CHAPTER V.

Agenor was still under the excitement of this interview when he went to

the appointment with Judith. "The reptile!" he muttered, as he

descended the steps into the park, clenching his fists until the nails

penetrated the flesh. "I must shake off this toad, who is defiling both

Judith and myself."

But as he walked hurriedly through the rustling leaves towards the pine

_allee_, the only one that could afford a shelter at this season of the

year, his anger gradually evaporated, until he felt but one sensation,

that of longing for Judith's sweet presence.

"I will tell her everything," he thought, "and she must choose for

herself;" and the thought found expression in words even, but he felt

he only uttered them to keep to his resolution. After he had waited a

half-hour, there was only one word which he continually and hoarsely

repeated, as if in a delirium--"Come! Come!"

At last he heard her swift step among the leaves, and caught sight of

her dress glinting among the trees. She came hastily, with a glowing

face. The lace mantilla she had wrapped about her head had become

partly undone, and fluttered over her auburn hair.

"At last!" he murmured, rushing to meet her. She stood still, and when

she saw his passionate face a trembling seized her limbs, and she

stretched out her hands imploringly.

He scarcely observed it. "At last!" he repeated, catching the

half-resisting girl in his arms, while his lips sought hers till he

found them.

But only for a moment, for then she released herself. "Please do not

make it harder for me than it is, for now it is bitter enough; but--"

"Why, what is the matter? You were not like this yesterday, you--"

"Then it is all right?" she asked, wiping her wet eyes and struggling

to smile. "You have kissed me and we belong to each other for life."

This was said with such trust and earnestness that Agenor was touched

to the quick. His arm dropped which was about to embrace her again.

"You dear love," he said, falteringly, "certainly we belong to each

other. Nothing can part us again, Judith--nothing. And I shall do all

that lies in my power to keep you from ever repenting it." He could

safely promise that, for it was his firm resolve. "I love you as I

never loved before."

A happy smile lit up her face, yet her eyes were filled with tears. "I

believe you. Would I be here if I had one moment's doubt of your honor?

Would I have come yesterday? No, I should be sitting in my own room,

weeping my eyes out for my misfortune in loving a man who had no love

for me--who would not make me his wife. And perhaps," she continued

shrilly, "I could not endure life with such shame and misery at my

heart."

"Judith," he said, startled, "what thoughts are these?"

"Silly ones, I know. But see how much has happened these past few days.

I am quite changed. I do not think it ever occurred to any girl before.

I have no control over my own heart; it commands me, and I must come to

you and be caressed, and caress you in turn. It is the same with my

thoughts. They roam about in wild confusion. I am only quiet when I

think of you. For I know you--"

"And yet," he said, looking at her tenderly, "you must have wept much

since yesterday!"

"Are you surprised?" She asked this with a sorrowful smile. "Remember,

my father and brother love me, and I love them. How startled they will

be when you ask for my hand, and how it will distress them for me to

become a Christian! Perhaps I may lose their hearts forever. They may

never wish to have any more to do with me. You do not know what it

means with us to change our faith. In our parish there is a poor old

widow, Miriam Gold, who earns her living as a nurse. Her husband was a

village publican, and her only daughter fell in love with a peasant,

became a Christian, and married him. The father died of grief at the

disgrace and from the sneers of our co-religionists, and the mother

leads a wretched life. Had my father not interfered in her behalf, she

would have perished. She, too, has cast off her daughter, and scarcely

ever mentions her. She herself told me to-day that she had not spoken

of her for years."

The count listened, his mind filled with contending emotions. "What,

to-day?" he asked, in surprise.

"Just now. The reason I was so late was that she begged me to allow her

to tell her story. Perhaps," drawing a deep breath--"perhaps it was no

coincidence. She knows my position, and wishes to warn me. If so, my

father may hear of it, and that would be a bad thing. Honesty demands

he should hear it from us first, not from others. If you preferred, I

could tell him myself."

"I must have time for consideration," replied the count. "I should like

to spare you needless strife."

"Be upright," whispered his conscience. "You are a scoundrel if you are

silent now." But how could he do it, and how would she receive it? Only

just now she had said: "Perhaps I could not endure to go on living."

"Needless quarrels simply embitter the life," he resumed, mechanically.

"See, Judith, how I love you."

"I know it, and because I know it I will be still, and leave it to you

as to how and when you will speak with my father. Of course, if he asks

me, I must tell him the truth. You must surely realize it is hard for

me; and since you love me, you must not expect to meet me in secret. If

you only knew how I felt yesterday and to-day before I came. I knew it

was not right, and I felt the shame burning my cheeks, and the bright

daylight hurt me. Still, I came--I had to. I was drawn as if with

chains; for I love you, I love you!"

As she stood before him, her glowing, face drooping over her heaving

bosom, he lost what little self-possession he had, and his conscience

was deadened by the rushing of blood in his ears. He pressed her to

him, covering head, face, and clothes with kisses, till after a few

minutes she tore herself away.

"I have tolerated it," she said, breathlessly, "because it is the last

time before your formal proposal. Farewell!"

"May I not accompany you?" he begged, endeavoring to pass his arm about

her shoulders.

She shook her head in silence, and hurried away. Once again she looked

back. He stood as she had left him, gazing after her with ravening

eyes. She waved her handkerchief, and hastened on. As she passed into

the street which led through the town to her home, she hesitated. It

seemed impossible to go along under everybody's eyes; it seemed as if

every one must see the kisses that still burned on her cheeks. She

slipped into a foot-path that led along in the rear of the houses, sat

down on a bench, and gave full vent to the tears that rained down her

face. This soothed her, and she went on her way, entering the house by

the back door.

Her father's carriage was standing in the court-yard, so he had

probably returned. The old servant, who had carried her in her arms,

met her in the hall. Poor old Sarah was very white, and trembled in

every limb. "There you are at last!" she almost screamed, wringing her

hands. "O God! merciful God! why did you let me live to see this come

to pass?"

Judith, too, grew white as the wall, against which she leaned. But the

weakness passed away in a moment, and she asked: "Where is my father?"

"In the reception-room. But you cannot see him yet. The burgomaster is

there, and is telling him the whole story. I have just heard it from

the magistrate's cook. Oh! child, what--"

"You will let me know when he is alone," interrupted Judith; and she

went to her room.

She had to wait a long time; in her present state of mind it was an

intolerably long time. For the burgomaster was a good old simpleton, so

he thought it expedient to tell Nathaniel what all the town knew; and

he was also a gifted orator. Therefore, he began with a discourse on

friendship, followed by another on the corrupt morals of recent times,

until finally the poor old father discovered the drift of the whole. It

was ghastly to see him sitting in his arm-chair, pale as death, and

motionless, except when he occasionally passed his hand over his

silvery beard.

"Thanks," he said, when the speaker had at last ended. His voice was

hoarse, but otherwise he spoke slowly and deliberately as usual. "You

have intended for the best. But now for the chief point. Did your wife

herself see that kiss in the garden?"

"No, Frau von Wroblewski."

"And you only tell me that now?" cried Trachtenberg, almost gayly. He

really succeeded in forcing a laugh. "A reliable witness! That quiets

me. I was never in much doubt, for I know my child. I can willingly

believe she went for a walk in the park; that she met the count, who

accosted her politely, and received a polite answer. The rest is a lie.

I, as her father, am sure of that."

"Well, if you, Pani Trachtenberg--"

"Yes; I, her father! Please repeat this to everyone who cares to hear

it."

He accompanied his astounded guest to the door, and then returned to

his arm-chair. There he sank down and buried his face in his hands,

where he lay motionless, not hearing, in his wild grief, the gentle,

hesitating step which came into the room. It was only when Judith dared

to touch his hand that he was aroused.

"Father," she said, with faltering voice. "Do not be angry with me. I

know it was another happiness you had planned for me, but I did not

choose this myself. It came upon me unawares."

"Silence!" he yelled, flinging her hand from off his. His wrath at her

daring to speak to him almost robbed him of consciousness. "Happiness!"

he repeated. "What rubbish are you talking?"

"My happiness," she answered, gently but firmly. "For I love him, and

he will make me his wife."

The old man jumped up suddenly. His eyes became rigid and seemed

standing out of their sockets; his lips quivered, and he held out his

hands as if to defend himself. "A--ah!" he groaned. The next instant he

had caught her by both hands, and dragged her to the window into the

full light. His eyes sought hers and held them fast, his gaze sinking

deeper and deeper into hers. He breathed with difficulty; there was a

gurgling in his throat, but no words came in this anguish of soul. The

question to which he demanded an answer lay in his glazed and terrified

eyes.

She bore the stare, the color mounting higher and higher in her pale

face, until neck and brow were suffused with a vivid purple; but her

eyelids never drooped. She understood the silent question conveyed by

the horror in his eyes, and she answered it in the same silent manner.

He drew a deep, deep breath, and let her hands fall. "Tell me," he

commanded, abruptly.

She hesitated.

"Have I not the right?" he exclaimed.

"Yes, perhaps, but I am not sure. Father, I do not know myself how it

has come about. I did not wish it, but I was forced into it, and

perhaps it was the same with him. But his intentions are honorable."

"We will hear of that later. Go on."

She told, at first in confused, indistinct words, how she had met his

eyes at the entrance into the town, and what a tumult of emotions his

conduct had awakened in her the evening of the ball. But as she passed

on to the conversation after Wiliszenski's reading, she overcame her

fears, and she told everything as she knew it--the whole truth.

He stood with his forehead pressed against the window, and listened

quietly, interrupting her but once. As she was telling him of other

meetings at Wroblewski's house, he asked suddenly: "And you did not

observe you were always alone?"

"No, I supposed it was a--"

"A coincidence!" he said, mockingly, shaking his clenched fist at the

ceiling. "But go on."

He sank down in his arm-chair again, while she sat by him, and finished

her story, not even suppressing the conversation of that day.

"Father," she concluded, piteously, "I have never forgotten, and never

can forget, how much I grieve you and Raphael. Therefore I can never be

fully happy. But you are clever and good, and must see that I cannot

help it." She knelt at his feet and clasped his knees. "Father, don't

be angry with me!"

He sat still for a long time without moving. Then he felt gently for

her hands, and loosed them from his knees, rose, and, going to the

window, looked into the street over which the twilight of a late autumn

day was sinking. Now and then he muttered to himself: "And I, fool that

I am, often bewailed your early death! It was good for you!" Then he

said aloud: "Your mother--" Then he stopped again.

He stood in that attitude, and it grew darker and darker in the room.

Finally he pulled himself together, lit the candles on the table, and

went to his child, who was still on her knees, her head resting against

the chair.

"Stand up!" he ordered, going up close to her.

She obeyed. She attempted to look him in the eye, but could not, she

was so shocked to see how suddenly old his face had grown. But his

voice no longer quavered.

"It is a heavy misfortune," he said. "I thank God with all my heart

that he has not utterly undone us; but what he has sent is fearful

enough. I am not blaming you. You ought not to have had any secrets

from me; but you are so young, and he is handsome and a count. If I

accuse you, I ought also to accuse myself. I ought to have considered

the character of the people I was sending you among, and how their

influence would affect you. I ought to have been more clever, as clever

as my poor boy, whose heart would break if he knew of this. But he

shall never know it--never!"

She made a motion as if to speak.

"Never!" he repeated. "Listen, Judith! I know that madness blinds your

eyes to-day, and deafens your ears. You will not understand what I am

going to tell you. The wall here would comprehend it better. But you

ought to feel that it is your father who thinks so, who loves you more

than his own life, and who will not change his opinion. You are never

to see or speak to the people up-stairs or to the count. You are to

remain in your own room, and not to leave it without my orders. It

would be best for me to have the horses harnessed and take you to the

house from which I just came--my sister Recha's, in Tarnopol. She is a

clever woman, your aunt Recha, and understands the management of sick

people. But that will not be possible before the close of the week.

Otherwise, this story would spread the more."

"Father," she implored, "do not ruin me!"

"Others wished to do that, and were in the best way to accomplish their

purpose; but I, your father, will save you. Whether the count is a

scoundrel, who is calculating on it in cold blood, and has hired that

other scoundrel up-stairs to help him, or whether he is only a weak

man, who, in the turmoil of passion, has tolerated the assistance of

the wretch, I do not know; but it is all the same, as in either case

your fate would have been a fearful one."

"Do not insult him!" she cried. "He is good and true! Ask him, if you

doubt it, or listen to him when he comes to ask for my hand."

"I can safely promise that," he replied, bitterly; "for he will not

come. And I shall certainly not ask him, because I already know the

answer, and will not have it said of me: 'The old man lost his senses

in despair, and actually implored the count to make the lost girl his

wife.'"

"But if he should come?"

"Then I should say, 'No! no! no!' as long as there was breath in my

body, in order to save you from unhappiness. For fire and water will

not mix quietly, and a woman who is a curse to her husband is the most

wretched creature on earth. If Count Agenor Baranowski was really

insane enough to marry my daughter, he would be morally dead. There

would be a three months' delirium, and then a life of misery, and you

deserve a better fate. Not another word," he continued, imperiously, as

she was about to speak. "You have had to hear my will to-day, though as

yet you cannot understand me."

She stepped forward and raised her hands imploringly. He silently shook

his head. Her arms fell, and she staggered from the room, her entire

body quivering with emotion. He looked after her sadly, and even after

the door closed his eyes were fixed in that direction.

So the old servant found him. She brought the letters that had

accumulated during his absence, and asked if he wanted his supper. He

declined it, and tried to read the letters. It was impossible. Only one

interested him. It was from Bergheimer's old pupil, Berthold

Wertheimer, in Breslau, who informed him, in well-measured sentences,

that he was passing through Galicia on business, and would give himself

the pleasure of calling upon him.

"That is done for, too," sighed the old man, painfully. "I shall

consider myself happy if the poor child is cured in a year or two."

Brooding over these troubles, he failed to hear a knock at the door,

and only looked up when the visitor stood before him. It was Herr von

Wroblewski. With a sorrowful air, he reached out his hand. "Pani

Nathaniel," he said, softly, "I have heard you are in trouble and

sorrow. The faithful friend should not be missing."

The old man's face worked, but he controlled himself. He did not accept

the proffered hand, but his voice was quiet as he asked, "And what has

the faithful friend to tell me?"

"_Mon Dieu!_ how you look at me! as if I were to blame. You do me

injustice, 'pon my honor! Not one compromising word passed between the

young people in my house, and I was dumb with surprise when I heard of

the affair."

"Indeed!" said the Jew, still coldly and deliberately. "But you surely

do not expect me to believe this? Why this comedy? What is it you wish

from me?"

"Pani Nathaniel, you hurt me! It was only our old friendship, 'pon my

honor! Then, too, I am compromised, in a way. You may treat me as you

like, but I will do my duty. As a man of honor and as your friend, I

will go to-morrow, or to-day, if you wish, and will say to the count:

'You were introduced to this young girl in my house, and I have the

right to remind you that you are about to commit an outrage against an

honorable family. I beg of you to discontinue the attempt.' Yes, I will

do it."

"Very well, do what you cannot avoid doing."

"But, are you not willing? It is the only way to influence the count.

And you could not find a better go-between."

"Certainly not more honest. But I require no go-between in this affair.

I have forbidden my daughter ever to speak, even one syllable, to the

count, you, or your ladies. As she is a good child and a Jewess,

brought up to obey her father, she will do as I say, though it may be

hard for her."

Herr von Wroblewski smiled. "But is not that as the old proverb says,

'emptying out the spoons with the slops'? Perhaps the count will say,

'I am serious in this, and wish to marry the girl.' It is possible."

"That would not make the least difference. I should say 'no,' and

Judith knows it. Not because I have any feeling against Christians, but

because it would be certain misery for both." He arose.

"That is surely not your final word? You will not refuse the hand of an

old friend?"

"Yes," said the Jew, abruptly. "I do not think the less of you for

coming," he continued, in a tone of the utmost contempt, "for every one

must act according to his principles. Your principles, both private and

public, allow you to be convinced by both sides. You have been

convinced by the count; now you wish to be by me also. But I decline."

Wroblewski changed color. His face was distorted by rage and hate. With

difficulty he restrained himself. "But, Pani Nathaniel, some one must

have libelled me to you. The burgomaster perhaps-- Oh! if you only knew

how his wife-- It really grieves me to part with you in such a state of

mind."

"Yet you will be obliged to do it," said Trachtenberg, quietly,

pointing to the door, "otherwise I shall have to call my coachman."

When the magistrate was again in the dark passage, he was forced to

hold to the door-posts, he was so overcome with rage.

"You shall pay for that," he groaned, "yes, pay for it," and he

reiterated it at least ten times. He then went into the street, where

he walked up and down meditating. At last he had made up his mind.

"That would be the very best plan, but it must be carried out to-day."

He looked at the clock. "Nine; a very convenient hour!" and he then

turned his steps in the direction of the castle.

Half an hour later he stood before the count. The young man had just

arisen from dinner.

"You have come to ask about the letter?" he inquired. "It has been

attended to."

"Of that I had no doubts. I have come to show my gratitude in a

practical way." He hastily told what had transpired, in the most

glaring colors, of course. "It must have been a frightful scene. The

girl swore she would not leave you, and her father that he regarded

your proposal as an insult. So he has locked her in her room, and is

going to drag her off to some Ghetto to-morrow early--who knows where.

The girl will be lost to you forever if you do not act with

promptitude."

The count paced the floor in great excitement. "But what can I do?" he

asked.

"It would be bad if you required me to tell you!"

"An abduction! But that would be an act of violence."

"Has it never happened before? At any rate, you need not bother

yourself. There will be no obstacles. I know the girl's room."

"But if she refuses?"

"Has she refused to come to the park, and is it likely she will refuse

to go with you, now her father has been foolish and fanatical enough to

tell her he would not even agree to a marriage with you?"

"But she will demand an oath from me!"

"Well, then, swear. You know the proverb about lovers' oaths. As it is,

you seem to have developed considerable skill in this critical

situation. If you have gone so far without oaths, you can manage the

rest."

"It is impossible; my conscience will not allow it." And yet, as he

said this, he saw in his mind's eye a carriage stopping before a

hunting-lodge belonging to him, five hours distant, and himself

stepping out, with Judith in his arms.

"Your conscience," said the magistrate. "Well, of course you can

best judge of that yourself. Only consider the matter. You have a few

hours still. If you dare venture, let your carriage wait in the street

behind the house, about one o'clock, a few hundred feet away from the

court-yard gate. I shall be enjoying the fresh air at an open window at

that time. If I see you below, I will open the gate to you at the

stroke of the clock. Good-night, or _au revoir!_"

He started to go, but a motion of the count detained him. "Only one

question. Trachtenberg told his daughter he would reject even a formal

proposal from me--is that true?"

"Do I ever lie?" asked Herr von Wroblewski, angrily and yet smiling at

the same time. "Do you think I am so stupid as to tell a lie which

could be disproven by your asking his daughter one question? You do not

know me yet, my dear count!"

"Does his fanaticism carry him so far?"

"You are surely not surprised at that. Those people barely consider us

human beings, and if your conscience cannot accommodate itself-- But

that is your own business."

He bowed and left.

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