CHAPTER XX

I am able to cite one notable instance, at least, to disprove the saying

a part of which is written above, and I have yet to hear of a case in

which a gentleman ever hesitated a single instant on account of the

first letter of a lady's last name. I know, indeed, of an occasion when

locomotives could not go fast enough, when thirty miles an hour seemed a

snail's pace to a young main who sat by the open window of a train that

crept northward on a certain hazy September morning up the beautiful

valley of a broad river which we know.

It was after three o'clock before he caught sight of the familiar crest

of Farewell Mountain, and the train ran into Harwich. How glad he was to

see everybody there, whether he knew them or not! He came near hugging

the conductor of the Truro accommodation; who, needless to say, did

not ask him for a ticket, or even a pass. And then the young man went

forward and almost shook the arms off of the engineer and the fireman,

and climbed into the cab, and actually drove the engine himself as far

as Brampton, where it arrived somewhat ahead of schedule, having taken

some of the curves and bridges at a speed a little beyond the law. The

engineer was richer by five dollars, and the son of a railroad president

is a privileged character, anyway.

Yes, here was Brampton, and in spite of the haze the sun had never shone

so brightly on the terraced steeple of the meeting-house. He leaped

out of the cab almost before the engine had stopped, and beamed upon

everybody on the platform,--even upon Mr. Dodd, who chanced to be there.

In a twinkling the young man is in Mr. Sherman's hack, and Mr. Sherman

galloping his horse down Brampton Street, the young man with his head

out of the window, smiling; grinning would be a better word. Here are

the iron mastiffs, and they seem to be grinning, too. The young man

flings open the carriage door and leaps out, and the door is almost

broken from its hinges by the maple tree. He rushes up the steps and

through the hall, and into the library, where the first citizen and his

seneschal are sitting.

“Hello, Father, you see I didn't waste any time,” he cried; grasping his

father's hand in a grip that made Mr. Worthington wince. “Well, you

are a trump, after all. We're both a little hot-headed, I guess, and do

things we're sorry for,--but that's all over now, isn't it? I'm sorry.

I might have known you'd come round when you found out for yourself what

kind of a girl Cynthia was. Did you ever see anybody like her?”

Mr. Flint turned his back, and started to walk out of the room.

“Don't go, Flint, old boy,” Bob called out, seizing Mr. Flint's hand,

too. “I can't stay but a minute, now. How are you?”

“All right, Bob,” answered Mr. Flint, with a curious, kindly look in his

eyes that was not often there. “I'm glad to see you home. I have to go

to the bank.”

“Well, Father,” said Bob, “school must be out, and I imagine you know

where I'm going. I just thought I'd stop in to--to thank you, and get a

benediction.”

“I am very happy to have you back, Robert,” replied Mr. Worthington,

and it was true. It would have been strange indeed if some tremor of

sentiment had not been in his voice and some gleam of pride in his eye

as he looked upon his son.

“So you saw her, and couldn't resist her,” said Bob. “Wasn't that how it

happened?”

Mr. Worthington sat down again at the desk, and his hand began to stray

among the papers. He was thinking of Mr. Flint's exit.

“I do not arrive at my decisions quite in that way, Robert,” he

answered.

“But you have seen her?”

“Yes, I have seen her.”

There was a hesitation, an uneasiness in his father's tone for which Bob

could not account, and which he attributed to emotion. He did not guess

that this hour of supreme joy could hold for Isaac Worthington another

sensation.

“Isn't she the finest girl in the world?” he demanded. “How does she

seem? How does she look?”

“She looks extremely well,” said Mr. Worthington, who had now schooled

his voice. “In fact, I am quite ready to admit that Cynthia Wetherell

possesses the qualifications necessary for your wife. If she had not, I

should never have written you.”

Bob walked to the window.

“Father;” he said, speaking with a little difficulty, “I can't tell you

how much I appreciate your--your coming round. I wanted to do the right

thing, but I just couldn't give up such a girl as that.”

“We shall let bygones be bygones, Robert,” answered Mr. Worthington,

clearing his throat.

“She never would have me without your consent. By the way,” he cried,

turning suddenly, “did she say she'd have me now?”

“I believe,” said Mr. Worthington, clearing his throat again, “I believe

she reserved her decision.”

“I must be off,” said Bob, “she goes to Coniston on Fridays. I'll drive

her out. Good-by, Father.”

He flew out of the room, ran into Mrs. Holden, whom he astonished by

saluting on the cheek, and astonished even more by asking her to tell

Silas to drive his black horses to Gabriel Post's house--as the cottage

was still known in Brampton. And having hastily removed some of the

cinders, he flew out of the door and reached the park-like space in the

middle of Brampton Street. Then he tried to walk decorously, but it was

hard work. What if she should not be in?

The door and windows of the little house were open that balmy afternoon,

and the bees were buzzing among the flowers which Cynthia had planted on

either side of the step. Bob went up the path, and caught a glimpse of

her through the entry standing in the sitting room. She was, indeed,

waiting for the Coniston stage, and she did not see him. Shall I destroy

the mental image of the reader who has known her so long by trying

to tell what she looked like? Some heroines grow thin and worn by the

troubles which they are forced to go through. Cynthia was not this kind

of a heroine. She was neither tall nor short, and the dark blue gown

which she wore set off (so Bob thought) the curves of her figure to

perfection. Her face had become a little more grave--yes, and more

noble; and the eyes and mouth had an indescribable, womanly sweetness.

He stood for a moment outside the doorway gazing at her; hesitating to

desecrate that revery, which seemed to him to have a touch of sadness

in it. And then she turned her head, slowly, and saw him, and her lips

parted, and a startled look came into her eyes, but she did not move.

He came quickly into the room and stopped again, quivering from head

to foot with the passion which the sight of her never failed to unloose

within him. Still she did not speak, but her lip trembled, and the love

leaping in his eyes kindled a yearning in hers,--a yearning she was

powerless to resist. He may by that strange power have drawn her toward

him--he never knew. Neither of them could have given evidence on that

marvellous instant when the current bridged the space between them. He

could not say whether this woman whom he had seized by force before had

shown alike vitality in her surrender. He only knew that her arms were

woven about his neck, and that the kiss of which he had dreamed was

again on his lips, and that he felt once more her wonderful, supple body

pressed against his, and her heart beating, and her breast heaving. And

he knew that the strength of the love in her which he had gained was

beyond estimation.

Thus for a time they swung together in ethereal space, breathless

with the motion of their flight. The duration of such moments is--in

words--limitless. Now he held her against him, and again he held her

away that his eyes might feast upon hers until she dropped her lashes

and the crimson tide flooded into her face and she hid it again in the

refuge she had longed for,--murmuring his name. But at last, startled by

some sound without and so brought back to earth, she led him gently to

the window at the side and looked up at him searchingly. He was tanned

no longer.

“I was afraid you had been working too hard,” she said.

“So you do love me?” was Bob's answer to this remark.

Cynthia smiled at him with her eyes: gravely, if such a thing may be

said of a smile.

“Bob, how can you ask?”

“Oh, Cynthia,” he cried, “if you knew what I have been through, you

wouldn't have held out, I know it. I began to think I should never have

you.”

“But you have me now,” she said, and was silent.

“Why do you look like that?” he asked.

She smiled up at him again.

“I, too, have suffered, Bob,” she said. “And I have thought of you night

and day.”

“God bless you, sweetheart,” he cried, and kissed her again,--many

times. “It's all right now, isn't it? I knew my father would give his

consent when he found out what you were.”

The expression of pain which had troubled him crossed her face again,

and she put her hand on his shoulder.

“Listen, dearest,” she said, “I love you. I am doing this for you. You

must understand that.”

“Why, yes, Cynthia, I understand it--of course I do,” he answered,

perplexed. “I understand it, but I don't deserve it.”

“I want you to know,” she continued in a low voice, “that I should have

married you anyway. I--I could not have helped it.”

“Cynthia!”

“If you were to go back to the locomotive works' tomorrow, I would marry

you.”

“On ninety dollars a month?” exclaimed Bob.

“If you wanted me,” she said.

“Wanted you! I could live in a log cabin with you the rest of my life.”

She drew down his face to hers, and kissed him.

“But I wished you to be reconciled with your father,” she said; “I could

not bear to come between you. You--you are reconciled, aren't you?”

“Indeed, we are,” he said.

“I am glad, Bob,” she answered simply. “I should not have been happy if

I had driven you away from the place where you should be, which is your

home.”

“Wherever you are will be my home; sweetheart,” he said, and pressed her

to him once more.

At length, looking past his shoulder into the street, she saw Lem

Hallowell pulling up the Brampton stage before the door.

“Bob,” she said, “I must go to Coniston and see Uncle Jethro. I promised

him.”

Bob's answer was to walk into the entry, where he stood waving the most

joyous of greetings at the surprised stage driver.

“I guess you won't get anybody here, Lem,” he called out.

“But, Bob,” protested Cynthia, from within, afraid to show her face just

then, “I have to go, I promised. And--and I want to go,” she added when

he turned.

“I'm running a stage to Coniston to-day myself, Lem,” said he “and I'm

going to steal your best passenger.”

Lemuel immediately flung down his reins and jumped out of the stage and

came up the path and into the entry, where he stood confronting Cynthia.

“Hev you took him, Cynthy?” he demanded.

“Yes, Lem,” she answered, “won't you congratulate me?”

The warm-hearted stage driver did congratulate her in a most

unmistakable manner.

“I think a sight of her, Bob,” he said after he had shaken both of Bob's

hands and brushed his own eyes with his coat sleeve. “I've knowed her

so long--” Whereupon utterance failed him, and he ran down the path and

jumped into his stage again and drove off.

And then Cynthia sent Bob on an errand--not a very long one, and

while he was gone, she sat down at the table and tried to realize her

happiness, and failed. In less than ten minutes Bob had come back with

Cousin Ephraim, as fast as he could hobble. He flung his arms around

her, stick and all, and he was crying. It is a fact that old soldiers

sometimes cry. But his tears did not choke his utterance.

“Great Tecumseh!” said Cousin Ephraim, “so you've went and done it,

Cynthy. Siege got a little mite too hot. I callated she'd capitulate in

the end, but she held out uncommon long.”

“That she did,” exclaimed Bob, feelingly.

“I--I was tellin' Bob I hain't got nothin' against him,” continued

Ephraim.

“Oh, Cousin Eph,” said Cynthia, laughing in spite of herself, and

glancing at Bob, “is that all you can say?”

“Cousin Eph's all right,” said Bob, laughing too. “We understand each

other.”

“Callate we do,” answered Ephraim. “I'll go so far as to say there

hain't nobody I'd ruther see you marry. Guess I'll hev to go back to the

kit, now. What's to become of the old pensioner, Cynthy?”

“The old pensioner needn't worry,” said Cynthia.

Then drove up Silas the Silent, with Bob's buggy and his black trotters.

All of Brampton might see them now; and all of Brampton did see them.

Silas got out,--his presence not being required,--and Cynthia was helped

in, and Bob got in beside her, and away they went, leaving Ephraim

waving his stick after them from the doorstep.

It is recorded against the black trotters that they made very poor time

to Coniston that day, though I cannot discover that either of them

was lame. Lem Hallowell, who was there nearly an hour ahead of them,

declares that the off horse had a bunch of branches in his mouth.

Perhaps Bob held them in on account of the scenery that September

afternoon. Incomparable scenery! I doubt if two lovers of the

renaissance ever wandered through a more wondrous realm of pleasance--to

quote the words of the poet. Spots in it are like a park, laid out by

that peerless landscape gardener, nature: dark, symmetrical pine trees

on the sward, and maples in the fulness of their leaf, and great oaks on

the hillsides, and, coppices; and beyond, the mountain, the evergreens

massed like cloud-shadows on its slopes; and all-trees and coppice and

mountain--flattened by the haze until they seemed woven in the softest

of blues and blue greens into one exquisite picture of an ancient

tapestry. I, myself, have seen these pictures in that country, and

marvelled.

So they drove on through that realm, which was to be their realm,

and came all too soon to Coniston green. Lem Hallowell had spread the

well-nigh incredible news, that Cynthia Wetherell was to marry the son

of the mill-owner and railroad president of Brampton, and it seemed to

Cynthia that every man and woman and child of the village was gathered

at the store. Although she loved them, every one, she whispered

something to Bob when she caught sight of that group on the platform,

and he spoke to the trotters. Thus it happened that they flew by, and

were at the tannery house before they knew it; and Cynthia, all unaided,

sprang out of the buggy and ran in, alone. She found Jethro sitting

outside of the kitchen door with a volume on his knee, and she saw that

the print of it was large, and she knew that the book was “Robinson

Crusoe.”

Cynthia knelt down on the grass beside him and caught his hands in hers.

“Uncle Jethro,” she said, “I am going to marry Bob Worthington.”

“Yes, Cynthy,” he answered. And taking the initiative for the first time

in his life, he stooped down and kissed her.

“I knew--you would be happy--in my happiness,” she said, the tears

brimming in her eyes.

“N-never have been so happy, Cynthy,--never have.”

“Uncle Jethro, I never will desert you. I shall always take care of

you.”

“R-read to me sometimes, Cynthy--r-read to me?”

But she could not answer him. She was sobbing on the pages of that book

he had given her--long ago.

I like to dwell on happiness, and I am reluctant to leave these people

whom I have grown to love. Jethro Bass lived to take Cynthia's children

down by the brook and to show them the pictures, at least, in that

wonderful edition of “Robinson Crusoe.” He would never depart from the

tannery house, but Cynthia went to him there, many times a week. There

is a spot not far from the Coniston road, and five miles distant alike

from Brampton and Coniston, where Bob Worthington built his house, and

where he and Cynthia dwelt many years; and they go there to this day, in

the summer-time. It stands in the midst of broad lands, and the ground

in front of it slopes down to Coniston Water, artificially widened here

by a stone dam into a little lake. From the balcony of the summer-house

which overhangs the lake there is a wonderful view of Coniston Mountain,

and Cynthia Worthington often sits there with her sewing or her book,

listening to the laughter of her children, and thinking, sometimes, of

bygone days.

AFTERWORD

The reality of the foregoing pages has to the author, at least, become

so vivid that he regrets the necessity of having to add an afterword.

Every novel is, to some extent, a compound of truth and fiction, and he

has done his best to picture conditions as they were, and to make the

spirit of his book true. Certain people who were living in St. Louis

during the Civil War have been mentioned as the originals of characters

in “The Crisis,” and there are houses in that city which have been

pointed out as fitting descriptions in that novel. An author has,

frequently, people, houses, and localities in mind when he writes; but

he changes them, sometimes very materially, in the process of literary

construction.

It is inevitable, perhaps, that many people of a certain New England

state will recognize Jethro Bass. There are different opinions extant

concerning the remarkable original of this character; ardent defenders

and detractors of his are still living, but all agree that he was

a strange man of great power. The author disclaims any intention of

writing a biography of him. Some of the things set down in this book

he did, and others he did not do. Some of the anecdotes here related

concerning him are, in the main, true, and for this material the author

acknowledges his indebtedness particularly to Colonel Thomas B. Cheney

of Ashland, New Hampshire, and to other friends who have helped him.

Jethro Bass was typical of his Era, and it is of the Era that this book

attempts to treat.

Concerning the locality where Jethro Bass was born and lived, it will

and will not be recognized. It would have been the extreme of bad taste

to have put into these pages any portraits which might have offended

families or individuals, and in order that it may be known that the

author has not done so he has written this Afterword. Nor has he

particularly chosen for the field of this novel a state of which he is

a citizen, and for which he has a sincere affection. The conditions

here depicted, while retaining the characteristics of the locality,

he believes to be typical of the Era over a large part of the United

States.

Many of the Puritans who came to New England were impelled to emigrate

from the old country, no doubt, by an aversion to pulling the forelock

as well as by religious principles, and the spirit of these men

prevailed for a certain time after the Revolution was fought. Such men

lived and ruled in Coniston before the rise of Jethro Bass.

Self-examination is necessary for the moral health of nations as well

as men, and it is the most hopeful of signs that in the United States we

are to-day going through a period of self-examination.

We shall do well to ascertain the causes which have led us gradually to

stray from the political principles laid down by our forefathers for

all the world to see. Some of us do not even know what those principles

were. I have met many intelligent men, in different states of the Union,

who could not even repeat the names of the senators who sat for them in

Congress. Macaulay said, in 1852, “We now know, by the clearest of all

proof, that universal suffrage, even united with secret voting, is no

security, against the establishment of arbitrary power.” To quote James

Russell Lowell, writing a little later: “We have begun obscurely to

recognize that... popular government is not in itself a panacea, is no

better than any other form except as the virtue and wisdom of the people

make it so.”

As Americans, we cannot but believe that our political creed goes down

in its foundations to the solid rock of truth. One of the best reasons

for our belief lies in the fact that, since 1776, government after

government has imitated our example. We have, by our very existence

and rise to power, made any decided retrogression from these doctrines

impossible. So many people have tried to rule themselves, and are still

trying, that one begins to believe that the time is not far distant

when the United States, once the most radical, will become the most

conservative of nations.

Thus the duty rests to-day, more heavily than ever, upon each American

citizen to make good to the world those principles upon which his

government was built. To use a figure suggested by the calamity which

has lately befallen one of the most beloved of our cities, there is a

theory that earthquakes are caused by a necessary movement on the part

of the globe to regain its axis. Whether or not the theory be true, it

has its political application. In America to-day we are trying--whatever

the cost--to regain the true axis established for us by the founders of

our Republic.

HARLAKENDEN HOUSE, May 7, 1906.

PG EDITOR'S BOOKMARKS:

Books she had known from her earliest infancy

But I wanted to be happy as long as I could

Curiosity as a factor has never been given its proper weight

Even old people may have an ideal

Every novel is, to some extent, a compound of truth and fiction

Fond of her, although she was no more than an episode in his life

Giant pines that gave many a mast to King George's navy

Had exhausted the resources of the little school

He hain't be'n eddicated a great deal

Life had made a woman of her long ago

Not that I've anything against her personally--

Pious belief in democracy, with a firmer determination to get on top

Riddle he could not solve--one that was best left alone

Stray from the political principles laid down by our forefathers

That which is the worst cruelty of all--the cruelty of selfishness

The home is the very foundation-rock of the nation

The old soldier found dependence hard to bear

The one precious gift of life

They don't take notice of him, because he don't say much

Though his heart was breaking, his voice was steady

We know nothing of their problems or temptations

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