JOURNAL RESUMED.

_Monday, March 16th._--During the last three days the weather has been

warm, but not oppressively so: last evening a light shower of rain was

followed by a lovely night. I am leading a dissipated life here, and

engaged for every day I can yet count upon--must prepare for flight from

this Capua, but how? that's the question! since up the Mississippi I

won't steam again, that's poz!

Visited a noble packet called the Shakspeare, in which I feel hugely

tempted to take passage, although by the route newly opened through

Florida there is greater certainty, albeit with a good deal of hard work

to calculate upon.

_17th._--St. Phaudrig's day. Engaged to dine with the sons of the saint.

Rain falling in torrents, no stirring out; by the afternoon a deluge

threatens us, the streets are turned to rivers, and our neighbour swamp

is become a lake, above which the naked cypress-trees, hung with their

sombre drapery of moss, tower like the masts of some goodly navy whose

hulls lie sunk beneath. Boats will soon be required, for every gutter is

become a branch of mother Mississippi.

About three o'clock P.M. it subsided a little, and we were able to get

through in a well-horsed carriage to the French Theatre, in the

ball-room of which our rendezvous was appointed, dinner being laid in

another of the suite of apartments appropriated to public purposes. We

mustered about a hundred strong, and a more creditable set of children

no saint ever had to his back. About midnight the party broke up, and,

despite the rain, the shamrog had never presided over a gayer table.

_18th._--A glorious morning; paid my visits, made adieus; and after,

rode out to the lake by the canal and _Bayou St. John_. But what a

change had taken place since my last ride here, just three days back!

then all was torpid, decayed, and dead; the forest was voiceless, and

the waters oily and stagnant as though never intended for the use of

living thing. On this day all nature appears awakened, as if by magic,

and vegetation actually seems to proceed before our eyes; in every dyke

the water-snakes are gliding about with their graceful crests reared

above the surface, and on lake and lagoon bask shoals of mullet,

rejoicing in the warm waters of the swamp. The lazy alligator is

dragging himself across the path, newly roused from his winter lair. The

cardinal, the mocking-bird, and the gaudy red-bird, are all darting to

and fro, in pursuit of the various insects that flutter about the air.

The very swamp is putting on a face of beauty, and all nature appears to

hail the arrival of spring. Never was change so complete, so sudden, and

so attractive.

Returning, halted by a camp of Choctaws, consisting of a dozen huts,

about which crawled or ran as many children of all ages, looking

remarkably healthy and well-formed. In a hut, larger and better made

than any other, sat the chief and his squaw, upon whose lap lay

numberless strings of blue and white beads, which she was admiring and

arranging with as much delight as a London girl would her first suite of

pearl.

The chief himself was a stout, honest-faced fellow, and I suppose an

active hunter, for the sides of the hut, which was open in front, were

hung with various skins, and the earth was closely carpeted with the

like trophies: several clean-looking baskets were hanging about the

back of the hut; over the fire, in front, was suspended an iron pot, and

to attend to this seemed the present business of the chief.

This was a portion of a tribe or nation, once very powerful and numerous

in the South; it is now, however, scattered and broken up; many families

under their several chiefs have departed for the Western wilderness,

many more for the tomb. They begged for money as the natives usually do,

but receive with equal indifference the coin or a refusal.

_Friday, 20th._--The ship Shakspeare, according to the owners' promise,

was to sail this day, but sail she did not. Passed an uncomfortable

morning from being kept the best part of it in uncertainty. Almost wish

I had proceeded two days ago by the route through Florida. H----s

gravely assures me it is all for the best, and J. H----n coolly echoes

his philosophy, although both one and the other of the villains are "as

hot Jacks" in their mood "as any in all Italy," Day very sultry, or, as

a countryman of mine here, calls this sort of muggy heat, "Vile

mucilaginous weather."

_21st._--Again a delay, and a put-off till to-morrow; three of our

passengers now deserted, taking the steamer up the river for Louisville;

was half tempted to follow their example, but don't like to cut my

Shakspeare. I verily think, were the ship called by any other name, I

would quit the mess. The bard was wrong when he made Juliet say "what's

in a name?"

The city is hot and humid, as though it were washing-day above, and the

sun's rays intercepted by wet blankets. In the evening, strong symptoms

of a refreshing thunder burst: sat till after midnight _sans_ coat or

cravat, striving to keep cool; about that time the rain began to

descend, and soon after up came a breeze, under whose influence I crept

beneath my musquito curtain to fall sound asleep in five minutes.

_Sunday._--Called up early. Shakspeare about to quit the Levee: find out

that I have slept through a regular tornado, for to that complexion am I

informed the night breeze came at last. Day clear, fresh, and pure, like

a fine June morning at home; a difference of twenty-eight degrees

between to-day and yesterday; got a hasty breakfast, and learned that

the wind "sits in the shoulder of our sail," or rather of our steam,

since under such convoy do we seek the sea.

At eight A.M. got on to the Levee, and found the Shakspeare already

linked to her fiery mate; bade farewell to the many friends who have

daily attended to add a last link to the chain of kind recollections in

which they have bound my memory.

The market, close by which we lay, was, being Sunday morning, crowded by

a chequered assemblage of European, Quadroon, Negro, and Indian, all

gabbling, pushing, and purchasing in company. We unmoored in very

capital style, though pretty closely jammed, for a ship of seven hundred

tons, and in one minute after were whirled into the mid current of the

Mississippi: the vast crescent of the water-front of the city showing

through a curtain of thick masts, the hulls belonging to which floated

level with the roofs of the highest houses: for the river, at this

period, ran in its course far raised above the city.

The wind blows hard, but a clearer or more bracing day heart could not

desire; and, contrasted with the horrid yesterday, it is indeed most

welcome.

We found some difficulty, owing to the violence of the breeze, in

getting into that extraordinary bend called the "English turn;" but

afterwards we rushed past the fine sugar plantations lying along our

course with great velocity: we had a powerful steam-boat, and wind and

current with us.

About sunset passed Fort Jackson, occupying a well-selected bend of the

river, and commanding a long reach either way. This is one of the works

projected and finished by French engineers, and is said to be of a

first-rate description.

Shortly after passing this fort, a sight of unparalleled grandeur broke

upon us. The western horizon was yet ruddy with the last light of

sunset, and was attracting my attention, contrasted as it was with the

dull stream and dismal jungle around us. Suddenly I observed a bright

flame rush, as it were, over the distant surface of the swamp: at the

same moment we opened a noble reach of the river, and a vast fire was

perceived, steadily advancing over the prairie land on our left, which

character of surface is continued from here to the Balize, covered by a

rank growth of lofty cane or reeds.

As night drew on, the fire seemed to gather greater strength, rolling

away to leeward a mighty ocean of flame; whilst nearer to us lines might

be observed creeping close to the earth, devouring the dry grass, and

marching right in the teeth of the wind, sheltered by the tall cane next

doomed to fall.

Whilst viewed far off, the effect was exactly that of a great city

delivered to the flames: the trees growing by the river's brink, and

scattered here and there over the prairie, showed like some yet standing

spires, whilst here and there a tall cedar might be caught just falling;

the dwarf trees and withered shrubs in front, with the flames quivering

through their branches, might readily be imagined a remnant of the

population fleeing from the destruction pressing on their rear, with the

sullen Mississippi for their only refuge.

We overtook and sailed down, side by side, with this mighty

conflagration for an hour or more, through water made bright by the

fiery reflection: at last, we outstripped its speed, but, for three

hours after, I never withdrew my eyes from this the grandest sight it

ever was given to me to contemplate; nor was the effect at all

diminished though changed by distance. At one turn of our course we were

presented with a _coup d'oeil_ of fearful grandeur; it seemed as though

the flame had crossed the broad river, and formed a half circle, whose

left extremity was lost in distance, and whose right pursued our path,

rolling after us a lofty wall of fire, from behind which burst wreaths

of smoke, of different degrees of darkness, as though shot up from some

volcano's crater, whilst the more distant masses formed gradually into

clouds of snow, whose lower edges were tinged with mingled lines of gold

and jet.

The wind blew half a gale at about N.N.W., and it was calculated that

our pace could not be less than twelve miles per hour; that of the fire,

therefore, must have been seven or eight, since, despite the turns of

the river, we were closely followed by it for three hours, and very soon

after we anchored at the Balize it again overtook us, rushing on

unchecked whilst it found a supply of food, until extinguished in the

waters of the gulf.

I had before seen the prairie on fire, that is, small districts of mere

dry grass in a blaze; but, although striking from its novelty, it had

none of the grandeur belonging to this wild conflagration. The fuel here

offered to the flame was of an enduring quality, and continued to burn a

fiery red after the first rush of flame had passed over it and onward;

and the next change it assumed was one of singular beauty: the

reflection of the burnt cane, yet standing in perfect order as it grew,

only made transparent by the action of fire, had the appearance of the

harvest of an Eastern tale, composed of grain whose tall stalks were of

burnished gold; whereas on the grass of the wide prairies the effect of

the fire is lost as soon as passed, the bare and blackened soil alone

being left behind.

We arrived at the bar by 10 P.M. and let go an anchor for the night: the

water reported by our pilot to be about eleven feet; a comfortable

hearing, when it is considered that the Shakspeare draws fourteen.

There is now here, hard and fast, an English ship called the Coromandel,

which has been on the bar for the last forty days. Several vessels

intend pushing over, we understand, at the same time we do in the

morning.

_Monday, 23rd._--On deck at six A.M. Our pilot, I find, declines

crossing till the afternoon, when the tide will possibly, he says, be

higher; the rise of water is, however, dependent upon the strength of

the sea-breeze forcing the tide of the gulf up against the current of

the great river. No rise of the Mississippi above, however high, affects

the bar here in the least perceptible degree.

Heaven send us well into blue water! for any place having a more

desolate aspect than this sight never lighted on: not a sign of

vegetation is visible, except the brown rank-growing reeds upon our

right, where no fire has yet been. To the north, all is blackness on

land, and dull and dead at sea: along the course of the water-line, logs

of timber of every size, and trees of every kind, lie strewn, sometimes

scattered singly, and in other places accumulated into enormous beds or

rafts.

On every side is presented a dead level, muddy water, or land barely

showing above it. One might have imagined, looking around here, that the

great Deluge was but now subsiding, and this, the ruined world, left for

the remnant of humanity, gathered here, to weep over. Silence and

solitude reigned absolute, and the only evidence of our not being alone

was to be found in the three or four ships scattered within sight.

As the morning advanced, each ship hoisted the colours of her nation:

several schooners came down near us, tugged along by a powerful

steamer; the Mexican and Brazilian flags were amongst them.

I find, too, that even this just redeemed soil is tenanted; here are

eyes that find in it the charms of home. A couple of natives came

alongside, with a boat-load of fine oysters; viewing them as samples, I

should imagine the air not over salubrious at the Balize, for they were

miserable-looking, blighted beings, "but half made up," and shook like

aspen-leaves in the sharp air of morning.

About two P.M. the pet steamers of the bar, the Pilot and the Grampus,

ran down to us, and made fast to the ship's sides: away we went for a

dash at the pass, the object being to force a ship drawing nearly

fifteen feet over a bar having upon its ridge just twelve feet.

We soon grounded, as was anticipated; when, after a couple of hours'

tugging, we were left by our steamers, although one of their skippers

had sworn stoutly in the morning that he never had quitted a ship on the

bar, and never would. Three vessels that had got under weigh in company

with the Shakspeare were set fast about a hundred yards farther over

than ourselves, and now lay right a-beam of the Coromandel drawing

seventeen feet: when she will forge over is past all calculation; our

own chance of a speedy move does not appear to me very bright.

All day set firm, a little movement perceptible at night: contemplate

returning to New Orleans if a boat goes up to morrow.

_Mem._--Never go by sea if in any haste, however tempting the prospect:

just one week lost to-day, in addition to much vexation of spirit.

To complete the discomfort of our condition, the weather is raw and

cold; clouds above, mud and misery below and about.

_Tuesday, 24th._--Ship forging ahead slowly. At meridian the Spanish

ship got away, and, in an hour after her, over slid the bark, leaving us

gazing after them with longing eyes.

About six P.M. the Shakspeare took a long slide, just clearing the

bowsprit of the Coromandel. Breeze getting up from S.S.E. a little sea

coming in. Our pilot, it seems, does not know when the tide is at its

highest, but thinking we might slide over suddenly in the night, this

efficient person now quitted us, taking to our larger neighbour, whose

chance, I am sorry to say, does not seem great of a hasty removal. She

lies nearly on her beam-ends, with very little motion, thirteen feet

water under her bowsprit end.

After amusing myself all day taking different bearings, and calculating

each inch we made, got disgusted at last, and about midnight crept into

bed, praying Heaven henceforward to be kept clear of all bars, from this

of the Balize to the bar of the Old Bailey; although I do think, if I

had a choice, I should prefer being arraigned for highway-robbery, or

any other gentlemanlike felony, at the latter, to the being kept for a

month weltering in mud upon the former.

_Wednesday, 25th._--Prospect a little brighter, a swell setting in from

the eastward; the ship evidently working over, as we now have sixteen

feet water within half our length ahead: day mild and clear, with a

south-easterly breeze: all the passengers busy noting our snail-like

progress: the poor Coromandel, which is fixed as a rock, affords us an

excellent _land_-mark; we have slipped by her inch by inch. At three

o'clock P.M. the ship's bow is all alive, the heel alone hangs on the

ridge: a French brig is just taking the bar, and rapidly nears us. At

four P.M., just as the Frenchman came abreast of us, and her crew

raised a cheer, the Shakspeare launched forward, as though just sent

from the stocks; and, as all hands of us were on deck, with the poop and

forecastle both well manned, we gave forth an involuntary hurrah, in

which the crew of the Coromandel, who were all forward watching the

result, heartily joined: the cheer of the dashing little Frenchman was

in this way fairly drowned.

Our captain seems a smart hand; he had his sails trimmed, and the

Shakspeare heading seaward, in less than no time: nor was it long before

we reached the boundary line of the great river. At some six or seven

miles from the bar a well-defined line is observable, stretching away

north and south, with a regular curve outward. On all sides within this

arch the water is thick and muddy, and immediately without this is the

clear deep blue of the gulf; yet the influence of the current of the

Mississippi is sensibly felt full seventy miles to the southward, its

strength being found to set in that direction.

Our breeze freshened gradually all the evening, until by midnight it

blew a rattler; but, thank Heaven, we are clear of the mud; no more

lead-lines bandying about the decks.

_Friday, 27th._--How time flies! and yet how same has been my existence

since this day week,--five days of expectation, with but two of action;

yet the fifty-secondth part of the year is away scarce marked! One is

here actually compelled to turn back to the date of one's last _mem._

and look what day one has fallen on, so hard is it to keep note of time

without occupation, or the remembrancers that surround us in our daily

affairs on shore. I do not wonder at Crusoe notching his stick; the

wonder is, that he should have been able to decide whether or no to-day

was yesterday.

All is calm and fixed above, with a long easterly swell rolling under

our foot, which does not seem likely to subside, although, as our

captain informs me, unusual at this time of year. Large logs of

blackened timber drift about, reminding us of the great river within

whose influence we yet unhappily remain, although but twenty hours of

fair wind would lead us round the Tortugas, within the influence of the

gulf-stream. Employed all my morning shooting at bottles as empty as

myself; this, with eating, drinking, and _ecarte_, forms the amusement

and occupation of the day. I have heard of people who could read and

write on ship-board; but, for myself, protest I never could do either

with the least possible satisfaction.

Last night the Connecticut steamer passed close by us, bound for

Havannah; I could not help wishing she had been compelled to give Billy

Shakspeare a pull.

Whilst at whist in the night, a passenger was reported dead of cholera.

"Well," said our chief, "if he's dead, we must bury him, that's all." It

was an old man, whose only daughter, with her husband and child, were on

board; and the report is, that he has been grossly neglected by this

pair, having been very well when received.

_Saturday, 28th._--Seven A.M.; went upon deck, and was delighted to find

stun-sails on both sides, a clear blue sky above, reflected on a sea of

the same colour, only crested with wreaths of snowy whiteness: wind

about west by north. What an instantaneous elasticity does the spirit

gather up from a change like this! I had quitted my room despondingly,

having slept sound and hearing no indications of a breeze; the dull

heavy creak of the bulk-heads alone spoke of motion; when, on gaining

the poop-deck, a fair, free breeze, and an atmosphere filled with life

and vigour, awaited to be hailed.

Our dead passenger was uppermost in my mind, and I made inquiry of the

officer of the watch respecting the hour appointed for committing the

corpse to the sea, until that time when Judgment might claim its own

from the deep caves of ocean. I found, however, that the old man was in

no way prepared to avail himself of this day's sunshine for his dark

journey, being, on the contrary, alive if not merry.

It appears that, whilst busied about the last offices offered by the

living to the dead, signs of life had been discovered by his attendants,

and the expiring flame gently reinvigorated by judicious friction and

brandy and water, the old man's ancient bane, and now his antidote. I

hastened to see this dead-alive, and found him perfectly conscious of

his restoration to "this breathing world;" but I imagine the respite can

only be for a very limited period. Captain Collins had the jolly-boat

fitted up for him on the main-deck, and, when placed in it on a clean

comfortable bed, his pulse was barely perceptible; his eye was glazed

and dim, and his frame emaciated to a degree that was painful to

contemplate. The daughter is a fair-haired devil of two-and-twenty, tall

and hearty, but exhibits a callous want of feeling and a disregard of

opinion, seldom met with in the most ruffianly of our sex, and truly

shocking in a woman.

The father, I learn, is from the state of New Jersey, where he possesses

a good farm, and flocks and herds, to which this Goneril will succeed on

his demise; hence it is that she looks upon his nurses with no love or

gratitude. The poor old man, in hopes of augmenting her store, had

quitted his pleasant possessions in Jersey, to seek wealth amongst the

swamps of the Mississippi. How long, I wonder, will the fluttering soul,

evidently plumed and eager for its flight, be held within the frail,

worn-out prison-house? Its flight!--but whither and to what? "Ay,

there's the rub!" the riddle, which this poor wretch will probably solve

before the wisest living philosopher could build a single conjecture

towards it.

Last night it appears the calf got loose in the stall, and joyfully

helped itself to the food supplied by nature to the mother for its

sustenance; in consequence, we, for this morning, are minus milk for

breakfast. With a decision prompt and unanimous, this act was voted a

robbery, the calf a felon, and the award death without delay. No counsel

was called for the hungry youngster, nor a voice heard in Nature's

behalf; the absence of the customary supply of milk was considered

evidence conclusive and damnatory; the hearts of judge and jurors were

superseded by their appetites, and doubtless the criminal calf must die

the death.

All day our fine wind follows us; the sun is hot; we have an awning

spread over the whole of the noble poop-deck, and within its shade we

lounge or lie about in the most perfect luxury of idleness, whilst the

Shakspeare majestically moves forward on her course, with just motion

enough to be pleasant.

_Sunday, 29th._--This morning we found our table abundantly supplied

with milk; which, together with a burnt-offering of the inconsiderate

calf's liver, bore undoubted evidence of the steward's prompt execution

of the court's decree. Thinking it a pity such an example of strict

justice should be lost to the world, I have, as far as this record goes,

done my utmost to preserve it. Wind still abaft the beam, blowing a

steady, constant sort of blow; sun cheerful, and sea all alive. About

meridian a shore-bird, rather like a woodcock, but considerably larger,

came fluttering round the ship, evidently wearied by long flight, yet

fearing to confide in our hospitality; and not without reason, faith!

for one of our passengers gave me notice of the stranger, and gravely

requested me to shoot it. I said nothing; but the ship and cargo could

not have bribed me to raise a barrel against that timid, storm-worn,

home-sick bird: no, if he would trust in me, he should have rest and

food, and so fly back to his lone mistress rejoicing.

Our old man breathes still, but shows little disposition to make an

effectual rally against the foe: for the rest, crew and passengers, all

are well. A number of Irish lads occupy the between-decks: they have a

fiddle amongst them, and "welt the flure" on the forecastle, every

night, with a perseverance that is most amusing.

_Thursday, April 2nd._--Since the 28th ult., light west and

south-westerly winds, with warm balmy days. This morning we lost one of

our crew overboard, an exceedingly pretty parroquet I had purchased at

New Orleans: it was an amusing, active little creature, and on several

occasions had crept through the bars of its cage, and slily gone up the

rigging, whence it had, after a time, descended of itself, or had been

brought down by one of the boys: but frequent peril incurred with

impunity breeds presumption, and towering ambition knows no safe

halting-place; so my poor, pretty Poll, on each new climb, gained a more

giddy and more dangerous elevation, until on this day, attracted by her

usual scream of exultation, I cast my eyes upwards in search of her, and

quickly made her out, strutting to the weather-end of the royal

yard-arm, the loftiest perch in the ship.

I augured ill of the attempt, and was watching her movements, when,

either impelled by an innate love of liberty, or lured by some fragrant

odour borne on the air from the distant woods of Florida, she made a

bold flight in the direction of the land, and fell into the sea a little

distance a-head of the ship.

Poll was a favourite, and Captain Collins a kind-hearted man: the

Shakspeare was brought by the wind, and various efforts made to near the

silly bird; but all in vain: we went rapidly past her, and left her to

the fate her presumption had courted. The efforts the little creature

made to approach the vessel were incessant, and almost painful to

regard: from the instant she touched the waves, her head was kept to the

ship, which she strove to regain by flapping along the surface with her

maimed short-clipped pinions. I felt that I could have saved her; and

only for shame, and the great trouble it would have necessarily caused,

I should assuredly have slipped over the side after the miserable little

fool.

Our fair wind sticks to us, and the gulf-stream is calculated to be from

three to three miles and a half in our favour; so that we are making

short work of it. All alive and well.

_Tuesday, 7th._--We last night got inside the Hook, but were blown off,

not being able to get a pilot. We are now thrashing at it with a bitter

head-wind. A great number of ships of all kinds are beating through the

bay, as well as numbers coming out with it all their own way. The

Shakspeare proves worthy the name, as she weathers and goes a-head of

every craft beating with us. A very smart ship, called the "Washington

Irvine," held our Billy a stout tug, but, after reading the name as she

went about a-head of us for many turns, we at last crawled to windward,

and Shakspeare took the lead, as even the "Washington Irvine" must admit

was perfectly proper.

At the quarantine station we landed our sick passenger, and were

permitted to proceed. By four P.M. I once more set my foot on the

dock-side of New York, after an absence of five months, and felt as

though I had again reached home.

Let me here remark, that during these five months I had travelled

through the roughest part of these States in every sort of conveyance,

and had been thrown amongst all classes of the community, yet never

received one rude word or encountered an inconvenience, save those

inseparable from the condition of the roads. Even the Southern mail, the

discomforts of which I have painted exactly as I experienced them, I

must in fairness admit is well managed, when the difficulties to be

encountered at the season of my journey are justly taken into

consideration. Their object is to get on; this, as long as possible, at

any risk, they are bound to do. It will be seen that, when a coach

cannot be dragged through, they nail a few boards on the axle, and

proceed with this lighter and less ticklish vehicle: it is true the

passengers suffer much; but only those exceedingly desirous to proceed

travel at such times, and without such a resort the machinery must stand

still.

Out of our party two stout men gave in at different stages; and another,

when I quitted America, had not recovered from the effects of exposure

to wet, loss of rest, and fatigue.

The journey ought not, in my mind, to be undertaken by any man who

regards his ease, after the month of November or before the month of

May. A new route is, however, already in use by coach and steam-boat

across Florida: a railroad is also in contemplation by the same line,

which, connected with the present ready means of gaining Charleston,

will probably, in a season or so, make the communication with Mobile and

New Orleans a trip of little inconvenience.

Still I consider that a near view of the border parts of Georgia and

Alabama, together with a sail down the noble river of that name,

watering, as it does, the richest lands in the world, and destined, as

it evidently is, to sustain a vast population on its banks, ought not to

be neglected by any man whose motives for travel have any higher aim

than mere amusement. For myself, I would not have missed the

contemplation of this truly elementary society, and the absolute

novelty it presents, for thrice the inconveniences it was my fortune,

during an uncommon series of bad weather, to encounter.

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