III

Captain Olaf Brunner, newly promoted, was scarcely recognizable as the

same human being who had once been so unsure of his military role, and

stood in trepidation at the approach of the Alliance Fleet.

He had not relinquished command of the Czech destroyer upon coming to

again in its infirmary. Rather, against doctor's orders he had

remained there for one day only, then thrown himself into his duties

with such vehemence that all in the ship became afraid of him, and some

wondered if the blow to his humanity had not been fatal.

Realizing this, realizing also that the people around him were not to

blame if his life was ended, he became less harsh in his attitude

towards them, and turned the full weight of his broken malice instead

toward repairing the ship, notifying next of kin, and getting them all

back safely into Coalition space, where he intended to request (demand)

a German command of his own. Though his health had not improved, and

though the medicines he once shunned were now habitual, this no longer

seemed an

important point. His new-found callousness lent itself even to

physical insensitivity.

In the rare moments he allowed himself to meditate, he thought almost

exclusively of Dubcek and the tortured old man. How well he now

understood them both: Dubcek, upon the death of his wife, throwing

himself into his military career, trying to scrape some pitiful meaning

from the ruins of an empty life. And the librarian, clinging

desperately to one last purpose, one last reason to live.

Wasn't he doing the same? Only the thought, cruel as it was, that

somehow Ara still lived and still needed him, kept him from ending his

own life. Or maybe he was just a coward..... And one other impulse

drove him, foreign as it might have seemed to his nature not so very

long before. He wanted to kill as many of the enemy as possible---just

KILL them. The soul was dead inside him.

The Belgian and Swiss forces, true cowards, made no further appearance

at Dracus.

Escorted by the increased Soviet contingent, the Czech vessels made

their way slowly out of Cerberus, where they met at length with the

refurbished and reunited Coalition forces.

Here in neutral Space they held their parley, and deliberated upon a

new course of action. No longer was any thought given to hiding and

retreat. For now the Soviets backed them fully, if having their own

battles to fight as well. Now Hayes was an outcast, and the abashed

nations that had not come to the aid of Schiller (whether or not it

would have made a difference) emptied their outposts for a

counter-attack against the Alliance, and if necessary, against Hayes

himself. The murderous horse-crap had gone far enough.

Brunner's temporary promotion was made permanent, and he was given

command of a German destroyer group. This was partly due to his

tenacity in liberating Dracus, partly to Dubcek's, and therefore

Itjes', posthumous influence. And partly because they knew of his

desperate search for his wife, and did not undervalue such a motive.

But if any were concerned about his qualifications and competence, his

ability to handle his personal torment, they need not have worried.

For what he lacked in experience, he more than made up for in latent

determination, and at times, utter fearlessness. Death held literally

no meaning for him. And in aggressive, retaliatory war, this could be

a powerful weapon.

* * *

Hayes tapped the aluminum canister angrily against the counter-shelf of

his quarters, watching the enclosed microvideo play back in its

entirety the assassinated Stone's July address to Congress, concluded

by then Vice-President Plant. Next came footage, along with the New

York Press commentary, of the Presidential funeral, and the later trial

of Admiral Hesse. This was followed in turn by Plant's exigent

inauguration, and lastly, by Bacon being sworn in as the new Secretary

of State, vowing to check the spread of anarchy and military

adventurism, and bring the traitor Hayes to justice. Calder stood like

a rueful statue just inside the doorway.

"Idiot!" screamed Hayes when all was over. Calder closed his eyes,

crumpled in shame, but the exhortation had not been directed against

him alone. "Now he's left me no choice." He got up and waved a

threatening finger at the other. "No choice!"

It was not clear whom this 'he' might represent, since Stone was dead

and buried, and Plant and Bacon two separate beings. Perhaps it was

merely meant in the military sense---the pronoun replacing, both

verbally and psychologically, that mass of humanity opposed to one's

aims, who therefore must be killed. The enemy, which in Hayes' mind

continued to multiply all around him.

At length he became calmer. "You're sure there were only two of these

planted at Westmoreland? No mistakes this time." His lackey began to

answer, but he interrupted him. "Nevermind. We can't take that for

granted."

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