[Footnote 679: Quintus had his winter quarters among the Nervii, in a

town near the modern Charleroi. In this winter he was in great danger

from a sudden rising of the Nervii and other tribes (Cæs. _B. G._ v.

24-49).]

[Footnote 680: Twenty days of _supplicatio_ had been decreed in honour

of Cæsar's campaigns of B.C. 55 (Cæs. _B. G._ iv. 38).]

[Footnote 681: His gladiators, which he kept in training for the games

he was going to give in honour of a deceased friend.]

CLIX (Q FR III, 9)

TO HIS BROTHER QUINTUS (IN GAUL)

ROME (NOVEMBER OR DECEMBER)

[Sidenote: B.C. 54, ÆT. 52]

In regard to Gabinius, I had not to carry out any of the measures which

you suggested with such affectionate solicitude. "May the earth swallow

me rather, etc.!"[682] I acted with very great dignity and also with the

greatest consideration. I neither bore hardly on him nor helped him. I

gave strong evidence, in other respects I did not stir. The disgraceful

and mischievous result of the trial I bore with the utmost serenity. And

this is the advantage which, after all that has happened, has accrued to

me--that I am not even affected in the least by those evils in the state

and the licentious conduct of the shameless, which used formerly to make

me burst with indignation: for anything more abandoned than the men and

the times in which we are living there cannot be. Accordingly, as no

pleasure can possibly be got from politics, I don't know why I should

lose my temper. Literature and my favourite studies, along with the

retirement of my country houses, and above all our two boys, furnish my

enjoyments. The one man who vexes me is Milo. But I hope an end will be

put to my anxieties by his getting the consulship: and to obtain this

for him I shall struggle as hard as I did for my own, and you, I am

sure, will continue to give assistance from over there. In his case

other things are all secure, unless it is snatched from his grasp by

downright violence: it is about his means that I am frightened:

"For he is now beyond all bearing mad,"[683]

to spend 1,000,000 sesterces (about £8,000) on his games. His want of

prudence in this one particular I shall put up with as well as I can,

and you should be strong-minded enough to do the same. In mentioning the

changes to be expected next year, I didn't mean you to understand me to

refer to domestic alarms: the reference was wholly to the state of the

Republic, in which, though not charged with any actual duty, I can

scarcely discharge myself from all anxiety. Yet how cautious I would

have you be in writing you may guess from the fact that I do not mention

in my letters to you even open acts of disorder in the state, lest my

letter should be intercepted and give offence to the feelings of anyone.

Wherefore, as far as domestic affairs are concerned, I would have you be

quite easy: in politics I know how anxious you always are. I can see

that our friend Messalla will be consul, if by means of an _interrex_,

without any prosecution, if by that of a dictator, without danger of

conviction. He is not disliked by anyone. Hortensius's warm support will

stand him in good stead. Gabinius's acquittal is looked upon as a

general act of indemnity. _En passant_: nothing has, after all, been

done as yet about a dictatorship. Pompey is out of town; Appius is

intriguing darkly; Hirrus is paving the way: there are many tribunes

calculated on to veto it: the people are indifferent: the leading men

disinclined to it: I don't stir a finger. I am exceedingly obliged for

your promises as to slaves, and I am indeed, as you say, short-handed

both at Rome and on my estates. But pray do nothing for my convenience

unless it entirely suits your own, and your means. About the letter of

Vatinius I laughed heartily. But though I know I am being watched by

him, I can swallow his hatred and digest it too. You urge me to

"finish": well, I have finished what, in my own opinion at least, is a

very pretty "epic" on Cæsar, but I am in search of a trustworthy

letter-carrier, lest it should share the fate of your

_Erigona_[684]--the only personage who has missed a safe journey from

Gaul during Cæsar's governorship.

What? because I had no good stone was I to pull down the whole

building?--a building which I like better every day of my life: the

lower court especially and the chambers attached to it are admirable. As

to Arcanum, it is a building worthy of Cæsar, or, by heaven, of some one

even more tasteful still. For your statues, _palæstra_, fish-pond, and

conduit are worthy of many Philotimuses, and quite above your

Diphiluses. But I will visit them personally, as well as sending men to

look after them and giving orders about them. As to the will of Felix,

you will complain more when you know all. For the document which he

believed himself to have sealed, in which your name was most certainly

entered as heir to a twelfth, this, by a mistake of his own and of his

slave Sicura, he did not seal: while the one which he did not intend to

seal he did seal. But let it go hang, so long as we keep well! I am as

devoted to your son Cicero as you can wish, and as he deserves, and as I

am bound to be. However, I am letting him leave me, both to avoid

keeping him from his teachers, and because his mother is leaving,

without whom I am very much alarmed as to the boy's large appetite. Yet,

after all, we see a great deal of each other. I have now answered all

your letters. Dearest and best of brothers, good-bye.

[Footnote 682: _I.e._, rather than defend him. τότε μοι χάνοι (εὐρεῖα

χθών), Hom. _Il._ iv. 182.]

[Footnote 683: ὁ δὲ μαίνεται οὐκ ἔτ' ἀνεκτῶς (Hom. _Il._ viii. 355). The

numerals seem doubtful. According to some MSS. the amount would be

10,000,000, _i.e._, £80,000.]

[Footnote 684: The tragedy written by Quintus and lost in transit.]

CLX (F VII, 10)

TO C. TREBATIUS TESTA (IN GAUL)

ROME (NOVEMBER)

[Sidenote: B.C. 54, ÆT. 52]

I have read your letter which informs me that our Cæsar considers you a

great lawyer. You must be glad to have found a country where you have

the credit of knowing something. But if you had gone to Britain also, I

feel sure that there would not have been in all that great island anyone

more learned in the law than you. However--you won't mind my laughing,

for you invited me to do so--I am becoming positively a little jealous

of you! That you should have been actually sent for by a man whom other

people--not because of his pride, but of his many engagements--cannot

venture to approach!

But in that letter you told me nothing about your success, which, by

heaven, is of no less concern to me than my own. I am very much afraid

you may be frozen in your winter quarters: and therefore I think you

ought to use a good stove. Mucius and Manilius "concur" in this opinion,

especially on the ground of your being short of military cloaks.

However, I am told that you are having a sufficiently warm time of it

where you are--news which made me much alarmed for you.[685] However, in

military matters you are much more cautious than at the bar, seeing that

you wouldn't take a swim in the ocean, fond of swimming as you are, and

wouldn't take a look at the British charioteers, though in old time I

could never cheat you even out of a blind-folded gladiator.[686] But

enough of joking. You know how earnestly I have written to Cæsar about

you; I know how often. Yet, in truth, I have lately ceased doing so,

lest I should appear to distrust the kindness of a man who has been most

liberal and affectionate to me. However, in the very last letter I wrote

I thought he ought to be reminded. I did so. Please tell me what effect

it had, and at the same time tell me about your position in general and

all your plans. For I am anxious to know what you are doing, what you

are expecting, how long your separation from us you think is to last. I

would wish you to believe that the one consolation, enabling me to bear

your absence, is the knowledge that it is for your advantage. But if

that is not so, nothing can be more foolish than both the one and the

other of us: me for not inducing you to come back to Rome--you for not

flying thither. By heavens, our conversation, whether serious or

jesting, will be worth more not only than the enemy, but even than our

"brothers" the Hædui.[687] Wherefore let me know about everything as

soon as possible:

"I'll be some use by comfort, rede, or pelf."[688]

[Footnote 685: He seems to refer to the rising of the Nervii against the

Roman winter quarters (Cæs. _B. G._ v. 39 _seq_).]

[Footnote 686: _Andabatam_, a gladiator with a closed helmet covering

the face, who thus fought without seeing his adversary.]

[Footnote 687: A title granted to the Hædui by the senate (Cæs. _B. G._

i. 33; Tac. _Ann._ xi. 25).]

[Footnote 688: Terence, _Heautont_. 86.]

CLXI (F I, 10)

TO L. VALERIUS (IN CILICIA)

ROME

[Sidenote: B.C. 54, ÆT. 52]

M. Cicero wishes heath to L. Valerius, learned in the law. For why I

should not pay you this compliment I don't know, especially considering

that in these times one may employ impudence to supply the place of

learning. I have written to our friend Lentulus, thanking him earnestly

in your name. But I could wish that you would now cease using my letter

of introduction and at last come back to us, and prefer a city where you

are of some account, to a place where you appear to be the only man of

legal learning. However, those who come from where you are either say

you are proud because you give no "opinions," or insulting because you

give bad ones.[689] But I am now longing to crack a joke with you face

to face. So come as soon as ever you can, and don't go and visit your

native Apulia, that we may have the joy of welcoming your safe return.

For if you go there, like another Ulysses, you will not recognize any of

your friends.[690]

[Footnote 689: Cicero perhaps means that Valerius's "opinions" are too

right to suit such a set as are to be found in the province. Valerius

will not mind people there thinking him a bad lawyer. "At Rome you are

considered a good lawyer, in Cilicia they don't think so!"]

[Footnote 690: _Cognosces tuorum neminem._. Others read _cognoscere

tuorum nemini_, "you will not be recognized by any of your friends,"

which agrees better with Homer's account of the return of Ulysses. But

perhaps the exact comparison is not to be pressed.]

CLXII (F XIII, 49)

TO M. CURIUS (A PROCONSUL)

ROME

[Sidenote: B.C. 54, ÆT. 52]

Q. Pompeius, son of Sextus, has become my intimate friend from many

causes of long standing. As he has often in the past been accustomed to

defend his material interests, as well as his reputation and influence,

by my recommendations, so on the present occasion assuredly, with you as

governor of the province, he ought to be able to feel that he has never

had a warmer recommendation to anyone. Wherefore I beg you with more

than ordinary earnestness that, as you ought in view of our close

friendship to regard all my friends as your own, you would give the

bearer so high a place in your regard, that he may feel that nothing

could have been more to his interest and honour than my recommendation.

Farewell.

CLXIII (F XIII, 60)

TO C. MUNATIUS (IN A PROVINCE)

ROME

[Sidenote: B.C. 54, ÆT. 52]

L. Livineius Trypho is to begin with a freedman of my most intimate

friend L. Regulus (whose disaster makes me more than ever anxious to do

him some service--for as far as feeling goes I could not be warmer): but

I also am attached to his freedman on his own account, for he shewed me

very great kindness at that time in my career, when I was best able to

see men's real goodwill and fidelity. I recommend him to you with all

the warmth that one who is grateful and not oblivious should use in

recommending those who have done him good service. You will have greatly

gratified me if he is made to feel that in confronting many dangers for

my security, and often undertaking voyages in the depths of winter, he

has also put you under an obligation in view of your kind feeling

towards me.

CLXIV (F XIII, 73)

TO Q. PHILIPPUS (PROCONSUL OF ASIA)

ROME

[Sidenote: B.C. 54, ÆT. 52]

I congratulate you on your safe return to your family from your

province, without loss to your reputation or to the state. But if I had

seen you at Rome I should also have thanked you for having looked after

L. Egnatius, my most intimate friend, who is still absent, and L.

Oppius, who is here. With Antipater of Derbe I have become not merely on

visiting terms, but really very intimate. I have been told that you are

exceedingly angry with him, and I was very sorry to hear it. I have no

means of judging the merits of the case, only I am persuaded that a man

of your character has done nothing without good reason. However, I do

beg of you again and again that, in consideration of our old friendship,

you will, for my sake if for anyone's, grant his sons, who are in your

power, their liberty, unless you consider that in doing so your

reputation may be injured. If I had thought that, I would never have

made the request, for your fame is of more importance in my eyes than

any friendship with him. But I persuade myself--though I may possibly be

mistaken--that this measure will bring you honour rather than abuse.

What can be done in the matter, and what you _can_ do for my sake (for

as to your willingness I feel no doubt), I should be obliged by your

informing me, if it is not too much trouble to you.

CLXV (F II, 1)

[Sidenote: B.C. 53, Coss., M. Domitius Calvinus, M. Valerius Messalla.]

This was the year in which Crassus was defeated and killed in

Parthia, making thus the first break in the triumvirate, when

already the ties between Pompey and Cæsar were weakened by the

death of Iulia in the previous year. Cæsar, however, had been in

great difficulties in Gaul. At the end of the previous year a fresh

rising of the Nervii destroyed a Roman legion and put Q. Cicero in

great danger. In the present year Quintus met with his disaster at

the hands of the Sigambri. The chief event to Cicero personally was

his election into the college of augurs, in place of the younger

Crassus. Atticus appears to be in Rome, for there are no letters to

him. There was a series of _interregna_ this year owing to partisan

conflicts, lasting till July, and when the consuls were at length

appointed, they failed to hold the elections for B.C. 52.

TO C. SCRIBONIUS CURIO[691] (IN ASIA)

ROME (JANUARY OR FEBRUARY)

[Sidenote: B.C. 53, ÆT. 53]

Though I am sorry that you have suspected me of neglect, yet it was not

so annoying to me to have my lack of attention found fault with, as

delightful to have it missed by you; especially as in the particular

point on which you accuse me I happen to be innocent, while in shewing

that you miss a letter from me, you avow an affection for me, of which,

indeed, I was fully aware, but which, nevertheless, is very soothing and

gratifying to my feelings. The fact is that I have never let anyone go,

so long, that is, as I thought him likely to reach you, without giving

him a letter. Why, was there ever such an untiring correspondent as I?

From you, however, I have received two, or at the most three

letters--and those extremely brief. Wherefore, if you are a harsh judge

of me, I shall find you guilty on precisely the same charge. But if you

don't want me to do that, you will have to be considerate to me.

However, enough about writing; for I am not afraid of failing to satiate

you with my correspondence, especially if you shew a just appreciation

of my zeal in that department. I have been grieved on the one hand at

your long absence from us, because I have lost the advantage of a most

delightful intimacy; and yet on the other hand I rejoice at it, because

while on this foreign service you have gained all your objects with

infinite credit to yourself, and because in all you have undertaken

fortune has answered to my wishes. There is one injunction, a very short

one, which my unspeakable affection for you compels me to give you. Such

lofty expectations are entertained of your spirit, shall I say? or of

your ability, that I cannot refrain from imploring and beseeching you to

return to us with a character so finished, as to be able to support and

maintain the expectations which you have excited. And since no loss of

memory will ever obliterate my recollection of your services to me, I

beg you not to forget that, whatever increase of fortune or position may

befall you, you would not have been able to attain it, had you not as a

boy obeyed my most faithful and affectionate counsels.[692] Wherefore it

will be your duty to shew me such affection, that my age--now on the

decline--may find repose in your devotion and youth.

[Footnote 691: The younger Curio was now quæstor to C. Clodius, brother

of Publius and Appius, in Asia. He was tribune in B.C. 50, when he

suddenly changed sides and joined Cæsar, who purchased his adhesion by

paying his immense debts.]

[Footnote 692: Curio had supported Cicero against Clodius, and had

worked for his recall. He seems to have attended at Cicero's house for

the study of rhetoric or legal practice, as was the fashion for young

men to do. He presently married Fulvia, the widow of Clodius, who after

his death in Africa (B.C. 48) married Antony.]

CLXVI (F VII, 11)

TO C. TREBATIUS TESTA (IN GAUL)

ROME (JANUARY OR FEBRUARY)

[Sidenote: B.C. 53, ÆT. 53]

If you had not left Rome before, you certainly would have left it now.

For who wants a lawyer when there are so many _interregna_? I shall

advise all defendants in civil suits to ask each _interrex_ for two

adjournments for obtaining legal assistance.[693] Do you think that I

have taken a pretty good hint from you as to civil procedure? But come!

How are you? What is happening? For I notice in your letter a tendency

to be even jocose. These are better signs than the _signa_ in my

Tusculan villa.[694] But I want to know what it means. You say, indeed,

that you are consulted by Cæsar, but I should have preferred his

consulting _for_ you. If that is taking place, or you think it likely to

take place, by all means persevere in your military service and stay on:

I shall console myself for my loss of you by the hope that it will be

your gain: but if, on the other hand, things are not paying with you,

come back to us. For either something will turn up sooner or later here,

or, if not, one conversation between you and me, by heaven, will be

worth more than all the Samobrivæ[695] in the world. Finally, if you

return speedily, there will be no talk about it; but if you stay away

much longer without getting anything, I am in terror not only of

Laberius, but of our comrade Valerius also. For it would make a capital

character for a farce--a British lawyer![696] I am not laughing though

you may laugh, but, as usual, when writing to you, I jest on the most

serious subject. Joking apart, I advise you in the most friendly spirit,

that if you hold a position for yourself worthy of my introduction, you

should put up with the loss of my society and farther your own career

and wealth: but if things are stagnant with you there, come back to us.

In spite of everything you will get all you want, by your own good

qualities certainly, but also by my extreme affection for you.

[Footnote 693: The _interregna_ lasting this year till July. No legal

business could be done, as the law courts were closed during an

_interregnum_. But Cicero jestingly says that he advises clients to

apply to each _interrex_ (who only held office for five days) for two

adjournments, whereby he would get his case postponed indefinitely: for

if each adjournment was to the third day, the two would cover each

_interregnum_. Of course he is only jesting, for in any case the cause

would not come on.]

[Footnote 694: There is a play on the double meaning of _signa_, "signs"

and "statues." Cicero did not like the statues in his Tusculanum. See

Letter CXXV.]

[Footnote 695: Samobriva (Amiens), where Trebatius was, or had been, in

Cæsar's camp. Cæsar spells it Samarobriva.]

[Footnote 696: Laberius is a rival jurisconsult, Valerius a writer of

mimes. Though Cicero jests at the supposed comic character, "a lawyer in

Britain" (as we might say, "a lawyer among the Zulus"), it does not

appear that Trebatius went to Britain with Cæsar.]

CLXVII (F II, 2)

TO C. SCRIBONIUS CURIO (IN ASIA)

ROME (? FEBRUARY)

[Sidenote: B.C. 53, ÆT. 53]

I have been deprived of a strong witness to my extreme affection for you

in the person of your most illustrious father: who would have been

fortunate above the common lot, both in his own memorable achievements

and in the possession of such a son as yourself, had it been granted him

to see you before his departure from life. But I hope our friendship

stands in no need of witnesses. Heaven bless your inheritance to you!

You will at least have in me one to whom you are as dear and as precious

as you have been to your father.

CLXVIII (F II, 3)

TO C. SCRIBONIUS CURIO (IN ASIA)

ROME (? FEBRUARY)

[Sidenote: B.C. 53, ÆT. 53]

Rupa[697] was not backward in his wish to promise an exhibition of

gladiators in your name, but neither I nor any of your friends approved

of anything being done in your absence which would tie your hands when

you returned. For my part, I will either write you my opinion at greater

length later on, or, to give you no opportunity of preparing an answer

to it, I will take you unprepared and state my view by word of mouth

against yours. I shall thus either bring you over to my opinion, or at

least leave in your mind a record of my view, so that, if at any time

(which heaven forbid!) you may see cause to repent of your decision, you

may be able to recall mine. Briefly, be assured that your return will

find the state of things to be such, that you may gain the highest

possible honours in the state more easily by the advantages with which

you are endowed by nature, study, and fortune, than by gladiatorial

exhibitions. The power of giving such things stirs no feeling of

admiration in anyone; for it is wholly a question of means, and not of

character; and there is nobody who is not by this time sick and tired of

them. But I am not acting as I said I would do, for I am embarking on a

statement of the reasons for my opinion. So I will put off this entire

discussion to your arrival. Believe me, you are expected with the

greatest interest, and hopes are entertained of you such as can only be

entertained of the highest virtue and ability. If you are as prepared

for this as you ought to be--and I feel certain you are--you will be

bestowing on us, your friends, on the whole body of your fellow

citizens, and on the entire state, the most numerous and most excellent

of exhibitions. You will certainly become aware that no one can be

dearer or more precious than you are to me.

[Footnote 697: A freedman and agent of Curio's. The question is of

funeral games and an exhibition of gladiators in honour of Curio's

father. Curio gave them, and involved himself in huge debt in

consequence.]

CLXIX (F VII, 12)

TO C. TREBATIUS TESTA (IN GAUL)

ROME (? FEBRUARY)

[Sidenote: B.C. 53, ÆT. 53]

I was wondering what had made you cease writing to me. My friend

Pansa[698] has informed me that you have become an Epicurean! What a

wonderful camp yours must be! What would you have done if I had sent you

to Tarentum[699] instead of Samobriva? I was already a little doubtful

about you, when I found you supporting the same doctrine as my friend

Selius![700] But on what ground will you support the principles of civil

law, if you act always in your own interest and not in that of your

fellow citizens? What, too, is to become of the legal formula in cases

of trust, "as should be done among honest men"? For who can be called

honest who does nothing except on his own behalf? What principle will

you lay down "in dividing a common property," when nothing can be

"common" among men who measure all things by their own pleasure?[701]

How, again, can you ever think it right to swear by _Iupiter lapis_,

when you know that Iupiter cannot be angry with anyone?[702] What is to

become of the people of Ulubræ,[703] if you have decided that it is not

right to take part in civic business? Wherefore, if you are really and

truly a pervert from our faith, I am much annoyed; but if you merely

find it convenient to humour Pansa, I forgive you. Only _do_ write and

tell us how you are, and what you want me to do or to look after for

you.

[Footnote 698: C. Vibius Pansa had been in Gaul, and was now home to

stand for the tribuneship, which he obtained for B.C. 52-51.]

[Footnote 699: Where he would have been in luxury.]

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