CHAPTER XI. HOW THE MAID BORE TRIUMPH AND TROUBLE.

The people of Orleans, and we her knights and followers, were

well-nigh wild with joy. I do not think I had ever doubted how she

would bear herself in battle; and yet my heart had sometimes

trembled at the thought of it. For, after all, speaking humanly,

she was but a girl, a gentle maid, loving and tender-hearted, to

whom the sight of suffering was always a sorrow and a pain. And to

picture a young girl, who had perhaps never seen blows struck in

anger in her life--save perchance in some village brawl--suddenly

set in the midst of a battle, arms clashing, blood flowing, all the

hideous din of warfare around her, exposed to all its fearful risks

and perils--was it strange we should ask ourselves how she would

bear it? Was it wonderful that her confidence and calmness and

steadfast courage under the trial should convince us, as never

perhaps we had been convinced before, of the nearness of those

supernatural beings who guarded her so closely, who warned her of

danger, who inspired her with courage, and yet never robbed her for

one moment of the grace and beauty and crown of her pure womanhood?

And so, whilst we were well-nigh mad with joy and triumph, whilst

joy bells pealed from the city, and the soldiers and citizens were

ready to do her homage as a veritable saint from heaven, she was

just her own quiet, thoughtful, retiring self. She put aside the

plaudits of the Generals; she hushed the excited shouting of the

soldiers. She exercised her authority to check and stop the

carnage, to insist that quarter should be given to all who asked

it, to see that the wounded upon both sides were carried into the

city to receive attention and care, and in particular that the

prisoners--amongst whom were several priests--should receive humane

treatment, and escape any sort of insult or reprisal.

These matters occupied her time and thought to the exclusion of any

personal pride or triumph. It was with difficulty that the Generals

could persuade her to ride at their head into the city, to receive

the applause and joyful gratitude of the people; and as soon as she

could without discourtesy extricate herself from the crowd pressing

round to kiss her hands or her feet, or even the horse upon which

she rode, she slipped away to give orders that certain badly

wounded English prisoners were to be carried to the Treasurer's

house, and laid in the spacious guest chamber, which, having been

prepared for her own reception, had been permitted to no one else.

Here she begged of Madame Boucher permission to lodge them, that

she might tend their hurts herself, and assure herself that all was

well with them.

No one could deny the Maid those things she asked, knowing well

that others in her place would have issued commands without

stooping to petition. But with the Maid it was never so. Her gentle

courtesy never deserted her. No association with men, no military

dignity of command, which she could so well assume, ever tarnished

the lustre of her sweet humility. A gentle maiden, full of

tenderness and compassion, she showed herself now. Instead of

resting after the sore strife of the battle, which had exhausted

even strong men, nothing would serve her but that she must herself

dress the wounds of these English prisoners; and so deft was her

touch, and so soft and tender her methods with them, that not a

groan passed the lips of any of them; they only watched her with

wondering eyes of gratitude; and when she had left the room they

looked at each other and asked:

"Who is it? Is it boy, or angel, or what? The voice is as the voice

of a woman, and the touch is as soft; but the dress is the dress of

a man. Who can it be?"

I understood them, for I knew something of the English tongue, and

I saw that they were in great amazement; for all who had seen the

Maid bore her image stamped upon their hearts; and yet it was

impossible for these prisoners of war to believe that the

triumphant, angelic Commander of the Forces could stoop to tend the

hurts of wounded prisoners with her own hands.

"Gentlemen," I said, "that is the Angelic Maid herself--she who has

been sent of Heaven for the deliverance of France. I trow that you

soldiers and knights of England have called her witch, and

threatened to burn her if you can lay hands upon her. Perchance now

that you have seen her thus face to face, your thoughts towards her

will somewhat change."

They gazed at me and at one another in amaze. They broke into

questions, eager and full of curiosity. When I had answered them

they were ready to tell me what was spoken of her in the English

ranks; all averred that some strange power seemed to fall upon them

with the advent of the Maid into the city--a power that withheld

them from sallying forth to hinder her coming, or that of the

relieving army.

"We had meant to fight her to the death," spoke one English knight.

"I was in counsel with the Generals when it was so proposed; and

yet more resolved were we to keep out the army from Blois, which we

heard must needs pass straight through our lines--an easy prey, we

said, to our gunners, archers and swordsmen. All was in readiness

for the attack--and yet no word was ever given. No trumpet sounded,

though the men were drawn up ready. We all stood to arms; but the

sight of that dazzling white figure seemed to close the lips of our

commanders, to numb the limbs of our soldiers. I can say no more.

When the chance was gone--the hour passed--we gazed into each

other's face as men awaking from a dream. We cursed ourselves. We

cursed the witch who had bound us by her spells. We vowed to redeem

and revenge ourselves another day. And when we saw the French

issuing forward to the attack scarce two hours after the entry of

the relieving army, and there was no white figure with them, then

indeed did we tell ourselves that our time was come; and we thought

to win a speedy victory over the men who had so often fled before

us. Yet you know how the day did end. The Maid came--victory rode

beside her! Nought we could do availed when she appeared. I had

thought to be left to die upon the battlefield, but behold I am

here, and she has dressed my wounds with her own hands! It is

wonderful! Past belief! Tell me who and what is she? A creature of

earth or of heaven?"

I had already told him all I knew; but they were never tired of

hearing the story of the Maid; and as I, at her request, watched

beside them during the night, ministering to their wants, and doing

what I was able to relieve their pain, I found that nothing so

helped them to forget the smart of their wounds as the narration of

all the wonderful words and deeds of this Heavenly Deliverer of

France.

They were frank enough on their side also, and told me much of the

disposition of their forces, and how that they were expecting a

strong army to join them quickly, headed by Sir John Fastolffe, a

notable knight, whose name we well knew, and had trembled before

ere this. They admitted that their ranks were somewhat thinned by

disease and death, and that they had scarce sufficient force both

to maintain all the bastilles erected on the north side of the

river and also to hold the great forts of Les Tourelles and Les

Augustins on the south; but that when the reinforcements should

arrive all would be well, and but for the marvellous power of the

Maid, they would have felt no doubt whatever as to the speedy

reduction of the city either by assault or blockade.

With the first golden shafts of sunlight came the Maid once more,

little Charlotte beside her, both bearing in their hands such

cooling drinks and light sustenance as the condition of the wounded

men required. The Maid wore the white, silver embroidered tunic and

silken hose which Queen Yolande had provided for her indoor dress;

she carried no arms, and her clustering curls framed her lovely

face like a nimbus. All eyes were fixed upon her as upon a vision,

and as she bent over each wounded man in turn, asking him of his

welfare and holding a cup to his lips, I could see the amazement

deepening in their eyes; and I am sure that they were well-nigh

ready to worship the ground upon which she trod, so deep was the

impression made upon them by her beauty and her gentle treatment.

When she left the room I followed her at her sign, and asked:

"Then you go not forth to battle today, General?"

"Nay," she replied, "for today the Church keeps the blessed Feast

of the Ascension; which should be to all a day of peace and

thanksgiving and holy joy. I am going forthwith to hear Mass and

receive the Holy Sacrament; and I would have my faithful knights

about me. Let us forget warfare and strife for this day."

Her own face was transfigured as she spoke. The light shone upon it

all the time that she knelt before the high altar in the Cathedral,

rapt in a mystery of thanksgiving and heavenly joy. O how real it

all was to her--those things which were to us articles of faith,

grounds of hope, yet matters which seemed too far above us to

arouse that personal rapture which was shining from the eyes and

irradiating the whole face of the Maid.

It was a beautiful beginning to the day; and all the early hours

were spent by the Maid in meditation and prayer within the walls of

the Cathedral, where the people flocked, as perhaps they had never

done before, to give thanks for the mercies received with the

advent of the Maid, and to gaze upon her, as she knelt in a trance

of rapture and devotion in her appointed place not far from the

altar. We, her knights, went to and fro, some of us always near to

her, that the crowd might not too curiously press upon her when she

went forth, or disturb her devotions by too close an approach.

I noted that none of the Generals appeared or took part in the acts

of devotion that day. And as I issued forth into the sunny street

at the close of the High Mass, Bertrand met me with a look of

trouble and anger on his face.

"They are all sitting in council of war together," he said, "and

they have not even told her of it, nor suffered her to join them!

How can they treat her so--even Dunois and La Hire--when they have

seen again and yet again how futile are all plans made by their

skill without the sanction of her voice? It makes my gorge rise! Do

they think her a mere beautiful image, to ride before them and

carry a white banner to affright the foe? It is a shame, a shame,

that they should treat her so, after all that they have seen and

heard!"

I was as wroth as Bertrand, and as full of surprise. Even now,

looking back after all these years, the blindness of these men of

war astonishes and exasperates me. They had seen with their own

eyes what the Maid could accomplish; again and again she had proved

herself the abler in counsel as in fight; and yet they now

deliberately desired to set her aside from their councils, and only

inform her of their decisions when made, and permit her to take a

share in the fighting they had planned.

Bertrand was furiously angry. He led me up into a lofty turret

which commanded a bird's-eye view of the whole city and its

environs, and he pointed out that which the Maid had declared she

would straightway do, so soon as the Feast of the Ascension was

over, and how the Generals were about to follow a quite different

course.

Orleans, as all men know, lies upon the right--the north--bank of

the Loire, and the country to the north was then altogether in the

power of the English; wherefore they had built their great

bastilles around the city upon that side without molestation, and

were able to receive supplies from their countrymen without let or

hindrance.

But these bastilles were not the chiefest danger to the city, or

rather I should say, it was not these which were the chiefest cause

of peril, since no help could reach the garrison from that side.

They looked to the country to the south to help them, and it was to

stop supplies from reaching them by water or from the south that

the English had long since crossed the river and had established

themselves in certain forts along the south bank. Of these, St.

Jean le Blanc was one; but by far the most important and dangerous

to the city were the two great towers commanding the bridge, whose

names I have given before. Let me explain how these great

fortifications stood.

Les Augustins had once been a convent, and it stood on the south

bank, very near to the end of the bridge, guarding it securely from

attack, and commanding the waterway and the approach to the city.

Les Tourelles was an even stronger tower, constructed upon the very

bridge itself, and menacing the town in formidable fashion. Dunois

had broken down the main portion of the bridge on the north side to

prevent the advance into the city of the English from their tower;

so it stood grimly isolated from either bank; for the permanent

bridge at the south end had been destroyed to be replaced by a

drawbridge which could rise or fall at will.

And it was these towers of Les Augustins and Les Tourelles which

had reduced the city to such straits by hindering the entrance of

food supplies. Moreover, from Les Tourelles great stone cannon

balls had been hurled into the city in vast numbers, battering down

walls and doing untold damage to buildings and their inhabitants.

Now it was evident to all that these fortresses must be taken if

the city were to be relieved and the siege raised. But the Maid,

with her far-seeing eyes, had decreed that first the bastilles upon

the north bank should be attacked and destroyed; and it was easy to

follow her reasoning; "For," she said, "when the English are

fiercely attacked there, they will, without doubt, yield up these

lesser fortresses without a great struggle, concentrating

themselves in force upon the left bank, where they think to do us

most hurt. We shall then destroy their bastilles, so that they will

have no place of shelter to fly back to; and then we shall fall

upon them hip and thigh on the south side, and drive them before us

as chaff before the wind. They must needs then disperse themselves

altogether, having no more cover to hide themselves in; so will the

enemies of the Lord be dispersed, and the siege of Orleans be

raised."

This was the plan she had confided to her own immediate attendants

and staff the previous evening, and which Bertrand repeated to me,

gazing over the ramparts, and pointing out each fortress and

bastion as it was named. But now the Generals in Council, without

reference to the Maid, had decreed something altogether different.

What they desired to do was not to make any real or vigorous attack

upon any of the English forts, but to feign an assault upon the

towers on the south bank, and whilst the attention of the foe was

thus engaged, get great quantifies of stores--all lying in

readiness at hand--into the city, enough to last for a long while,

and then quietly sit down behind the strong walls, and tire out the

English, forcing them thus to retreat of their own accord!

Think of it! After all that had been promised, all that had been

performed! To be content to shut ourselves in a well-provisioned

town, and just weary out the patience of the foe! And, moreover, of

a foe who expected daily reinforcements from the north, and who

would be quite capable of exercising as much patience, and perhaps

more daring than ourselves.

Even now my blood boils at the thought, and I find it hard to

conceive how such men as Dunois and La Hire let themselves be led

from their allegiance and confidence in the Maid to listen to such

counsel as this from her detractors, and those many lesser

commanders who were sorely jealous of her success and influence.

But so it was, not once nor twice, but again and again; though in

action they were staunch to her, would follow her everywhere, rally

round her standard, fly to her defence when danger threatened, and

show themselves gallant soldiers and generous-hearted men, never

denying her all her share of praise and honour. But when sitting in

the council room, surrounded by officers and men of experience in

war disposed to scorn the counsels of an unlettered girl, and scoff

at her pretensions to military rule, they were invariably led away

and overborne, agreeing to act without her sanction, or even

contrary to her advice, notwithstanding their belief in her

mission, and their trust in her power as a leader.

The shades of evening had fallen in the Treasurer's house before

word was brought to the Maid of the decision of the Generals in

Council. We were sitting around her after supper; and she had

fallen into a very thoughtful mood. The Chevalier d'Aulon had been

called away, and now returned with a troubled face. He stood just

within the doorway, as though half afraid to advance. The Maid

lifted her eyes to his and smiled.

"Do not fear to tell me your news, my kind friend. I know that your

faithful heart is sore at the dishonour done to me; but let us not

judge harshly. It is hard for men full of courage and fleshly power

to understand how the Lord works with such humble instruments.

Perchance, in their place, we should not be greatly different.

"So they have refused my plan, and made one of their own. We are to

attack the foe upon the south? Is that agreed? And even so not with

all our heart and strength?"

D'Aulon recoiled a step in amaze.

"Madame, that is indeed so--a feint upon the south bank has been

decreed, whilst provisions are thrown into the city--"

"Yes, yes, I know. Well, so be it. We will attack on the south

bank. It must have come sooner or later, and if we fight with a

will, the Lord will be with us and uphold our cause. But, my

friends, understand this, and let the men likewise understand it.

There shall be no mockery of fighting. It shall be true and

desperate warfare. Let the Generals decree what they will, the Maid

will lead her soldiers to victory! Tomorrow Les Augustins shall be

ours; upon the next day Les Tourelles shall fall--" she paused

suddenly and turned towards Bertrand.

"What day will that be--the day after to-morrow?"

"The seventh day of May," he answered at once.

"Ah!" she said, "then it will be on that day--the day which shall

see Orleans relieved--the power of the English broken."

She spoke dreamily, and only Madame Boucher, who sat in the shadows

with her child upon her lap, ventured to ask of her:

"What will be on that day, gentle Jeanne?"

"That I shall be wounded," she answered quietly.

"Did I not tell you long since," turning to Bertrand and me, "that

I should not come unscathed through the assault; but that on a

certain day I should receive a wound?"

I pulled out my tablets, upon which I often recorded the sayings of

the Maid, and sure enough there it was written down as she said. We

felt a great burning revolt at the thought of any hurt befalling

her, and somebody spoke vehemently, saying that the holy Saints

would surely protect her from harm. But she lifted her hand with

her gentle authority of gesture, and spoke:

"Nay, my kind friends, but thus it must needs be; nor would I have

it otherwise. Listen, and I will tell you all. I often had my days

and hours of fear because this great work was put upon one so weak

and ignorant as I, and it was long before I clearly understood that

I was but the instrument in a mighty Hand, and that power for all

would be given me. Then my fear left and great joy came; perhaps

even some pride and haughtiness of spirit in that I had been chosen

for such a task.

"And then it was that my voices asked of me: 'Jeanne, hast thou no

fear?'

"And I answered without pause, 'I fear nothing now.'

"Then St. Catherine herself suddenly appeared to me in a great

white light and said: 'Child, thou art highly favoured of heaven;

but the flesh is easily puffed up. And for this cause, and because

it may be well that thou thyself and all men shall know that thou

art but human flesh and blood, thou shalt not escape unscathed in

warfare; but thou too shalt feel the sting of fiery dart, and know

the scald of flowing blood.'

"I bowed my head and made answer I would bear whatever my Lord

thought fit to lay upon me; and I asked if I might know when this

thing would happen. It was not told me then; but later it was

revealed to me; and I know that upon the seventh day of May I shall

be wounded--" and she touched her right shoulder as she spoke, just

below the neck.

"But what matter will that be, when the siege of Orleans shall be

raised?"

Her face was aglow; nothing could touch her joy, not the insults of

the proud Generals, nor the knowledge of coming pain for herself.

Her thought was all of the mission entrusted to her; and so, though

thwarted and set aside, she showed no petty anger, dreamed not of

any paltry vengeance such as others might have dealt the soldiers,

by refusing to march with them on the morrow. Oh, no; hurt she

might be--indeed we knew she was--her pain being for the dishonour

done her Lord in this disrespect of His messenger; but no thought

of reprisal entered her head. She rose from her seat, and lifted

the little Charlotte in her strong young arms.

"Gentlemen, let us early to rest," she said, holding her head

proudly, "for tomorrow a great work shall be done, and we must all

have our share in it."

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