CHAPTER XVIII

SILCHESTER COLLEGE MISSION

It was never allowed to be forgotten at St. Agnes' that the Mission was

the Silchester College Mission; and there were few days in the year on

which it was possible to visit the Mission House without finding there

some member of the College past or present. Every Sunday during term two

or three prefects would sit down to dinner; masters turned up during the

holidays; even the mighty Provost himself paid occasional visits, during

which he put off most of his majesty and became as nearly human as a

facetious judge. Nor did Father Rowley allow Silchester to forget that

it had a Mission. He was not at all content with issuing a half yearly

report of progress and expenses, and he had no intention of letting St.

Agnes' exist as a subject for an occasional school sermon or a religious

tax levied on parents. From the first moment he had put foot in Chatsea

he had done everything he could to make St. Agnes' be what it was

supposed to be--the Silchester College Mission. He was particularly

anxious that the new church should be built and beautified with money

from Silchester sources, even if he also accepted money for this purpose

from outside. Soon after Mark had become recognized as Father Rowley's

confidential secretary, he visited Silchester for the first time in his

company.

It was the custom during the summer for the various guilds and clubs

connected with the parish to be entertained in turn at the College. It

had never happened that Mark had accompanied any of these outings, which

in the early days of St. Agnes' had been regarded with dread by the

College authorities, so many flowers were picked, so much fruit was

stolen, but which now were as orderly and respectable excursions as you

could wish to see. Mark's first visit to Silchester was on the occasion

of Father Rowley's terminal sermon in the June after he was nineteen. He

found the experience intimidating, because he was not yet old enough to

have learnt self-confidence and he had never passed through the ordeal

either of a first term at a public school or of a first term at the

University. Boys are always critical, and at Silchester with the

tradition of six hundred years to give them a corporate self-confidence,

the judgment of outsiders is more severe than anywhere in the world,

unless it might be in the New Hebrides. Added to their critical regard

was a chilling politeness which would have made downright insolence

appear cordial in comparison. Mark felt like Gulliver in the presence of

the Houyhnms. These noble animals, so graceful, so clean, so

condescending, appalled him. Yet he had found the Silchester men who

came to visit the Mission easy enough to get on with. No doubt they,

without their background were themselves a little shy, although their

shyness never mastered them so far as to make them ill at ease. Here,

however, they seemed as imperturbable and unbending as the stone saints,

row upon row on the great West front of the Cathedral. Mark apprehended

more clearly than ever the powerful personality of Father Rowley when he

found that these noble young animals accorded to him the same quality of

respect that they gave to a popular master or even to a popular athlete.

The Missioner seemed able to understand their intimate and allusive

conversation, so characteristic of a small and highly developed society;

he seemed able to chaff them at the right moment; to take them seriously

when they ought to be taken seriously; in a word to have grasped without

being a Siltonian the secret of Silchester. He and Mark were staying at

a house which possessed super-imposed upon the Silchester tradition a

tradition of its own extending over the forty years during which the

Reverend William Jex Monkton had been a house master. It was difficult

for Mark, who had nothing but the traditions of Haverton House for a

standard to understand how with perfect respect the boys could address

their master by his second name without prejudice to discipline. Yet

everybody in Jex's house called him Jex; and when you looked at that

delightful old gentleman himself with his criss-cross white tie and

curly white hair, you realized how impossible it was for him to be

called anything else except Jex.

For the first time since Mark, brooding upon the moonlit quadrangle of

St. Osmund's Hall, bade farewell to Oxford, he regretted for a while his

surrender of the scholarship to Emmett. What was Emmett doing now? Had

his stammer improved in the confidence that his success must surely have

brought him? Mark made an excuse to forsake the company of the four or

five men in whose charge he had been left. He was tired of being

continually rescued from drowning in their conversation. Their

intentional courtesy galled him. He felt like a negro chief being shown

the sights of England by a tired equerry. It was a fine summer day, and

he went down to the playing fields to watch the cricket match. He sat

down in the shade of an oak tree on the unfrequented side, unable in the

mood he was in to ask against whom the College was playing or which side

was in. Players and spectators alike appeared unreal, a mirage of the

sunlight; the very landscape ceased to be anything more substantial than

a landscape perceived by dreamers in the clouds. The trees and towers of

Silchester, the bald hills of Berkshire on the horizon, the cattle in

the meadows, the birds in the air exasperated Mark with his inability to

put himself in the picture. The grass beneath the oak was scattered with

a treasury of small suns minted by the leaves above, trembling patens

and silver disks that Mark set himself to count.

"Trying not to yearn and trying not to yawn," he muttered. "Forty-four,

forty-five, forty-six."

"You're ten out," said a voice. "We want fifty-six to tie, fifty-seven

to win."

Mark looked up and saw that a Silchester man whom he remembered seeing

once at the Mission was preparing to sit down beside him. He was a tall

youth, fair and freckled and clear cut, perfectly self-possessed, but

lacking any hint of condescension in his manner.

"Didn't you come over with Rowley?" he inquired.

Mark was going to explain that he was working at the Mission when it

struck him that a Silchester man might have the right to resent that,

and he gave no more than a simple affirmative.

"I remember seeing you at the Mission," he went on. "My name's Hathorne.

Oh, well hit, sir, well hit!"

Hathorne's approbation of the batsman made the match appear even more

remote. It was like the comment of a passer-by upon a well-designed

figure in a tapestry. It was an expression of his own æsthetic pleasure,

and bore no relation to the player he applauded.

"I've only been down to the Mission once," he continued, turning to

Mark. "I felt rather up against it there."

"Well, I feel much more up against it in Silchester," replied Mark.

"Yes, I can understand that," Hathorne nodded. "But you're only up

against form: I was up against matter. It struck me when I was down

there what awful cheek it was for me to be calmly going down to Chatsea

and supposing that I had a right to go there, because I had contributed

a certain amount of money belonging to my father, to help spiritually a

lot of people who probably need spiritual help much less than I do

myself. Of course, with anybody else except Rowley in charge the effect

would be damnable. As it is, he manages to keep us from feeling as if

we'd paid to go and look at the Zoo. You're a lucky chap to be working

there without the uncomfortable feeling that you're just being tolerated

because you're a Siltonian."

"I was thinking," said Mark, "that I was only being tolerated here

because I happened to come with Rowley. It's impossible to visit a place

like this and not regret that one must remain an outsider."

"It depends on what you want to do," said Hathorne. "I want to be a

parson. I'm going up to the Varsity in October, and I am beginning to

wonder what on earth good I shall be at the end of it all."

He gave Mark an opportunity to comment on this announcement; but Mark

did not know what to say and remained silent.

"I see you're not in the mood to be communicative," Hathorne went on

with a smile. "I don't blame you. It's impossible to be communicative in

this place; but some time, when I'm down at the Mission again, I'd like

to have what is called a heart-to-heart talk. That was a good boundary.

We shall win quite comfortably. So long!"

The tall, fair youth passed on; and although Mark never had that

heart-to-heart talk with him in the Mission, because he was killed in a

mountaineering accident in Switzerland that August, the memory of him

sitting there under the oak tree on that fine summer afternoon remained

with Mark for ever; and after that brief conversation he lost most of

his shyness, so that he came to enjoy his visits to Silchester as much

as the Missioner himself did.

As the new church drew near its completion, Mark apprehended why Father

Rowley attached so much importance to as much of the money for it as

possible coming directly from Silchester. He apprehended how the

Missioner felt that he was building Silchester in a Chatsea slum; and

from that moment that landscape like a mirage of the sunlight, that

landscape into which he had been unable to fit himself when he first

beheld it became his own, for now beyond the chimneypots he could always

see the bald hills of Berkshire and the trees and towers of Silchester,

and at the end of all the meanest alleys there were cattle in the

meadows and birds in the air above.

Silchester was not the only place that Mark visited with Father Rowley.

It became a recognized custom for him to travel up to London whenever

the Missioner was preaching, and in London he was once more struck by

the variety of Father Rowley's worldly knowledge and secular friends.

One week-end will serve as a specimen of many. They left Chatsea on a

Saturday morning travelling up to town in a third class smoker full of

bluejackets and soldiers on leave. None of them happened to know the

Missioner, and for a time they talked surlily in undertones, evidently

viewing with distaste the prospect of having a Holy Joe in their

compartment all the way to London; but when Father Rowley pulled out his

pipe, for always when he was away from St. Agnes' he allowed himself the

privilege of smoking, and began to talk to them about their ships and

their regiments with unquestionable knowledge, they unbent, so that long

before Waterloo was reached it must have been the jolliest compartment

in the whole train. It was all done so easily, and yet without any of

that deliberate descent from a pedestal, which is the democratic manner

of so many parsons; there was none of that Friar Tuck style of

aggressive laymanhood, nor that subtler way of denying Christ (of course

with the best intentions) which consists of salting the conversation

with a few "damns" and peppering it with a couple of "bloodies" to show

that a parson may be what is called human. Father Rowley was simply

himself; and a month later two of the bluejackets in that compartment

and one of the soldiers were regular visitors to the Mission House, and

what is more regular visitors to the Blessed Sacrament.

They reached London soon after midday and went to lunch at a restaurant

in Jermyn Street famous for a Russian salad that Father Rowley sometimes

spoke of with affection in Chatsea. After lunch they went to a matinée

of _Pelleas and Mélisande_, the Missioner having been given two stalls

by an actor friend. Mark enjoyed the play and was being stirred by the

imagination of old, unhappy, far off things until his companion began to

laugh. Several clever women who looked as if they had been dragged

through a hedge said "Hush!"; even Mark, compassionate of the players'

feelings should they hear Father Rowley laugh at the poignant nonsense

they were uttering on the stage, begged him to control himself.

"But this is most unending rubbish," he said. "I've never heard anything

so ridiculous in my life. Terrible."

The curtain fell on the act at this moment, so that Father Rowley was

able to give louder voice to his opinions.

"This is unspeakable bosh," he repeated. "I can't understand anything at

all that is going on. People run on and run off again and make the most

idiotic remarks. I really don't think I can stand any more of this."

The clever women rattled their beads and writhed their necks like angry

snakes without effect upon the Missioner.

"I don't think I can stand any more of this," he repeated. "I shall

have apoplexy if this goes on."

The clever women hissed angrily about the kind of people that came to

theatres nowadays.

"This man Maeterlinck must have escaped from an asylum," Father Rowley

went on. "I never heard such deplorable nonsense in my life."

"I shall ask an attendant if we can change our seats," snapped one of

the clever women in front. "That's the worst of coming to a Saturday

afternoon performance, such extraordinary people come up to town on

Saturdays."

"There you are," exclaimed Father Rowley loudly, "even that poor woman

in front thinks they're extraordinary."

"She's talking about you," said Mark, "not about the people in the

play."

"My good woman," said Father Rowley, leaning over and tapping her on the

shoulder. "You don't think that you really enjoy this rubbish, do you?"

One of her friends who was near the gangway called out to a programme

seller:

"Attendant, attendant, is it possible for my friends and myself to move

into another row? We are being pestered with a running commentary by

that stout clergyman behind that lady in green."

"Don't disturb yourselves, you foolish geese," said Father Rowley

rising. "I'm not going to sit through another act. Come along, Mark,

come along, come along. I am not happy. I am not happy," he cried in an

absurd falsetto.

Then roaring with laughter at his own imitation of Mélisande, he went

rolling out of the theatre and sniffed contentedly the air of the

Strand.

"I told Lady Pechell we shouldn't arrive till tea-time, so we'd better

go and ride on the top of a bus as far as the city."

It was an exhilarating ride, although Mark found that Father Rowley

occupied much more than half of the seat for two. About five o'clock

they came to the shadowy house in Portman Square in which they were to

stay till Monday. The Missioner was as much at home here as he was at

Silchester College or in a railway compartment full of bluejackets. He

knew as well how to greet the old butler as Lady Pechell and her sister

Mrs. Mannakay, to all of whom equally his visit was an obvious delight.

Not even Father Rowley's bulk could dwarf the proportions of that double

drawing-room or of that heavy Victorian furniture. He took his place

among the cases of stuffed humming birds and glass-topped tables of

curios, among the brocade curtains with shaped vallances and golden

tassels, among the chandeliers and lacquered cabinets and cages of

avadavats, sitting there like a great Buddha while he chatted to the two

old ladies of a society that seemed to Mark as remote as the people in

_Pelleas and Mélisande_. From time to time one of the old ladies would

try to draw Mark into the conversation; but he preferred listening and

let them think that his monosyllabic answers signified a shyness that

did not want to be conspicuous. Soon they appeared to forget his

existence. Deep in the lap of an armchair covered with a glazed chintz

of Sèvres roses and sable he was enthralled by that chronicle of

phantoms, that frieze of ghosts passing before his eyes, while the

present faded away upon the growing quiet of the London evening and

became remote as the distant roar of the traffic, which itself was

remote as the sound of the sea in a shell. Fox-hunting squires caracoled

by with the air of paladins; and there was never a lady mentioned that

did not take the fancy like a princess in an old tale.

"He's universal," Mark thought. "And that's one of the secrets of being

a great priest. And that's why he can talk about Heaven and make you

feel that he knows what he's talking about. And if I can discern what he

is," Mark went on to himself, "I can be what he is. And I will be," he

vowed in the rapture of a sudden revelation.

On Sunday morning Father Rowley preached in the fashionable church of

St. Cyprian's, South Kensington, after which they lunched at the

vicarage. The Reverend Drogo Mortemer was a dapper little bachelor (it

would be inappropriate to call such a worldly little fellow a celibate)

who considered himself the leader of the most advanced section of the

Catholic Party in the Church of England. He certainly had a finger in

the pie of every well-cooked intrigue, knew everybody worth knowing in

London, and had the private ears of several bishops. No more skilful

place-finder existed, and any member of the advanced section who wanted

a place for himself or for a friend had recourse to Mortemer.

"But the little man is all right," Father Rowley had told Mark. "Many

people would have used his talents to further himself. He has every

qualification for the episcopate except one--he believes in the

Sacraments."

Mr. Mortemer was the only son of James Mortimer of the famous firm of

Hadley and Mortimer. His father had become rich before he married the

youngest daughter of an ancient but impoverished house, and soon after

his marriage he died. Mrs. Mortemer brought up her son to forget that

his father had been a tradesman and to remember that he was rich. In

order to dissociate herself from a partnership which now existed only in

name above the plate glass of the enormous shop in Oxford Street Mrs.

Mortemer took to spelling her name with an "e," which as she pointed out

was the original spelling. She had already gratified her romantic fancy

by calling her son Drogo. Harrow and Cambridge completed what Mrs.

Mortemer began, and if Drogo had not developed what his mother spoke of

as a "mania for religion" there is no reason to suppose that he would

not one day have been a cabinet minister. However, as it was, Mrs.

Mortemer died cherishing with her last breath a profound conviction that

her son would soon be a bishop. That he was not likely to become a

bishop was due to the fact that with all his worldliness, with all his

wealth, with all his love of wire-pulling, with all his respect for rank

he held definite opinions and was not afraid to belong to a minority

unpopular in high places. He had too a simple piety that made his church

a power in spite of fashionable weddings and exorbitant pew rents.

"The sort of thing we're trying to do here in a small way," he said to

Father Rowley at lunch, "is what the Jesuits are doing at Farm Street.

My two assistant priests are both rather brilliant young people, and I'm

always on the look out to get more young men of the right type."

"You'd better offer Lidderdale a title when he's ready to be ordained."

"Why, of course I will," said the dapper little vicar with a courteous

smile for Mark. "Do take some more claret, Father Rowley. It's rather a

specialty of ours here. We have a friend in Bordeaux who buys for us."

It was typical of Mr. Mortemer to use the plural.

"There you are, Mark Anthony. I've secured you a title."

"Mr. Mortemer is only being polite," said Mark.

"No, no, my dear boy, on the contrary I meant absolutely what I said."

He seemed worried by Mark's distrust of his sincerity, and for the rest

of lunch he laid himself out to entertain his less important guest,

talking with a slight excess of charm about the lack of vitality, loss

of influence, and oriental barbarism of the Orthodox Church.

"_Enfin_, Asiatic religion," he said. "Don't you agree with me, Mr.

Lidderdale? And our Philorthodox brethren who would like to bring about

reunion with such a Church . . . the result would be dreadful . . .

Eurasian . . . yes, I must confess that sometimes I sympathize with the

behaviour of the Venetians in the Fourth Crusade."

Father Rowley looked at his watch and announced that it was time to

start for Poplar, where he was to address a large gathering of

Socialists in the Town Hall. Mr. Mortemer made a _moue_.

"Nevertheless I'm bound to admit that you have a strong case. Perhaps

I'm like the young man with large possessions," he burst out with a

sudden intense gravity. "Perhaps after all the St. Cyprian's religion

isn't Christianity at all. Just Catholicism. Nothing else."

"You'd better come down to Poplar with Mark and me," Father Rowley

suggested.

But Mr. Mortemer shook his head with a smile.

The Poplar meeting was crowded. In an atmosphere of good fellowship one

speaker after another got up and denounced the present order. It was

difficult to follow the arguments of the speakers, because the audience

cheered so many isolated statements. A number of people shook hands

with Father Rowley when he had finished his speech and wished that

there were more parsons like him. Father Rowley had not indulged in

political attacks, but had contented himself with praise of the poor. He

had spoken movingly, but Mark was not moved by his words. He had a vague

feeling that Father Rowley was being exploited. He was dazed by the

exuberance of the meeting and was glad when it was over and he was back

in Portman Square talking to Lady Pechell and Mrs. Mannakay while Father

Rowley rested for an hour before he walked round the corner to preach in

old Jamaica Chapel, a galleried Georgian conventicle that was now the

Church of the Visitation, but was still generally known as Jamaica

Chapel. Evensong was half over when the preacher arrived, and the church

being full Mark was given a chair by the sidesman in a dark corner,

which presently became darker when Father Rowley went up into the

pulpit, for all the lights were lowered except those above the

preacher's head, and nothing was visible in the church except the

luminous crucifix upon the High Altar. The warmth and darkness brought

out the scent of the many women gathered together; the atmosphere was

charged with human emotion so that Mark sitting in his corner could

fancy that he was lost in the sensuous glooms behind some _Mater

Addolorata_ of the seventeenth century. He longed to be back in Chatsea.

He was dismayed at the prospect of one day perhaps having to cope with

this quality of devotion. He shuddered at the thought, and for the first

time he wondered if he had not a vocation for the monastic life. But was

it a vocation if one longed to escape the world? Must not a true

vocation be a longing to draw nearer to God? Oh, this nauseating bouquet

of feminine perfumes . . . it was impossible to pay attention to the

sermon.

Mark went to bed early with a headache; but in the morning he woke

refreshed with the knowledge that they were going back to Chatsea,

although before they reached home the journey had to be broken at High

Thorpe whither Father Rowley had been summoned to an interview by the

Bishop of Silchester on account of refusing to communicate some people

at the mid-day celebration. Dr. Crawshay was at that time so ill that

he received the Chatsea Missioner in bed, and on hearing that he was

accompanied by a young man who hoped to take Holy Orders the Bishop sent

word for Mark to come up to his bedroom, where he gave him his blessing.

Mark never forgot the picture of the Bishop lying there under a

chequered coverlet looking like an old ivory chessman, a white bishop

that had been taken in the game and put off the board.

"And now, Mr. Rowley," Dr. Crawshay began when he had motioned Mark to a

chair. "To return to the subject under discussion between us. How can

you justify by any rubric of the Book of Common Prayer non-communicating

attendance?"

"I don't justify it by any rubric," the Missioner replied.

"Oh, you don't, don't you?"

"I justify it by the needs of human nature," the Missioner continued.

"In order to provide the necessary three communicants for the mid-day

Mass. . . ."

"One moment, Mr. Rowley," the Bishop interrupted. "I beg you most

earnestly to avoid that word. You know my old-fashioned Protestant

notions," he added, and his eyes so tired with pain twinkled for a

moment. "To me there is always something distasteful about that word."

"What shall I substitute, my lord?" the Missioner asked. "Do you object

to the word 'Eucharist'?"

"No, I don't object to that, though why you should want a Greek name

when we have a beautiful English name like the Lord's Supper, why you

should want to employ such a barbarism as 'Eucharist' I don't know.

However, if you must use Eucharist, use Eucharist. And now, by wandering

off into a discussion of terminology I forget where we were. Oh yes, you

were on the point of justifying non-communicating attendance by the

needs of human nature."

"I am afraid, my lord, that in a district like St. Agnes' it is

impossible always to ensure communicants for sometimes as many as four

early Lord's Suppers said by visiting priests."

The Bishop's eyes twinkled again.

"Yes, there you rather have me, Mr. Rowley. Four early Lord's Suppers

does sound, I must admit, a little odd."

"Four early Eucharists followed by another for children at half-past

nine, and the parochial sung Mass--sung Eucharist."

"Children?" Dr. Crawshay repeated. "You surely don't let children go to

the Celebration?"

"_Suffer little children to come unto Me, and forbid them not, for of

such is the Kingdom of Heaven_," Father Rowley reminded the Bishop.

"Yes, yes, I happen to have heard that text before. But the devil, Mr.

Rowley, can cite Scripture to his purpose."

"In the last letter I wrote to your lordship about the services at St.

Agnes' I particularly mentioned our children's Eucharist."

"Did you, Mr. Rowley, did you? I had quite forgotten that."

Father Rowley turned to Mark for verification.

"Oh, if Mr. Rowley remembers that he did write, there is no need to call

witnesses. I have had to complain a good deal of him, but I have never

had to complain of his frankness. It must be my fault, but I certainly

hadn't understood that there was definitely a children's Eucharist. This

then, I fancy, must be the service at which those three ladies

complained of your treatment of them."

"What three ladies?" asked the priest.

"Dear me, I'm growing very unbusinesslike, I'm afraid. I thought I had

enclosed you a copy of their letter to me when I wrote to invite an

explanation of your high-handed action."

The Bishop sighed. The details of these ecclesiastical squabbles

distracted him at a time when he should soon leave this fretful earth

behind him. He continued wearily:

"These were the three ladies who were refused communion by you at, as I

understood, the mid-day Celebration, which now turns out to be what you

call the children's Eucharist."

"It is perfectly true, my lord," Father Rowley admitted, "that on Sunday

week three women did present themselves from a neighbouring parish."

"Ah, they were not parishioners?"

"Certainly not, my lord."

"Which is a point in your favour."

"Throughout the service they sat looking through opera-glasses at Snaith

who was officiating, and greatly scandalizing the children, who are not

used to such behaviour in church."

"Such behaviour was certainly most objectionable," the Bishop agreed.

"I happened to be sitting at the back of the church, thinking out my

sermon, and their behaviour annoyed me so much that I sent for the

sacristan to go and order a cab. I then went up and whispered to them

that inasmuch as they were strangers it would be better if they went and

made their Communion in the next parish where the service would be more

lenient to their theory of worship. I took one of them by the arm, led

her gently down the aisle and out into the street, and handed her into

the cab. Her two companions followed her; I paid the cabman; and that

was the end of the matter."

The Bishop lay back on the pillows and thought for a moment or two in

silence.

"Yes," he said finally, "I think that in this case you were justified.

At the same time your justification by the Book of Common Prayer lay in

the fact that these women did not give you notice beforehand of their

intention to communicate. I think I must insist that in future you make

some arrangement with your workers and helpers to secure the requisite

minimum of communicants for every celebration. Personally, I think six

on a Sunday and four on a week-day far too many. I think the repetition

has a tendency to cheapen the Sacrament."

"_By Him therefore let us offer the sacrifice of praise to God

continually_," Father Rowley quoted from the Epistle to the Hebrews.

"Yes, yes, I know," said the Bishop. "But I wish you wouldn't drag in

these texts. They really have nothing whatever to do with the point in

question. Please realize, Mr. Rowley, that I allow you a great deal of

latitude at St. Agnes' because I am aware of what a great influence for

good you have been among these poor people."

"Your lordship has always been consideration itself."

"If that be your opinion, I want you to obey my ruling in this small

matter. I am continually being involved in correspondence on your

account with Vigilance Societies of the type of the Protestant Alliance,

and I shall give myself the pleasure of answering their complaints

without at the same time not, as I hope, impeding your splendid work. I

wish also, if God allows me to leave this bed again, to take the next

Confirmation in St. Agnes' myself. My presence there will afford you a

measure of official support which will not, I venture to believe, be a

disadvantage to your work. I do not expect you to modify your method of

conducting the service too much. That would savour of hypocrisy, both on

your side and on mine. But there are one or two things which I should

prefer not to see again. Last time you dressed a number of your

choir-boys in red cassocks."

"The servers, you mean, my lord?"

"Whatever you call them, they wear red cassocks, red slippers, and red

skull caps. That I really cannot stand. You must put them into black

cassocks and leave their caps and slippers in the vestry cupboard.

Further, I do not wish that most conspicuous processional crucifix to be

carried about in front of me wherever I go."

"Would you like the crucifix to be taken down from the altar as well?"

Father Rowley asked.

"No, that can stay: I shan't see that one."

"What date will suit your lordship for the Confirmation?"

"Ought not the question to have been rather what date will suit you, for

I have never yet been fortunate enough, and I never hope to be fortunate

enough, to fix upon a date straight off that will suit you, Mr. Rowley.

Let me know that later. In any case, my presence must depend, alas, upon

the state of my health. Now, how are you getting on with your new

church?"

"We shall be ready to open it in the spring of next year if all goes

well. Do you think that a new licence will be required? The new St.

Agnes' is joined to the present church by the sacristy."

The Bishop considered the question for a moment.

"No, I think that the old licence will serve. There is no prospect yet

of making St. Agnes' into a parish, and I would rather take advantage of

the technicality, all things being considered. Good-bye, Mr. Rowley. God

bless you."

The Bishop raised his thin arm.

"God bless your lordship."

"You are always in my prayers, Mr. Rowley. I think much about you lying

here on the threshold of Eternal Life."

The Bishop turned to Mark who knelt beside the bed.

"Young man, I would fain be spared long enough to ordain you to the

service of Almighty God, but you are still young and I am very near to

death. You could not have before you a better example of a Christian

gentleman than your friend and my friend Mr. Rowley. I shall say nothing

about his example as a clergyman of the Church of England. Remember me,

both of you, in your prayers."

The Bishop sank back exhausted, and his visitors went quietly out of the

room.

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