So much had happened since those care-free days to change her, to alter

all her views of life, that the girl who had slept there before seemed

almost a stranger to her. One quality they shared in common; there was

one flaming harmony across their sky amid the wind-swept clouds of

discontent and passing griefs and early intolerances, love. The girl

had lain there and dreamed of love, and felt love aglow in her heart;

the woman lay there with heart and brain filled with love--compassionate

love, deep and tender and protective in quality--for her husband, for

the man who loved her as a husband, and for the small life which God had

given her to complete her world.

These three lives, so intimately and closely associated with her own,

asserted each its separate claim. Never could she forget, or cease to

think kindly and with grateful heart, of the man who was the father of

her child. She would love the child more tenderly through her undying

affection for George Sinclair. The child forged a link, as he had said,

between them for all time.

But above and beyond everything, like a sun set in the sky amid the

lesser luminaries, shone her love for Paul Hallam; a great white flame

of love that made the crown and glory of her life.

As she thought of Paul, of his struggle and his suffering, her tears

fell freely. His claim was stronger than the other claims, his need of

her the greater.

With the dawn her mind became more tranquil, less feverishly alert; the

curtain of formless thoughts, of futile striving to understand, hung

away from her weary brain; and sleep came to her, calm and peaceful

sleep, blotting out the sorrows and the joys which go to the making of

every life.

End of Project Gutenberg's The Stronger Influence, by F.E. Mills Young

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