‘I had almost written to ask your pardon,’ said Mrs. Dusautoy, as
Albinia entered her drawing-room on the afternoon following. ‘I should
like by way of experiment to know what _would_ put that boy out of
countenance. He listened with placid graciousness to his uncle’s
lecture, and then gave us to understand that he was obliged for
his solicitude, and that there was a great deal of jealousy and
misrepresentation at Oxford; but he thought it best always to submit
to authorities, however unreasonable. And this morning, after amiably
paying his respects to me, he said he was going to inquire for Gilbert.
I intimated that Willow Lawn was the last place where he would be
welcome, but he was far above attending to me. Did Gilbert see him?’
‘Gilbert was in the garden with us when we were told he was in the
house. Poor fellow, he shuddered, and looked as if he wanted me to guard
him, so I sent him out walking with Maurice while I went in, and found
Lucy entertaining the gentleman. I made myself as cold and inhospitable
as I could, but I am afraid he rather relishes a dignified retenue.’
‘Poor boy! I wonder what on earth is to be done with him. I never before
knew what John’s love and patience were.’
‘Do you think he will remain here?’
‘I cannot tell; we talk of tutors, but John is really, I believe,
happier for having him here, and besides one can be sure the worst he is
doing is painting a lobster. However, much would depend on what you and
Mr. Kendal thought. If he and Gilbert were doing harm to each other,
everything must give way.’
‘If people of that age will not keep themselves out of harm’s way,
nobody can do it for them,’ said Albinia, ‘and as long as Gilbert
continues in his present mood, there is more real separation in
voluntarily holding aloof, than if they were sent far apart, only to
come together again at college.’
Gilbert did continue in the same mood. The tender cherishing of his home
restored his spirits; but he was much subdued, and deeply grateful, as
he manifested by the most eager and affectionate courtesy, such as made
him almost the servant of everybody, without any personal aim or object,
except to work up his deficient studies, and to avoid young Dusautoy.
He seemed to cling to his family as his protectors, and to follow the
occupations least likely to lead to a meeting with the Polysyllable;
he was often at church in the week, rode with his father, went parish
visiting with the ladies, and was responsible when Maurice fished for
minnows in the meadows. Nothing could be more sincerely desirous to
atone for the past and enter on a different course, and no conduct could
be more truly humble or endearing.
The imaginary disdain of Ulick O’More was entirely gone, and perceiving
that the Irishman’s delicacy was keeping him away from Willow Lawn,
Gilbert himself met him and brought him home, in the delight of having
heard of a naval cadetship having been offered to his brother, and full
of such eager joy as longed for sympathy.
‘Happy fellow!’ Gilbert murmured to himself.
Younger in years, more childish in character, poor Gilbert had managed
to make his spirit world-worn and weary, compared with the fresh manly
heart of the Irishman, all centered in the kindred ‘points of Heaven and
home,’ and enjoying keenly, for the very reason that he bent dutifully
with all his might to a humble and uncongenial task.
Yet somehow, admire and esteem as he would, there arose no intimacy or
friendship between Gilbert and Ulick; their manners were frank and
easy, but there was no spontaneous approach, no real congeniality, nor
exchange of mind and sympathy as between Ulick and Mr. Kendal. Albinia
had a theory that the friendship was too much watched to take; Sophy
hated herself for the recurring conviction that ‘Gilbert was not the
kind of stuff,’ though she felt day by day how far he excelled her in
humility, gentleness, and sweet temper.
When the Goldsmiths gave their annual dinner-party, Albinia felt a
sudden glow at the unexpected sight of Ulick O’More.
‘I am only deputy for the Orange man,’ he said; ‘it is Hyder Ali who
ought to be dining here! Yes, it is his doing, I’d back him against any
detective!’
‘What heroism have you been acting together?’
‘We had just given Farmer Martin L120 in notes, when as he went out, we
heard little Hyder growling and giving tongue, and a fellow swearing as
if he was at the fair of Monyveagh, and the farmer hallooing thieves. I
found little Hyder had nailed the rascal fast by the leg, just as he had
the notes out of the farmer’s pouch. I collared him, Johns ran for the
police, and the rascal is fast.’
‘What a shame to cheat Mr. Kendal of the committal.’
‘The policeman said he was gone out, so we had the villain up to the
Admiral with the greater satisfaction, as he was a lodger in one of the
Admiral’s pet public-houses in Tibb’s Alley.’
‘Ah, when Gilbert is of age,’ said Albinia, ‘woe to Tibb’s! So you are a
testimonial to the Tripod?’
‘So I suspect, for I found an invitation when I came home, I would
have run down to tell you, but I had been kept late, and one takes some
getting up for polite society.’
There was a great deal of talk about Hyder’s exploit, and some
disposition to make Mr. O’More the hero of the day; but this was quickly
nipped by his uncle’s dry shortness, and the superciliousness with
which Mr. Cavendish Dusautoy turned the conversation to the provision of
pistols, couriers, and guards, for travelling through the Abruzzi.
The polysyllabic courage, and false alarms on such a scale, completely
eclipsed a real pick-pocket, caught by a gipsy’s cur and a banker’s
clerk.
Not that Ulick perceived any disregard until later in the evening, when
the young Kendals arrived, and of course he wanted each and all to hear
of his Tripod’s achievement. He met with ready attention from Sophy and
Gilbert, who pronounced that as the cat was to Whittington, so was Hyder
to O’More; but when in his overflowing he proceeded to Lucy, she had
neither eyes nor ears for him, and when the vicar told her Mr. O’More
was speaking to her, she turned with an air of petulance, so that he
felt obliged to beg her pardon and retreat.
The Bayford parties never lasted later than a few minutes after ten, but
when once Mr. Cavendish Dusautoy and Miss Kendal had possession of the
piano and guitar, there was no conclusion. Song succeeded song, they
wanted nothing save their own harmony, and hardly waited for Miss
Goldsmith’s sleepy thanks. The vicar hated late hours, and the Kendals
felt every song a trespass upon their hosts, but the musicians had their
backs to the world, and gave no interval, so that it was eleven o’clock
before Mr. Kendal, in desperation, laid his hand on his daughter, and
barbarously carried her off.
The flirtation was so palpable, that Albinia mused on the means of
repressing it; but she believed that to remonstrate, would only be to
give Lucy pleasure, and held her peace till a passion for riding seized
upon the young lady. The old pony had hard service between Sophy’s needs
and Maurice’s exactions, but Lucy’s soul soared far above ponies, and
fastened upon Gilbert’s steed.
‘And pray what is Gilbert to ride?’
‘Oh! papa does not always want Captain, or Mr. Cavendish Dusautoy would
lend him Bamfylde.’
‘Thank you,’ returned Gilbert, satirically.
Next morning Lucy, radiant with smiles, announced that all was settled.
Mr. Cavendish Dusautoy’s Lady Elmira would be brought down for her to
try this afternoon, so Gilbert might keep his own horse and come too,
which permission he received with a long whistle and glance at Mrs.
Kendal, and then walked out of the room.
‘How disobliging!’ said Lucy. ‘Well then, Sophy, you must make your old
hat look as well as you can, for I suppose it will not quite do to go
without anyone.’
Sophy, like her brother, looked at Mrs. Kendal, and with an eye of
indignant appeal and entreaty, while Albinia’s countenance was so full
of displeasure, that Lucy continued earnestly, ‘O, mamma, you can’t
object. You used to go out riding with papa when he was at Colonel
Bury’s.’
‘Well, Lucy!’ exclaimed her sister, ‘I did not think even you capable of
such a comparison.’
‘It’s all the same,’ said Lucy tartly, blushing a good deal.
Sophy leapt up to look at her, and Albinia trying to be calm and
judicious, demanded, ‘What is the same as what?’
‘Why, Algernon and _me_,’ was the equally precise reply.
In stately horror, Sophy rose and seriously marched away, leaving,
by her look and manner, a species of awe upon both parties, and some
seconds passed ere, with crimson blushes, Albania ventured to invite the
dreaded admission, by demanding, ‘Now, Lucy, will you be so good as to
tell me the meaning of this extraordinary allusion?’
‘Why, to be sure--I know it was very different. Papa was so old, and
_there were us_,’ faltered Lucy, ‘but I meant, you would know how it all
is--how those things--’
‘Stop, Lucy, am I to understand by those things, that you wish me to
believe you and Mr. Cavendish Dusautoy are on the game terms as--No, I
can’t say it.’
‘I don’t know what you mean,’ said Lucy, growing frightened, ‘I never
thought there could be such an uproar about my just going out riding.’
‘You have led me to infer so much more, that it becomes my duty to have
an explanation, at least,’ she added, thinking this sounded cold, ‘I
should have hoped you would have given me your confidence.’
‘O, but you always would make game of him!’ cried Lucy.
‘Not now; this is much too serious, if you have been led to believe
that his attentions are not as I supposed, because you are the only girl
about here whom he thinks worthy of his notice.’
‘It’s a great deal more,’ said Lucy, with more feeling and less vanity
than had yet been apparent.
‘And what has he been making you think, my poor child?’ said Albinia.
‘I know it is very distressing, but it would be more right and safe if I
knew what it amounts to.’
‘Not much after all,’ said Lucy, her tone implying the reverse, and
though her cheeks were crimson, not averse to the triumph of the avowal,
nor enduring as much embarrassment as her auditor, ‘only he made me sure
of it--he said--(now, mamma, you have made me, so I must) that he had
changed his opinion of English beauty--you know, mamma. And another time
he said he had wandered Europe over to--to find loveliness on the banks
of the Baye. Wasn’t it absurd? And he says he does not think it half so
much that a woman should be accomplished herself, as that she should
be able to appreciate other people’s talents--and once he said the
Principessa Bianca di Moretti would be very much disappointed.’
‘Well, my dear,’ said Albinia, kindly putting her arm round Lucy’s
waist, ‘perhaps by themselves the things did not so much require to be
told. I can hardly blame you, and I wish I had been more on my
guard, and helped you more. Only if he seems to care so little about
disappointing this lady might he not do the same by you?’
‘But she’s an Italian, and a Roman Catholic,’ exclaimed Lucy.
Albinia could not help smiling, and Lucy, perceiving that this was
hardly a valid excuse for her utter indifference towards her Grandison’s
Clementina, continued, ‘I mean--of course there was nothing in it.’
‘Very possibly; but how would it be, if by-and-by he told somebody that
Miss Kendal would be very much disappointed?’
‘O, mamma,’ cried Lucy, hastily detaching herself, ‘you don’t know!’
‘I cannot tell, my poor Lucy,’ said Albinia. ‘I fear there must be grief
and trouble any way, if you let yourself attend to him, for you know,
even if he were in earnest, it would not be right to think of a person
who has shown so little wish to be good.’
Lucy stood for a few moments before the sense reached her mind, then she
dropped into a chair, and exclaimed,
‘I see how it is! You’ll treat him as grandpapa treated Captain Pringle,
but I shall break my heart, quite!’ and she burst into tears.
‘My dear, your father and I will do our best for your happiness, and we
would never use concealment. Whatever we do shall be as Christian people
working together, not as tyrants with a silly girl.’
Lucy was pleased, and let Albinia take her hand.
‘Then I will write to decline the horse. It would be far too marked.’
‘But oh, mamma! you wont keep him away!’
‘I shall not alter our habits unless I see cause. He is much too young
for us to think seriously of what he may have said; and I entreat you
to put it out of your mind, for it would be very sad for you to fix your
thoughts on him, and then find him not in earnest, and even if he were,
you know it would be wrong to let affection grow up where there is no
real dependence upon a person’s goodness.’
The kindness soothed Lucy, and though she shed some tears, she did not
resist the decision. Indeed she was sensible of that calm determination
of manner, which all the family had learnt to mean that the measures
thus taken were unalterable, whereas the impetuous impulses often were
reversed.
Many a woman’s will is like the tide, ever fretting at the verge of the
boundary, but afraid to overpass it, and only tempting the utmost
limit in the certainty of the recall, and Lucy perhaps felt a kind of
protection in the curb, even while she treated it as an injury. She
liked to be the object of solicitude, and was pleased with Albinia’s
extra kindness, while, perhaps, there was some excitement in the belief
that Algernon was missing her, so she was particularly amenable, and not
much out of spirits.
The original Meadows character, and Bayford breeding, had for a time
been surmounted by Albinia’s influence and training; but so ingrain was
the old disposition, that a touch would at once re-awaken it, and the
poor girl was in a neutral state, coloured by whichever impression had
been most recent. Albinia’s hopes of prevailing in the end increased
when Mrs. Dusautoy told her, with a look of intelligence, that Algernon
was going to stay with a connexion of his mother, a Mr. Greenaway, with
six daughters, very stylish young ladies.
Six stylish young ladies! Albinia could have embraced them all, and
actually conferred a cordial nod on Mr. Cavendish Dusautoy when she met
him on the way home.
But as she entered the house, so ominous a tone summoned her to the
library, that she needed not to be told that Mr. Cavendish Dusautoy had
been there.
‘I told him,’ said Mr. Kendal, ‘that he was too young for me to
entertain his proposal, and I intimated that he had character to redeem
before presenting himself in such capacity.’
‘I hope you made the refusal evident to his intellect.’
‘He drove me to be more explicit than I intended. I think he was
astonished. He stared at me for full three minutes before he could
believe in the refusal. Poor lad, it must be real attachment, there
could be no other inducement.’
‘And Lucy is exceedingly pretty.’
Mr. Kendal glanced at the portrait over the mantelpiece smiled sadly,
and shook his head.
‘Poor dear,’ continued Albinia, ‘what a commotion there will be in her
head; but she has behaved so well hitherto, that I hope we may steer her
safely through, above all, if one of the six cousins will but catch him
in the rebound! Have you spoken to her?’
‘Is it necessary?’
‘So asked her grandfather,’ said Albinia, smiling, as he, a little out
of countenance, muttered something of ‘foolish affair--mere child--and
turn her head--’
‘That’s done!’ said Albinia, ‘we have only to try to get it straight.
Besides, it would hardly be just to let her think he had meant nothing,
and I have promised to deal openly with her, otherwise we can hardly
hope for plain dealing from her.’
‘And you think it will be a serious disappointment?’
‘She is highly flattered by his attention, but I don’t know how deep it
may have gone.’
‘I wish people would let one’s daughters alone!’ exclaimed Mr. Kendal.
‘You will talk to her then, Albinia, and don’t let her think me more
harsh than you can help, and come and tell me how she bears it.’
‘Won’t you speak to her yourself?’
‘Do you think I must?’ he said, reluctantly; ‘you know so much better
how to manage her.’
‘I think you must do this, dear Edmund,’ she said, between decision and
entreaty. ‘She knows that I dislike the man, and may fancy it my doing
it she only hears it at second hand. If you speak, there will be no
appeal, and besides there are moments when the really nearest should
have no go-betweens.’
‘We were not very near without you,’ he said. ‘If it were Sophy, I
should know better what to be about.’
‘Sophy would not put you in such a fix.’
‘So I have fancied--’ he paused, smiling, while she waited in eager
curiosity, such as made him finish as if ashamed. ‘I have thought our
likings much the same. Have you never observed what I mean?’
‘Oh! I never observe anything. I did not find out Maurice and Winifred
till he told me. Who do you think it is? I always thought love would be
the making of Sophy. I see she is another being. What is your guess, Mr.
Hope?’
Mr. Kendal made a face of astonishment at such an improbable guess, and
was driven into exclaiming, ‘How could any one help thinking of O’More?’
‘Oh! only too delightful!’ cried Albinia. ‘Why didn’t I think of it--but
then his way is so free and cousinly with us all.’
‘There may be nothing in it,’ said Mr. Kendal; ‘and under present
circumstances it would hardly be desirable.’
‘If old Mr. Goldsmith acts as he ought,’ continued Albinia, ‘we should
never lose our Sophy--and what a son we should have! he has so exactly
the bright temper that she needs.’
‘Well, well, that is all in the clouds,’ said Mr. Kendal. ‘I wish the
present were equally satisfactory.’
‘Ah, I had better call poor Lucy.’
‘Come back with her, pray,’ called Mr. Kendal, nervously.
Albinia regretted her superfluous gossip when Lucy appeared with eyes so
sparkling, and cheeks so flushed, that it was plain that she had been in
all the miseries of suspense. Her countenance glowed with feeling, that
lifted her beyond her ordinary doll-like prettiness. Albinia’s heart
sank with compassion as she held her hand, and her father stood as if
struck by something more like the vision or his youth than he had been
prepared for; each feeling that something genuine was present, and
respecting it accordingly.
‘Lucy,’ said Mr. Kendal, tenderly, ‘I see I need not tell you why I have
sent for you. You are very young, my dear, and you must trust us to care
for your happiness.’
‘Yes.’ Lucy looked up wistfully.
‘This gentleman has some qualities such as may make him shine in the
eyes of a young lady; but it is our duty to look farther, and I am
afraid I know nothing of him that could justify me in trusting him with
anything so precious to me.’
Lucy’s face became full of consternation, her hand lay unnerved in
Albinia’a pressure, and Mr. Kendal turned his eyes from her to his wife,
as he proceeded,
‘I have seen so much wretchedness caused by want of religious principle,
that even where the morals appeared unblemished, I should feel no
confidence where I saw no evidence of religion, and I should consider
it as positively wrong to sanction an engagement with such a person. Now
you must perceive that we have every means of forming an opinion of this
young man, and that he has given us no reason to think he would show the
unselfish care for your welfare that we should wish to secure.’
Albinia tried to make it comprehensible. ‘You know, my dear, we have
always seen him resolved on his own way, and not caring how he may
inconvenience his uncle and aunt. We know his temper is not always
amiable, and differently as you see him, you must let us judge.’
Wrenching her hand away, Lucy burst into tears. Her father looked at
Albinia, as if she ought to have saved him this infliction, and she
began a little whispering about not distressing papa, which checked the
sobs, and enabled him to say, ‘There, that’s right, my dear, I see you
are willing to submit patiently to our judgment, and I believe you will
find it for the best. We will do all in our power to help you, and make
you happy,’ and bending down he kissed her, and left her to his wife.
In such family scenes, logic is less useful than the power of coming to
a friendly conclusion; Lucy’s awe of her father was a great assistance,
she was touched with his unwonted softness, and did not apprehend
how total was the rejection. But what he was spared, was reserved for
Albinia. There was a lamentable scene of sobbing and weeping, beyond all
argument, and only ending in physical exhaustion, which laid her on the
bed all the rest of the day.
Gilbert and Sophy could not but be aware of the cause of her distress.
The former thought it a great waste.
‘Tell Lucy,’ he said, ‘that if she wishes to be miserable for life,
she has found the best way! He is a thorough-bred tyrant at heart,
pig-headed, and obstinate, and with the very worst temper I ever came
across. Not a soul can he feel for, nor admire but himself. His wife
will be a perfect slave. I declare I would as soon sell her to Legree.’
Sophy’s views of the gentleman were not more favourable, but she was
in terror lest Lucy should have a permanently broken heart, after the
precedent of Aunt Maria. And on poor Sophy fell the misfortune of being
driven up by grandmamma’s inquiries, to own that the proposal had been
rejected.
Shade of poor dear Mr. Meadows, didst thou not stand aghast! Five
thousand a year refused! Grandmamma would have had a fit if she had not
conceived a conviction, that imparted a look of shrewdness to her mild,
simple old face. Of course Mr. Kendal was only holding off till the
young man was a little older. He could have no intention of letting his
daughter miss such a match, and dear Lucy would have her carriage, and
be presented at court.
Sophy argued vehemently against this, and poor grandmamma, who had with
difficulty been taught worldly wisdom as a duty, and always thought
herself good when she talked prudently, began to cry. Sophy, quite
overcome, was equally distressing with her apologies; Albinia found
them both in tears, and Sophy was placed on the sick-list by one of her
peculiar headaches of self-reproach.
It was a time of great perplexity. Lucy cried incessantly, bursting out
at every trifle, but making no complaints, and submitting so meekly,
that the others were almost as unhappy as herself.
She was first cheered by the long promised visit from Mrs. Annesley and
Miss Ferrars. Albinia had now no fears of showing off home or children,
and it was a great success.
The little Awk was in high beauty, and graciously winning, and Maurice’s
likeness to his Uncle William enchanted the aunts, though they were
shocked at his mamma’s indifference to his constant imperilling of life
and limb, and grievously discomfited his sisters by adducing children
who talked French and read history, whereas he could not read d-o-g
without spelling, and had peculiar views as to b and d, p and q.
However, if he could not read he could ride, and Mrs. Annesley scarcely
knew the extent of the favour she conferred, when she commissioned
Gilbert to procure for him a pony as his private property.
Miss Ferrars had not expected one of the thirty-six O’Mores to turn up
here. She gave some good advice about hasty intimacies, and as it was
received with a defence of the gentility of the O’Mores, the two good
ladies agreed that dear Albinia was quite a child still, not fit for the
care of those girls, and it would be only acting kindly to take Lucy to
Brighton, and show her something of the world, or Albinia would surely
let her fall a prey to that Irish clerk.
They liked Lucy’s pretty face and obliging ways, and were fond of having
a young lady in their house; they saw her looking ill and depressed, and
thought sea air would be good for her, and though Lucy fancied herself
past caring for gaiety, and was very sorry to leave home and mamma,
she was not insensible to the refreshment of her wardrobe, and the
excitement and honour of the invitation. At night she cried lamentably,
and clung round Albinia’a neck, sobbing, ‘Oh, mamma, what will become of
me without you?’ but in the morning she went off in very fair spirits,
and Albinia augured hopefully that soon her type of perfection would be
no longer Polysyllabic. Her first letters were deplorable, but they soon
became cheerful, as her mornings were occupied by lessons in music and
drawing, and her evenings in quiet parties among the friends whom the
aunts met at Brighton. Aunt Gertrude wrote to announce that her charge
had recovered her looks and was much admired, and this was corroborated
by the prosperous complacency of Lucy’s style. Albinia was more relieved
than surprised when the letters dwindled in length and number, well
knowing that the Family Office was not favourable to leisure; and devoid
of the epistolary gift herself, she always wondered more at people’s
writing than at their silence, and scarcely reciprocated Lucy’s
effusions by the hurried notes which she enclosed in the well-filled
envelopes of Gilbert and Sophy, who, like their father, could cover any
amount of sheets of paper.