Chapter XV

It was about three months after this conversation that Amine and

Philip were again seated upon the mossy bank which we have mentioned,

and which had become their favourite resort. Father Mathias had

contracted a great intimacy with Father Seysen, and the two priests

were almost as inseparable as were Philip and Amine. Having determined

to wait a summons previous to Philip's again entering upon his strange

and fearful task; and, happy in the possession of each other, the

subject was seldom revived. Philip, who had, on his return, expressed

his wish to the Directors of the Company for immediate employment,

and, if possible, to have the command of a vessel, had, since that

period, taken no further steps, nor had any communication with

Amsterdam.

"I am fond of this bank, Philip," said Amine; "I appear to have formed

an intimacy with it. It was here, if you recollect, that we debated

the subject of the lawfulness of inducing dreams; and it was here,

dear Philip, that you told me your dream, and that I expounded it."

"You did so, Amine; but if you ask the opinion of Father Seysen, you

will find that he would give rather a strong decision against you--he

would call it heretical and damnable."

"Let him, if he pleases. I have no objection to tell him."

"I pray not, Amine; let the secret remain with ourselves only."

"Think you Father Mathias would blame me?"

"I certainly do."

"Well, I do not; there is a kindness and liberality about the old man

that I admire. I should like to argue the question with him."

As Amine spoke, Philip felt something touch his shoulder, and a sudden

chill ran through his frame. In a moment his ideas reverted to the

probable cause: he turned round his head, and, to his amazement,

beheld the (supposed to be drowned) mate of the _Ter Schilling_, the

one-eyed Schriften, who stood behind him, with a letter in his hand.

The sudden appearance of this malignant wretch induced Philip to

exclaim, "Merciful heaven! is it possible?"

Amine, who had turned her head round at the exclamation of Philip,

covered up her face, and burst into tears. It was not fear that caused

this unusual emotion on her part, but the conviction that her husband

was never to be at rest but in the grave.

"Philip Vanderdecken," said Schriften, "he! he! I've a letter for

you--it is from the Company."

Philip took the letter, but, previous to opening it, he fixed his eyes

upon Schriften. "I thought," said he, "that you were drowned when the

ship was wrecked in False Bay. How did you escape?"

"How did I escape?" replied Schriften. "Allow me to ask how did you

escape?"

"I was thrown up by the waves," replied Philip; "but--"

"But," interrupted Schriften, "he! he! the waves ought _not_ to have

thrown me up."

"And why not, pray? I did not say that."

"No! but I presume you wish it had been so; but, on the contrary,

I escaped in the same way that you did--I was thrown up by the

waves--he! he! but I can't wait here. I have done my bidding."

"Stop," replied Philip; answer me one question. "Do you sail in the

same vessel with me this time?"

"I'd rather be excused," replied Schriften; "I am not looking for the

Phantom Ship, Mynheer Vanderdecken;" and, with this reply, the little

man turned round and went away at a rapid pace.

"Is not this a summons, Amine?" said Philip, after a pause, still

holding the letter in his hand, with the seal unbroken.

"I will not deny it, dearest Philip. It is most surely so; the hateful

messenger appears to have risen from the grave that he might deliver

it. Forgive me, Philip; but I was taken by surprise. I will not again

annoy you with a woman's weakness."

"My poor Amine," replied Philip, mournfully. "Alas! why did I not

perform my pilgrimage alone? It was selfish of me to link you with

so much wretchedness, and join you with me in bearing the fardel of

never-ending anxiety and suspense."

"And who should bear it with you, my dearest Philip, if it is not the

wife of your bosom? You little know my heart if you think I shrink

from the duty. No, Philip, it is a pleasure, even in its most acute

pangs; for I consider that I am, by partaking with, relieving you of a

portion of your sorrow, and I feel proud that I am the wife of one who

has been selected to be so peculiarly tried. But, dearest, no more of

this. You must read the letter."

Philip did not answer. He broke the seal, and found that the letter

intimated to him that he was appointed as first mate to the _Vrow

Katerina_, a vessel which sailed with the next fleet; and requesting

he would join as quickly as possible, as she would soon be ready to

receive her cargo. The letter which was from the secretary, further

informed him that, after this voyage, he might be certain of having

the command of a vessel as captain, upon conditions which would be

explained when he called upon the Board.

"I thought, Philip, that you had requested the command of a vessel for

this voyage," observed Amine, mournfully.

"I did," replied Philip; "but not having followed up my application,

it appears not to have been attended to. It has been my own fault."

"And now it is too late?"

"Yes, dearest, most assuredly so: but it matters not; I would as

willingly, perhaps rather, sail this voyage as first mate."

"Philip, I may as well speak now. That I am disappointed, I must

confess; I fully expected that you would have had the command of a

vessel, and you may remember that I exacted a promise from you, on

this very bank upon which we now sit, at the time that you told me

your dream. That promise I shall still exact, and I now tell you what

I had intended to ask. It was, my dear Philip, permission to sail

with you. With you, I care for nothing. I can be happy under every

privation or danger; but to be left alone for so long, brooding over

my painful thoughts, devoured by suspense, impatient, restless, and

incapable of applying to any one thing--that, dear Philip, is the

height of misery, and that is what I feel when you are absent.

Recollect, I have your promise, Philip. As captain, you have the means

of receiving your wife on board. I am bitterly disappointed in being

left this time; do, therefore, to a certain degree, console me by

promising that I shall sail with you next voyage, if Heaven permit

your return."

"I promise it, Amine, since you are so earnest. I can refuse you

nothing; but I have a foreboding that yours and my happiness will be

wrecked for ever. I am not a visionary, but it does appear to me that,

strangely mixed up as I am, at once with this world and the next, some

little portion of futurity is opened to me. I have given my promise,

Amine, but from it I would fain be released."

"And if ill _do_ come, Philip, it is our destiny. Who can avert fate?"

"Amine, we are free agents, and to a certain extent are permitted to

direct our own destinies."

"Ay, so would Father Seysen fain have made me believe; but what he

said in support of his assertion was to me incomprehensible. And yet

he said that it was a part of the Catholic faith. It may be so--I am

unable to understand many other points. I wish your faith were made

more simple. As yet the good man--for good he really is--has only led

me into doubt."

"Passing through doubt, you will arrive at conviction, Amine."

"Perhaps so," replied Amine; "but it appears to me that I am as yet

but on the outset of my journey. But come, Philip, let us return. You

must to Amsterdam, and I will go with you. After your labours of the

day, at least until you sail, your Amine's smiles must still enliven

you. Is it not so?"

"Yes, dearest, I would have proposed it. I wonder much how Schriften

could come here. I did not see his body it is certain, but his escape

is to me miraculous. Why did he not appear when saved? where could he

have been? What think you, Amine?"

"What I have long thought, Philip. He is a ghoul with an evil eye,

permitted for some cause to walk the earth in human form; and, is,

certainly, in some way, connected with your strange destiny. If it

requires anything to convince me of the truth of all that has passed,

it is his appearance--the wretched Afrit! Oh, that I had my mother's

powers!--but I forget; it displeases you, Philip, that I ever talk of

such things, and I am silent."

Philip replied not; and absorbed in their own meditations they walked

back in silence to the cottage. Although Philip had made up his own

mind, he immediately sent the Portuguese priest to summon Father

Seysen, that he might communicate with them and take their opinion as

to the summons he had received. Having entered into a fresh detail of

the supposed death of Schriften, and his reappearance as a messenger,

he then left the two priests to consult together, and went upstairs to

Amine. It was more than two hours before Philip was called down, and

Father Seysen appeared to be in a state of great perplexity.

"My son," said he, "we are much perplexed. We had hoped that our ideas

upon this strange communication were correct, and that, allowing all

that you have obtained from your mother and have seen yourself to have

been no deception, still that it was the work of the evil one; and, if

so, our prayers and masses would have destroyed this power. We advised

you to wait another summons, and you have received it. The letter

itself is of course nothing, but the reappearance of the bearer of the

letter is the question to be considered. Tell me, Philip, what is your

opinion on this point? It is possible he might have been saved--why

not as well as yourself?"

"I acknowledge the possibility, Father," replied Philip; "he may have

been cast on shore and have wandered in another direction. It is

possible, although anything but probable; but since you ask me

my opinion, I must say candidly that I consider he is no earthly

messenger--nay, I am sure of it. That he is mysteriously connected

with my destiny is certain. But who he is, and what he is, of course I

cannot tell."

"Then, my son, we have come to the determination, in this instance,

not to advise. You must act now upon your own responsibility and your

own judgment. In what way soever you may decide we shall not blame

you. Our prayers shall be that Heaven may still have you in its holy

keeping."

"My decision, holy Father, is to obey the summons."

"Be it so, my son; something may occur which may assist to work

out the mystery,--a mystery which I acknowledge to be beyond my

comprehension, and of too painful a nature for me to dwell upon."

Philip said no more, for he perceived that the priest was not at all

inclined to converse. Father Mathias took this opportunity of thanking

Philip for his hospitality and kindness, and stated his intention of

returning to Lisbon by the first opportunity that might offer.

In a few days Amine and Philip took leave of the priests, and quitted

for Amsterdam--Father Seysen taking charge of the cottage until

Amine's return. On his arrival, Philip called upon the Directors of

the Company, who promised him a ship on his return from the voyage he

was about to enter upon, making a condition that he should become part

owner of the vessel. To this Philip consented, and then went down to

visit the _Vrow Katerina_, the ship to which he had been appointed as

first mate. She was still unrigged, and the fleet was not expected

to sail for two months. Only part of the crew were on board, and the

captain, who lived at Dort, had not yet arrived.

So far as Philip could judge, the _Vrow Katerina_ was a very inferior

vessel; she was larger than many of the others, but old, and badly

constructed; nevertheless, as she had been several voyages to the

Indies, and had returned in safety, it was to be presumed that she

would not have been taken up by the Company if they had not been

satisfied as to her seaworthiness. Having given a few directions to

the men who were on board, Philip returned to the hostelry where he

had secured apartments for himself and Amine.

The next day, as Philip was superintending the fitting of the rigging,

the captain of the _Vrow Katerina_ arrived, and, stepping on board of

her by the plank which communicated with the quay, the first thing

that he did was to run to the mainmast and embrace it with both arms,

although there was no small portion of tallow on it to smear the cloth

of his coat. "Oh; my dear Vrow, my Katerina!" cried he, as if he were

speaking to a female. "How do you do? I'm glad to see you again; you

have been quite well, I hope? You do not like being laid up in this

way. Never mind, my dear creature! you shall soon be handsome again."

The name of this personage who thus made love to his vessel, was

Wilhelm Barentz. He was a young man, apparently not thirty years of

age, of diminutive stature and delicate proportions. His face was

handsome, but womanish. His movements were rapid and restless, and

there was that appearance in his eye which would have warranted the

supposition that he was a little flighty, even if his conduct had not

fully proved the fact.

No sooner were the ecstacies of the captain over than Philip

introduced himself to him, and informed him of his appointment. "Oh!

you are the first mate of the _Vrow Katerina_. Sir, you are a very

fortunate man. Next to being captain of her, first mate is the most

enviable situation in the world."

"Certainly not on account of her beauty," observed Philip; "she may

have many other good qualities."

"Not on account of her beauty! Why, sir, I say (as my father has said

before me, and it was his Vrow before it was mine) that she is the

handsomest vessel in the world. At present you cannot judge; and

besides being the handsomest vessel, she has every good quality under

the sun."

"I am glad to hear it, sir," replied Philip; "it proves that one

should never judge by appearances. But is she not very old?"

"Old! not more than twenty-eight years--just in her prime. Stop, my

dear sir, till you see her dancing on the waters, and then you will do

nothing all day but discourse with me upon her excellence, and I have

no doubt that we shall have a very happy time together."

"Provided the subject be not exhausted," replied Philip.

"That it never will be, on my part: and, allow me to observe, Mr

Vanderdecken, that any officer who finds fault with the _Vrow

Katerina_ quarrels with me. I am her knight, and I have already fought

three men in her defence,--I trust, I shall not have to fight a

fourth."

Philip smiled: he thought that she was not worth fighting for; but

he acted upon the suggestion, and, from that time forward, he never

ventured to express an opinion against the beautiful _Vrow Katerina_.

The crew were soon complete, the vessel rigged, her sails bent,

and she was anchored in the stream, surrounded by the other ships

composing the fleet about to be despatched. The cargo was then

received on board, and, as soon as her hold was full, there came, to

Philip's great vexation, an order to receive on board 150 soldiers and

other passengers, many of whom were accompanied by their wives and

families. Philip worked hard, for the captain did nothing but praise

the vessel, and, at last, they had embarked everything, and the fleet

was ready to sail.

It was now time to part with Amine, who had remained at the hostelry,

and to whom Philip had dedicated every spare moment that he could

obtain. The fleet was expected to sail in two days, and it was

decided, that on the morrow they should part. Amine was cool and

collected. She felt convinced that she should see her husband again,

and with that feeling, she embraced him as they separated on the

beach, and he stepped into the boat in which he was to be pulled on

board.

"Yes," thought Amine, as she watched the form of her husband, as the

distance between them increased--"yes, I know that we shall meet

again. It is not this voyage which is to be fatal to you or me; but I

have a dark foreboding that the next, in which I shall join you, will

separate us for ever--in which way, I know not--but it is destined.

The priests talk of free-will. Is it free-will which takes him away

from me? Would he not rather remain on shore with me? Yes. But he is

not permitted, for he must fulfil his destiny. Free-will! Why, if it

were not destiny it were tyranny. I feel, and have felt, as if these

priests are my enemies; but why I know not: they are both good men,

and the creed they teach is good. Good-will and charity, love to all,

forgiveness of injuries, not judging others. All this is good; and yet

my heart whispers to me that--but the boat is alongside, and Philip

is climbing up the vessel. Farewell, farewell, my dearest husband. I

would I were a man! No, no! 'tis better as it is."

Amine watched till she could no longer perceive Philip, and then

walked slowly to the hostelry. The next day, when she arose, she found

that the fleet had sailed at daylight, and the channel, which had been

so crowded with vessels, was now untenanted.

"He is gone," muttered Amine; "now for many months of patient, calm

enduring,--I cannot say of living, for I exist but in his presence."

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