IX

The hut was empty. The floor was deep in dust. The ceiling was meshed

with cobwebs. Nailed across the window, just as the soldiers had left

it, a dingy curtain hung. Striking a match, he held it above his head.

At the far end he made out signs of occupancy. On a shelf was a loaf of

bread and near by a pitcher. In a corner, spread on the bare boards for a

bed, was a wrap. He stooped; it was Santa's cloak of sables.

The match went out. He turned. “How long has she been here?”

“From the time she knew she was suspected.”

“She knew she was suspected at Plymouth. What made her motor all across

England to this?” He glanced round with pity at the poverty-stricken

forlornness.

“She wanted to be near.”

“What? It would be better to tell me.”

“To the road out.”

He lit a cigarette and considered. “So there are more people in it,” he

said at last, “than just the few that I have met! It's an organization.

I might have guessed. There are the people who helped the little old

lady to visit me undetected. There are the people who entered my room in

my absence. There's the foreign gentleman, who couldn't speak English,

who called for Santa in his car. But if this hut is on the road out, why

was she delaying?”

“For you, perhaps.”

“But she was risking her freedom every second. Why for me, Anna?”

Before he had given her time to answer, his mind had leaped to a new

conjecture. “What if she's captured?”

Suddenly the tragedy of this strange woman, temple-dancer,

revolutionary, avenger of children, became vivid. Her pain stung him as

though he had suffered it himself. He lived again the hunted hours

that must have been hers while she had listened in this dusty room. He

remembered her fascination, the grayness of her eyes, the fastidiousness

of her dress. What a contrast to these surroundings! How often she must

have crouched by that window, watching from behind the shabby curtain

for the approach of the pursuer! The men she had killed did not matter.

Probably they had deserved their death. His pity was reserved for

her. She had been the pampered darling of princes. Her whims had been

commands to lovers who themselves were rulers.

No present had been too costly to purchase the ecstasy of her

complaisance. Her body had been a jewel, guarded, coveted, irrepeatable

in its beauty. Crimes had been committed for its possession. And this

was her end! He heard in memory the hoarse pleading of her voice, trying

vainly to convince him that love could make her good.

The woman at his side was speaking. “We heard no sound. She was armed.

If they'd tried to take her, she'd have defended herself.”

His thoughts came back. “Last night. Yes. If they'd taken her in the

garden. But they might have known she would be armed. Perhaps they

followed her. If they traced her to this hut, they might have waited

till she was sleeping----”

She shook her head. “It isn't that. She's grown tired of delaying. She's

gone by the road out.”

He frowned. “That's the second time you've used the phrase. Can't you

tell me plainly?”

“If it's not too late, I'll show you.”

She darted out of the hut. When he joined her in the open, she was

waiting impatiently to secure the door behind him. The moment it was

fastened, she set off at a run. She raced like a boy, with none of a

woman's awkwardness. With an occasional backward glance, up the long

deserted avenue of the camp she fled. At first he was content to follow

for the pleasure he had in watching her. She was so swift and young.

She was like a deer in her slenderness. Sudden eagerness had transformed

her. The hood had slipped back to her shoulders; the wind of her going

fluttered in her hair.

Outside the camp she bore to the left in a direction leading further

afield. Over gorse and bracken dew had flung a silver net. The turf was

a tapestry sewn with jewels. Larks were springing up. The keen fragrance

of seaweed mingled with the honeyed perfumes of the land.

He caught up with her. “Why?” he panted.

She had no breath to waste in words. Turning on him a flushed and

laughing face, she pointed ahead.

Just short of the cliff-edge, where the sheer drop began, she sank to

her knees, clasping her breast. While she recovered, he gazed about

him. He discovered no sign of the thing she was pursuing. The sea was

blanketed in mist. Above the blurred horizon, the red eye of the sun

stared at him. From the foot of the cliff came the lapping of waves. No

other sound.

She had risen. He was about to speak. She pressed a finger to her lips.

Taking him by the hand, she led him to the edge.

At first, as he gazed down, he saw only the crumbling face of the chalk.

Then he made out a winding path descending; it seemed no broader than a

track that a goat might follow.

“What is it?”

“Listen.”

She dragged excitedly on his arm.

Distinctly, above the lapping of waves, he heard the click of oars

working in oar-locks. Beneath the fog a vessel was hiding. It had

dropped a boat which was pulling toward the land.

“The road out,” she whispered.

“But Santa----”

She nodded. “It's not so difficult as it looks. It was used by

smugglers. We use it----”

She broke off. Oars were being shipped. The prow grounded. There was a

muttering of men's voices. Some sort of discussion. A pause. Then oars

were put out again. The rowing recommenced, growing fainter and fainter.

X

Gone!”

She pressed against him in her gladness.

Seeing the relief in her eyes, he questioned, “What does this mean to

you, Anna?”

“Safety.”

“Anything else?”

“Freedom, perhaps.”

“You mean you think that Santa had received word of your husband and

that that was why----?”

“I don't want to think or mean; I only want to feel. It's as though I'd

been living in a prison and the door had been flung wide. I wasn't one

of them. They condemned me. In their hearts they despised me. I was too

weak. I couldn't bear their cross.” She clenched her hands against

her cheeks till the knuckles showed white. “What's the good of being

crucified? It's so much better to live and be glad for people.”

“And Santa,” he asked, “where she's going, what will happen to her?”

She raised her face. “Pain. She'll be hounded and hunted. She's getting

too well known. Prince Rogovich thought he recognized her. She'll be

always escaping, rushing from hiding to hiding, till one day---- To have

been loved so much and to be pushed out of life----”

Behind the mist they heard the creak of ropes running over pulleys.

A gasoline engine was started. For an instant the shadow of a trawler

loomed through the wall of opaqueness. The tiller was thrust over.

She vanished. They stood very silently, listening and watching. In

imagination Hindwood followed the vessel's course. It was not of the

vessel he was thinking, but of the woman on board her. “To have been

loved so much and to be pushed out of life----” If he had had the

chance, what could he have done for her? She had fascinated him; but

he had not loved her. She was past reclaiming. Love with a woman of

her kind would have meant passion--nothing more. A fierce flame,

self-consuming! A slow degrading of an emotion that was fine! Yet he

was filled with pity and unreasoning remorse. Some day her enemies would

overtake her--good, respectable men like Major Cleasby; the good men who

by the injustice of their prejudices had made her what she was.

“It's a chapter ended,” he said quietly.

Slipping his arm through hers, as though she already belonged to him,

he was turning inland toward the peace of the rolling country, when

his step was arrested. He caught the sound of labored breathing and

the rattle of sliding chalk. Hands groped above the edge of the cliff,

searching for a holding. They were followed by the head and shoulders

of a man with a face intensely white, in which a pair of pale green

eyes smoldered. Lower down and out of sight a woman spoke. The voice was

Santa's.

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