XXVIII

_Washington, Oct. 20, 1863._ DEAREST MOTHER--I got your last letter Sunday

morning, though it was dated Thursday night. Mother, I suppose you got a

letter from me Saturday last, as I sent one the day before, as I was

concerned about Andrew. If I thought it would be any benefit to Andrew I

should certainly leave everything else and come back to Brooklyn. Mother,

do you recollect what I wrote last summer about throat diseases, when

Andrew was first pretty bad? Well, that's the whole groundwork of the

business; any true physician would confirm it. There is no great charm

about such things; as to any costly and mysterious baths, there are no

better baths than warm water, or vapor (and perhaps sulphur vapor). There

is nothing costly or difficult about them; one can have a very good

sweating bath, at a pinch, by having a pan of warm water under a chair

with a couple of blankets around him to enclose the vapor, and heating a

couple of bricks or stones or anything to put in one after another, and

sitting on the chair--it is a very wholesome sweat, too, and not to be

sneezed at if one wishes to do what is salutary, and thinks of the sense

of a thing, and not what others do. Andrew mustn't be discouraged; those

diseases are painful and tedious, but he can recover, and will yet. Dear

mother, I sent your last letter to George, with a short one I wrote

myself. I sent it yesterday. I sent a letter last Wednesday (14th) to him

also, hoping that if one don't reach him another will. Hasn't Jeff seen

Capt. Sims or Lieut. McReady yet, and don't they hear whether the 51st is

near Nicholasville, Kentucky, yet? I send George papers now and then.

Mother, one of your letters contains part of my letter to the _Union_ (I

wish I could have got the whole of it). It seems to me mostly as I

intended it, barring a few slight misprints. Was my last name signed at

the bottom of it? Tell me when you write next. Dear mother, I am real

sorry, and mad too, that the water works people have cut Jeff's wages down

to $50; this is a pretty time to cut a man's wages down, the mean old

punkin heads. Mother, I can't understand it at all; tell me more of the

particulars. Jeff, I often wish you was on here; you would be better

appreciated--there are big salaries paid here sometimes to civil

engineers. Jeff, I know a fellow, E. C. Stedman; has been here till

lately; is now in Wall street. He is poor, but he is in with the big

bankers, Hallett & Co., who are in with Fremont in his line of Pacific

railroad. I can get his (Stedman's) address, and should you wish it any

time I will give you a letter to him. I shouldn't wonder if the big men,

with Fremont at head, were going to push their route works, road, etc.,

etc., in earnest, and if a fellow could get a good managing place in it,

why it might be worth while. I think after Jeff has been with the Brooklyn

w[ater] w[orks] from the beginning, and so faithful and so really

valuable, to put down to $50--the mean, low-lived old shoats! I have felt

as indignant about it, the meanness of the thing, and mighty inconvenient,

too--$40 a month makes a big difference. Mother, I hope Jeff won't get and

keep himself in a perpetual fever, with all these things and others and

botherations, both family and business ones. If he does, he will just wear

himself down before his time comes. I do hope, Jeff, you will take things

equally all round, and not brood or think too deeply. So I go on giving

you all good advice. O mother, I must tell you how I get along in my new

quarters. I have moved to a new room, 456 Sixth street, not far from

Pennsylvania avenue (the big street here), and not far from the Capitol.

It is in the 3d story, an addition back; seems to be going to prove a very

good winter room, as it is right under the roof and looks south; has low

windows, is plenty big enough; I have gas. I think the lady will prove a

good woman. She is old and feeble. (There is a little girl of 4 or 5; I

hear her sometimes calling _Grandma, Grandma_, just exactly like Hat; it

made me think of you and Hat right away.) One thing is I am quite by

myself; there is no passage up there except to my room, and right off

against my side of the house is a great old yard with grass and some trees

back, and the sun shines in all day, etc., and it smells sweet, and good

air--good big bed; I sleep first rate. There is a young wench of 12 or 13,

Lucy (the niggers here are the best and most amusing creatures you ever

see)--she comes and goes, gets water, etc. She is pretty much the only one

I see. Then I believe the front door is not locked at all at night. (In

the other place the old thief, the landlord, had two front doors, with

four locks and bolts on one and three on the other--and a big bulldog in

the back yard. We were well fortified, I tell you. Sometimes I had an

awful time at night getting in.) I pay $10 a month; this includes gas, but

not fuel. Jeff, you can come on and see me easy now. Mother, to give you

an idea of prices here, while I was looking for rooms, about like our two

in Wheeler's houses (2nd story), nothing extra about them, either in

location or anything, and the rent was $60 a month. Yet, quite curious,

vacant houses here are not so very dear; very much the same as in

Brooklyn. Dear mother, Jeff wrote in his letter latter part of last week,

you was real unwell with a very bad cold (and that you didn't have enough

good meals). Mother, I hope this will find you well and in good spirits. I

think about you every day and night. Jeff thinks you show your age more,

and failing like. O my dear mother, you must not think of failing yet. I

hope we shall have some comfortable years yet. Mother, don't allow things,

troubles, to take hold of you; write a few lines whenever you can; tell me

exactly how things are. Mother, I am first rate and well--only a little of

that deafness again. Good-bye for present.

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