CHAPTER XX

In that way, with the beautiful world swimming in sunshine and golden

tundra haze until foothills and mountains were like castles in a dream,

Alan Holt set off with Tautuk and Amuk Toolik, leaving Stampede and

Keok and Nawadlook at the corral bars, with Stampede little regretting

that he was left behind to guard the range. For a mighty resolution had

taken root in the prospector’s heart, and he felt himself thrilled and

a bit trembling at the nearness of the greatest drama that had ever

entered his life. Alan, looking back after the first few minutes, saw

that Keok and Nawadlook stood alone. Stampede was gone.

The ridge beyond the coulée out of which Mary Standish had come with

wild flowers soon closed like a door between him and Sokwenna’s cabin,

and the straight trail to the mountains lay ahead, and over this Alan

set the pace, with Tautuk and Amuk Toolik and a caravan of seven

pack-deer behind him, bearing supplies for the herdsmen.

Alan had scarcely spoken to the two men. He knew the driving force

which was sending him to the mountains was not only an impulse, but

almost an inspirational thing born of necessity. Each step that he

took, with his head and heart in a swirl of intoxicating madness, was

an effort behind which he was putting a sheer weight of physical will.

He wanted to go back. The urge was upon him to surrender utterly to the

weakness of forgetting that Mary Standish was a wife. He had almost

fallen a victim to his selfishness and passion in the moment when she

stood at Nawadlook’s door, telling him that she loved him. An iron hand

had drawn him out into the day, and it was the same iron hand that kept

his face to the mountains now, while in his brain her voice repeated

the words that had set his world on fire.

He knew what had happened this morning was not the merely important and

essential incident of most human lives; it had been a cataclysmic thing

with him. Probably it would be impossible for even the girl ever fully

to understand. And he needed to be alone to gather strength and mental

calmness for the meeting of the problem ahead of him, a complication so

unexpected that the very foundation of that stoic equanimity which the

mountains had bred in him had suffered a temporary upsetting. His

happiness was almost an insanity. The dream wherein he had wandered

with a spirit of the dead had come true; it was the old idyl in the

flesh again, his father, his mother—and back in the cabin beyond the

ridge such a love had cried out to him. And he was afraid to return. He

laughed the fact aloud, happily and with an unrepressed exultation as

he strode ahead of the pack-train, and with that exultation words came

to his lips, words intended for himself alone, telling him that Mary

Standish belonged to him, and that until the end of eternity he would

fight for her and keep her. Yet he kept on, facing the mountains, and

he walked so swiftly that Tautuk and Amuk Toolik fell steadily behind

with the deer, so that in time long dips and swells of the tundra lay

between them.

With grim persistence he kept at himself, and at last there swept over

him in its ultimate triumph a compelling sense of the justice of what

he had done—justice to Mary Standish. Even now he did not think of her

as Mary Graham. But she was Graham’s wife. And if he had gone to her in

that moment of glorious confession when she had stood at Nawadlook’s

door, if he had violated her faith when, because of faith, she had laid

the world at his feet, he would have fallen to the level of John Graham

himself. Thought of the narrowness of his escape and of the first mad

desire to call her back from Nawadlook’s room, to hold her in his arms

again as he had held her in the cottonwoods, brought a hot fire into

his face. Something greater than his own fighting instinct had turned

him to the open door of the cabin. It was Mary Standish—her courage,

the-glory of faith and love shining in her eyes, her measurement of him

as a man. She had not been afraid to say what was in her heart, because

she knew what he would do.

Mid-afternoon found him waiting for Tautuk and Amuk Toolik at the edge

of a slough where willows grew deep and green and the crested billows

of sedge-cotton stood knee-high. The faces of the herdsmen were

sweating. Thereafter Alan walked with them, until in that hour when the

sun had sunk to its lowest plane they came to the first of the Endicott

foothills. Here they rested until the coolness of deeper evening, when

a golden twilight filled the land, and then resumed the journey toward

the mountains.

Midsummer heat and the winged pests of the lower lands had driven the

herds steadily into the cooler altitudes of the higher plateaux and

valleys. Here they had split into telescoping columns which drifted in

slowly moving streams wherever the doors of the hills and mountains

opened into new grazing fields, until Alan’s ten thousand reindeer were

in three divisions, two of the greatest traveling westward, and one, of

a thousand head, working north and east. The first and second days Alan

remained with the nearest and southward herd. The third day he went on

with Tautuk and two pack-deer through a break in the mountains and

joined the herdsmen of the second and higher multitude of feeding

animals. There began to possess him a curious disinclination to hurry,

and this aversion grew in a direct ratio with the thought which was

becoming stronger in him with each mile and hour of his progress. A

multitude of emotions were buried under the conviction that Mary

Standish must leave the range when he returned. He had a grim sense of

honor, and a particularly devout one when it had to do with women, and

though he conceded nothing of right and justice in the relationship

which existed between the woman he loved and John Graham, he knew that

she must go. To remain at the range was the one impossible thing for

her to do. He would take her to Tanana. He would go with her to the

States. The matter would be settled in a reasonable and intelligent

way, and when he came back, he would bring her with him.

But beneath this undercurrent of decision fought the thing which his

will held down, and yet never quite throttled completely—that something

which urged him with an unconquerable persistence to hold with his own

hands what a glorious fate had given him, and to finish with John

Graham, if it ever came to that, in the madly desirable way he visioned

for himself in those occasional moments when the fires of temptation

blazed hottest.

The fourth night he said to Tautuk:

“If Keok should marry another man, what would you do?”

It was a moment before Tautuk looked at him, and in the herdsman’s eyes

was a wild, mute question, as if suddenly there had leaped into his

stolid mind a suspicion which had never come to him before. Alan laid a

reassuring hand upon his arm.

“I don’t mean she’s going to, Tautuk,” he laughed. “She loves you. I

know it. Only you are so stupid, and so slow, and so hopeless as a

lover that she is punishing you while she has the right—before she

marries you. But if she _should_ marry someone else, what would you

do?”

“My brother?” asked Tautuk.

“No.”

“A relative?”

“No.”

“A friend?”

“No. A stranger. Someone who had injured you, for instance; someone

Keok hated, and who had cheated her into marrying him.”

“I would kill him,” said Tautuk quietly.

It was this night the temptation was strongest upon Alan. Why should

Mary Standish go back, he asked himself. She had surrendered everything

to escape from the horror down there. She had given up fortune and

friends. She had scattered convention to the four winds, had gambled

her life in the hazard, and in the end had come to him! Why should he

not keep her? John Graham and the world believed she was dead. And he

was master here. If—some day—Graham should happen to cross his path, he

would settle the matter in Tautuk’s way. Later, while Tautuk slept, and

the world lay about him in a soft glow, and the valley below was filled

with misty billows of twilight out of which came to him faintly the

curious, crackling sound of reindeer hoofs and the grunting contentment

of the feeding herd, the reaction came, as he had known it would come

in the end.

The morning of the fifth day he set out alone for the eastward herd,

and on the sixth overtook Tatpan and his herdsmen. Tatpan, like

Sokwenna’s foster-children, Keok and Nawadlook, had a quarter-strain of

white in him, and when Alan came up to him in the edge of the valley

where the deer were grazing, he was lying on a rock, playing Yankee

Doodle on a mouth-organ. It was Tatpan who told him that an hour or two

before an exhausted stranger had come into camp, looking for him, and

that the man was asleep now, apparently more dead than alive, but had

given instructions to be awakened at the end of two hours, and not a

minute later. Together they had a look at him.

He was a small, ruddy-faced man with carroty blond hair and a

peculiarly boyish appearance as he lay doubled up like a jack-knife,

profoundly asleep. Tatpan looked at his big, silver watch and in a low

voice described how the stranger had stumbled into camp, so tired he

could scarcely put one foot ahead of the other; and that he had dropped

down where he now lay when he learned Alan was with one of the other

herds.

[Illustration: The man wore a gun ... within reach of his hand.]

“He must have come a long distance,” said Tatpan, “and he has traveled

fast.”

Something familiar about the man grew upon Alan. Yet he could not place

him. He wore a gun, which he had unbelted and placed within reach of

his hand on the grass. His chin was pugnaciously prominent, and in

sleep the mysterious stranger had crooked a forefinger and thumb about

his revolver in a way that spoke of caution and experience.

“If he is in such a hurry to see me, you might awaken him,” said Alan.

He turned a little aside and knelt to drink at a tiny stream of water

that ran down from the snowy summits, and he could hear Tatpan rousing

the stranger. By the time he had finished drinking and faced about, the

little man with the carroty-blond hair was on his feet. Alan stared,

and the little man grinned. His ruddy cheeks grew pinker. His blue eyes

twinkled, and in what seemed to be a moment of embarrassment he gave

his gun a sudden snap that drew an exclamation of amazement from Alan.

Only one man in the world had he ever seen throw a gun into its holster

like that. A sickly grin began to spread over his own countenance, and

all at once Tatpan’s eyes began to bulge.

“Stampede!” he cried.

Stampede rubbed a hand over his smooth, prominent chin and nodded

apologetically.

“It’s me,” he conceded. “I had to do it. It was give one or t’other

up—my whiskers _or her_. They went hard, too. I flipped dice, an’ the

whiskers won. I cut cards, an’ the whiskers won. I played Klondike

ag’in’ ’em, an’ the whiskers busted the bank. Then I got mad an’ shaved

’em. Do I look so bad, Alan?”

“You look twenty years younger,” declared Alan, stifling his desire to

laugh when he saw the other’s seriousness.

Stampede was thoughtfully stroking his chin. “Then why the devil did

they laugh!” he demanded. “Mary Standish didn’t laugh. She cried. Just

stood an’ cried, an’ then sat down an’ cried, she thought I was that

blamed funny! And Keok laughed until she was sick an’ had to go to bed.

That little devil of a Keok calls me Pinkey now, and Miss Standish says

it wasn’t because I was funny that she laughed, but that the change in

me was so sudden she couldn’t help it. Nawadlook says I’ve got a

character-ful chin—”

Alan gripped his hand, and a swift change came over Stampede’s face. A

steely glitter shot into the blue of his eyes, and his chin hardened.

Nature no longer disguised the Stampede Smith of other days, and Alan

felt a new thrill and a new regard for the man whose hand he held.

This, at last, was the man whose name had gone before him up and down

the old trails; the man whose cool and calculating courage, whose

fearlessness of death and quickness with the gun had written pages in

Alaskan history which would never be forgotten. Where his first impulse

had been to laugh, he now felt the grim thrill and admiration of men of

other days, who, when in Stampede’s presence, knew they were in the

presence of a master. The old Stampede had come to life again. And Alan

knew why. The grip of his hand tightened, and Stampede returned it.

“Some day, if we’re lucky, there always comes a woman to make the world

worth living in, Stampede,” he said.

“There does,” replied Stampede.

He looked steadily at Alan.

“And I take it you love Mary Standish,” he added, “and that you’d fight

for her if you had to.”

“I would,” said Alan.

“Then it’s time you were traveling,” advised Stampede significantly.

“I’ve been twelve hours on the trail without a rest. She told me to

move fast, and I’ve moved. I mean Mary Standish. She said it was almost

a matter of life and death that I find you in a hurry. I wanted to

stay, but she wouldn’t let me. It’s _you_ she wants. Rossland is at the

range.”

“_Rossland_!”

“Yes, Rossland. And it’s my guess John Graham isn’t far away. I smell

happenings, Alan. We’d better hurry.”

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