CHAPTER XV. RESTORED TO LIFE.

Day after day Etienne de Malville tossed upon the couch in the hut

of the woman whom he had so cruelly bereaved, struggling against

the throes of fever. In his ravings he was prone to dwell upon all

the scenes of horror he had recently passed through, and yet some

Providence, intervening, kept from his lips the one revelation

which might have endangered his safety--that he was himself the

murderer of the son of his preserver.

Sometimes Father Kenelm visited the hut, and although in his heart

he deeply regretted that Etienne had not shared the fate of his

companions, yet he was too much a Christian to frustrate the good

deed of poor old Hilda, by revealing the secret of his existence.

At length, some weeks after the commencement of his illness, after

days of parching thirst and delirious dreams, Etienne woke one

morning, conscious, and gazed dreamily about him.

The crisis had passed; he was no longer in danger from the fever,

and his senses were clear of the terrible and shadowy impressions

which had hung about him like a gigantic nightmare.

"Where am I? Who are you?"

"He is conscious, father," said the old woman. "What does he say?"

for Etienne spoke in Norman French.

"Thou hast been in great danger, my son, and this good woman hath

saved thee and sheltered thee from thy foes."

"Thanks, good mother."

There was a tone of deep feeling in his voice as he said these

words--"but what has passed? I have a confused remembrance of

hunting and being hunted, in a midnight forest, and of a deadly

combat in a dark chamber, from which I seemed to wake to find

myself here."

"Thy destiny has, indeed, been nearly accomplished, and that thou

art the survivor of the party with which thou didst invade the

Dismal Swamp is owing to this widow woman," said the good father in

the patient's own tongue.

Etienne fell back on his pillow and seemed trying to unravel the

tangled thoughts which perplexed him. Once more the dame came and

brought him a cooling drink. He drank it, thanked her, and fell

back with a sigh.

Yes, it all came to him now, as clear as the strong daylight--and

with it came remorse. He had cruelly slain young Eadwin, and the

mother of the murdered lad--for he knew her--had rescued him from

what his conscience told him would have been a deserved fate, at

least at the hands of the English.

There are crises in all men's lives--and this was one in the life

of Etienne--when they choose good or evil.

And from that time, new impressions had power over him. He lay in

deep remorse, knowing that he still owed his life to the

forbearance, and more than forbearance, with which he had been

treated.

"If thine enemy hunger, feed him; if he thirst, give him drink: for

in so doing thou shalt heap coals of fire on his head."

Etienne now felt these coals of fire.

He was not all pride and cruelty. His education had made him what

he was, and probably, under the same circumstances, with such a

father and the training of a Norman castle, many of my young

readers who have detested his arrogance would have been like him,

more or less.

"Their lot forbids, nor circumscribes alone,

Their growing virtues, but their crimes confines."

But now the generosity which lay hidden deep in his heart was

awakened; the holy teachings which, in his childhood he had heard

at his mother's knee--a mother who, had she lived, might have

influenced his whole conduct--came back to him. There were many

pious mothers, after all, in Normandy. Pity they had not better

sons.

"Forgive us our trespasses."

The daily ministrations of the poor childless widow, whom he had

made childless, were a noble commentary on these words.

"Mother," he said, one day, "forgive me--I have much to be

forgiven--I cannot tell thee all."

"Nay, thou needst not; thou art forgiven for the love of Him who

has forgiven us all."

For a long time yet he lingered a prisoner on his couch; for fever

had so weakened him that he could hardly support his own weight.

But at length convalescence set in, and his strength returned; but

he could only take exercise--which was now necessary to his

complete recovery--when Father Kenelm was at hand to act as a

scout, and warn him to retire in the case of the approach of any

Englishman; for although he had adopted the English dress, yet his

complexion and manner would have betrayed him to any observer close

at hand.

At length came the day of deliverance.

It was a day in early April. The east winds of March had dried the

earth, the sun had now some power, and the trees were bursting into

leaf in every direction. It was one of those first days of early

summer, which are so delicious from their rarity, and seem to

render this earth a paradise for the time being.

The convalescent was out of doors, inhaling the sweet breeze, in

the immediate proximity of the hut, when the good father appeared.

"My son," he said, "dost thou feel strong enough to travel?"

"I do, indeed, father," said the youth, his heart bounding with

delight; "but may I go, and without any ransom?"

"Surely; we have not preserved thy life from love of filthy lucre."

"I feel that father, in my very heart; but hast thou no pledge to

demand? Dost thou trust all to my gratitude?"

"Thou wilt never fight against the poor fugitives here, my son?"

"Nor betray the path to their retreat" added Etienne.

"That is already known," said the father.

"Known! then war is at hand."

"It is, and I would remove thee, lest harm should befall thee. Thou

wilt travel hence with me at once."

"Before we start I would fain be shriven by thee, for I have

grievously sinned, and to whom can I more fitly make my shrift? so

that he who has ministered to the body may in turn minister to the

soul."

"There is joy in heaven over one sinner that repenteth," said the

good monk, greatly moved, "and right gladly will I discharge mine

office towards thee."

The hour had come for Etienne to depart. He had bidden farewell to

the faithful Hilda. His last words were--"Thou hast lost one son,

mother, but found another; if Etienne de Malville lives, thou shalt

be recompensed one day."

The two pedestrians left the hut and, keeping close along the

border of the marsh, under the shadow of the trees, came at last to

the little isthmus which joined the firm ground within the marsh,

to a chain of woody hills.

The ground was so covered with vegetation and undergrowth that it

was difficult to advance, save by one narrow path; but Etienne saw

at once that in this direction the settlement could be assaulted at

any time of the year with every chance of success.

The monk must have been aware also that he was betraying the secret

of this approach to a Norman; but strangely enough, he did not seem

to trouble about it at this juncture.

"Father," said Etienne, "I would fain ask thee one question before

we part."

"Speak on, my son."

"I would fain know, father, what murderous hand gave thy abbey to

the flames--a deed abhorred by all good men, whether Normans or

English."

"Thou dost not know then?"

"Surely not, father."

"I may not tell thee whom all suspect; it is better for thy peace

of mind that it should remain a mystery till God solve the riddle."

"Thou mayst not tell how Wilfred escaped either," added Etienne,

who in his heart thought that the outlaws had fired the place and

released him from his imposed penance.

"On all these points my lips are sealed. Perhaps in God's own time

thou wilt learn the truth."

"Then I may not act as a mediator between my father and his

fugitive vassals?"

"Not under present circumstances. There is a dark mystery, which

God in His mercy hides from thee."

They had now gained a slight elevation, and could see the tops of

the trees below them for miles, including a portion of the swamp.

"Father, how full the woods are of smoke: look, it is rolling in

great billows over the tree tops. Surely the woods are on fire."

"I have heard that in foreign countries the woods are so dry in

summer that they burn easily, and that people caught in the forests

have great difficulty in saving their lives; but it is not so here,

the reeds and flags of the marshes alone are on fire."

"Methinks I hear the shouts of men who strive for mastery," and as

he spoke, the fire of the warrior kindled in his eyes.

"Thou mayst not join them if such be the case; thou wilt keep thy

promise, my son."

"Yes," said the tamed tiger cub, with a sigh; "yet I would fain

know what my father is doing. Let us go on."

Two more hours of forest travelling carried them far from the sound

of the conflict and they gained the outskirts of the forest.

Entering some nicely cultivated meadows, they came in sight of a

small Norman priory, which Etienne had visited in earlier days,

when out on woodland expeditions; for it was miles from Aescendune,

and the way lay through the forest.

"Farewell my son, I must leave thee here. They are thy countrymen

in yonder cell, and will gladly entertain thee."

"Thy blessing, my father."

"It is thine, my son. Do justice, love mercy, and walk humbly with

thy God, and He will bless thee."

Etienne sat on the trunk of a fallen tree, for he was very tired,

and watched the departing figure of Father Kenelm. His eyes were

dim, for he felt very much touched, for the time at least.

But he was now restored to life and liberty, and no bird in the

sky, no deer on the mountain, felt more blithe and happy than he

soon began to feel.

There is an old adage about the Evil One. It is said he became sick

and wanted to be a monk, but when he became well--well--Was this

the case with Etienne?

Time will show: for the present we leave him blowing the horn

suspended at the gate of St. Ouen's priory.

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