THE TRAGEDY OF AN APPETITE

Anna, notwithstanding her quiet clothes, a figure marvellously out of

accord with her surroundings, sat before a small marble-topped table

at a crowded A.B.C., and munched a roll and butter with hearty

appetite.

"If only I could afford another!" she thought regretfully. "I wonder

why I am always hungry nowadays. It is so ridiculous."

She lingered over her tea, and glancing around, a sudden reflection on

the change in her surroundings from the scene of her last night's

supper brought a faint, humorous smile to her lips.

"In two days," she reflected, "Mrs. White will present her bill. I

have one shilling and sevenpence halfpenny left. I have two days in

which to earn nearly thirty shillings--that is with no dinners, and

get a situation. I fancy that this is a little more than playing at

Bohemianism."

"So far," she continued, eyeing hungrily the last morsel of roll which

lay upon her plate, "my only chance of occupation has lain with a

photographer who engaged me on the spot and insulted me in half an

hour. What beasts men are! I cannot typewrite, my three stories are

still wandering round, two milliners have refused me as a lay figure

because business was so bad. I am no use for a clerk, because I do not

understand shorthand. After all, I fancy that I shall have to apply

for a situation as a nursery governess who understands French. Faugh!"

She took up the last morsel of roll, and held it delicately between

her long slim fingers. Then her white teeth gleamed, and her excuse

for remaining any longer before that little marble table was gone. She

rose, paid her bill, and turned westwards.

She walked with long swinging steps, scorning the thought of buses or

the tube. If ever she felt fatigue in these long tramps which had

already taken her half over London, she never admitted it. Asking her

way once or twice, she passed along Fleet Street into the Strand, and

crossed Trafalgar Square, into Piccadilly. Here she walked more

slowly, looking constantly at the notices in the shop windows. One she

entered and met with a sharp rebuff, which she appeared to receive

unmoved. But when she reached the pavement outside her teeth were

clenched, and she carried herself unconsciously an inch or so higher.

It was just then that she came face to face with Nigel Ennison.

He was walking listlessly along, well-dressed, _debonnair_,

good-looking. Directly he saw Anna he accosted her. His manner was

deferential, even eager. Anna, who was disposed to be sharply

critical, could find no fault with it.

"How fortunate I am, Miss Pellissier! All day I have been hoping that

I might run across you. You got my note?"

"I certainly received a note," Anna admitted.

"You were going to answer it?"

"Certainly not!" she said deliberately.

He looked at her with an expression of comical despair.

"What have I done, Miss Pellissier?" he pleaded. "We were good friends

in Paris, weren't we? You made me all sorts of promises, we planned

no end of nice things, and then--without a word to any one you

disappeared. Now we meet again, and you will scarcely look at me. You

seem altogether altered, too. Upon my word--you are Miss Pellissier,

aren't you?"

"I certainly am," she admitted.

He looked at her for a moment in a puzzled sort of way.

"Of course!" he said. "You have changed somehow--and you certainly are

less friendly."

She laughed. After all, his was a pleasant face, and a pleasant voice,

and very likely Annabel had behaved badly.

"Perhaps," she said, "it is the London climate. It depresses one, you

know."

He nodded.

"You look more like your old self when you smile," he remarked. "But,

forgive me, you are tired. Won't you come and have some tea with me?

There is a new place in Bond Street," he hastened to say, "where

everything is very well done, and they give us music, if that is any

attraction to you."

She hesitated and looked for a moment straight into his eyes. He

certainly bore inspection. He was tall and straight, and his

expression was good.

"I will come--with pleasure," she said, "if you will promise to treat

me as a new acquaintance--not to refer to--Paris--at all."

"I promise," he answered heartily. "Allow me."

He took his place by her side, and they talked lightly of London, the

shops and people. They found a cosy little table in the tea-rooms, and

everything was delicious. Anna, with her marvellous capacity for

enjoyment, ate cakes and laughed, and forgot that she had had tea an

hour or so ago at an A.B.C., or that she had a care in the world.

"By-the-bye," he said, presently, "your sister was married to old

Ferringhall the other day, wasn't she? I saw the notice in the

papers."

Anna never flinched. But after the first shock came a warm glow of

relief. After all, it was what she had been praying for--and Annabel

could not have known her address.

"My sister and I," she said slowly, "have seen very little of each

other lately. I fancy that Sir John does not approve of me."

Ennison shrugged his shoulders.

"Sort of man who can see no further than his nose," he remarked

contemptuously. "Fearful old fogey! I can't imagine any sister of

yours putting up with him for a moment. I thought perhaps you were

staying with them, as you did not seem particularly anxious to

recognize your old friends."

Anna shook her head.

"No, I am alone," she answered.

"Then we must try and make London endurable for you," he remarked

cheerfully. "What night will you dine and go to the theatre with

me?--and how about Hurlingham on Saturday?"

Anna shook her head.

"Thank you," she said coolly. "Those things are not for me just at

present."

He was obviously puzzled. Anna sighed as she reflected that her sister

had simply revelled in her indiscretions.

"Come," he said, "you can't be meaning to bury yourself. There must be

something we can do. What do you say to Brighton----"

Anna looked at him quietly--and he never finished his sentence.

"May I ask whether you are staying with friends in town?" he inquired

deferentially. "Perhaps your engagements are made for you."

"I am staying," she answered coolly, "at a small boarding-house near

Russell Square."

He dropped his eye-glass with a clatter.

"At a boarding-house?" he gasped.

She nodded.

"Yes. I am an independent sort of person," she continued, "and I am

engaged in an attempt to earn my own living. You don't happen to know

of any one, I suppose, who wants a nursery governess, or a

clerk--without shorthand--or a tryer-on, or a copyist, or----"

"For Heaven's sake stop, Miss Pellissier," he interrupted. "What a

hideous repertoire! If you are in earnest about wanting to earn money,

why on earth don't you accept an engagement here?"

"An engagement?" she queried.

"On the stage? Yes. You would not have the slightest difficulty."

She laughed softly to herself.

"Do you know," she confessed, "I never thought of that?"

He looked at her as though doubting even now whether she could

possibly be in earnest.

"I cannot conceive," he said, "how any other occupation could ever

have occurred to you. You do not need me to remind you of your success

at Paris. The papers are continually wondering what has become of

'Alcide.' Your name alone would fill any music hall in London."

Again that curious smile which puzzled him so much parted her lips for

a moment.

"Dear me," she said, "I fancy you exaggerate my fame. I can't imagine

Londoners--particularly interested in me."

He shrugged his shoulders. Even now he was not at all sure that she

was not playing with him. There were so many things about her which he

could not understand. She began to draw on her gloves thoughtfully.

"I am very much obliged for the tea," she said. "This is a charming

place, and I have enjoyed the rest."

"It was a delightful piece of good fortune that I should have met

you," he answered. "I hope that whatever your plans may be, you will

give me the opportunity of seeing something of you now and then."

"I am afraid," she said, preceding him down the narrow stairs, "that I

am going to be too busy to have much time for gadding about. However,

I daresay that we shall come across one another before long."

"That is provokingly indefinite," he answered, a little ruefully.

"Won't you give me your address?"

She shook her head.

"It is such a very respectable boarding-house," she said. "I feel

quite sure that Mrs. White would not approve of callers."

"I have a clue, at any rate," he remarked, smiling. "I must try the

Directory."

"I wish you good luck," she answered. "There are a good many Whites in

London."

"May I put you in a hansom?" he asked, lifting his stick.

"For Heaven's sake, no," she answered quickly. "Do you want to ruin

me? I shall walk back."

"I may come a little way, then?" he begged.

"If you think it worth while," she answered doubtfully.

Apparently he thought it very much worth while. Restraining with an

effort his intense curiosity, he talked of general subjects only,

trying his best to entertain her. He succeeded so well that they were

almost in Montague Street before Anna stopped short.

"Heavens!" she exclaimed. "I have brought you very nearly to my door.

Go back at once, please."

He held out his hand obediently.

"I'll go," he said, "but I warn you that I shall find you out."

For a moment she was grave.

"Well," she said. "I may be leaving where I am in a few days, so very

likely you will be no better off."

He looked at her intently.

"Miss Pellissier," he said, "I don't understand this change in you.

Every word you utter puzzles me. I have an idea that you are in some

sort of trouble. Won't you let me--can't I be of any assistance?"

He was obviously in earnest. His tone was kind and sympathetic.

"You are very good," she said. "Indeed I shall not forget your offer.

But just now there is nothing which you or anybody can do. Good-bye."

He was dismissed, and he understood it. Anna crossed the street, and

letting herself in at No. 13 with a latchkey went humming lightly up

to her room. She was in excellent spirits, and it was not until she

had taken off her hat, and was considering the question of dinner or

no dinner, that she remembered that another day had passed, and she

was not a whit nearer being able to pay her to-morrow's bill.

_Chapter XI_

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