Maurice Ferrars was a born architect, with such a love of brick and
mortar, that it was meritorious in him not to have overbuilt Fairmead
parsonage. With the sense of giving him an agreeable holiday, his sister
wrote to him in February that Gilbert’s little attic was at his service
if he would come and give his counsel as to the building project.
Mr. Kendal disliked the trouble and disturbance as much as Maurice loved
it; but he quite approved and submitted, provided they asked him no
questions; he gave them free leave to ruin him, and set out to take
Sophy for a drive, leaving the brother and sister to their calculations.
Of ruin, there was not much danger, Mr. Kendal had a handsome income,
and had always lived within it; and Albinia’s fortune had not appeared
to her a reason for increased expense, so there was a sufficient sum in
hand to enable Mr. Ferrars to plan with freedom.
A new drawing-room, looking southwards, with bedrooms over it, was the
matter of necessity; and Albinia wished for a bay-window, and would like
to indulge Lucy by a conservatory, filling up the angle to the east with
glass doors opening into the drawing-room and hall. Maurice drew, and
she admired, and thought all so delightful, that she began to be taken
with scruples as to luxury.
‘No,’ said Maurice, ‘these are not mere luxuries. You have full means,
and it is a duty to keep your household fairly comfortable and at ease.
Crowded as you are with rather incongruous elements, you are bound to
give them space enough not to clash.’
‘They don’t clash, except poor Sophy. Gilbert and Lucy are elements of
union, with more plaster of Paris than stone in their nature.’
‘Pray, has Kendal made up his mind what to do with Gilbert?’
‘I have heard nothing lately; I hope he is grown too old for India.’
‘Gilbert is rather too well off for his good,’ said Mr. Ferrars; ‘the
benefit of a profession is not evident enough.’
‘I know what I wish! If he could but be Mr. Dusautoy’s curate, in five
or six years’ time, what glorious things we might do with the parish!’
‘Eh! is that his wish?’
‘I have sometimes hoped that his mind is taking that turn. He is ready
to help in anything for the poor people. Once he told me he never wished
to look beyond Bayford for happiness or occupation; but I did not like
to draw him out, because of his father’s plans. Why, what have you
drawn? The alms-houses?’
‘I could do no other when I was improving Gilbert’s house for him.’
‘That would be the real improvement! How pretty! I will keep them for
him.’
The second post came in, bringing a letter from Gilbert to his father,
and Albinia was so much surprised, that her brother asked whether
Gilbert were one of the boys who only write to their father with a
reason.
‘He can write more freely to me,’ said Albinia; ‘and it comes to the
same thing. I am not in the least afraid of anything wrong, but perhaps
he may be making some proposal for the future. I want to know how he
is. Fancy his being so foolish as to go out bathing. I am afraid of his
colds.’
Many times during the consultation did Mr. Ferrars detect Albinia’s eye
stealing wistfully towards that ‘E. Kendal, Esq.;’ and when the proper
owner came in, he was evidently as much struck, for he paused, as if
in dread of opening the letter. Her eyes were on his countenance as
he read, and did not gather much consolation. ‘I am afraid this is
serious,’ at last he said.
‘His cold?’ exclaimed Albinia.
‘Yes,’ said Mr. Kendal, reading aloud sentence by sentence, with gravity
and consideration.
‘I do not wish to alarm Mrs. Kendal, and therefore address myself at
once to you, for I do not think it right to keep you in ignorance that I
have had some of the old symptoms. I do not wish to make any one uneasy
about me, and I may have made light of the cold I caught a month since;
but I cannot conceal from myself that I have much painful cough, an
inclination to shortness of breath, and pain in the back and shoulders,
especially after long reading or writing. I thought it right to speak to
Mr. Downton, but people in high health can understand nothing short of
a raging fever; however, at last he called in the parish surgeon, a
stupid, ignorant fellow, who understands my case no more than his horse,
and treats me with hyoscyamus, as if it were a mere throat-cough. I
thought it my duty to speak openly, since, though I am quite aware that
circumstances make little difference in constitutional cases, I know you
and dear Mrs. Kendal will wish that all possible means should be used,
and I think it--’
Mr. Kendal broke down, and handed the letter to his wife, who proceeded,
‘I think it best you should be prepared for the worst, as I wish and
endeavour to be; and truly I see so much trial and disappointment in
the course of life before me, that it would hardly be the worst to me,
except--’
That sentence finished Albinia’s voice, and stealing her hand into her
husband’s, she read on in silence,
‘for the additional sorrow to you, and my grief at bringing pain to my
more than mother, but she has long known of the presentiment that
has always hung over me, and will be the better prepared for its
realization. If it would be any satisfaction to you, I could easily take
a ticket, and go up to London to see any physician you would prefer. I
could go with Price, who is going for his sister’s birthday, and I could
sleep at his father’s house; but, in that case, I should want three
pounds journey money, and I should be very glad if you would be so kind
as to let me have a sovereign in advance of my allowance, as Price knows
of a capital secondhand bow and arrows. With my best love to all,
‘Your affectionate son,
‘GILBERT KENDAL.’
Albinia held the letter to her brother, to whom she looked for something
cheering, but, behold! a smile was gaining uncontrollably on the muscles
of his cheeks, though his lips strove hard to keep closely shut. She
would not look at him, and turning to her husband, exclaimed, ‘We will
take him to London ourselves!’
‘I am afraid that would be inconvenient,’ observed Maurice.
‘That would not signify,’ continued Albinia; ‘I must hear myself what is
thought of him, and how I am to nurse him. Oh! taking it in time, dear
Edmund, we need not be so much afraid! Maurice will not mind making his
visit another time.’
‘I only meant inconvenient to the birthday party,’ drily said her
brother.
‘Maurice!’ cried she, ‘you don’t know the boy!’
‘I have no doubt that he has a cold.’
‘And I know there is a great deal more the matter!’ cried Albinia. ‘We
have let him go away to be neglected and badly treated! My poor, dear
boy! Edmund, I will fetch him home to-morrow.’
‘You had better send me,’ said Maurice, mischievously, for he saw he
was diminishing Mr. Kendal’s alarm, and had a brotherly love of teasing
Albinia, and seeing how pretty she looked with her eyes flashing through
wrathful tears, and her foot patting impetuously on the carpet.
‘You!’ she cried; ‘you don’t believe in him! You fancy all boys are made
of iron and steel--you would only laugh at him--you made us send him
there--I wish--’
‘Gently, gently, my dear Albinia,’ said her husband, dismayed at her
vehemence, just when it most amused her brother. ‘You cannot expect
Maurice to feel exactly as we do, and I confess that I have much hope
that this alarm may be more than adequate.’
‘He thinks it all a scheme!’ said Albinia, in a tone of great injury.
‘No, indeed, Albinia,’ answered her brother, seriously, ‘I fully believe
that Gilbert imagines all that he tells you, but you cannot suppose that
either the tutor or doctor could fail to see if he were so very ill.’
‘Certainly not,’ assented Mr. Kendal.
‘And low spirits are more apt to accompany a slight ailment, than such
an illness as you apprehend.’
‘I believe you are right,’ said Mr. Kendal. ‘Where is the letter?’
Albinia did not like it to come under discussion, but could not withhold
it, and as she read it again, she felt that neither Maurice nor her
cousin Fred could have written the like, but she was only the more
impelled to do battle, and when she came to the unlucky conclusion, she
exclaimed, ‘I am sure that was an afterthought. I dare say Price asked
him while he was writing.’
‘What’s this?’ asked Mr. Kendal, coming to the ‘presentiment.’
She hesitated, afraid both of him and of Maurice, but there was no
alternative. ‘Poor Gilbert!’ she said. ‘It was a cry or call from his
brother just at last. It has left a very deep impression.’
‘Indeed!’ said his father, much moved. ‘Yes. Edmund gave a cry such as
was not to be forgotten,’ and the sigh told how it had haunted his own
pillow; ‘but I had not thought that Gilbert was in a condition to notice
it. Did he mention it to you?’
‘Yes, not long after I came, he thinks it was a call, and I have never
known exactly how to deal with it.’
‘It is a case for very tender handling,’ said Maurice.
‘I should have desired him never to think of it again,’ said Mr. Kendal,
decidedly. ‘Mere nonsense to dwell on it. Their names were always in
Edmund’s mouth, and it was nothing but accident. You should have told
him so, Albinia.’
And he walked out of the room.
‘Ah! it will prey upon him now,’ said Albinia.
‘Yes, I thought he only spoke of driving it away because it was what he
would like to be able to do. But things do not prey on people of his age
as they do on younger ones.’
‘I wonder if I did right,’ said Albinia. ‘I never liked to ask you,
though I wished it. I could not bear to treat it as a fancy. How was I
to know, if it may not have been intended to do him good? And you see
his father says it was very remarkable.’
‘Do you imagine that it dwells much upon his mind?’
‘Not when he is well--not when it would do him good,’ said Albinia; ‘it
rather haunts him the instant he is unwell.’
‘He makes it a superstition, then, poor boy! You thought me hard on
him, Albinia; but really I could not help being angry with him for so
lamentably frightening his father and you.’
‘Let us see how he is before you find fault with him,’ said Albinia.
‘You’re as bad as if you were his mother, or worse!’ exclaimed Maurice.
‘Oh! Maurice, I can’t help it! He had no one to care for him till I
came, and he is such a very dear fellow--he wants me so much!’
Mr. Ferrars agreed to go with Mr. Kendal to Traversham. He thought his
father would be encouraged by his presence, and he was not devoid of
curiosity. Albinia would not hear of staying at home; in fact, Maurice
suspected her of being afraid to trust Gilbert to his mercy.
With a trembling heart she left the train at the little Traversham
station, making resolutions neither to be too angry with the negligent
tutor, nor to show Gilbert how much importance she attached to his
illness.
As they walked into the village, they heard a merry clamour of tongue,
and presently met five or six boys, and, a few paces behind them, Mr.
Downton.
‘Ah!’ he exclaimed, ‘I am glad you are come. I would have written
yesterday, but that I found your boy had done so. I shall be very glad
to have him cheered up about himself. I will turn back with you. You go
on, Price. They are setting out for one of Hullah’s classes, so we shall
have the house clear.’
‘I hope there is not much amiss?’ said Mr. Kendal.
‘A tedious cold,’ said the tutor; ‘but the doctor assures me that there
is nothing wrong with his chest, and I do believe he would not cough
half so much, if he were not always watching himself.’
‘Who has been attending him?’
‘Lee, the union doctor, a very good man, with a large family,’
(Albinia could have beaten him). ‘Indeed,’ he continued perceiving some
dissatisfied looks, ‘I think you will find that a little change is all
that he wants.’
‘I hope you can give a good account of him in other respects?’ said Mr.
Kendal.
‘Oh! yes, in every way; he is the most good-natured lad in the world,
and quite the small boys’ friend. Perhaps he has been a little more
sentimental of late, but that may be only from being rather out of
order. I’ll call him.’
The last words were spoken as they entered the parsonage, where opening
a door, he said, ‘Here, Kendal, here’s a new prescription for you.’
Albinia had a momentary view of a tabby-cat and kitten, a volume of
poetry, a wiry-haired terrier, and Gilbert, all lying promiscuously on
the hearth-rug, before the two last leaped up, the one to bark, and the
other to come forward with outstretched hand, and glad countenance.
He looked flushed and languid, but the roaring fire and close room might
account for that, and though, when the subject was mentioned, he gave a
short uncomfortable cough, Albinia’s mind was so far relieved, that
she was in doubt with whom to be angry, and prepared to stand on the
defensive, should her brother think him too well.
The gentlemen went away together, and Gilbert, grasping her hand, gave
way to one of his effusions of affection--‘So kind to come to him--he
knew he had her to trust to, whatever happened’--and he leant his cheek
on his hand in a melancholy mood.
‘Don’t be so piteous, Gibbie,’ she said. ‘You were quite right to tell
us you were not well, only you need not have been so very doleful, I
don’t like papa to be frightened.’
‘I thought it was no use to go on in this way,’ said Gilbert, with a
cough: ‘it was the old thing over again, and nobody would believe I had
anything the matter with me.’
And he commenced a formidable catalogue of symptoms which satisfied her
that Maurice would think him fully justified. Just at a point where it
was not easy to know what next to say, the kitten began to play tricks
with her mother’s tail, and a happy diversion was made; Gilbert began to
exhibit the various drolleries of the animals, to explain the friendship
between dog and cat, and to leave off coughing as he related anecdotes
of their sagacity; and finally, when the gentlemen returned, laughing
was the first sound they heard, and Mrs. Kendal was found sitting on the
floor at play with the livestock.
They had come to fetch her to see the church and schools, and on going
out, she found that Mr. Ferrars had moved and carried that Gilbert
should be taken home at once, and, on the way, be shown to a
physician at the county town. From this she gathered that Maurice was
compassionate, and though, of course, he would make no such admission,
she had reason afterwards to believe that he had shown Mr. Downton that
the pupil’s health ought to have met with a shade more attention.
With Gilbert wrapped up to the tip of his nose, they set off, and
found the doctor at home. Nothing could have been more satisfactory to
Albinia, for it gave her a triumph over her brother, without too much
anxiety for the future. The physician detected the injury to the lungs
left by an attack that the boy had suffered from in his first English
winter, and had scarcely outgrown when Albinia first knew him. The
recent cold had so far renewed the evil, that though no disease actually
existed, the cough must be watched, and exposure avoided; in fact, a
licence for petting to any extent was bestowed, and therewith every hope
of recovery.
Albinia and her son sat in their corners of the carriage in secret
satisfaction, while Mr. Kendal related the doctor’s opinion to Mr.
Ferrars, but one of them, at least, was unprepared for the summing-up.
‘Under the circumstances, Gilbert is most fortunate. A few years in his
native climate will quite set him up.’
‘Oh! but he is too old for Haileybury,’ burst out Albinia, in her
consternation.
‘Nearly old enough for John Kendal’s bank, eh, Gilbert?’
‘Oh!’ cried Albinia, ‘pray don’t let us talk of that while poor Gilbert
is so ill.’
‘Hm!’ said Mr. Kendal with interrogative surprise, almost displeasure,
and no more was said.
Albinia felt guilty, as she remembered that she had no more intended to
betray her dislike to the scheme, than to gratify Gilbert by calling
him ‘so ill.’ Aristocratic and military, she had no love for the monied
interest, and had so sedulously impressed on her friends that Mr. Kendal
had been in the Civil Service, and quite unconnected with the bank, that
Mr. Ferrars had told her she thought his respectability depended on it,
and she was ashamed that her brother should hear her give way again so
foolishly to the weakness.
Gilbert became the most talkative as they drew near home, and was the
first to spring out and open the hall door, displaying his two sisters
harnessed tandem-fashion with packthread, and driven at full speed by
little Maurice, armed with the veritable carriage whip! The next moment
it was thrown down, with a rapturous shout, and Maurice was lost to
everything but his brother!
‘Oh! girls, how could you let him serve you so?’ began the horrified
Albinia. ‘Sophy will be laid up for a week!’
‘Never mind,’ said Sophy, dropping on a chair. ‘Poor little fellow, he
wished it so much!’
‘I tried to stop her, mamma,’ said Lucy, ‘but she will do as Maurice
pleases.’
‘See, this is the way they will spoil my boy, the instant my back is
turned!’ said Albinia. ‘What’s the use of all I can do with him, if
every one else will go and be his bond-slave! I do believe Sophy would
let him kill her, if he asked her!’
‘It is no real kindness,’ said Mr. Kendal. ‘Their good-nature ought not
to go beyond reason.’
The elder Maurice could hardly help shrugging his shoulders. Well did
he know that Mr. Kendal would have joined the team if such had been the
will of that sovereign in scarlet merino, who stood with one hand in
Gilbert’s, and the whip in the other.
‘Come here, Maurice,’ quoth Albinia; ‘put down the whip,’ and she
extracted it from his grasp, with grave resolution, against which he
made no struggle, gave it to Lucy to be put away, and seated him on
her knee. ‘Now listen, Maurice; poor sister Sophy is tired, and you are
never to make a horse of her. Do you hear?’
‘Yes,’ said Maurice, fidgeting.
‘Mind, if ever you make a horse of Sophy, mamma will put you into the
black cupboard. You understand?’
‘Sophy shan’t be horse,’ said Maurice. ‘Sophy naughty, lazy horse. Boy
has Gibbie--’
‘There’s gratitude,’ said Mr. Ferrars, as ‘Boy’ slid off his mamma’s
knee, stood on tiptoe to pull the door open, and ran after Gilbert to
grandmamma’s room.
‘Yes,’ said Albinia, ‘no one is grateful for services beyond all reason.
So, Sophy, mind, into the cupboard he goes, the very next time you are
so silly as to be a horse.’
‘To punish which of them?’ asked her brother.
‘Sophy knows,’ said Albinia.
Sophy was too miserable to smile. Sarah Anne Drury had been calling, and
on hearing of Gilbert’s indisposition, had favoured them with ‘mamma’s
remarks,’ and when Mrs. Kendal was blamed, Sophy had indignantly told
Sarah Anne that she knew nothing about it, and had no business to
interfere. Then followed the accusation, that Mrs. Kendal had set the
whole family against their old friends, and Sophy had found all her own
besetting sins charged upon her step-mother.
‘My dear!’ said Albinia, ‘don’t you know that if a royal tiger were
to eat up your cousin John in India, the Drurys would say Mrs. Kendal
always let the tigers run about loose! Nor am I sure that your faults
are not my fault. I helped you to be more exclusive and intolerant, and
I am sure I tried your temper, when I did not know what was the matter
with you--’
‘No--no,’ said the choked voice. It would have been an immense comfort
to cry, or even to be able to return the kiss; but she was a great deal
too wretched to be capable of any demonstration; physically exhausted by
being driven about by Maurice; mentally worn out by the attempts to
be amiable, which had degenerated into wrangling, full of remorse
for having made light of her brother’s illness, and, for that reason,
persuaded that she was to be punished by seeing it become fatal. Not a
word of all this did she say, but, dejected and silent, she spent the
evening in a lonely corner of the drawing-room, while her brother, in
the full pleasure of returning home, and greatly enjoying his invalid
privileges, was discussing the projected improvements.
Talking at last brought back his cough with real violence, and he was
sent to bed; Albinia went up with him to see that his fire burnt. He set
Mr. Ferrars’s drawing of the alms-houses over his mantelshelf. ‘I shall
nail it up to-morrow,’ he said. ‘I always wanted a picture here, and
that’s a jolly one to look to.’
‘It would be a beautiful beginning,’ she said. ‘I think your life would
go the better for it, Gibbie.’
‘I suppose old nurse would be too grand for one,’ he said, ‘but I should
like to have her so near! And you must mind and keep old Mrs. Baker out
of the Union for it. And that famous old blind sailor! I shall put him
up a bench to sit in the sun, and spin his yarns on, and tell him to
think himself at Greenwich.’
Albinia went down, only afraid that his being so very good was a
dangerous symptom.
Sophy was far from well in the morning, and Albinia kept her upstairs,
and sent her godfather to make her a visit. He always did her good; he
knew how to probe deeply, and help her to speak, and he gave her advice
with more experience than his sister, and more encouragement than her
father.
Sophy said little, but her eyes had a softened look.
‘One good thing about Sophy,’ said he afterwards to his sister, ‘is,
that she will never talk her feelings to death.’
‘That reserve is my great pain. I don’t get at the real being once in
six months.’
‘So much the better for people living together.’
‘Well, I was thinking that you and I are a great deal more intimate and
confidential when we meet now, than we used to be when we were always
together.’
‘People can’t be often confidential from the innermost when they live
together,’ said Maurice.
‘Since I have been a Kendal, such has been my experience.’
‘It was the same before, only we concealed it by an upper surface of
chatter,’ said Maurice. ‘“As iron sharpeneth iron, so doth a man the
countenance of his friend;” but if the mutual sharpening went on without
intermission, both irons would wear away, and no work would be done.
Aren’t you coming with me? Edmund is going to drive me to Woodside to
meet the pony-carriage from home.’
‘I wish I could; but you see what happens when I go out pleasuring!’
‘Well, you can take one element of mischief with you--that imp,
Maurice.’
‘Ye--es. Papa would like it, if you do.’
‘I should like you to come on worse terms.’
‘Very well, then; and Sophy is safe; I had already asked Genevieve to
come and read to her this afternoon. If Gilbert can spare me, I will
go.’
Gilbert did not want her, and begged Lucy not to think of staying
indoors on his account. He was presently left in solitary possession
of the drawing-room, whereupon he rose, settled his brown locks at the
glass, arranged his tie, brushed his cuffs, leisurely walked upstairs,
and tapped at the door of the morning-room, meekly asking, ‘May I come
in?’ with a cough at each end of the sentence.
‘Oh! Gilbert!’ cried his anxious sister, starting up. ‘Are you come to
see me?’ and she would have wheeled round her father’s arm-chair for
him, but Genevieve was beforehand with her, and he sank into it, saying
pathetically, ‘Ah! thank you, Miss Durant; you are come to a perfect
hospital. Oh! this is too much,’ as she further gave him a footstool.
‘Oh! no, thank you, Sophy,’ for she would have handed Genevieve her
own pillow for his further support; ‘this is delightful!’ reclining
pathetically in his chair. ‘This is not like Traversham.’
‘Where they would not believe he was ill!’ said Sophy.
‘I hope he does not look so very ill,’ said Genevieve, cheerfully, but
this rather hurt the feelings of both; the one said, ‘Oh! but he is
terribly pale,’ the other coughed, and said, ‘Looks are deceitful.’
‘That is the very reason,’ said Genevieve. ‘You don’t look deceitful
enough to be so ill--so ill as Miss Sophie fears; now you are at home,
and well cared for, you will soon be well.’
‘Care would have prevented it all,’ said Sophy.
‘And not brought me home!’ said Gilbert. ‘Home is home on any terms.
No one there had the least idea a fellow could ever be unwell or out of
spirits!’
‘Ah! you must have been ill,’ cried his sister, ‘you who never used to
be miserable!’
Gilbert gave a sigh. ‘They were such mere boys,’ he said.
‘Monsieur votre Precepteur?’ asked Genevieve.
‘Ah! he was otherwise occupied!’
‘There is some mystery beneath,’ said Genevieve, turning to Sophy, who
exclaimed abruptly, ‘Oh! is he in love?’
‘Sophy goes to the point,’ said Gilbert, smiling, the picture of languid
comfort; ‘but I own there are suspicious circumstances. He always has a
photograph in his pocket, and Price has seen him looking at it.’
‘Ah! depend upon it, Miss Sophy, it is all a romance of these young
gentlemen,’ said Genevieve, turning to her with a droll provoking air of
confidence; ‘ce pauvre Monsieur had the portrait of his sister!’
‘Catch me carrying Sophy’s face in my waistcoat pocket, cried Gilbert,
forgetting his languor.
‘Speak for yourself, Mr. Gilbert,’ laughed Genevieve.
‘And he writes letters every day, and wont let any of us put them into
the post for him; but we know the direction begins with Miss--’
‘Oh! the curious boys!’ cried Genevieve. ‘If I could only hint to this
poor tutor to let them read Miss Downton on one!’
‘I assure you,’ cried Gilbert, ‘Price has laid a bet that she’s an
heiress with forty thousand pounds and red hair.’
‘Mr. Price is an impertinent! I hope you will inform me how he looks
when he is the loser.’
‘But he has seen her! He met Mr. Downton last Christmas in Regent
Street, in a swell carriage, with a lady with such carrots, he thought
her bonnet was on fire; and Mr. Downton never saw Price, though he bowed
to him, and you know nobody would marry a woman with red hair unless she
was an heiress.’
‘Miss Sophy,’ whispered Genevieve, ‘prepare for a red-haired
sister-in-law. I predict that every one of the pupils of the respectable
Mr. Downton will marry ladies with lively chestnut locks.’
‘What, you think me so mercenary, Genevieve?’ said Gilbert.
‘I only hope to see this school-boy logic well revenged!’ said
Genevieve. ‘Mrs. Price shall have locks of orange red, and for Mrs.
Gilbert Kendal--ah! we will content ourselves with her having a paler
shade--sandy gold.’
‘No,’ said Gilbert, speaking slowly, turning round his eyes. ‘I could
tell you what Mrs. G. Kendal’s hair will be--’
Genevieve let this drop, and said, ‘You do not want me: good-bye, Miss
Sophie.’
‘Going! why, you came to read to me, Genevieve,’ exclaimed Sophy.
‘Ah! I beg your pardon, I have been interrupting you all this time,’
cried Gilbert; ‘I never meant to disturb you. Pray let me listen.’
And Genevieve read while Gilbert resumed his reclining attitude, with
half-closed eyes, listening to the sweet intonations and pretty refined
accent of the ancien regime.
Sophy enjoyed this exceedingly, she made it her especial occupation
to take care of Gilbert, and enter into his fireside amusements. This
indisposition had drawn the two nearer together, and essentially unlike
as they were, their two characters seemed to be fitting well one into
the other. His sentiment accorded with her strain of romance, and they
read poetry and had discussions as they sat over the fire, growing
constantly into greater intimacy and confidence. Sophy waited on him,
and watched him perpetually, and her assiduity was imparting a softness
and warmth quite new to her, while the constant occupation kept affronts
and vexations out of her sight, and made her amiable.
Gilbert’s health improved, though with vicissitudes that enforced the
necessity of prudence. Rash when well, and desponding at each renewal
of illness, he was not easy to manage, but he was always so gentle,
grateful, and obliging, that he endeared himself to the whole household.
It was no novelty for him to be devoted to his step-mother and his
little brother, but he was likewise very kind to Lucy, and spent much
time in helping in her pursuits; he was becoming companionable to
his father, and could play at chess sufficiently well to be a worthy
antagonist in Mr. Kendal’s scientific and interminable games. He would
likewise play at backgammon with grandmamma, and could entertain her
for hours together by listening to her long stories of the old Bayford
world. He was a favourite in her little society, and would often take
a hand at cards to make up a rubber, nay, even when not absolutely
required, he was very apt to bestow his countenance upon the little
parties, where he had the pleasure of being treated as a great man,
and which, at least, had the advantage of making a variation in his
imprisonment during the east winds.
Madame Belmarche and her daughter and grandchild were sometimes of
the party, and on these occasions, Sophy always claimed Genevieve, and
usually succeeded in carrying her off when Gilbert would often join
them. Their books and prints were a great treat to her; Gilbert had a
beautiful illustrated copy of Longfellow’s poems, and the engravings and
‘Evangeline’ were their enjoyment; Gilbert regularly proffering the loan
of the book, and she as regularly refusing it, and turning a deaf ear to
gentle insinuations of the pleasure of knowing that an book of his was
in her hands. Gilbert had never had much of the schoolboy manner, and he
was adopting a gentle, pathetic tone, at which Albinia was apt to laugh,
but in her absence was often verged upon tendresse, especially with
Genevieve. She, however, by her perfect simplicity and lively banter,
always nipped the bud of his sentiment, she had known him from a child,
and never lost the sense of being his elder, treating him somewhat as
a boy to be played with. Perfectly aware of her own position, her
demeanour, frank and gracious as it was, had something in it which kept
in check other Bayford youths less gentlemanlike than Gilbert Kendal. If
she never forgot that she was dancing-master’s daughter, she never let
any one else forget that she was a lady.
When the building began, Gilbert had a wholesome occupation, saving his
father some trouble and--not quite so much expense by overlooking the
workmen. Mr. Kendal was glad to be spared giving orders and speaking to
people, and would always rather be overcharged than be at the pains of
bargaining or inquiring. ‘It was Gilbert’s own house,’ he said, ‘and it
was good for the boy to take an interest in it, and not to be too much
interfered with.’ So the bay window and the conservatory were some
degrees grander than Mr. Ferrars had proposed but all was excused by the
pleasure and experience they afforded Gilbert, and it was very droll to
see Maurice following him about after the workmen, watching them most
knowingly, and deep in mischief at every opportunity. Once he had been
up to his knees in a tempting blancmanger-like lake of lime, many times
had he hammered or cut his fingers, and once his legs had gone through
the new drawing-room ceiling, where he hung by the petticoats screaming
till rescued by his brother. The room was under these auspices finished,
and was a very successful affair--the conservatory, in which the hall
terminated, and into which a side door of the drawing-room opened, gave
a bright fragrant, flowery air to the whole house; and the low fireplace
and comfortable fan-shaped fender made the room very cheerful. Fresh
delicately-tinted furniture, chosen con amore by the London aunts, had
made the apartment very unlike old Willow-Lawn, and Albinia had so much
enjoyed setting it off to the best advantage, that she sent word to
Winifred that she was really becoming a furniture fancier.
It was a very pretty paper, and some choice prints hung on it, but
Albinia and Sophy had laid violent hands on all the best-looking books,
and kept them for the equipment of one of the walls. The rest were
disposed, for Mr. Kendal’s delectation, in the old drawing-room,
henceforth to be named the library. Lucy thought it sounded better, and
he was quite as willing as Albinia was that the name of study should
be extinct. Meantime Mr. Downton had verified the boys’ prediction by
writing to announce that he was about to marry and give up pupils.
Gilbert was past seventeen, and it was time to decide on his profession.
Albinia had virtuously abstained from any hint adverse to the house of
Kendal and Kendal, for she knew it hurt her husband’s feelings to hear
any disparagement of the country where he had spent some of his happiest
years. He was fond of his cousins, and knew that they would give his son
a safe and happy home, and he believed that the climate was exactly what
his health needed.
Sophy fired at the idea. Her constant study of the subject and her vivid
imagination had taken the place of memory, which could supply nothing
but the glow of colouring and the dazzling haze which enveloped all
the forms that she would fain believe that she remembered. She and her
father would discuss Indian scenery as if they had been only absent from
it a year, she envied Gilbert his return thither, but owned that it was
the next thing to going herself, and was already beginning to amass a
hoard of English gifts for the old ayahs and bearers who still lived
in her recollection, in preparation for the visit which on his first
holiday her brother must pay to her birthplace and first home.
Gilbert, however, took no part in this enthusiasm, he made no
opposition, but showed no alacrity; and at last his father asked Albinia
whether she knew of any objection on his part, or any design which he
might be unwilling to put forward. With a beating heart she avowed her
cherished scheme.
‘Is this his own proposal?’ asked Mr. Kendal.
‘No; he has never spoken of it, but your plan has always seemed so
decided that perhaps he thinks he has no choice.’
‘That is not what I wish,’ said his father. ‘If his inclinations be
otherwise, he has only to speak, and I will consider.’
‘Shall I sound him?’ suggested Albinia, dreading the timidity that
always stood between the boy and his father.
‘Do not inspire him with the wish and then imagine it his own,’ said Mr.
Kendal; and then thinking he had spoken sternly, added ‘I know you would
be the last to wish him to take holy orders inconsiderately, but you
have such power over him, that I question whether he would know his
wishes from yours.’
Albinia began to disavow the desire of actuating him.
‘You would not intend it, but he would catch the desire from you, and
I own I would rather he were not inspired with it. If he now should
express it, I should fear it was the unconscious effort to escape
from India. If it had been his brother Edmund, I would have made
any sacrifice, but I do not think Gilbert has the energy or force of
character I should wish to see in a clergyman, nor do I feel willing to
risk him at the university.’
‘Oh! Edmund, why will you distrust Oxford? Why will you not believe what
I know through Maurice and his friends?’
‘If my poor boy had either the disposition or the discipline of your
brother, I should not feel the same doubt.’
‘Maurice had no discipline except at school and when William licked
him,’ cried Albinia. ‘You know he was but eleven years old when my
father died, and my aunts spoilt us without mitigation.’
‘I said the disposition,’ repeated Mr. Kendal; ‘I can see nothing in
Gilbert marking him for a clergyman, and I think him susceptible to the
temptations that you cannot deny to exist at any college. Nor would I
desire to see him fixed here, until he has seen something of life and of
business, for which this bank affords the greatest facilities with the
least amount of temptation. He would also be doing something for his
own support; and with the life-interests upon his property, he must be
dependent on his own exertions, unless I were to do more for him than
would be right by the other children.’
‘Then I am to say nothing to him?’
‘I will speak to him myself. He is quite old enough to understand his
prospects and decide for himself.’
‘But, Edmund,’ cried Albinia, with sudden vehemence, ‘you are not
sacrificing Gilbert for Maurice’s sake?’
She had more nearly displeased him than she had ever done before, though
he looked up quietly, saying, ‘Certainly not. I am not sacrificing
Gilbert, and I should do the same if Maurice were not in existence.’
She was too much ashamed of her foolish fancy to say more, and
she cooled into candour sufficient to perceive that he was wise in
distrusting her tact where her preference was so strong. But she foresaw
that Gilbert would shrink and falter before his father, and that the
conference would lead to no discovery of his views, and she was not
surprised when her husband told her that he could not understand the
boy, and believed that the truth was, that he would like to do nothing
at all. It had ended by Mr. Kendal, in a sort of despair, undertaking
to write to his cousin John for a statement of what would be required,
after which the decision was to be made.
Meantime Mr. Kendal advised Gilbert to attend to arithmetic and
book-keeping, and offered to instruct him in his long-forgotten
Hindostanee. Sophy learnt all these with all her heart, but Gilbert
always had a pain in his chest if he sat still at any kind of study!