CHAPTER V.

"The blossoms opening to the day,

The dews of heaven refined,

Could nought of purity display

To emulate his mind."--GOLDSMITH.

After tea Amanda asked little Betsey to accompany her in a walk; for

Ellen (dressed in all her rural finery) had gone earlier in the evening

to the dance. But Amanda did not begin her walk with her usual alacrity:

her bonnet was so heavy, and then it made her look so ill, that she

could not go out till she had made some alterations in it; still it

would not do; a hat was tried on; she liked it better, and at last set

out; but not as usual did she pause, whenever a new or lovely feature in

the landscape struck her view, to express her admiration: she was often

indeed so absorbed in thought, as to start when Betsey addressed her,

which was often the case: for little Betsey delighted to have Miss

Amanda to trace figures for her in the clouds, and assist her in

gathering wild flowers. Scarcely knowing which way they went, Amanda

rambled to the village; and feeling herself fatigued, turned into the

church-yard to rest upon one of the raised flags.

The graves were ornamented with garlands of cut paper, interwoven with

flowers: tributes of love from the village maids to the memory of their

departed friends.

As Amanda rested herself, she twined a garland of the wild flowers she

had gathered with Betsey, and hung it over the grave of Lady Malvina:

her fine eyes raised to heaven, as if invoking at that moment the spirit

of her mother, to regard the vernal offering of her child; while her

white hands were folded on her heart, and she softly exclaimed, "Alas,

is this the only tribute for me to pay!"

A low murmur, as if from voices near, startled her at the instant; she

turned with quickness, and saw Lord Mortimer, with a young clergyman,

half hid by some trees, attentively observing her. Blushing and

confused, she drew her hat over her face, and catching Betsey's hand,

hastened to the cottage.

Lord Mortimer had wandered about the skirts of the cottage, in hopes of

meeting her in the evening; on seeing the direction she had taken from

it, he followed her, and just as she entered the church-yard,

unexpectedly met the curate. His company, at a moment so propitious for

joining Amanda, he could well have dispensed with; for he was more

anxious than he chose to acknowledge to himself, to become acquainted

with her.

Lord Mortimer was now in the glowing prime of life: his person was

strikingly elegant, and his manners insinuatingly pleasing; seducing

sweetness dwelt in his smile, and, as he pleased, his expressive eyes

could sparkle with intelligence, or beam with sensibility; and to the

eloquence of his language, the harmony of his voice imparted a charm

that seldom failed of being irresistible; his soul was naturally the

seat of every virtue; but an elevated rank, and splendid fortune, had

placed him in a situation somewhat inimical to their interests, for he

had not always strength to resist the strong temptations which

surrounded him; but though he sometimes wandered from the boundaries of

virtue, he had never yet entered upon the confines of vice--never really

injured innocence, or done a deed which could wound the bosom of a

friend: his heart was alive to every noble propensity of nature;

compassion was one of its strongest feelings, and never did his hand

refuse obedience to the generous impulse. Among the various

accomplishments he possessed, was an exquisite taste for music, which,

with every other talent, had been cultivated to the highest degree of

possible perfection; his spending many years abroad had given him every

requisite advantage for improving it. The soft, melodious voice of

Amanda would of itself almost have made a conquest of his heart; but

aided by the charms of her face and person, altogether were

irresistible.

He had come into Wales on purpose to pay a visit to an old friend in the

Isle of Anglesey: he did not mean to stop at Tudor Hall; but within a

few miles of it the phaeton, in which he travelled (from the fineness

of the weather), was overturned, and he severely hurt. He procured a

hired carriage, and proceeded to the hall, to put himself into the hands

of the good old housekeeper, Mrs. Abergwilly; who, possessing as great a

stock of medical knowledge as Lady Bountiful herself, he believed would

cure his bruises with as much, or rather more expedition, than any

country surgeon whatever. He gave strict orders that his being at the

hall should not be mentioned, as he did not choose, the few days he

hoped and believed he should continue there, to be disturbed by visits

which he knew would be paid if an intimation of his being there was

received. From an apartment adjoining the music-room he had discovered

Amanda. Though scarcely able to move, at the first sound of her voice he

stole to the door, which being a little open, gave him an opportunity of

seeing her perfectly; and nothing but his situation prevented his

immediately appearing before her, and expressing the admiration she had

inspired him with. As soon as she departed he sent for the housekeeper,

to inquire who the beautiful stranger was. Mrs. Abergwilly only knew she

was a young lady lately come from London, to lodge at David Edwin's

cottage, whose wife had entreated permission for her to read in the

library, which, she added, she had given, seeing that his lordship read

in his dressing-room; but, if he pleased, she would send Miss Dunford

word not to come again--"By no means," his lordship said. Amanda

therefore continued her visits as usual, little thinking with what

critical regard and fond admiration she was observed. Lord Mortimer

daily grew better; but the purpose for which he had come into Wales

seemed utterly forgotten; he had a tincture of romance in his

disposition, and availed himself of his recovery to gratify it, by

taking a lute and serenading his lovely cottage girl. He could no longer

restrain his impatience to be known to her; and the next day, stealing

from his retirement, surprised her as already related.

As he could not, without an utter violation of good manners, shake off

Howel, he contented himself with following Amanda into the church-yard,

where, shaded by trees, he and his companion stood watching her

unnoticed, till an involuntary exclamation of rapture from his lordship

discovered their situation. When she departed, he read the inscription

on the tombstone; but, from the difference of names, this gave no

insight into any connection between her and the person it mentioned.

Howel could give no information of either; he was but a young man,

lately appointed to the parsonage, and had never seen Amanda till that

evening.

Lord Mortimer was solicitous, even to a degree of anxiety, to learn the

real situation of Amanda. As Howel, in his pastoral function, had free

access to the houses of his parishioners, it occurred to him that he

would be an excellent person to discover it; he therefore, as if from

curiosity alone, expressed his wish of knowing who she was, and

requested Howel, if convenient, to follow her directly to Edwin's

cottage (where, he said, by chance, he heard she lodged), and endeavor

to find out from the good people everything about her. This request

Howel readily complied with; the face, the figure, the melancholy, and,

above all, the employment of Amanda, had interested his sensibility and

excited his curiosity.

He arrived soon after her at the cottage, and found her laughing at her

nurse, who was telling her she was certain she should see her a great

lady. Amanda rose to retire at his entrance; but he, perceiving her

intention, declared if he disturbed her, he would immediately depart;

she accordingly reseated herself, secretly pleased at doing so, as she

thought, either from some look or word of the curate's, she might

discover if he really was the person who had serenaded her; from this

idea she showed no aversion to enter into conversation with him.

The whole family, nurse excepted, had followed Ellen to the dance; and

that good woman thought she could do no less, for the honor of Howel's

visit, than prepare a little comfortable supper for him. The benevolence

of his disposition, and innocent gayety of his temper, had rendered him

a great favorite amongst his rustic neighbors, whom he frequently amused

with simple ballads and pleasant tales. Amanda and he were left

_tete-à-tete_ while the nurse was busied in preparing her entertainment;

and she was soon as much pleased with the elegance and simplicity of his

manners, as he was with the innocence and sweetness of hers. The objects

about them naturally led to rural subjects, and from them to what might

almost be termed a dissertation on poetry: this was a theme peculiarly

agreeable to Howel, who wooed the pensive muse beneath the sylvan shade;

nor was it less so to Amanda--she was a zealous worshipper of the muses,

though diffidence made her conceal her invocations to them. She was led

to point out the beauties of her favorite authors, and the soft

sensibility of her voice raised a kind of tender enthusiasm in Howel's

soul; he gazed and listened, as if his eye could never be satisfied with

seeing, or his ear with hearing. At his particular request, Amanda

recited the pathetic description of the curate and his lovely daughter

from the "Deserted Village"--a tear stole down her cheek as she

proceeded. Howel softly laid his hand on hers, and exclaimed, "Good

heavens, what an angel!"

"Come, come," said Amanda, smiling at the energy with which he spoke,

"you, at least, should have nothing to do with flattery."

"Flattery!" repeated he, emphatically; "Oh heavens! did you but know my

sincerity----"

"Well, well," cried she, wishing to change the subject, "utter no

expression in future which shall make me doubt it."

"To flatter you," said he, "would be impossible, since the highest

eulogium must be inadequate to your merits."

"Again!" said Amanda.

"Believe me," he replied, "flattery is a meanness I abhor; the

expressions you denominate as such proceed from emotions I should

contemn myself for want of sensibility if I did not experience."

The nurse's duck and green peas were now set upon the table, but in vain

did she press Howel to eat; his eyes were too well feasted to allow him

to attend to his palate. Finding her entreaties ineffectual in one

respect, she tried them in another, and begged he would sing a favorite

old ballad; this he at first hesitated to do, till Amanda (from a secret

motive of her own) joined in the entreaty; and the moment she heard his

voice, she was convinced he was not the person who had been at the

outside of her window. After his complaisance to her, she could not

refuse him one song. The melodious sounds sunk into his heart; he seemed

fascinated to the spot, nor thought of moving till the nurse gave him a

hint for that purpose, being afraid of Amanda sitting up too late.

He sighed as he entered his humble dwelling; it was perhaps the first

sigh he had ever heaved for the narrowness of his fortune. "Yet," cried

he, casting his eyes around, "in this abode, low and humble as it is, a

soul like Amanda's might enjoy felicity."

The purpose for which Lord Mortimer sent him to the cottage, and Lord

Mortimer himself, were forgotten. His lordship had engaged Howel to sup

with him after the performance of his embassy, and impatiently awaited

his arrival: he felt displeased, as the hours wore away without bringing

him; and, unable at last to restrain the impetuosity of his feelings,

proceeded to the parsonage; which he entered a few minutes after Howel.

He asked, with no great complacency, the reason he had not fulfilled his

engagement. Absorbed in one idea, Howel felt confused, agitated, and

unable to frame any excuse; he therefore simply said, what in reality

was true, "that he had utterly forgotten it."

"I suppose, then," exclaimed Lord Mortimer, in a ruffled voice, "you

have been very agreeably entertained?"

"Delightfully," said Howel.

Lord Mortimer grew more displeased, but his anger was now levelled

against himself as well as Howel. He repented and regretted the folly

which had thrown Howel in the way of such temptation, and had perhaps

raised a rival to himself.

"Well," cried he, after a few hasty paces about the room, "and pray,

what do you know about Miss Dunford?"

"About her!" repeated Howel, as if starting from a reverie;

"why--nothing."

"Nothing!" re-echoed his lordship.

"No," replied Howel, "except that she is an angel."

Lord Mortimer was now thoroughly convinced all was over with the poor

parson; and resolved, in consequence of this conviction, to lose no time

himself. He could not depart without inquiring how the evening had been

spent, and envied Howel the happy minutes he had so eloquently

described.

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