CHAPTER XLII.

THE WAY OF THE LOWER TRAIL.

“Fix—the—light, as it was—please? That’s—it. Thank you, Doctor. How

beautiful she is—how beautiful!” He seemed to gather strength, and

looked carefully into the face of each member of the little group about

the bed; the shepherd, Old Matt, Aunt Mollie, Pete, and the physician.

Then he turned his eyes back to the painting. To the watchers, the girl

in the picture, holding her brimming cup, seemed to smile back again.

“I loved her—I loved—her. She was my natural mate—my other self. I

belonged to her—she to me. I—I can’t tell you of that summer—when we

were together—alone in the hills—the beautiful hills—away from the sham

and the ugliness of the world that men have made. The beauty and

inspiration of it all I put into my pictures, and I knew because of

that they were good—I knew they would win a place for me—and—they did.

Most of all—I put it there,” (He pointed to the painting on the wall)

“and the crowd saw it and felt it, and did not know what it was. But I

knew—I knew—all the time, I knew. Oh!—if that short summer could have

been lengthened—into years, what might I not have done? Oh, God! That

men—can be—so blind—so blind!”

For a time he lay exhausted, his face still turned toward the picture,

but with eyes closed as though he dreamed. Then suddenly, he started up

again, raising himself on his elbows, his eyes opened wide, and on his

face a look of wondering gladness. They drew near.

“Do—do—you—hear? She is calling—she is calling again.

Yes—sweetheart—yes, dear. I—I am—com—”

Then, Old Matt and Aunt Mollie led the shepherd from the room.

And this way runs the trail that follows the lower level, where those

who travel, as they go, look always over their shoulders with eyes of

dread, and the gloomy shadows gather long before the day is done.

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