CHAPTER XVII

Alan slept soundly for several hours, but the long strain of the

preceding day did not make him overreach the time he had set for

himself, and he was up at six o’clock. Wegaruk had not forgotten her

old habits, and a tub filled with cold water was waiting for him. He

bathed, shaved himself, put on fresh clothes, and promptly at seven was

at breakfast. The table at which he ordinarily sat alone was in a

little room with double windows, through which, as he enjoyed his

meals, he could see most of the habitations of the range. Unlike the

average Eskimo dwellings they were neatly built of small timber brought

down from the mountains, and were arranged in orderly fashion like the

cottages of a village, strung out prettily on a single street. A sea of

flowers lay in front of them, and at the end of the row, built on a

little knoll that looked down into one of the watered hollows of the

tundra, was Sokwenna’s cabin. Because Sokwenna was the “old man” of the

community and therefore the wisest—and because with him lived his

foster-daughters, Keok and Nawadlook, the loveliest of Alan’s tribal

colony—Sokwenna’s cabin was next to Alan’s in size. And Alan, looking

at it now and then as he ate his breakfast, saw a thin spiral of smoke

rising from the chimney, but no other sign of life.

The sun was already up almost to its highest point, a little more than

half-way between the horizon and the zenith, performing the apparent

miracle of rising in the north and traveling east instead of west. Alan

knew the men-folk of the village had departed hours ago for the distant

herds. Always, when the reindeer drifted into the higher and cooler

feeding-grounds of the foothills, there was this apparent abandonment,

and after last night’s celebration the women and children were not yet

awake to the activities of the long day, where the rising and setting

of the sun meant so little.

As he rose from the table, he glanced again toward Sokwenna’s cabin. A

solitary figure had climbed up out of the ravine and stood against the

sun on the clough-top. Even at that distance, with the sun in his eyes,

he knew it was Mary Standish.

He turned his back stoically to the window and lighted his pipe. For

half an hour after that he sorted out his papers and range-books in

preparation for the coming of Tautuk and Amuk Toolik, and when they

arrived, the minute hand of his watch was at the hour of eight.

That the months of his absence had been prosperous ones he perceived by

the smiling eagerness in the brown faces of his companions as they

spread out the papers on which they had, in their own crude fashion,

set down a record of the winter’s happenings. Tautuk’s voice, slow and

very deliberate in its unfailing effort to master English without a

slip, had in it a subdued note of satisfaction and triumph, while Amuk

Toolik, who was quick and staccato in his manner of speech, using

sentences seldom of greater length than three or four words, and who

picked up slang and swear-words like a parrot, swelled with pride as he

lighted his pipe, and then rubbed his hands with a rasping sound that

always sent a chill up Alan’s back.

“A ver’ fine and prosper’ year,” said Tautuk in response to Alan’s

first question as to general conditions. “We bean ver’ fortunate.”

“One hell-good year,” backed up Amuk Toolik with the quickness of a

gun. “Plenty calf. Good hoof. Moss. Little wolf. Herds fat. This

year—she peach!”

After this opening of the matter in hand Alan buried himself in the

affairs of the range, and the old thrill, the glow which comes through

achievement, and the pioneer’s pride in marking a new frontier with the

creative forces of success rose uppermost in him, and he forgot the

passing of time. A hundred questions he had to ask, and the tongues of

Tautuk and Amuk Toolik were crowded with the things they desired to

tell him. Their voices filled the room with a paean of triumph. His

herds had increased by a thousand head during the fawning months of

April and May, and interbreeding of the Asiatic stock with wild,

woodland caribou had produced a hundred calves of the super-animal

whose flesh was bound to fill the markets of the States within a few

years. Never had the moss been thicker under the winter snow; there had

been no destructive fires; soft-hoof had escaped them; breeding records

had been beaten, and dairying in the edge of the Arctic was no longer

an experiment, but an established fact, for Tautuk now had seven deer

giving a pint and a half of milk each twice a day, nearly as rich as

the best of cream from cattle, and more than twenty that were

delivering from a cupful to a pint at a milking. And to this Amuk

Toolik added the amazing record of their running-deer, Kauk, the

three-year-old, had drawn a sledge five miles over unbeaten snow in

thirteen minutes and forty-seven seconds; Kauk and Olo, in team, had

drawn the same sledge ten miles in twenty-six minutes and forty

seconds, and one day he had driven the two ninety-eight miles in a

mighty endurance test; and with Eno and Sutka, the first of their

inter-breed with the wild woodland caribou, and heavier beasts, he had

drawn a load of eight hundred pounds for three consecutive days at the

rate of forty miles a day. From Fairbanks, Tanana, and the ranges of

the Seward Peninsula agents of the swiftly spreading industry had

offered as high as a hundred and ten dollars a head for breeding stock

with the blood of the woodland caribou, and of these native and larger

caribou of the tundras and forests seven young bulls and nine female

calves had been captured and added to their own propagative forces.

For Alan this was triumph. He saw nothing of what it all meant in the

way of ultimate personal fortune. It was the earth under his feet, the

vast expanse of unpeopled waste traduced and scorned in the blindness

of a hundred million people, which he saw fighting itself on the glory

and reward of the conqueror through such achievement as this; a land

betrayed rising at last out of the slime of political greed and

ignorance; a giant irresistible in its awakening, that was destined in

his lifetime to rock the destiny of a continent. It was Alaska rising

up slowly but inexorably out of its eternity of sleep, mountain-sealed

forces of a great land that was once the cradle of the earth coming

into possession of life and power again; and his own feeble efforts in

that long and fighting process of planting the seeds which meant its

ultimate ascendancy possessed in themselves their own reward.

Long after Tautuk and Amuk Toolik had gone, his heart was filled with

the song of success.

He was surprised at the swiftness with which time had gone, when he

looked at his watch. It was almost dinner hour when he had finished

with his papers and books and went outside. He heard Wegaruk’s voice

coming from the dark mouth of the underground icebox dug into the

frozen subsoil of the tundra, and pausing at the glimmer of his old

housekeeper’s candle, he turned aside, descended the few steps, and

entered quietly into the big, square chamber eight feet under the

surface, where the earth had remained steadfastly frozen for some

hundreds of thousands of years. Wegaruk had a habit of talking when

alone, but Alan thought it odd that she should be explaining to herself

that the tundra-soil, in spite of its almost tropical summer richness

and luxuriance, never thawed deeper than three or four feet, below

which point remained the icy cold placed there so long ago that “even

the spirits did not know.” He smiled when he heard Wegaruk measuring

time and faith in terms of “spirits,” which she had never quite given

up for the missionaries, and was about to make his presence known when

a voice interrupted him, so close at his side that the speaker,

concealed in the shadow of the wall, could have reached out a hand and

touched him.

“Good morning, Mr. Holt!”

It was Mary Standish, and he stared rather foolishly to make her out in

the gloom.

“Good morning,” he replied. “I was on my way to your place when

Wegaruk’s voice brought me here. You see, even this icebox seems like a

friend after my experience in the States. Are you after a steak,

Mammy?” he called.

Wegaruk’s strong, squat figure turned as she answered him, and the

light from her candle, glowing brightly in a split tomato can, fell

clearly upon Mary Standish as the old woman waddled toward them. It was

as if a spotlight had been thrown upon the girl suddenly out of a pit

of darkness, and something about her, which was not her prettiness or

the beauty that was in her eyes and hair, sent a sudden and

unaccountable thrill through Alan. It remained with him when they drew

back out of gloom and chill into sunshine and warmth, leaving Wegaruk

to snuff her tomato-can lantern and follow with the steak, and it did

not leave him when they walked over the tundra together toward

Sokwenna’s cabin. It was a puzzling thrill, stirring an emotion which

it was impossible for him to subdue or explain; something which he knew

he should understand but could not. And it seemed to him that knowledge

of this mystery was in the girl’s face, glowing in a gentle

embarrassment, as she told him she had been expecting him, and that

Keok and Nawadlook had given up the cabin to them, so that he might

question her uninterrupted. But with this soft flush of her uneasiness,

revealing itself in her eyes and cheeks, he saw neither fear nor

hesitation.

In the “big room” of Sokwenna’s cabin, which was patterned after his

own, he sat down amid the color and delicate fragrance of masses of

flowers, and the girl seated herself near him and waited for him to

speak.

“You love flowers,” he said lamely. “I want to thank you for the

flowers you placed in my cabin. And the other things.”

“Flowers are a habit with me,” she replied, “and I have never seen such

flowers as these. Flowers—and birds. I never dreamed that there were so

many up here.”

“Nor the world,” he added. “It is ignorant of Alaska.”

He was looking at her, trying to understand the inexplicable something

about her. She knew what was in his mind, because the strangely

thrilling emotion that possessed him could not keep its betrayal from

his eyes. The color was fading slowly out of her cheeks; her lips grew

a little tense, yet in her attitude of suspense and of waiting there

was no longer a suspicion of embarrassment, no trace of fear, and no

sign that a moment was at hand when her confidence was on the ebb. In

this moment Alan did not think of John Graham. It seemed to him that

she was like a child again, the child who had come to him in his cabin,

and who had stood with her back against his cabin door, entreating him

to achieve the impossible; an angel, almost, with her smooth, shining

hair, her clear, beautiful eyes, her white throat which waited with its

little heart-throb for him to beat down the fragile defense which now

lay in the greater power of his own hands. The inequality of it, and

the pitilessness of what had been in his mind to say and do, together

with an inundating sense of his own brute mastery, swept over him, and

in sudden desperation he reached out his hands toward her and cried:

“Mary Standish, in God’s name tell me the truth. Tell me why you have

come up here!”

“I have come,” she said, looking at him steadily, “because I know that

a man like you, when he loves a woman, will fight for her and protect

her even though he may not possess her.”

“But you didn’t know that—not until—the cottonwoods!” he protested.

“Yes, I did. I knew it in Ellen McCormick’s cabin.”

She rose slowly before him, and he, too, rose to his feet, staring at

her like a man who had been struck, while intelligence—a dawning

reason—an understanding of the strange mystery of her that morning,

sent the still greater thrill of its shock through him. He gave an

exclamation of amazement.

“You were at Ellen McCormick’s! She gave you—_that!_”

She nodded. “Yes, the dress you brought from the ship. Please don’t

scold me, Mr. Holt. Be a little kind with me when you have heard what I

am going to tell you. I was in the cabin that last day, when you

returned from searching for me in the sea. Mr. McCormick didn’t know.

But _she_ did. I lied a little, just a little, so that she, being a

woman, would promise not to tell you I was there. You see, I had lost a

great deal of my faith, and my courage was about gone, and I was afraid

of you.”

“Afraid of me?”

“Yes, afraid of everybody. I was in the room behind Ellen McCormick

when she asked you—that question; and when you answered as you did, I

was like stone. I was amazed and didn’t believe, for I was certain that

after what had happened on the ship you despised me, and only through a

peculiar sense of honor were making the search for me. Not until two

days later, when your letters came to Ellen McCormick, and we read

them—”

“You opened both?”

“Of course. One was to be read immediately, the other when I was

found—and I had found myself. Maybe it wasn’t exactly fair, but you

couldn’t expect two women to resist a temptation like that. And—_I

wanted to know_.”

She did not lower her eyes or turn her head aside as she made the

confession. Her gaze met Alan’s with beautiful steadiness.

“And then I believed. I knew, because of what you said in that letter,

that you were the one man in all the world who would help me and give

me a fighting chance if I came to you. But it has taken all my

courage—and in the end you will drive me away—”

Again he looked upon the miracle of tears in wide-open, unfaltering

eyes, tears which she did not brush away, but through which, in a

moment, she smiled at him as no woman had ever smiled at him before.

And with the tears there seemed to possess her a pride which lifted her

above all confusion, a living spirit of will and courage and womanhood

that broke away the dark clouds of suspicion and fear that had gathered

in his mind. He tried to speak, and his lips were thick.

“You have come—because you know I love you, and you—”

“Because, from the beginning, it must have been a great faith in you

that inspired me, Alan Holt.”

“There must have been more than that,” he persisted. “Some other

reason.”

“Two,” she acknowledged, and now he noticed that with the dissolution

of tears a flush of color was returning into her cheeks.

“And those—”

“One it is impossible for you to know; the other, if I tell you, will

make you despise me. I am sure of that.”

“It has to do with John Graham?”

She bowed her head. “Yes, with John Graham.”

For the first time long lashes hid her eyes from him, and for a moment

it seemed that her resolution was gone and she stood stricken by the

import of the thing that lay behind his question; yet her cheeks flamed

red instead of paling, and when she looked at him again, her eyes

burned with a lustrous fire.

“John Graham,” she repeated. “The man you hate and want to kill.”

Slowly he turned toward the door. “I am leaving immediately after

dinner to inspect the herds up in the foothills,” he said. “And

you—_are welcome here_.”

He caught the swift intake of her breath as he paused for an instant at

the door, and saw the new light that leaped into her eyes.

“Thank you, Alan Holt,” she cried softly, “_Oh, I thank you!_!”

And then, suddenly, she stopped him with a little cry, as if at last

something had broken away from her control. He faced her, and for a

moment they stood in silence.

“I’m sorry—sorry I said to you what I did that night on the _Nome_,”

she said. “I accused you of brutality, of unfairness, of—of even worse

than that, and I want to take it all back. You are big and clean and

splendid, for you would go away now, knowing I am poisoned by an

association with the man who has injured you so terribly, _and you say

I am welcome!_ And I don’t want you to go. You have made me _want_ to

tell you who I am, and why I have come to you, and I pray God you will

think as kindly of me as you can when you have heard.”

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