CHAPTER XII

THE PARTING OF THE WAYS

When Winn passed out of Rockhaven the next morning, Mona was in her

dooryard kneeling beside a bed of flowers, her face shaded by a checked

calico sunbonnet. At the gate he paused.

"Good morning, little girl," he said pleasantly, "do I get a flower for

my good looks this morning?" Had Mona been a cultured society girl she

would have replied in the same coin, instead she merely answered his

greeting and plucking one each of a half dozen kinds, still moist with

the dew, handed them to him. And he looked into the wondrous eyes raised

to his, saw a new light lingering in them, and smiling softly as he took

the flowers he thanked her and went his way.

And strange to say, when he reached the quarry, he hid that little

nosegay in a shaded nook beside the ledge where a tiny spring dripped

out, and when he returned that noon, carried them wrapped in a wet

handkerchief to his room and left them in a glass of water. And that

night when the vexation and cares of the day had passed, he, a little

homesick and with the charm of Mona's playing still lingering in his

mind, held communion with himself. And the cause was the following

missive which had reached him:--

"DEAR MR. HARDY:

"I was surprised a few days ago when your aunt told me you had

left the city to be manager of the Rockhaven Granite Co., and

had gone away to some unheard of island. I had missed seeing

you for a week, and when you were not at church with your aunt,

asked her what had become of you. When she told me where you

were it seemed likely you would be glad to hear from home, and

as I am aware your worthy aunt hates letter writing, I thought

I would be good to you. There isn't a bit of news to write, and

the city is getting positively unbearable.

"Mother and I are getting ready to go to the mountains; we

shall start early in July and your aunt goes with us. I presume

from what she said you will remain where you are this summer. I

almost envy you, for it certainly must be cool there, and no

doubt you have or will find some sweet fishermaid to flirt

with. Grace is not going with us for she says a baby is a

nuisance at a hotel and then 'hubby' can't afford it. I saw

Jack (your chum) the other evening at the Bijou with a girl who

was stunning, also Mabel Weston and her mother.

"I do not know of anything else that will interest you except

my address for the summer, which I enclose, and the hope that

you won't forget us all before your return.

"Yours sincerely,

"ETHEL SHERMAN."

And this from the girl who two short years before had laughed his

marriage proposal to scorn.

And he was like to find some simple fishermaid to flirt with, was he?

And the cool indifference to that fact; and the covert, yet openly

expressed invitation for him to write to her.

Now Winn Hardy was not blind, and in spite of the two years, during

which he had never met or thought of Ethel Sherman without a pin-prick

in his heart, clear and distinct in his mind was the alluring glance of

her blue eyes that had led him to make a fool of himself, and the red

ripe temptation of her lips he had once stolen kisses from. And now she

was inviting him to write to her. And not two rods away was a girl as

simple and sweet as the daisies that bloomed in a meadow, as utterly

unsophisticated as though reared within convent walls, with eyes like

deep waters, and a soul trembling with passionate music!

For one hour Winn communed with himself, glancing attentively at the

little knot of flowers on a small table near him, and the letter beside

them, and then arose and putting on his hat, left the house. It was a

still summer evening with the crescent of a new moon glinting in the

waters of Rockhaven harbor and outlining the spectral shape of the tower

on Norse Hill. To this Winn turned his steps, and seating himself where

he could look over the undulating ocean, continued his meditation.

All his life, since the day he first entered the office of Weston &

Hill, came to him. All the many snubs he had received, all the

disappointments he had met, all the weeks, months, and years of

monotonous drudgery in that office, all the "fool's paradise" hours he

had passed with Ethel Sherman, all the harsh bitterness he had heard

from the lips of Jack Nickerson--and now the new life, new ambition, and

new influence that had come to him--passed in review. And as he

leisurely puffed his cigar, looking the while out upon the boundless

expanse that, like an eternity, lay before him, he saw himself as he

was, and knew that as a man of honor and for his own peace of mind, he

must choose between two ways. That he could not escape the island for

months and perhaps for years, he saw clearly, and if he remained, as

remain he must if he were to win success in this new project, he must

inevitably become one and a part of the social and hard-working life of

the people with whom he mingled, sharing their hopes and encouraging

their ambitions. And if he did, could he go on holding himself aloof

from all tender impulses, living the life of a recluse, as inflexible as

the granite he quarried, and as void of sentiment?

Winn Hardy besides being impulsive was endowed with a vein of romance,

and saw and felt the poetic side of all things. The whispers of winds in

the pine trees, flowers that grew wild in out of the way nooks, birds

singing, bees gathering honey, squirrels hiding their winter store of

nuts, the sea in all its moods, clouds sailing across a summer sky and

all that was beautiful in nature appealed to him. This island whose

frowning cliffs faced the ocean billows so defiantly, the placid harbor

with its rippled sandy shore, the old tide mill an ancient ruin, the

dark thickets of spruce between the rolling ledges of granite, and the

weird gorge where this girl had hid herself, each and all seemed to him

as so many bits of poetry. Then the peculiar and romantic fact of her

going to such a picturesque spot, out of sight and sound of even the

island people, and beyond that the wonderful sweetness and pathos of her

simple music, all appealed to him as to but few. It was as if he felt in

her a kinship of soul, an echo of his own poetic nature, a response to

his own ideals in life, with a face like a flower, lips like two

rosebuds, and eyes like a Madonna.

For a long time he sat there in communion with his own needs and nature,

sobered by the silence of night and eternity so near him. When he arose,

turning back toward the village, he paused on the brow of the hill,

looking down upon it still and silent in the faint moonlight. Away to

the right and pointing skyward, he saw the little spire of the church

whose bell had recalled his early boyhood days and all the sweet and

pure influences they had contained, even the face of his own mother, he

knew he should never look upon again. And with that recollection came

the half-pitiful words he had heard in that church that seemed like a

plea for help from starvation.

Winn was not religious. He had never been drawn toward an open

profession of faith. He had at first felt church going and

Sabbath-school lessons an irksome task, and later a social custom,

useful because it bound together congenial people. He believed in God

but not in prayer. His heart was in sympathy with all the carnal needs

of humanity, but not the spiritual; those he considered figments of the

imagination, useful, maybe, when old age came, but needless during

healthy, active life. To the customary observance of them he always

yielded respectful attention, but felt not their influence. And musing

there it came to him that perhaps some divine power had directed his

footsteps and brought him into the lives of these simple honest people

for a purpose not understood.

When he reached his room it was fragrant with the flowers Mona had given

him that morning, and beside them lay the letter of Ethel Sherman.

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