CHAPTER XVII

_Young Peter sees something he never saw before, and Glen finds that

her theory about herself was wrong._

NEVER before in all his life had he seen death. When his father died

he was away at school, and by the time he reached home the primal

mystery was merged in funeral solemnities. He had left a brisk, genial

gentleman who had very little time for anything, and he came back to

find a white and silent personage lying in chill state who appeared to

have time and to spare, but the actual transition escaped him.

Nothing had escaped him here. One moment the wise, kindly little

monkey-like countenance was a sentient thing, and the next moment it

was a death-mask; one instant it asked questions and made wishes, and

in another instant--were its questions answered and its wishes granted?

Although he had never seen death, he had looked many times into the

bright face of danger in his happy and heedless wanderings. Danger

added a fillip; death, he felt, had a gallant bearing, a clean and

shining face. This was death with a difference, mean and sordid, sly

and cheating; what old Norsemen called “a straw death.” This child had

found death before ever she had found life; it was unfair. It made him

uncomfortable, indignant, furious. After the frantic quarter of an hour

of alarums and excursions, of telephoning and talking, the quiet which

ensued was horrible to him. Miss Ada was waiting below to break the

news to Glen, and he kept vigil beside Gloriana-Virginia in the prim

little guest chamber upstairs, and there rose up in him a hot young

rage of grief.

He had liked the quaint, ugly, little thing ... he had planned such

jolly plans for her! He turned back the sheet and looked at her. The

wise little simian face was as tired and as kind as ever, no more so,

and no less. Here was no bidding for tears; to the unlovely pathos of

her life had been added the unlovely pathos of her death, that was

all. But to Mr. Peter Parker of Pasadena, sitting there in the deepest

discomfort of his cheerful young life, things his mother had told him,

articles she had read aloud to him by main force, paragraphs here and

there, obtruded themselves into his consciousness. He wanted intensely

to go away, but Miss Ada had taken it gravely for granted that he

would remain until the child’s aunt arrived. He dropped the sheet over

her again, but it seemed as if he could see through it, as clearly

as through a window pane, and the small yellow face and the ugly,

misshaped claws and the wizened body became the piercing mouthpiece of

her kind--the rest of them in the mill--his mill--and other mills, and

cotton fields, and beet fields, and factories and prune orchards, and

oyster sheds.

Once he had seen in a private collection a very vivid and terrible

painting in which the headless body of a young girl, surrounded

by flaming torches, was borne through the streets of Paris to

inflame the mob, and it came to him now that he would like to take

Gloriana-Virginia’s body in that fashion and carry it through the

length and breadth of the land, until he made all the--what had Glen

Darrow called him?--idle-born, overfed, underworked people feel what

he was feeling now! And Glen Darrow should go with him, and rouse them

with him, and--and _be_ with him! He had forgotten in the acute emotion

of the last hour, the thing which had become quite clear to him that

evening; he had been groping toward it, of course, ever since that

first day, when she had faced him so gamely and gallantly and said--“I

wrote it!”--but it had not assumed the final certainty until he had

seen her going away with Luke Manders. He knew now, without any shadow

of doubt, what he wanted, and whatever he had wanted, for more than

twenty-two years, he had gotten. It would not be easy, perhaps, but he

didn’t want it to be easy, for he was tired, tired to the marrow of

his bones of easy things....

He came out of his meditation with a start to find her standing on the

other side of the bed.

“Thank you,” she said very gently. “Thank you for staying. You can

go now.” It was not a dismissal but a release. There were tears in

her eyes but she was not crying. “M’liss’ will come, and I am here,

now.” She lifted the sheet for an instant, and her firm chin which

was like her truculent father’s quivered, and for a long moment

Gloriana-Virginia Tolliver’s two friends stood on either side of her,

looking down at her, wordlessly. Then Glen covered her again. “If only

I hadn’t left her!”

“You mustn’t--it was--very quick,” he said clumsily. “I--I’m certain

she never knew. She was wishing--on your Wishing Carpet--” he saw a

tiny spasm of grief contort the girl’s face for an instant--“and then

it--it was all over.” The fluent young man could not, apparently, find

anything more fitting than the old rubber-stamp phrase. Perhaps, for

the first time in his nimble-tongued experience, he was finding words

inadequate for his needs, for he came slowly round the foot of the bed

and stood very close to her, without speaking at all, in a gentle,

companionable silence.

Gloriana-Virginia, who had worried so about their feud, might well

be satisfied, there beneath her sheet; at last they were, as she had

“honed” to have them--“sweet and mannerly.”

It would have delighted her to see him lean nearer, and lift one of

Glen’s hands, and look at it gravely before he turned it over and

placed one rather diffident kiss in its palm.

It would have surprised her to see the assured and flippant youth

silent and shy; it would have astonished her still more to see Glen

Darrow color slowly and softly, to see her mouth tremble, but she could

not have seen, even with her wise little monkey eyes wide open, her

first friend’s inner tumult. She could not even have surmised the wild,

sweet panic with which Glen Darrow made the second great discovery

of her life, namely, that she did _not_ dislike being touched. It

invalidated earlier statements to Luke Manders and convictions to

herself; it gave the lie to that distressful scene in the lane, almost

a year ago, on her nineteenth birthday. If it lifted her out of the

classification of the queer and the strange and the abnormal, it did

something else, likewise; it made it shockingly clear that it was only

the person who mattered ... it started a trembling and a rumbling and a

cracking at the foundations of a dream castle builded six years ago.

The color seeped out of her golden-olive face and left it as nearly

white as it could ever be, and she drew her hand away. M’liss’

Tolliver was coming noisily up the stairs, very vocal in her grief.

“Let’s go down,” Peter Parker whispered. “There are a million things I

must tell you, and ask you, and----”

Glen shook her head. He had asked her no question in words, but the

downright truth of her was beyond any mincing maidenliness.

“No,” she said clearly, “I will stay here. It--is no use. You see, I

promised my father when he was dying. I am going to marry Luke Manders

next month--the day I am twenty years old.”

* * * * *

Mrs. Eugenia Parker rang the Darrow doorbell an hour later and Glen

herself admitted her.

“My son told me,” the Federation President began at once, as if fearing

she might be denied admission, “of the death of the little girl. He is

greatly grieved, for he was deeply interested in her.”

“I know he was,” said Glen gently.

Mrs. Parker looked rather startled at her tone. “I came to see if I

might be of service to you.”

“Thank you, no,” she said, still more gently. “Everything has been

done. Her aunt was here, but she has gone home again. I asked them to

leave her here.”

“You will have the funeral?”

“Yes--here. Day after to-morrow, because that will be Sunday, and

her friends will be free to come.” Then, at what she saw in the

older woman’s face, she said--“I’m not regretting Gloriana-Virginia,

Mrs. Parker. She is infinitely better off, of course. But I am

rebellious”--she did not know that she was giving voice to Peter’s

bitter reflection beside Glory’s body--“because she had to die before

she ever had a chance to live!”

“Yes, I know!” the president concurred with warm sympathy. “But there

will be no more Glorys. I mean--conditions are steadily growing better,

people are rousing----”

“That won’t bring her back,” said Glen, unsteadily.

“No. But--to our shame be it said--reforms are only born of human

sacrifice!” she stopped short and looked at the girl. “You have your

hat on-- Am I keeping you?”

“I was going down to the mill.”

“I thought you were not running the mill at night this week.”

“We have not been, but the whistle blew just as I came home--I don’t

understand it. I thought I had better go down.”

“Then, may I walk with you as far as the hotel?”

“Surely. I will just speak to Miss Ada--” She came back in an instant,

and they set off down the hill together, and the doctor’s daughter

was silent. What a night! Peter Parker under her roof, in her dear

house; Luke Manders finding him there, and the terrible scene which had

ensued, Glory’s death; the bewildering, breath-taking discovery that

one might intensely dislike being touched by one person, and then, in

the case of another person, not dislike it in the least, but on the

contrary----

Mrs. Eugenia Parker was not silent. She talked heartily of conditions

of working and living, North, East, South, and West, and paid warm

tribute to the fine progress the Old South was making.

“And that is why it distresses me so to find my son’s mill--at least,

the mill of which he is part owner--so far below standard! Mr. Carey’s

cousin, a most charming young widow, Mrs. Tenafee--I daresay you know

her? No? Well, she called upon me, and I found her thoroughly awake to

the situation. The club women are accomplishing wonders, I understand.”

They had reached the entrance to the Bella Vista’s grounds, and halted.

“Good night,” said Glen, still with the new gentleness in her voice.

But the Federation President continued to talk. It was an exquisite

night, windless and still, white beneath a fulling moon, and somewhere

in the hotel’s gardens a mocking bird was singing, and the busy and

purposeful lady seemed loath to call it a day.

“I have not yet visited the mill at night. I believe I shall go down

for a little while. Peter is there, and I can come back with him.”

So they went forward again, side by side, companionably, Mrs. Eugenia

Parker and the young woman who had penned the vitriolic editorial in

_The Torch_ about her son.

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