the term she usually applied to the bacteriological

germs her father kept himself so busily occupied with.

“Different in one day,” she thought, for Babs was sure to think. She

had a habit of analyzing things within and without, and she was not

deceiving herself now. All that “difference” which people would insist

upon ascribing to her was no difference at all. It was merely a matter

of environment. When alone with her father, with Glenn for a

student-companion she was one sort of Babs, but when surrounded by

happy young friends, such as were with her now, she was decidedly

another sort.

“Enjoying yourself, Babs?” Cara made chance to ask. She sat at the

next table with Dick and Louise and had been watching Babs.

“Wonderfully,” replied Babs, smiling that Cara could have so easily

divined her thoughts. But, as a matter of fact, Barbara’s expression

just then was easy enough to interpret. She was smiling happily all

over her face.

Persons passing in and out also smiled and whispered. It was “Cara

Burke’s party”, they might have been heard to remark, and Babs was not

the only one of the party proud to be in her particular place. It was

well worth while to be there.

“And I didn’t want to come,” Barbara secretly charged herself. “I

would never have known what I missed.”

When they reached home the boys delayed for a while out on the big

white porch. It was then that Dudley spoke privately to Babs, after

managing to get her apart from the others.

“Listen,” he implored. “I’ve got to tell you. I know you’re sore——”

“What _did_ you take the girls there for?” she broke in sharply. She

was referring, of course, to their slumming and the Italian children.

“But the girls were saying such crazy things about the kids,” Dudley

protested. “You never heard such rot.”

“What—rot?”

“About some black handers being hidden in that shack.”

Barbara’s mark of contempt was not quite a word—a mere suggestion of

one.

“As if that nonsense should have made you forget your promise,” she

presently continued bitterly.

“I didn’t forget it.”

“No?” Again that seething scorn. Babs knew how to use her voice when

she wanted to be sarcastic.

“Oh, say!” The boy was despairing of making her understand him. “Just

wait until I tell you. You see, Louise or Esther, I don’t know which

began to—well, to suggest that little Nicky was one of a gang. Oh, it

was so silly, Babs, I just got mad and drove them over there to prove

they were crazy.” Dudley Burke could be just as independent as Barbara

Hale.

“Did you prove it?” sarcasm again.

“I tell you, honestly, I thought I was doing a good thing. I thought

we would just run over there and I’d whistle for Nicky, and when he

came out I’d ask him if he had any more candlesticks for sale,” Dudley

explained, simply.

His distress and his sincerity broke down Babs’ fighting spirit. How

could _she_ blame him? He had actually tried to do something to help

the little Italians. He could not have guessed at her unreasonable

fears.

“Oh, I know, Dud,” she said more pleasantly, “and I believe you. You

would not—make fun of them.”

“Make fun of them? I should say not. Those youngsters are smart, and

they’re—well, they’ve got a lot of our kind of kids beat,” he ended,

his selection of words having nothing to do with his loyalty to the

Italians.

“And I know it’s queer of me to act so cut up about it,” Babs

admitted. “You would think that _I_ were trying to hide something

too.”

“I wouldn’t, but maybe some others would,” Dud rejoined, rather

hurriedly for the girls were calling them insistently.

“But say, Dud,” Babs began again, “did the children really act

suspicious?”

“I should say they did. The way they snapped those old shades down.

It’s a wonder they didn’t pull them off their springs.”

“I didn’t suppose they were more than just timid,” Babs continued.

“You know how foreigners are. They have an idea the whole world is

their enemy, I guess.”

“Not youngsters who go to American schools; they know better. No,

Babs, I don’t believe it was just scare, it was alarm. They were

afraid we would go to the door, although they slammed it good and

hard, you just bet,” Dudley declared emphatically.

“But others must go there——”

“They stick by their own kind though, clannish, I mean,” the boy

explained. “If there really was something to hide in that house I’ll

bet the whole neighborhood would help them to hide it.”

“But what could it be?”

“Haven’t an idea. But, of course, Nicky will come around again. He’ll

count me a good customer for his junk.” Dud laughed outright at the

idea.

“And here we have been getting the girls after us again,” laughed Babs

in her turn. “Isn’t it dreadful the way I’ve been running off with you

today? I’ll never hear the end of it.”

“Good thing to give them something to gab about,” Dud flung over his

shoulder as the girls and boys flocked around them, pretending all

sorts of punishment for their delay in joining in the general fun.

Dudley was so nice, Babs had to admit later, when quiet was descending

upon the Burke household.

“Just as nice as Glenn,” she reasoned, “but perhaps all boys were

almost as nice when they had had such chances of refinement and

environment.”

And the girls? Still a little stubborn on that point, Babs was not

willing to pay her own sex such a sweeping compliment. The girls were

“nice” of course, much nicer than she had ever given them credit for

being, but they were “show-offs” just the same. If they hadn’t been

they would never have gone down into the Italian district.

And if Esther and Louise were not always picking flaws in folks’

affairs they wouldn’t have told and retold the silly stories about

poor Nicky’s father, who was locked up in jail. The idea of even

suspecting that he might have escaped and might be in hiding there,

was absurd. As if his house would not have been searched, had he

escaped. And who ever said he had escaped, anyhow?

Cara was returning from her bathroom now and she was wearing the

loveliest yellow silk gown. It had little flutings of blue ribbons and

there were blue-birds embroidered on it, just as if they had flown

there.

Babs had not yet undressed, but the sight of Cara recalled her own

robe—the hideous black cloth college gown! However could she take that

out? How explain her idea of the dormitory masquerade? How could she

make a joke of it, anyway?

“I left some robes in the rooms,” Cara said indifferently. “I thought

the girls would hardly bring any, just around the corner.” This was

Cara’s way of doing kindness without display.

And this was Barbara’s chance to mention the college gown. She

hesitated. Pride was stronger than reason with her, and she didn’t

know that all her boasted frankness about her humble place in life,

about her home-made clothes, her own-made hats, her preference for

study instead of for play—all this was merely humoring her pride. And

yet it had been brave of her to accept and make the most of her

position. Thousands of girls might consider her “well off,” and very

fortunate because, compared to themselves, she was fortunate. Compared

to Cara Burke she was _poor_. Of course it was all merely a matter of

what one compared with.

Barbara watched Cara brush her hair. It was bobbed, of course, but

lovely and glossy, crow black, and it encased Cara’s head like a

sculptured cap.

“Your hair is lovely,” Babs said as she watched her. “Aren’t you

dreadfully tired of curls?”

“Well, since I’ve never had any I suppose I’m not really tired of

them, but I do think the boys have the best of us in the matter of

hair styles.” She paused in her brushing to make a better part. “If we

just got used to ourselves fixed up more simply I suppose we would

like ourselves quite as well.”

“Surely we would,” chimed in Babs. “It’s only training. Our eyes

expect certain effects and we feel we must humor our eyes.”

Cara laid her brush down on the dressing table and swung around to

face Barbara.

“You know an awful lot, don’t you Babs?” she said. Her tone was filled

with admiration.

“Why, no I don’t, Cara. About lots of things I am terribly—ignorant.”

“I mean in your way of thinking things out. Dud says you’re as smart

as a boy, and that from Dud is—something!”

Babs laughed. “To be as smart as a boy, as smart as some boys wouldn’t

mean a lot; would it, Cara?” she countered.

“No. But _he_ meant, of course, as smart as a smart boy——”

“Smarter than a smart boy?”

“Just let’s call it smart,” suggested Cara, but there was a

seriousness about her manner that did not chime in with her words.

Cara Burke was evidently trying to understand Barbara Hale.

Barbara was merely beginning to undress. She had never been so poky.

She felt very unreal. All, or at least most of the things, she had

planned to do she wasn’t doing, and she hated to change her mind.

Pride again ruled her, for in the “making up of her mind” to anything,

Barbara was what would be commonly called stubborn. She didn’t call it

that; she considered it weak and foolish to be changeable. All of

which must be explained to explain Barbara.

“But, just the same,” Cara continued speaking after a short pause,

“_you_ are smart.”

Barbara sighed. “Cara,” she sort of whispered for she was feeling

queer, “I’m not really. Because I do things I am called upon to do I

may seem different. But it isn’t that. It’s just because I am

differently situated.”

Cara jumped up and coming over to where Barbara was sitting, on one of

the ivory twin beds, threw her arms around her.

“We’re going to be chums, aren’t we, Babs?” she said warmly. “You may

not admit you’re smart, but I think you are, and I’ve always longed to

be chums with a girl like you.”

“Like me?” Barbara could feel her face burn. She was not at all what

this lovely, simple-minded, frankly honest girl was thinking her to

be. She wasn’t smart, she wasn’t different, she wasn’t “high-brow,”

she was only a poser, one who was pretending. “Cara, I’m afraid you

are going to be dreadfully disappointed in me,” she managed to say

finally. “I’m not really anything but plain stubborn.”

“Babs!” exclaimed Cara, bestowing upon her more and more girlish

admiration. “Do you know I planned this little party just to get

acquainted with you?”

“You didn’t, really!”

“Yes I did,” pursued the girl in that golden robe. “I even bet with

Dud that I could get you to come.”

“And now that you’ve got me here, what have I brought you?” Babs’

deep-blue eyes were as soft as velvet violets, as she, in turn, gazed

lovingly at Cara Burke.

“Oh, a lot. You couldn’t understand, of course, Babs, but you must

have noticed how jealous all the other girls were. I’m sure they have

been talking about it all night or they would have been at our door.

Here they come now.”

And at the unmistakable sounds of suppressed merry-making (it was

almost midnight) Babs jumped up, and without giving herself a second

for any silly consideration, she got into the black cap and gown.

The girls were knocking at the door.

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