Centaurus III

diameter: 16,000 kil

gravity: .6 relative

Earth

atmos density: .4 relative Earth

CO2 72.1

O2 19.4

N 5.2

CH4 3.0

Trace .3

temp:

120 to 35F tropic

100 to 20F sub tropic

70 to -15F up mid latitude

30 to -90F polar sub pol

wind: 5 to 220 kph

humid: .15 to .02 relative

Earth

flora: positive

fauna: probable

He read the last line over, took a deep breath. There were some fears

one never fully overcame.

Not that Fear stood large in his mind---seventy Earth years were enough

to teach him how meaningless that word was in the end. Fear of death

was not only something he had never known, but something he had never

understood in others. His Cherokee blood, perhaps. He did not dread

it. Now, more and more he almost welcomed death, so long as it was

honorable and not cheap.

But this was pointless. He had to decide on an entry and find a place

to land, and hope his breathing mask could make something of the

strange planet's 'air'. Then take on as much oxygen as possible.

Then. What?

GO BACK AND FIGHT THEM AGAIN. He was tired.

Simin crawled out from the heart of the stone, upwards through the long

carven tunnel. Coming to a meeting of ways met a brother, touched

antennae lightly---vibrations in the sky - yes brother I will come.

Followed twice left and right outward toward the canyon. The way grew

wider, more brothers, out into the serrated caves opening far above the

valley, came to the broad ledge. As one the heads of twenty mai rose

to watch the yellow flame descending. Touch---as before---moved to

look out from the rim of the ledge, front legs suspended in the air.

The shell was landing in a wide plain among the hills beyond the

valley, at the foot of the Mountains of Teeth.

Joining.

As before - down from the sky - bright flame, shell - two legs - I do

not know brother. Summon queen, others - not yet I think. But we must

- brought to us - gods - no, too small - perhaps this one is different.

Must act as one - yes, as one - I think it is so. Yes brothers, I

will go.

*

Shannon opened the hatch and looked out, long white hair pushed back as

the wind swept past his hawk nose and weathered features. His face was

red as brick. Intense, steel-gray eyes looked straight ahead.

Scattered patches of some yellow-brown foliage skirted the edges of red

stone that rippled up in curving waves from the dark and rocky soil.

Before him lay the rock-strewn plain, beyond it long low hills. He had

purposely avoided the shadowy chasm beyond. The sky was pale gold, to

auburn at the edges.

There had not been enough oxygen left for him to wait long inside the

ship. The air-lock stood closed behind him. It was a naked feeling as

he took those first breaths, sounding loudly through the intake bars of

the mask. ALL RIGHT? It didn't taste just right, but the indicator on

his sleeve showed green: sufficient oxygen, negligible poison. He

felt restless. He crossed over the lip of the threshold, and descended

the perforated steps.

Footing immediately around the landing site was difficult, as he moved

out several paces to look back at the mountains unobstructed. The

rising sun had just cleared a high gap between them, and its shadow of

light crept slowly down their shoulders.

He felt emotion stir inside him. Like stark and stalwart horns they

rose to their impossible heights, almost vertical. Of what stone they

had been forged to so withstand the wind and weathering he could not

guess. Like jagged pillars that would not die. The warrior's heart

within him flamed.

Feeling some presence, he turned back to face the plain. Something was

moving toward him. Distance defied close description; but the shape of

the body and the nature of its movements did not at first imply

intelligence. But he knew better than to form such judgments. It

moved openly, tactlessly toward him. He felt no fear.

But as it drew steadily on, he felt the sudden shock of recognition.

This was no slow, cumbersome oddity. It was an insect, nearly five

feet long. Like but unlike a huge ant---it was flatter, more heavily

armored, with creased edges and corners, not unlike the rock. Crisp,

tight-folded wings. He turned back toward the ship, but there was

stayed by the will of whatever it was that came forward. He felt a

sudden shame at his desire to run, and whirled angrily to face it, the

long knife (the only weapon he carried) in his hand. With this action

the creature seemed pleased: it wholly released its grip on his mind.

It continued to come on.

Stopping finally some eight meters in front of him, it raised its upper

body and addressed him. He saw then the bright orange-yellow ring,

darkly filled, on the underside of its thorax. He heard words in his

mind, somehow in his native tongue.

"I am Simin. We must fight, you and I. I cannot let you live. For

this is our world, and it is not our way. But your death need not be

without honor. And if you fight well, it may be of greater worth than

you know."

For a moment the man stood disbelieving, incongruous. Then,

"You will have to take me first!" he cried, feeling yet again the fire

that was in him.

The drone gave way before him, moving to the more level ground a short

distance to one side. Shannon wondered at this, since clearly it moved

among the pebble-stones effortlessly, then realized also that his knife

had grown, or at least appeared to grow. Its curved blade gleamed, two

feet long. The creature was trying to even the odds. But it fully

meant to kill him. That he knew with equal certainty.

The two circled, then the mai advanced. The man aimed a blow at the

head, but Simin rolled away beneath it. Then rose and came closer.

*

The man had fought well. SO UNLIKE THE OTHERS. That he possessed the

heart of a soldier Simin had known from the first brief mind scan. But

never would have guessed the size of it. For it was easy to feel the

vast deserts the man had already crossed, and the final defeat showed

clearly in his eyes. But still he fought on, for no other reason than

that his fierce spirit refused to be broken. Paused before moving onto

the fallen body.

Came forward, touched antennae to his temples, and drank deeply from

the streams of Shannon's life. Then engulfed the top of the skull with

massive, bowed jaws and cracked, lifted away the cranium. Slowly ate

the man's brain, taking with it the remainder of his memory.

Almost at once the change began to come over him. Tingling, he backed

away slowly on his hind legs. At last the miracle had come. He lifted

his head to the sky, and felt the transformation taking place. The

hard shell of his face softened, yielding gradually to a new shape:

hawk nose, burning eyes. White hair streamed back from the auburn

face, hard-edged once more. The huge protruding jaws remained. His

forward body was now nearly upright, like a mantis, but with stronger,

more flexible arms. His mind was keen and sharp.

He turned back to face the mountains, felt the same fierce elation.

And for a time he could not move or think for the wonder of it. How

had he not felt it before. For a time he could not move or think.....

At long length he turned and headed back to the place of his spawning

---the Gorge. The brothers, now forty, saw him reappear atop the high

precipice that loomed at the far side of the canyon. They detected

some subtle change in him, though from that distance they could only

descry a somewhat more elevated form. He did not come to them at once,

but stood looking down upon the stepped vastness, alone, as if seeing

it for the first time.

When at last he did spread his wings and fly closer they looked up at

him amazed, not understanding. He landed on the ledge but remained at

his distance, regarding them quietly. He addressed them, no longer

needing to touch. His strange eyes shone and he did not move, as if

overwhelmed from within. He spoke to their minds.

"My time has come. Summon the others."

They could not understand, but obeyed, dispersing to summon their

queen, and all others that lived within the span of their own.

*

The sun tipped the horizon and dust was gathering and still the long

files of mai continued to stream down. Already the central basin was

nearly filled, and pushing back toward the statued spires of the west

wall. The moving shapes were dark in the lengthening shadows, and all

looked up at him, perched silently atop the Carrier Stone. The first

circle of seven queens, not touching, seemed to understand, as did the

drones behind them. All others knew only that another Outsider had

been killed. Waited patiently for the joining.

As the darkness deepened and the last movement ceased, all joined and

were silent. The queens approached the Stone, the giver of life, and

touched it.

From out of its crumpled iron surface arose a faint hum, the remainder

of its strength. All lives were now fused, and the queens sent out

their messages. Joined forelegs and antennae, bent all their thought

toward Simin, so that now he probed the memory not with one mind but

with many. And stimulated by the Carrier, its greatness began to come

forth.

Slowly the streams of Shannon's life broke free and flowed in a gentle

murmur through all, paced and given substance by the queens and drones.

And slowly they took shape into music, a long, rhythmic chant. Then

with gathering strength as a river fed by many tributaries, rose into

song that filled all the valley, and echoed in the hearts of ten

thousand mai. From birth to death, the long struggles of his life were

played out, rising and falling like the seasons of the wind. Again and

yet again he did battle, with hope or without it. The song grew within

Simin, overpowering, so stark and beautiful that he thought he must

die, but knew he could not yet.

Then all again was hushed, and stiffly the drone-that-was raised

himself up. A voice rose out of his soul, but it was no longer his: a

pulsing, soft white glow hovered in the air above him.

"They have called me a mercenary, but it is not so. I am a warrior.

For be it my virtue or be it my curse, it has never been within me to

yield to aggression, or to stand aside and let violence pass.

Something has always risen inside me when persecution, in any form, is

at hand. In this I claim no virtue, no heroism. This only will I say:

that I have ever given my strength to those unable to defend

themselves, the downtrodden, the weak, oppressed by the strong. But

most bitter in my malice have always been those who kill in the name of

God, some higher purpose. They are to me blindness and murder

personified. Thus, I do not claim it.

"In twelve wars have I fought---in half as many victories. For in time

my soldiering became no longer a conscious action, but an instinctive

response.

"Well do I know my folly in choosing this bitter course. But if I am

to live, then it will be as a man. And if by the loneliness that is my

soul I can turn aside the sword of injustice, even for a short time,

then so help me God I will do it."

The words ended and the glow receded. It lived no more. Again

himself, alone, Simin lowered his head, so deeply moved that the water

flowed freely from his eyes. The ruling queen approached him.

"Simin-that-was. Do you take this Quest?"

"I will take it, though I fear to falter."

"You will not."

The queen stepped back, and all proclaimed him.

"Si-mai, ungol, misch-naik!" AGAINST THE EVIL THAT WAS AND IS, WE SEND

YOU. The joining was ended, and the gathering dispersed.

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