She glared at him, then softened. "Only one. My husband."

He got up and paced, then stood squarely before her.

"So tell me this, Elonna Dorsett. What do you plan to do about it?"

She hesitated.

"Anything I can." She had a strange sensation as she said the words: a

sand castle on a beach, broken and swept away by the waves. But maybe

if there was a stone in its center, hard and sharp and black.....

"Well, at least you're no spy." He said it matter-of-factly, as if the

question had been understood between them. "And you've a bit of spunk.

Not much perhaps, but a bit." He winked at her halfheartedly, the

graying father once more. "You must be tired."

"Yes."

He led her to the second chamber, gave her a thin mat against the hard

floor, which he placed a short distance from his own. Then he fetched

the boy out from between consoles, and set him on the mat beside her.

He extinguished all but a soft bluish light, and lay down himself. He

turned away.

"Who are you?" she asked quietly.

"I used to be a minister." Again the short, bitter laugh. "Now I

don't know who I am. Just don't call me Moses."

He said no more, and they slept.

*

"How could they do such a thing?" They sat again on opposite sides of

the table, drinking coffee and eating a meager breakfast. With the

night passed and the boy off playing, she hoped she would find him more

talkative.

"What, the great white hopefuls? Simple. There was no one to stop

them."

"But why? when they brought us here in the first place?" He chewed a

stale biscuit, and for a time did not answer.

"Don't ask me to explain the Minority Homestead Act. It was created by

another government, and would take a week."

"But the killing---"

"Every expansionist power needs a hate-group within its own boundaries,

someone to blame for their own fears and failures. Someone for the

violent but inexperienced to cut their teeth on. Hating the Jews is no

longer fashionable, and there aren't enough of them here. We were

obvious, so they picked us instead."

"Surely it's not that simple."

"Of course not," he said irritably. "We represented old fears and

religious prejudice, the 'mark of Cain' and all that brutal bullshit.

We still had money and pride when their debt-based economy crashed.....

This is pointless; figure it out for yourself. I don't want to know

their reasons, only what I can do about it." He fell silent, hard and

cold. She said no more.

At that moment the boy came running out of the back and climbed quickly

onto the bench beside her. Tears were in his eyes, and she put her arm

around him. He buried his head against her, peeped out at the man,

then buried it again.

"Look after him, will you? I'm going out for a while." The man rose,

switched off the shield and went to the entrance.

"Wait," she called after him. "I still don't know your name."

"My name is Lawrence." He was gone.

The boy drew back and looked up at her, no longer frightened but now

tired and curious.

"Well that's better. You don't have to be afraid of me." He looked at

her and chewed his finger. She returned his gaze and smiled. "What's

your name?"

"Johnny Harris." His leg kicked gently out over the side. She patted

him on the head, then went to look for some paper.

The man went down between the high walls of the gap, coming out at the

twin faces of the cliffs. Turning right, he skirted the huge southern

promontory till he came a scree hill, rising still higher toward the

frozen peaks beyond. Here, some two hundred yards further up, a four

foot tunnel, shaded by a boulder, led deep into the mountainside.

Stooping to enter, he walked till he was weary and stiff with a sharp

pain in his back, then walked much farther.

*

It was late evening, darkening to full night. Two men walked through

the opening with the shield still dissipating. The familiar face came

first, then to her dismay the woman saw that the stranger was white.

He studied her as they approached, with the same hard cold gleam as the

other.

"I don't know," he said, turning to the guerrilla. "She has the looks,

but not much grit, seemingly. The face is much too soft."

Lawrence said nothing, hung his coat on a peg by the wall. She half

expected him to draw out a hidden knife and bury it in the white man's

back. But the two stood side by side, and she realized that she was

the outsider, the one in question. The tall, fair-haired man stood

looking her up and down like a slave at auction. She got angry.

"What am I, a piece of meat?"

"Shut up and get us some water," said the black man. She turned on

him, furious.

"How dare you talk to me like that? How dare you? And if you think

you're going to turn me over to this Nazi---" She ran to the wall and

grabbed the laser rifle, pointed it right at him.

But the older man just laughed grimly, and the fantasy fell apart.

"You see what I mean?" he said. "She has some grit. Put away the

rifle, Elonna."

"All right, but you get your own water." He did, retiring to the back

while the other placed his rifle on the table and sat down. Elonna

faced him angrily. "You just watch how you look at me." Then she

walked to the entrance, still unshielded, with the boy and went out.

The tall man watched her go, then turned to face his friend as he came

out with a filled water bottle. The guerrilla handed it to him,

reactivated the shield and returned to the table. They passed the

water back and forth between them.

"She is very beautiful, Lawrence. But have we the right to ask her to

do this?"

"We have the right to ask. But there will be no secrets among us. She

will know who we are, and fully understand the danger before we ask her

to do anything. There is no hurry. I haven't fully judged her

character yet myself. This will take time to set up on your end,

anyway. We may not even get the chance."

"I think we will, if we are patient." A pause. "I didn't mean to

stare at her like that. It's just that it's hard to tell her features

beneath that coverall."

"I know that, Morgan. Still, it's a fine couple of gentlemen we've

become. Myself especially, for having thought of it. But if we could

eliminate Hunter....."

"No, I think it's a good plan, as far as it goes. And if we've lost a

bit of humanity, it only helps us understand their mentality. I was

there when they drafted the plans for these raids. I've also had a

glimpse of what they've got in store for the Laurian socialists. The

only way to stop them, or at least hinder them until the rest of the

quadrant wakes up, sees these bastards for what they are and sends out

real armies to stop them, is to strike at all points, especially the

top, and be just as cold and unfeeling as they are."

The other said nothing, stared soberly at the floor.

"You're right." He got up and paced across the room, his hands behind

his back. The shield went down, and the girl reentered with the boy.

She addressed herself to Morgan.

"I'm sorry I was short with you. I'm sure if you're with Lawrence you

have your reasons. You just caught me off guard." The men exchanged

glances, but did not reply. "I'm willing to do what I can..... You

must be hungry."

"No. Thank you, I must be going. I apologize too. My name is Morgan.

Keep in touch, Lawrence. This will take time, but there are other

things you and I can do until then. Elonna." He rose and lifted the

rifle and left the room. The boy approached Lawrence and punched him

in the leg. The man looked down but did not smile.

"Why so grim?" she asked, not entirely able to keep the sarcasm from

her voice.

"You don't know what we're up against."

"Finding my husband dead on the balcony, I think I have a pretty good

idea..... And how many did you lose?"

"I didn't have to. My family was killed in a transport accident two

years ago."

... "I'm sorry."

"Then don't speak of it again."

... "Are you hungry?"

"Yes. Yes, I'm hungry. Why don't you see if you can make us something

that doesn't taste like tar. I'm going to lie down. Wake me if I fall

asleep."

"All right."

She went to prepare a meal. The child followed. When the food was

ready she called him and they ate without talking. The only sounds

were the small sounds of the boy, tapping his tray with the utensil and

humming softly to himself. Once he looked up at the woman and laughed:

a piece of withered leaf was caught in her dark, flowing hair. The

graying man watched them, and only wished he could smile.

Then night came again, and they slept.

*

Four days had passed, with Lawrence gone much of the time. He never

said where he was going, or gave any indication that something unusual

was at hand. But on the fifth day, as the sun sank and the shadows

grew deep around them, he said simply,

"I've got something to do tonight."

He was, if possible, tighter than ever, and at the evening meal ate

little. Then he rose, ruffled the boy's head, and disappeared into the

second shallow chamber of the back.

He was gone a long time, and the girl took the boy outside, and when

she returned he had still not come out. Then as she knelt on the

ground, playing some game with the child, a man emerged from the back

and she nearly collapsed from fear.

She ran to the wall, seized the rifle and would have shot. But a

familiar voice stayed her.

"Put down the rifle, Elonna, or one of these times you really will

shoot." The voice, she thought, came from the stranger, a square,

Russian-looking man with dark eyes and a shaved head. He was clad in

the blue and black of a Cantonese army officer, the emblem of the

clenched white fist sewn to his breast, a small black cross in its

center. His face wore the sharp look of command but his eyes, in that

moment, seemed to contradict it.

"Who are you?" she demanded. "And what have you done with Lawrence?"

"I'm right here, Elonna." The officer opened his jacket and unfastened

the garment beneath, pulling it open at the neck to reveal a dark

collar and chest, with tight curls of hair like thorny bushes covering

his breast.

"Lawrence!" One of her hands lost its grip on the rifle. "You scared

me half to death."

"I'm sorry for that. I thought you had gone out."

At that moment she realized two things: that he was going into great

danger, and that she cared for him very much.

"When must you go?"

"Very soon." He resealed the uniform.

"Be careful, will you?"

"Yes." He pulled a different weapon from among the equipment against

the wall, examined it carefully. "I have to go." He started for the

door. She stopped him halfway and embraced him, her eyes gleaming at

the corners.

"Be careful."

"I will." He pulled away and stood in the entrance. He looked back at

her strangely, hesitated as if wanting to say more, then turned and was

gone. He did not return that night.

*

The next day the woman was genuinely concerned. She had just begun to

lose hope, when the smoky film of the entrance dissolved and opened out

onto the cleft. A man stepped through, but it was not Lawrence.

"Morgan? What's wrong, where's Lawrence?"

"He's dead."

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