CHAPTER VIII.

GERALD AT STAMMARS.

A pleasant morning-room at Stammars. Lady Dudgeon is busy with her

correspondence. To her enter Sir Thomas and Mr. Pomeroy. The former

has a volume of Hansard under his arm, the latter carries a roll of

manuscript. Lady Dudgeon lays down her pen and looks up.

"There is no fear, I hope, Mr. Pomeroy," she says, "that Sir Thomas's

letter of thanks to his supporters will be too late for the next issue

of the 'Pembridge Gazette'?"

"The editor has promised me that it shall appear on Saturday without

fail."

"Have you got the speech ready that Sir Thomas is to deliver at the

Farmer's Dinner on Tuesday next?"

"Sir Thomas had it from me yesterday."

"Have you looked over it, my dear?"--to the baronet.

"I fell asleep over it last night while you were at the ball."

"And you doubtless found that Mr. Pomeroy had succeeded in faithfully

reproducing your views and ideas with regard to the various important

topics on which you are desirous of addressing our friends on Tuesday

next?"

"Mr. Pomeroy has written the speech. If he would only speak it too,

I----"

"That is nonsense, dear. No one but yourself must be the exponent of

your own ideas. Mr. Pomeroy's share in the transaction is a purely

mechanical one--that of finding words wherewith to clothe the thoughts

of a profoundly original mind. Am I not right, Mr. Pomeroy?"

"Your ladyship could not be otherwise."

"So be it," said Sir Thomas. "Anything for a quiet life. But I'll be

hanged if I ever knew before that I had such a lot of ideas."

"That is just what I have said all along, my dear. If you had never

succeeded in getting into Parliament, what would have become of the

splendid abilities, of the choice gifts of intellect, with which

Nature has so liberally endowed you? They would simply have been

wasted, and your country would have been so much the poorer by the

loss of them."

"That is all very fine, your ladyship; but as for my splendid

abilities--fudge! My abilities lie among my turnips and short-horns,

and not in speechifying to a lot of fellows who laugh at me the moment

my back is turned."

"The modesty of real talent, Mr. Pomeroy."

"Just so, madam."

"I have not been your wife all these years, Sir Thomas, without being

aware that you were born to be a landmark in your country's history."

"Heaven forbid! Why not make a milestone of me at once?"

Sir Thomas sighed deeply, jingled the change in his pocket, and looked

out of the window. Presently he began to whistle under his breath.

Her ladyship folded and addressed a note with slow, mechanical

precision. Turning to her husband, she said--

"You will have to be very industrious in order to get your speech off

by heart in readiness for Tuesday's dinner."

"I shall indeed--more's the pity! I never could get my lessons off by

heart when I was a school-boy, and it is not likely that I can take

kindly to the task at my time of life."

"Now that your election is safe, there will be no necessity for you to

speak, except on very rare occasions. There are too many empty-headed

speakers, too many frothy orators, in Parliament already. All the more

will your grand faculty of silence be invaluable to your country. We

want men of profound thought, with the ability to express themselves

in the fewest possible words. When once it is understood by the House

that you are not a speaker, but a thinker, you cannot fail to be

appreciated. Am I not right, Mr. Pomeroy?"

"Undoubtedly you are right, madam. The House will soon learn to

appraise Sir Thomas at his proper value."

"You will be a man, dear, much sought for on committees. Your opinion

will carry immense weight with it, because it will be so seldom

expressed. There is a massive solidity of brain about you, such as few

of your contemporaries can hope to rival."

"That's all very well; but don't forget to let me have a supply of

lozenges on Tuesday. If I haven't a lozenge in my mouth while I'm

speaking, I shall be sure to break down."

"The lozenges shall not be forgotten," said her ladyship. "I will make

a note of it."

"And I shall want a spare handkerchief in my pocket. Something to

fumble with, you know. I can't bear to be empty-handed when I'm

speaking. So awkward, you know."

"Everything shall be attended to." Then, turning to Mr. Pomeroy, she

added, "How delightful it is to note the little peculiarities of

genius! Lozenges and a spare handkerchief for one; for another, an

orange or a toothpick! When Sir Thomas's biography comes to be

written, these little traits of character must not be forgotten."

"They are very characteristic," said Jack, with the utmost

seriousness.

Gerald (or, as we had better perhaps call him during his sojourn at

Stammars, Jack Pomeroy) could never feel quite sure whether Lady

Dudgeon in her own mind really believed her husband to be possessed of

those superior qualities the presence of which she was continually

striving to impress as an undoubted fact on the minds of all around

her, or whether it was merely an effort on her part to blind people to

the deficiencies of her very commonplace idol.

How was it possible, Jack often asked himself, that such a woman as

Lady Dudgeon could be self-deceived in so simple a matter? On every

other subject her ladyship was shrewd and clear-headed to a degree.

She could scold her servants, or check her tradesmen's accounts; she

could discuss the last fashion in bonnets, or the last bit of gossip

anent a neighbour's shortcomings, as effectively and with as much

relish as any middle-aged lady in the three kingdoms. And yet with

regard to Sir Thomas she seemed so thoroughly in earnest, her

admiration of him (while keeping the matrimonial yoke fixed tightly on

his shoulders) seemed so genuine, that it was next to impossible to

believe that she was merely acting a part in furtherance of certain

hidden views of her own. It was a problem that Jack set himself to

study from the day of his arrival at Stammars; but at the end of a

month he found himself no nearer its solution than he had been at

first.

Sir Thomas himself was by no means elated by the honour which the

electors of Pembridge had thrust upon him. He felt it especially hard

that he should have to leave the country, which he loved so much, and

be obliged to mew himself up in London during the six pleasantest

months of the year.

"What do I want with being M.P.?" he would often ask himself, with a

sort of mild despair. "When a man has got his cows, and his sheep, and

his grass crops, and his wheat to look after, as I have, what more can

he want to make him happy? What a fool I must have been to let Matilda

persuade me as she did! And then that speechifying! Ugh! Matilda may

say what she likes, but I've not got what Cozzard calls 'the gift of

the gab;' and if I had, there's far more talking done in the world now

than there's any need for. If people would only work more and talk

less, we should be all the better for it."

The "Cozzard" alluded to was Sir Thomas's factotum and chief business

man in all inferior matters. Mr. Kelvin looked after his interests in

matters superior. Cozzard was something more than a gamekeeper,

without coming up to the modern notion of a bailiff. Being Sir

Thomas's foster-brother, he could do and say things that nobody else

would venture on, and was more in his master's confidence, and knew

more of his master's secrets, than Lady Dudgeon herself.

In search of this faithful retainer, Sir Thomas bent his steps this

morning towards the stables, after leaving his wife and Mr. Pomeroy.

He found Cozzard in the harness-room, smoking a short black pipe and

mending a fishing-rod: a spare, grizzled, hard-featured man, in a

velveteen coat and gaiters, with an unmistakable something about him

that spoke of horses, and dogs, and guns, and a free life in the woods

and fields.

"Morning, Cozzard," said Sir Thomas. "I've just looked in to tell you

that we're off to London next week."

"I'm mortal sorry to hear it, Sir Thomas."

"So am I sorry, Cozzard--very sorry."

"It's all through that confounded 'lection. I wish with all my heart

that you'd lost it!"

"So do I wish with all my heart that I'd lost it--only I wouldn't for

the world have her ladyship hear me say so."

"Lord! how we shall all miss you down here at the old place! But

there! it seems months now since we saw you about the fields with your

billycock on your head and your spud in your hand, or riding Gray

Dapple from one farm to another, and all through that confounded

'lection. And now Gray Dapple's that fat for want of exercise she can

hardly get out o' the stable door, and everything looks different

since you took to them 'lectioneering ways."

"I am missed, then, a little bit, am I, Cozzard?"

"I should think you just was, Sir Thomas.--Why even old Granny Roper

at the toll-bar says to me, only yesterday, says she: 'My snuff

doesn't seem to have the right flavour now the squire's not here to

dip his fingers in my box.'"

"The old girl said that, did she! I'll send her a quarter of a pound

of the best rappee this very afternoon."

"Why the very dogs, Spot, and Ranger, and Lob, seem to miss you. I

know they do. And poor old John Nutley as died t'other day--eighty and

five weeks was his age--what were his last words? Why these: 'Give my

respex to Sir Thomas,' says he, 'as has been a good master to me, and

tell him as I should like to have seen him again afore going home. He

would have shaken bands with me, I know he would, if he had been

here.'"

"Poor old John! But why didn't you send for me?"

"You were speechifying at Pembridge," said Cozzard sententiously, not

without a touch of contempt in his voice.

Sir Thomas coughed and turned the subject. "What I want you to do,"

said he, "is to write me a long letter once a week while I'm away in

London, telling me how everything is going on. Not but what I shall

drop down and see you sometimes on a Saturday. I would come every

week--it's not a long journey--only you know----," and Sir Thomas

actually winked at Cozzard.

"Only her ladyship wouldn't like it," said Cozzard bluntly.

"That's just it. When I'm not busy at the House she will want me to go

out with her. She doesn't like me to be gadding about by myself."

"Just like my old woman when she fetches me of a night from the Green

Lion."

"You will write me the letter, won't you, Cozzard--a good long one

every Saturday? You will tell me how the stock is getting on, and how

the crops look, and give a look at the kitchen garden, and see that a

couple of hampers of fresh vegetables are sent up to us every week,

and----"

"But, Sir Thomas----!" pleaded Cozzard, with a visible lengthening of

his thin visage. "I couldn't put down half that, not if I was to write

all day on Sunday. Six lines is the most as ever I could manage, and

then there mustn't be any long words in it."

"Then I'll tell you what you shall do: you shall get my god-daughter,

Sally, to do the writing part. You tell her what to say, and she'll

put it down all right and ship-shape, and I'll bring her a new silk

gown when I come back from London. And now get Gray Dapple saddled,

and find my favourite spud. You and I, Cozzard, will go round the

farms this very morning."

It had been altogether a surprise to Pomeroy to find Miss Deane in the

position of governess at Stammars. Was the coincidence of her being

there at the same time as himself due altogether to accident, or was

there some hidden purpose underlying it?--Was it, or was it not,

connected in any way with the concealment by Kelvin of the contents of

the sealed packet? And yet, how was it possible that Olive Deane could

have any knowledge of the sealed packet? Matthew Kelvin was not a man

who would be likely to take anyone into his confidence in such a

matter. No; Miss Deane's presence at Stammars must evidently be set

down as one of those fortuitous events which happen so often in real

life; events which would seem as if they must have their origin in

some set purpose or prearranged design, but which are in reality due

to the merest accident.

"You did not expect to see me here, Mr. Pomeroy," said Olive with a

smile, as she shook Jack's hand about an hour after his arrival at

Stammars.

"No, indeed," said Jack. "It is quite an unexpected pleasure."

"When I saw you last, I had no idea whatever of coming here. Lady

Dudgeon, knowing I was out of a situation, called on me some three

days after your departure from Pembridge, and offered me the charge of

her two daughters--a charge which I was glad to accept. When one has

to work for one's daily bread, it does not do to be idle for too long

a time."

"I have been used to idleness--to comparative idleness, that is--for

so long a time that I am afraid it will go rather against the grain to

settle down to any daily occupation."

"And yet it must be their very rarity which makes the idle hours of a

busy man seem so peculiarly sweet." Then she turned the subject. "Miss

Lloyd is away visiting in Leicestershire, and will not be back for

about a week." This she said with her searching eyes bent full upon

him.

"So I have been told already," said Jack, drily: but he could not

prevent a little tell-tale colour from mounting to his cheek.

Nothing more was said at that time, nor was Miss Lloyd's name

mentioned again between them till after that young lady's return.

Jack was very eager that she should return. He chafed and fumed at her

absence, but why he should do so he could not have told anyone, unless

it were that he thought he could have spent his time much more

pleasantly and profitably to himself than in cataloguing the books,

and writing the letters, of an unfledged country M.P. But having

advanced so far in his enterprise, he was by no means minded to give

it up. He would await the return of Eleanor Lloyd even though she

should be two months away instead of a single week. He had not yet

decided as to what his line of action should be when he should meet

her. All that he left to time and circumstance: at present he asked

only that he might see this girl about whom so much had been told him,

and towards whom he stood in a relationship so peculiar and uncommon.

He was destined to see her sooner than he was aware of.

Always a great walker, Jack found his greatest pleasure, since he had

come down to Stammars, in long, solitary rambles along the pleasant

Hertfordshire roads, and the more lonely the road, the better he was

pleased. As he was posting along at the rate of four miles an hour one

afternoon towards the end of January, swinging his walking-stick, and

watching the flying clouds, his ear was suddenly caught by a low,

plaintive cry that evidently came from somewhere close at hand. He

stood still to listen. Presently he heard it again, evidently the

wailing cry of a very young child. He looked round him on every side,

but there was not a human being nor even a house visible from where he

was standing. Once again the cry came, this time louder than before.

His eyes, drawn by the sound, concentrated themselves on the root of a

large tree, of a tree which grew out of the hedge and overshadowed the

road. Between the footpath and the hedge was a tiny watercourse, now

covered with a thin coat of ice. Over this Jack strode, and began to

peer about in the hedge bottom. He was not long in discovering the

origin of the cry that he had heard. In a sort of tiny recess formed

in part by the gnarled roots of the tree, and in part by the

close-woven shoots of the hedge, lay a child--a child of apparently

some six months old, with a tiny, pinched face, and dark, serious

eyes, that gazed up wonderingly at Pomeroy for a moment and then

filled with tears.

"A pleasant predicament truly!" muttered Jack to himself. "There must

surely be somebody belonging to it close by."

He swung himself up on to the root of the tree, and took a long,

steady look round. The point where he now was was exactly on the crown

of a small hill. Right and left of him the road dipped down into a

valley with bare, treeless fields on either side. Nowhere was there a

human being visible: had there been one he could hardly have failed to

see it. The child had evidently been deserted--left there to be found

by chance, or otherwise to die.

When Jack had satisfied his mind on this point he dropped quickly from

his perch, flung his stick over the hedge, picked up the child as

tenderly as he knew how, stepped lightly across the brook, and set off

on his way back to Stammars--a three miles' walk. He felt very awkward

indeed, and was possessed by an acute sense of the ludicrous

appearance he must have presented had anyone been there to see him,

which fortunately there was not. The child seemed wrapped up warmly

enough, its outside covering being an old black skirt of some cheap

material. Whether it were a boy or a girl, Jack had no skill to judge,

nor was that a point which had much interest for him. That strange,

serious look in its eyes troubled him a little; but when, after it had

finished its examination of him, a wintry smile flickered over its

little white face, while it seemed to nestle nearer to him, he could

not keep his arms from folding themselves still more closely round it.

The difficulty that now presented itself to Jack's mind was how to

dispose of the child. It would never do to take the little waif to

Stammars: Lady Dudgeon would have been horrified: and yet Jack shrank

instinctively from the thought of leaving it to the tender mercies of

the workhouse authorities, although that was clearly the proper thing

to do. He was still debating the question, when he heard the noise of

wheels behind him. He turned instinctively, and to his great dismay

saw a pony phaeton coming rapidly along the road, driven by a youth in

livery, beside whom was seated a lady--whether young or old Jack could

not yet tell--but evidently well wrapped up in furs. The hot colour

rushed to his face. What should he do? What indeed could he do? There

was no bye-lane up which he could slink--no stile through which he

could wriggle, and so put the shelter of the thick hedge between

himself and the road; and it was quite evident that he could not leave

the child on the footpath and take to his heels. All that he could do

was to pull his hat savagely over his brows, set his teeth, and march

stubbornly on, as if it were the most natural and proper thing in the

world for a gentleman in a fashionable overcoat and kid gloves to be

strolling along a country road in the middle of the afternoon, hugging

a baby--and not a nicely dressed baby either--and acting generally the

part of a nursemaid.

"I hope she's an old lady--a grandmother, or at least a mother," said

Jack to himself in desperation. "In that case, it mightn't be a bad

thing to appeal to her, and tell her how I came to pick up this

pitiful little vagabond. It's quite evident that I can't walk into

Pembridge like this."

But, as it happened, the lady who caused poor Jack to quake so

terribly was neither a grandmother nor a mother. She was, in fact, no

other than Eleanor Lloyd, who was on her way back to Stammars a couple

of days before she was expected there. One of the children having been

taken suddenly ill at the house where she had been staying, she had

hurried her departure. She had quitted the train a couple of stations

short of Pembridge in order to call upon another friend, and it was in

this other friend's phaeton that Miss Lloyd was now being conveyed to

Stammars.

As the phaeton drove past, Pomeroy, struggling gallantly on, with a

very red face, could not resist shooting a little glance out of the

corners of his eyes at the occupant of the carriage. She was young and

had blonde hair--so much he could see; and then he set his eyes

stubbornly before him and would not look again. He could see too that

she gave him one quick comprehensive glance in passing. He thought the

worst was over, and began to breathe again. But hardly had the phaeton

passed him a score yards when a small hamper that had been tied up

under the back seat slipped, and fell to the ground. Unconscious of

her loss, the lady drove serenely on. What was to be done? Unless Jack

should call out, the hamper would be left behind in the road; and if

he did call out they would drive back, and then all concealment on his

part would be impossible. "I'm in for it now and no mistake!" he

muttered to himself, and then he called at the top of his voice.

By the time the phaeton had been driven back and the hamper picked up,

Jack, who had been walking steadily forward all the time, was within

half a dozen yards of the lady. She turned to thank him, but he could

see that all the time she was speaking her eyes were fixed in a sort

of mild surprise on the burden in his arms.

"If you are going my way, perhaps you will allow me to help you along

the road," she said.

"You are very kind, and I will gladly avail myself of your offer," he

replied. "But first a word of explanation. I found this little waif in

the hedge bottom about half a mile from here, evidently deserted. Of

course I could not leave it there; but now that I have brought it away

I am really at a loss to know what to do with it."

"Deserted, did you say?" exclaimed Miss Lloyd, and she was out of the

phaeton in a moment. "Poor, poor little darling!" and before Jack knew

what had happened, he found himself relieved of his burden. Miss

Lloyd's next act was to stoop and kiss the child. When she looked up,

her lovely blue eyes were brimmed with tears, but a half-smile still

dimpled the corners of her mouth. Pomeroy vowed to himself that never

in the whole course of his life had he seen anything half so charming.

Then they got into the phaeton, Jack sitting behind, and Miss Lloyd

still holding the baby.

"What a cruel thing to do!" she said. "Who would believe that there

could be such hard hearts in this beautiful world!"

Jack did not answer, but his heart gave a little sigh. "What a darling

she is!" he thought. "I wonder whether Eleanor Lloyd is half as

pretty. And yet, why wonder, for what is Eleanor Lloyd to me, or I to

Eleanor Lloyd?"

He could not keep his eyes off her, and Miss Lloyd could not keep hers

off the baby. "If it were a duchess's child she couldn't take to it

more kindly," said Jack to himself. "What strange creatures women

are!"

Presently Miss Lloyd turned with a bright look in her eye. "How good

it was of you to pick up the child, and bring it away with you!"

"Under the circumstances, I don't see what else I could have done,"

said Pomeroy, simply.

"Many people would have left the child where they found it, and have

satisfied themselves with telling the inmates of the nearest house of

their discovery."

"That is a plan I never thought of," said Jack, with a smile, "or else

I should very likely have adopted it."

"No, I don't think you would," said Miss Lloyd, earnestly.

"In any case, now that I have saddled myself with the young shaver,

I'm quite at a loss to know what to do with him."

"Do with _him_, indeed!" exclaimed Miss Lloyd. "Don't you know, sir,

that it's a little girl?"

"I certainly didn't know anything of the kind," said the crest-fallen

Jack. "But at that age they are all so much alike."

"Ah, you gentlemen are very ignorant of many things." Then she added,

"I suppose it would never do to take the child to Stammars."

"To Stammars!" exclaimed Jack, in astonishment. "That is the place

where I am living at present."

"Indeed! A guest of Sir Thomas Dudgeon, I presume?"

"Hardly that. My name is John Pomeroy, and I am only Sir Thomas's new

secretary."

"And I am Miss Lloyd. Like you, my present home is at Stammars."

Pomeroy did not answer. He was confounded. But through him there shot

a strange, rapturous thrill, such as he had never felt before. "I wish

we were going to travel together for a thousand miles instead of

three!" was the unspoken thought in his heart. "This is she whom I

have secretly longed to see ever since I was quite a boy. Her name

itself had always a strange fascination for me. And now I see her and

know her. If there be any wit in my brain, any power of pleading in my

tongue, any strength of purpose in my heart--then shall this sweet

creature become my wife!"

"I think," said Miss Lloyd, "that for the present, at least, we could

not do better than place this little darling under the care of Mrs.

Nixon, the wife of the under gardener at Stammars. She is a mother

herself, and will treat it kindly. We shall then have time to think

about its future. It is very singular that you and I should have met

thus. When I passed you on the road I was certainly puzzled at first

to make out what it was that you were carrying," she added, with a

smile. "But when I saw what it really was, I thought that you were

perhaps doing it for a wager. Such things have been done, I daresay.

But to do what you did out of pure compassion, was very nice of you

indeed."

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