The summer months passed rapidly away.--Frank continued to meet with
temptations, which as he usually had the strength to resist them,
served to confirm his self-control. If, as was now and then the case,
he was betrayed into vanity, peevishness or imprudence, the sight of
his faithful talisman brought conviction of the error to his mind,
and inspired him with resolution, to make all the reparation in his
power. The boys all loved and respected him; and many, who from
timidity used to join a party they disapproved, were now emboldened,
by his example, to abide by their better judgment, and mischievous
projects became gradually less popular in the school.
Frank was spirited and active, and never refused to join in any thing
however hazardous or fatiguing, provided it was not dishonorable.
No one would venture to say, he wanted courage or ingenuity; though
William Gardiner and a few others, still persevered in asserting,
that he was squeamish; and they ascribed this to his having been kept
during the first years of his life, out of the society of boys of his
own age. The purity and moral sensibility which were by this means
preserved in his character, more than compensated for any little
defects, which the retirement of his childhood had occasioned. His
kind and judicious parents had selected the right moment to change
the influence to which he had been subjected; and had sent him from
home when his principles had gained sufficient strength to resist the
danger, to which a contact with others less pure than himself, might
expose them; and before any bad habits or narrow views had become
fixed in his character.
One such boy in a large school, so attractive in his manners and
disposition, and at the same time, so inflexible in virtue, is of
inestimable value. Their good influence over the other boys, the
majority of whom are of that uncertain class who always follow a
leader, and whose destiny depends on their finding a good or a bad
one, cannot be too highly appreciated. Mr. Reed was fully aware of
this, and it was with great pleasure that he communicated to his
wife, a letter he had received from Mr. Courtland, requesting that
Frank might return home to pass the autumn vacation, and engaging a
place for him for the next term.
We shall only relate one more of the many little incidents which
occurred to Frank, during this summer, and then take our leave.
'Frank,' said Mr. Reed one pleasant afternoon, 'you like a long walk;
will you do me the favor to take this letter to Squire Brazer's and
get an answer? It must go to night.'
'Yes, with pleasure,' answered Frank; and took his hat.
'You would like a companion?'
'If you please. Shall I ask William Gardiner?'
'You need not hurry yourselves; but take a pleasant walk and pick
blackberries by the way; only get home by dark.'
The boys walked on a mile or two, stopping now and then to gather
berries, and some of the last wild roses, which yet remained, in a
few sequestered spots; and conversing very pleasantly, when they
approached an old house, standing back from the road, and nearly
concealed by a row of elm trees. At the fence, by the road side, was
standing very quietly, though not fastened, an old horse, and rather
a shabby chaise.
'That's Parson Allen's chaise,' said William Gardiner. I'll warrant
you, he is making a sermon a mile long, to the old maids within; who,
no doubt are listening to him with the most flattering attention: for
I suspect, a call from a gentleman is a rare occurrence to them.'
'Yes,' said Frank, laughing; 'I dare say we might ride to the
Squire's and back again in his chaise, before the sermon was ended;
and the old horse would like it better, than standing here in the
sun.'
'It is rather provoking,' said Gardiner; 'that as there is so much
shade, he could not be put in it.'
'I make no doubt he was,' replied Frank; 'when the parson first
stopped; but probably the sun has moved on to another place, since
that time.'
'That is a good thought of yours, Frank,' said Gardiner; 'come get
in, I will take all the risk, and pay all damages. It would be a
lucky hit for his reverence, if we broke the vehicle, and had to get
a new one.'
'More lucky for him than for us,' said Frank, who had his foot on the
step, ready to get in; 'second thoughts are best; no, we had better
not.'
'There is your ridiculous particularity; I don't believe there is
another boy in the school, would refuse.--If the parson should come
out, and find the horse had walked off, he would only go back and
make the old ladies another sermon, which would be so much the more
for the good of their souls.'
Frank's good genius prevailed; his talisman rose up to his thoughts
like a guardian angel, and he said, 'it will be safest not to go.'
'Well, I will not be baulked of the ride,' said William,--'Lawrence
says, that I once took the lead in every thing; but that now I am no
better than your shadow; and that you govern me entirely; so I will
go, if it is only to tell him, I have acted once for myself.'
'I will walk on with the letter,' said Frank, 'and shall probably
meet you on my return.'
William Gardiner jumped into the chaise, and by dint of twitching the
reins, and applying the whip, succeeded in getting the horse into a
trot, and was soon out of sight. Frank proceeded with a light step,
and a still lighter heart, and delivered the letter. After waiting
half an hour for the answer, he returned, walking very fast, as it
was late. When he passed the old house, he saw Mr. Allen's horse and
chaise standing exactly in the same position in which they first
found it; and a short distance beyond, he overtook William.
'You have been gone for ever,' said he; 'why, I do believe I have
rode six miles, at least. I left the chaise in the same spot;
nobody but yourself, I will venture to say, is the wiser for the
expedition; for I turned down that unfrequented lane.'
They reached home before night; Frank delivered the answer to Mr.
Reed. Gardiner told of his ride to Albert Lawrence and a few other
boys. They had a good laugh,--said it was a capital trick, and they
thought it would be a real kindness to the horse, to relieve him
occasionally, from the tiresome business of standing an hour or two,
in the same spot.
The next evening, the minister called on Mr. Reed, and finding he was
in the play room, and all the boys round him, (for he often passed an
hour with them in this way,) he walked in. Mr. Allen was an amiable
man, and a group of happy young folks was always a pleasing sight to
him.
The boys were relating remarkable occurrences; each one trying to
recollect something strange, which he had lately heard or read of.
'I believe I can tell a singular story, which happened only
yesterday,' said Mr. Allen; though it may be rather too sad to
relate in this merry company. But they may as well look on the
shadows now and then, in the morning of life; for their turn must
come. I went yesterday afternoon to call on the Miss Bradford's,
worthy women as any in my parish. The special object of this visit,
however, was not themselves, but their niece, Miss Alice Bradford;
who has been in a consumption for more than a year, and came out here
six weeks ago, for the benefit of the country air. The change was
rather hurtful than beneficial; she failed fast, and became too ill
to be carried back. I had not, however, thought her quite so near
her end, as she proved to be. When I got there yesterday afternoon,
I entered into prayer with her, and found her spirit peaceful and
resigned. The piety and innocence of her short life, gave tranquility
and hope to her dying hour. Neither she nor her aunts appeared to
apprehend immediate dissolution. I had witnessed too many death-bed
scenes, not to know its symptoms, even when most deceitful. Her
aunt said, that she appeared to have but one earthly wish remaining;
and that they hoped to gratify, the next morning. It was to see her
younger sister, who had been purposely kept away; as the sight of
Alices' sufferings distressed her exceedingly. My mother has gone
before me, said the sweet girl. I am ready to join her; though I
had hoped it might be the will of our Heavenly Father that I should
be spared to my sister. Not as I will, but as thou wilt, she added,
after a moment's pause, and a great struggle; but I should like to
take leave of her and give her a few words of advice; as they are the
last, they will make a deep impression on her mind. I called one of
the ladies aside, and told her the present was the only time; I did
not believe her niece would be alive in the morning. She shuddered,
and exclaimed, what shall I do! how can I send for her sister now. I
have no horse,--no man. I will go, I replied; my horse is at the door
I shall be back before it is late; I will go directly. Thank you,
sir; thank you a thousand times; do go directly--and she returned to
prepare the young woman to receive her sister.
When I went to the bottom of the avenue, my horse and chaise were not
there; by the marks in the road, I found he had turned round, and
presumed he had taken a homeward direction. I hastened there, when
I arrived out of breath at home, no one had seen him. I resolved to
lose no more precious time, for I knew that the sands must be nearly
all out in the poor young creature's glass: so I hurried to Dr.
Parker to beg him to lend me his chaise; the Dr. had gone to visit
at Brookline: then I went to farmer Thomson; he willingly lent his
horse, but had neither chaise nor waggon. I determined to go over
to Mr. Welles' and borrow his chaise. In doing this, I of course,
passed by Miss Bradford's house. I had lost nearly an hour and a
half,--there I found my horse standing exactly as I had left him,
in the former part of the afternoon. I could not stop to make either
inquiries or reflections; but got in, hastened into town, and brought
the young sister out in the shortest time possible.
Soon after my departure from Miss Bradford's, the unequivocal
symptoms of death began to come on; but the poor creature made great
exertion to keep up her strength, anxiously expecting the arrival of
her sister, and wondering at the delay. She took some drops which
revived her a good deal; and half an hour before I arrived, conversed
freely with her aunts; spoke of her perfect reliance on the goodness
of God, and the merits of the Saviour, and gave many injunctions
in case she did not see her sister. Ere _we_ reached there, it was
too late. She took her sister's hand, looked up in her face with
an expression of disappointment which I shall never forget; but
she was speechless. The hour and a half which I lost, in looking
for a chaise, deprived her of that last and most earnestly desired
satisfaction, the power of taking leave of her sister, and of giving
her the invaluable instructions of her dying hour.
I went there again, this morning. She lived till daylight, but did
not speak. The sister is overwhelmed with grief.--'Could she have
spoken to me,--could I have been with her but one hour earlier I
could have borne it,' was all she said.'
Every one present was deeply affected by the narration; all mirth
ceased, and tears and sobs came in its place. Mr. Reed was himself
surprised at the effect it had produced on some of the boys, touching
as it was; he remarked a deadly paleness on William Gardiner's
countenance; little did he suspect the true cause.
'I fear I have thrown a gloom over your happy family,' said Mr.
Allen. 'It was not my intention to make the sad relation when I
came among you; but I was led to it from the singular circumstance
of my horse having gone off; for I have used him ten years, and
never knew any thing of the sort to happen before. He knows all my
parishioners' doors, I believe, as well as I do, and has never shown
before, that he thought my visits to them too long.
I should have imagined that some mischievous fellow had taken him;
but every body, even the smallest boy round this part of the country
knows the animal, and I can't believe that there is one among them,
would play me such a trick, and if any one had done so, I should not
probably have found the horse returned quietly to the same spot in
which I left him.'
'I must believe,' said Mr. Reed, 'that the horse was led away; and I
would make inquiry about it.'
Will Gardiner could stand this no longer, but slipped out of the
room, lest some questions should be asked.
'Did you pass Miss Bradfords' on your way to squire Brazer's, or did
you take the other road, Frank?' said Mr. Reed.
'I passed that way,' answered Frank.
'Did you observe the horse and chaise, as you went?'
'Yes, it was at the gate.'
'And on your return?'
'It was there then also.'
'Well, well, say no more about it, Mr. Reed,' said the good
clergyman; 'if it was a piece of mischief, I leave the person who
committed it, to the reproaches of his own conscience; he need suffer
no greater punishment, if he has any feeling. Though I own it would
be a satisfaction to me to know, that my old faithful horse was not
to blame.'
Mr. Allen took leave, and the boys soon retired. When Frank went to
his room he found William Gardiner in bed; and believing him to be
asleep, took a long look at his talisman, revolving in his mind,
whether it was his duty to tell all that he knew about the horse,
or to be silent on the subject, for William's sake. He remained
undecided; but felt no pain or compunction, for he was conscious,
that as soon as he had found out the right course, he should not fail
to adopt it.
After he had been in bed a short time, William Gardiner raised his
head and said, 'Frank, are you asleep.'
'No.'
'Why don't you talk then.'
'I thought you were asleep.'
'No, I am wide awake; I can't get to sleep. What is that little box
you have been looking at, so earnestly.'
'It is something.'
'Well I suppose it is; but do you want to keep it a secret; if you
do, I won't ask.'
'Why no, not exactly,' said Frank; 'it is something my mother gave
me, the night before I left home.'
'Well, what is it, I say?'
'It is a talisman,' said Frank, rather hesitatingly.
'A talisman; what is that?'
'Have you never read of talismans in fairy tales? it is a charm which
protects you from danger, as long as you keep it and consult it.'
'I know that is the description of them, in genii and fairy tales;
but you do not believe in _such_ things do you?'
'No, but this is real; it has a charm for me, to keep me from doing
wrong; this is the danger which my mother expected it would secure me
against.'
'If it has that sort of power, I wish I had had it this afternoon;
then I should have let alone that horse and chaise. Was it the
talisman which made you turn away, when your foot was on the step,
and you were just ready to jump in?'
'It was the thought of it, I am persuaded. I consult it so
frequently, and like to look at it so much, that now it is fixed in
my mind; and I see it as distinctly, as if it were really in my hand,
whenever I am going to do wrong.'
'And does it stop you short, as it did this afternoon?' said William.
'Unless I am very earnest indeed, too earnest to attend to its
admonitions.'
'What did it say to-night, when you looked at it?' asked William.
Frank repeated what the parson had said, after William left the room;
the questions Mr. Reed asked, with his own answers; and told William
that he was trying to come to a decision, what he ought to do.
'O you won't tell, will you? It is an evil spell that prompts you to
betray a friend. Besides, what good can it do? If it could restore to
the poor dead creature that one hour, I would tell myself instantly.'
'I have decided not to tell,' said Frank, 'without your consent.'
'Don't ask me to give that; it is impossible.'
'Why, you said just now, you would tell yourself, to restore that
lost hour. This I know cannot be done; but something as valuable,
which you have lost yourself, may be restored, by confessing the
truth.'
'What is that?'
'Your own peace of mind; have you not lost that?'
'Yes, I have; I cannot shut my eyes without beholding that
speechless, dying girl; it is frightful; I never was such a coward
before. But I shall get over it I know, in a few days. Whenever I get
into a scrape, I always feel horridly at first, for fear I should be
found out,--but I never am, and I soon forget it.'
'But the consequences are seldom so serious, of any of our pranks,'
said Frank.
'Why there was the widow's granddaughter who was burned so badly, all
owing to my carelessness in dropping that piece of phosphorus, or
some of the matches, on the day of our balloon frolic. It troubled
me when I first heard of it, as much as it did you. I bought her a
new pair of shoes, and I have given her or her grandmother something
every time I go that way; and persuaded several of the other boys to
do so too. The old woman said the last time I was there, that she
hoped she should be brought to a realizing sense that every thing was
ordered for the best; for Sally's accident had proved a real blessing
to the family.'
'It is striking ten, William;' said Frank.
'Is it?' replied William.--'O dear! I shall never get asleep.'
Frank waked earlier than usual, the next morning; and he found
William up and dressed.
'How early you are up,' said he.
'I am going to take a walk,' replied William. 'I feel as if I should
smother, if I stay any longer shut up here.'
'Should you like to have me go with you?' said Frank.
'Will you? that's a good fellow.'
After they had walked a little way in silence, Gardiner said, 'I am
glad Frank, that I know you have got something to help you to do
right; for now there don't seem to be such a difference between us.
Albert said, he believed you had a good genius always at your elbow,
when you declined going into swimming with us, the day after the
guards were broken by the high wind; and Mrs. Reed said your good
genius was your virtuous thoughts; but she did not know the whole. If
_I_ had not gone at that time, Greenville would have been drowned;
for there was not a fellow among them all, who had the courage
to jump in after him when he floated outside the bars; so I can't
reproach myself for that.'
'You said,' replied Frank, 'Mr. Reed commended your courage very
much: but he told you you were as wrong as the others in going; and
that we must not do evil that good may come of it.'
'Well, Frank,' said William, 'what would you do in my place about the
chaise? suppose I go and tell parson Allen the whole truth; where is
the use of it? It would only disgrace the school, to have it talked
about all over the neighborhood; and injure the other boys as well as
myself.'
'I agree with you,' said Frank; 'but can't you tell Mr. Reed?'
'How could that make the matter any better?'
'You would be relieved from the dread you now feel, of being found
out.'
'That is something, I acknowledge; for I never did feel so badly
about being found out before.'
'Then,' said Frank, 'if you confess the fault and say you are sorry,
you will have made all the reparation in your power, and your
conscience will be lightened of a load.'
'I know it, and if I had your talisman, perhaps I should.'
'But you may, if you choose, have the good genius which Mrs. Reed
thinks I have--_virtuous thoughts_.'
'I wish I always did have them, I am sure.'
'If you once brought your mind to confess this,' said Frank; 'I
think you would never engage in any more mischief. You know that Mr.
Reed told you the day you saved Greenville, that you were a noble
fellow; and if you could break yourself of your little mischievous
propensities, you might be one of the first in his school, in
character, as you now are in talents.'
'Yes,' said William; 'and I remember he advised me to make you my
model; and if I had the courage, I would do as you advise.'
'Will you agree to this,' asked Frank; 'you know the questions Mr.
Reed asked me about the horse.'
'Yes.'
'I was sorry not to be able to tell all I knew; this will make it
natural enough for me to speak of it first; and then I will say I
had your consent to tell the whole; that you are very sorry, and are
determined to break off your mischievous habits.'
'What will the boys say when they know it?' said William.
'Perhaps Mr. Reed will not choose to tell them; and if he does, all
those whose opinions are worth caring for, will think the better of
you.'
'I believe they will,' said William; 'for I know we did not think any
the less of you, for what you said, the night of the balloon. Frank,
I consent; only I should feel better to have you tell it to Mrs. Reed
first, and let _her_ tell Mr. Reed,--she is so kind, she will make
the very best that can be made of it; and she will not say a harsh
word to me.'
'I will,' returned Frank; 'take courage, you will never be sorry,
when it is once told,--like having a tooth out, it will be soon over,
and you will be relieved.'
'When shall you tell?' asked William.
'When I get a suitable opportunity; don't be too anxious.'
As soon as Frank found Mrs. Reed disengaged, he related to her the
whole affair; and represented as he could, with sincerity, that it
was only meant as a harmless joke. He said as little of himself as
possible, throughout the narration; and omitted almost entirely, the
persuasion he was obliged to use, to induce William to take this
step. Mrs. Reed sent for William into her own room, and remained
alone with him some time; treating him with the tenderness of a
mother, and taking care to say nothing which should make him regret
for an instant, that he had opened his heart to her.
She then dismissed him, and in the course of the day communicated
the matter to her husband; who, though mortified to find that the
disgrace of such an affair belonged to any member of his family; yet
rejoiced at this proof of an ingenuousness in William Gardiner, which
he had almost begun to despair of ever seeing in his character.
In the interview which succeeded, he did not inform William whether
he should disclose the truth to Mr. Allen or not; indeed, he had not
at that time, made up his mind on the subject.--But he said he should
not mention it to any one of the scholars. This indulgence he thought
due to the great effort he knew it must have cost William to make the
confession.
'I never should have done it, but for Frank; he persuaded me into it.'
'He is your good genius then, William; and I advise you to attach him
as closely to your side as possible. Some how or other, he contrives
to discern and preserve the right course more perfectly than any of
you.'
'I believe,' said Frank, 'I do not deserve more praise on that
account, than the others.'
'And why not, if you do in fact excel them?'
'Because,' said Frank, with some embarrassment,--
'Shall I tell?' said William.
'Yes.'
'Because he has something which none of us have; which helps him in
doing right.'
'That must be a valuable possession in such a little world as this
school,' said Mr. Reed; 'what can it be?'
'A talisman,' answered William; 'which his mother gave him, and said
that it would secure him against all harm.'
'From moral harm,' said Frank; 'only from doing what I know to be
wrong.'
'If he only just looks at it,' said William, 'it makes him do right.'
'It inspires me with courage to do right,' said Frank.
'May we see this curious treasure?' asked Mr. Reed.
'Yes sir,' said Frank. 'I have intended to show it to Mrs. Reed, for
some time.'
Frank ran up to his trunk, took it out and brought it into Mrs.
Reed's room. He opened the box and presented it to her. She smiled
and looked surprised.
'There is a charm indeed; I do not wonder at its magical
influence.--It is, said she--looking up at Frank,--
'My mother's picture,' he answered.
'What a delightful countenance,' exclaimed Mr. Reed. A glance at such
features would, I am sure, drive away all evil thoughts. 'Especially
if they were a mother's,' said Mrs. Reed; 'and these were the lips
from which had proceeded, all your lessons of virtue.'
'I can have no such talisman,' exclaimed William, with a sigh. 'I
have no mother. I do not remember her face. She died when I was an
infant.'
'This is a great excuse for your faults,' observed Mr. Reed. 'Nothing
can supply a mother's place entirely, in the important period of
childhood. But you have found a friend who may be a talisman to you,
through life, if you will but adhere to him.'
'That I shall, I am resolved,' replied William; 'if he will adopt me.'
'Affection for a worthy object,' said Mrs. Reed; 'whether it be
parent or friend, is a talisman which has preserved many a noble
youth from the dangers of temptation.'
I trust it will not be uninteresting to our young friends to be
informed, that Frank and William's friendship, increased every year;
and that it was a source of mutual advantage through life. When
Frank went home in the vacation, his parents were delighted with
his improvement in looks and manners; he had acquired a manly air,
a clear and ready manner of expressing himself. His progress in his
studies exceeded their expectations; and his mother told him she was
repaid for the sacrifice she had made in parting with him.
The vacation passed away; and when Frank returned to school, both
his father and mother accompanied him to Boston. Mrs. Courtland was
very desirous of becoming acquainted with Mr. and Mrs. Reed, to whom
she and her husband felt so much indebted for the happiness and
improvements which Frank had found in their family.
Sam Brown's father was so much struck with Frank's improvement,
that he resolved to send his son to the same school; though it was
rather difficult for him to afford the expense of it. Sam was a boy
of fine talents, and well rewarded his father's exertion. He entered
college at the same time with Frank and William Gardiner. They were
so attached to each other, that they went by the name of the friendly
trio; and having quitted the University with honour, became highly
respectable and worthy men.
Frank was his mother's pride in manhood, as he had been her hope and
comfort in youth.
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