VIII

It was over. The Major had been trussed and gagged. He had been

handcuffed with his own manacles. His revolver had been removed and

his pockets searched. He leaned propped against the wall like a jointed

doll, his body making an exact right angle with his legs. The angry

vigilance of his eyes was his only sign of life. There was no means

of making a light, even if it had been safe to employ it. Now that the

fight was ended, they sat staring into the gloom, anonymous as three

shadows.

It was Hindwood who broke the silence. “I've been guilty of an outrage,

Major; I guess that's what you'd like to tell me. But you gave me no

choice. Where I come from, women and children are held sacred. It was up

to some man to protect her.”

He paused instinctively, as though he expected a reply. He looked to

Santa where she crouched, motionless and scarcely discernible, in her

corner. What were they thinking, this husband and wife, so brutally

reunited? His sense of discomfort urged him to continue.

“Don't run off with the idea that I approve of what she's done. And I'm

not in love with her. If she were a man, I don't suppose I'd raise a

finger to save her. But she's a woman: inconsistently, that makes all

the difference. I couldn't stand for seeing her dragged away to the kind

of shame--”

Again he paused. The lack of response was maddening. Scrambling to his

feet, he bent over the Major.

“To be frank, now that I've got you, I don't know what to do with you.

If you'll promise to keep quiet, I'll remove the gag.”

“No.” Santa had not stirred. In the darkness she was little more than

a voice. “Let me speak while he's forced to listen. Put him where I can

see him.”

Taking his prisoner by the shoulders, Hindwood dragged him to the

window. With a jerk he tore the ragged curtain from its nails. The downs

were a sea of purple dusk. The moon hung like a lantern in an unruffled

sky. Against the square of glass, the Major's face showed hawk-like.

“You've changed.” She spoke softly. “Do you remember when last we

parted? On the docks at Calcutta. It hurt. Since then we've both gone

down the ladder. For both of us it was the end of goodness. I must have

known it. I waved till long after you were out of sight; then I wept

till my heart was shriveled up. How long I've waited to tell you what

you've made me suffer! You made me feel that I'd never been your wife,

only a half-caste plaything. But you'd put a white soul into my body.

It was a greater wickedness than anything I have done. Now that I'm

what you've made me, father of my dead child, you seek me out to be my

judge.”

Her hoarse voice died away. Like the protest of an uneasy conscience,

the Major's handcuffs clinked together.

“You think that you're just,” she began again. “You come of a race which

admires justice. Ah, but justice is not kindness! You knew what I was

when you brought me from the temple--a wanton slave-girl. What had I

learned of righteousness? It wasn't for my virtue that you bought me. It

was for my pomegranate lips, my golden body, my little, caressing hands.

Afterward, as an incentive to desire, it pleased you to bring the soul

into my eyes. You made me long to be perfect. You seemed so strong and

wise; I wanted to be like you. Without you I was afraid. You were my

God. I felt brave when I touched you.”

Her voice sank. “After the little one came, I was no longer frightened.

He was so nearly white. He was yours and mine. My blood seemed cleansed.

I saw the world through the innocence of his eyes. The evil of the East

ceased to call to me. But when he was killed and you put me from you----

Murderer of a woman's faith,” she addressed the silent face, “the soul

in me was dying.”

She rocked in the shadows. “My crimes are yours, and you came to condemn

me. You robbed me of everything but my body. My heart was famished; to

feed it, I sold my beauty at a price. At first, for men's money; then,

for their honor; at last, for their lives.” She had risen. “You wonder

why for their lives? They were men like you, outwardly just, who

destroyed belief in goodness. Because of men like you women's hearts are

broken and children go naked.”

Hindwood leaped to his feet, blocking her path. She leaned past him,

staring down into the bandaged face.

“Oh, husband without pity, god whom I worshipped, I burn in hell because

of your justice.”

Slipping to her knees, she came into the square of light. “Am I not

beautiful? Is there another like me? Would it not have been happier to

have been kind? See what you have spoiled.”

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