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Hindwood stared at him with a frown. He was contrasting this Ivan

Varensky with the leader of men whose deeds of three years ago had so

deeply stirred him. One picture stood out ineffaceably. It was of a sea

of panic-stricken soldiers, patriotism forgotten, arms flung away, in

wild retreat, and of Ivan Varensky driving forward alone, as though

he, by his single courage, could turn back the enemy. And this was the

man--the white knight of Russia, the scape-goat, the magician of words!

Had he met him three years ago, he would have knelt to him. Now all he

could do was to frown.

It was necessary to say something. He spoke gruffly. “You've chosen an

odd method of returning. We had news you were dead.”

“I was,” the green eyes narrowed, “nearly. I'm always nearly dying.

Isn't that so, Anna? And then I come back. This last time, as you

observed, I had the discourtesy to forget. I was thinking of Santa.

Actually I struggled to survive. Believe me, that's unlike me.”

The forbearance of his manner was rebuking. Making an effort to be

genial, Hindwood held out his hand. “It's a strange way to meet. I've

long been your admirer. It was a close call--as close as a man could

have.”

Varensky winced as the powerful grip closed about his fingers. They were

long and pointed, more like a woman's than a man's. “A close call!” He

smiled. “You're American? It wasn't--not for me. I could tell you-- But

perhaps one day, when I've become past history, Anna will do that.”

As he mentioned his wife, he gave her a look at once tender and

furtive--a look which acknowledged without rancor the truth of the

situation. She started forward, but his eyes held her. She stopped

half-way.

“However you return,” she said chokingly, “and however often, you know

that I'm glad. It's the certainty that I shall lose you--that however

often you return I shall never have you--”

She bowed her head. From the edge of the cliff, without a trace of

emotion, the other woman watched her.

Tilting her face with his bruised fingers, Varensky regarded her

earnestly. “As if I wasn't aware of that!” And then, “Let's be going.”

Side by side, but always separate, they moved across the downs. There

was no backward glance. Hindwood followed them with his eyes till they

sank into a hollow. The last he saw was the raw gold of her hair and the

conical top of his pointed head, growing more distant above the bracken.

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