CHAPTER IX.

Griffith, with an effort he had not the skill to hide, stammered out,

"Mistress Kate, I do wish you joy." Then, with sudden and touching

earnestness, "Never did good fortune light on one so worthy of it."

"Thank you, Griffith," replied Kate, softly. (She had called him "Mr.

Gaunt" in public till now.) "But money and lands do not always bring

content. I think I was happier a minute ago than I feel now," said she,

quietly.

The blood rushed into Griffith's face at this; for a minute ago might

mean when he and she were talking almost like lovers about to wed. He

was so overcome by this, he turned on his heel, and retreated hastily to

hide his emotion, and regain, if possible, composure to play his part of

host in the house that was his no longer.

Kate herself soon after retired, nominally to make her toilet before

dinner; but really to escape the public and think it all over.

The news of her advancement had spread like wildfire; she was waylaid at

the very door by the housekeeper, who insisted on showing her her house.

"Nay, never mind the house," said Kate; "just show me one room where I

can wash my face and do my hair."

Mrs. Hill conducted her to the best bedroom; it was lined with tapestry,

and all the colors flown; the curtains were a deadish yellow.

"Lud! here's a colored room to show _me_ into," said the blonde Kate;

"and a black grate, too. Why not take me out o' doors and bid me wash in

the snow?"

"Alack, mistress," said the woman, feeling very uneasy, "we had no

orders from Mr. Gaunt to light fires _up_ stairs."

"O, if you wait for gentlemen's orders to make your house fit to live

in! You knew there were a dozen ladies coming, yet you were not woman

enough to light them fires. Come, take me to your own bedroom."

The woman turned red. "Mine is but a small room, my lady," she

stammered.

"But there's a fire in it," said Kate, spitefully. "You servants don't

wait for gentlemen's orders, to take care of yourselves."

Mrs. Hill said to herself, "I'm to leave; that's flat." However, she led

the way down a passage, and opened the door of a pleasant little room in

a square turret; a large bay window occupied one whole side of the room,

and made it inexpressibly bright and cheerful, though rather hot and

stuffy; a clear coal fire burned in the grate.

"Ah!" said Kate, "how nice! Please open those little windows, every one.

I suppose you have sworn never to let wholesome air into a room. Thank

you: now go and forget every cross word I have said to you,--I am out of

sorts, and nervous, and irritable. There, run away, my good soul, and

light fires in every room; and don't you let a creature come near me, or

you and I shall quarrel downright."

Mrs. Hill beat a hasty retreat. Kate locked the door and threw herself

backwards on the bed, with such a weary recklessness and _abandon_ as if

she was throwing herself into the sea, to end all her trouble,--and

burst out crying.

It was one thing to refuse to marry her old sweetheart; it was another

to take his property and reduce him to poverty. But here was she doing

both, and going to be persuaded to marry Neville, and swell his wealth

with the very possessions she had taken from Griffith; and him wounded

into the bargain for love of her. It was really too cruel. It was an

accumulation of different cruelties. Her bosom revolted; she was

agitated, perplexed, irritated, unhappy, and all in a tumult; and

although she had but one fit of crying,--to the naked eye,--yet a

person of her own sex would have seen that at one moment she was crying

from agitated nerves, at another from worry, and at the next from pity,

and then from grief.

In short, she had a good long, hearty, multiform cry; and it relieved

her swelling heart, so far that she felt able to go down now, and hide

her feelings, one and all, from friend and foe; to do which was

unfortunately a part of her nature.

She rose and plunged her face into cold water, and then smoothed her

hair.

Now, as she stood at the glass, two familiar voices came in through the

open window, and arrested her attention directly. It was her father

conversing with Griffith Gaunt. Kate pricked up her quick ears and

listened, with her back hair in her hand. She caught the substance of

their talk, only now and then she missed a word or two.

Mr. Peyton was speaking rather kindly to Griffith, and telling him he

was as sorry for his disappointment as any father could be whose

daughter had just come into a fortune. But then he went on and rather

spoiled this by asking Griffith bluntly what on earth had ever made him

think Mr. Charlton intended to leave him Bolton and Hernshaw.

Griffith replied, with manifest agitation, that Mr. Charlton had

repeatedly told him he was to be his heir. "Not," said Griffith, "that

he meant to wrong Mistress Kate, neither: poor old man, he always

thought she and I should be one."

"Ah! well," said Squire Peyton, coolly, "there is an end of all that

now."

At this observation Kate glided to the window, and laid her cheek on the

sill to listen more closely.

But Griffith made no reply.

Mr. Peyton seemed dissatisfied at his silence, and being a person who,

notwithstanding a certain superficial good-nature, saw his own side of a

question very big, and his neighbor's very little, he was harder than

perhaps he intended to be.

"Why, Master Gaunt," said he, "surely you would not follow my daughter

now,--to feed upon a woman's bread. Come, be a man; and, if you are the

girl's friend, don't stand in her light. You know she can wed your

betters, and clap Bolton Hall on to Neville's Court. No doubt it is a

disappointment to _you_: but what can't be cured must be endured; pluck

up a bit of courage, and turn your heart another way; and then I shall

always be a good friend to you, and my doors open to you come when you

will."

Griffith made no reply. Kate strained her ears, but could not hear a

syllable, A tremor ran through her. She was in distance farther from

Griffith than her father was; but superior intelligence provided her

with a bridge from her window to her old servant's mind. And now she

felt that this great silence was the silence of despair.

But the Squire pressed him for a definite answer, and finally insisted

on one. "Come, don't be so sulky," said he; "I'm her father: give me an

answer, ay or no."

Then Kate heard a violent sigh, and out rushed a torrent of words that

each seemed tinged with blood from the unfortunate speaker's heart. "Old

man," he almost shrieked, "what did I ever do to you, that you torment

me so? Sure you were born without bowels. Beggared but an hour agone,

and now you must come and tell me I have lost _her_ by losing house and

lands! D'ye think I need to be _told_ it? She was too far above me

before, and now she is gone quite out of my reach. But why come and

fling it in my face? Can't you give a poor, undone man one hour to draw

his breath in trouble? And when you know I have got to play the host

this bitter day, and smile, and smirk, and make you all merry, with my

heart breaking! O Christ, look down and pity me, for men are made of

stone! Well, then, no; I will not, I cannot say the word to give her up.

_She_ will discharge _me_, and then I'll fly the country and never

trouble you more. And to think that one little hour ago she was so kind,

and I was so happy! Ah, sir, if you were born of a woman, have a little

pity, and don't speak to me of her at all, one way or other. What are

you afraid of? I am a gentleman and a man, though sore my trouble: I

shall not run after the lady of Bolton Hall. Why, sir, I have ordered

the servants to set her chair in the middle of the table, where I shall

not be able to speak to her, or even see her. Indeed I dare not look at

her: for I must be merry. Merry! My arm it worries me, my head it aches,

my heart is sick to death. Man! man! show me some little grace, and do

not torture me more than flesh and blood can bear."

"You are mad, young sir," said the Squire, sternly, "and want locking up

on bread and water for a month."

"I _am_ almost mad," said Griffith, humbly. "But if you would only let

me alone, and not tear my heart out of my body, I can hide my agony from

the whole pack of ye, and go through my part like a man. I wish I was

lying where I laid my only friend this afternoon."

"O, I don't want to speak to you," said Peyton, angrily; "and, by the

same token, don't you speak to my daughter no more."

"Well, sir, if she speaks to me, I shall be sure to speak to her,

without asking your leave or any man's. But I will not force myself upon

the lady of Bolton Hall; don't you think it. Only for God's sake let me

alone. I want to be by myself." And with this he hurried away, unable to

bear it any more.

Peyton gave a hostile and contemptuous snort, and also turned on his

heel, and went off in the opposite direction.

The effect of this dialogue on the listener was not to melt, but

exasperate her. Perhaps she had just cried away her stock of tenderness.

At any rate, she rose from her ambush a very basilisk; her eyes, usually

so languid, flashed fire, and her forehead was red with indignation. She

bit her lip, and clenched her hands, and her little foot beat the ground

swiftly.

She was still in this state, when a timid tap came to the door, and Mrs.

Hill asked her pardon, but dinner was ready, and the ladies and

gentlemen all a waiting for her to sit down.

This reminded Kate she was the mistress of the house. She answered

civilly she would be down immediately. She then took a last look in the

glass; and her own face startled her.

"No," she thought, "they shall none of them know nor guess what I feel."

And she stood before the glass and deliberately extracted all emotion

from her countenance, and by way of preparation screwed on a spiteful

smile.

When she had got her face to her mind, she went down stairs.

The gentlemen awaited her with impatience, the ladies with curiosity, to

see how she would comport herself in her new situation. She entered,

made a formal courtesy, and was conducted to her seat by Mr. Gaunt. He

placed her in the middle of the table. "I play the host for this one

day," said he, with some dignity; and took the bottom of the table

himself.

Mr. Hammersley was to have sat on Kate's left, but the sly Neville

persuaded him to change, and so got next to his inamorata; opposite to

her sat her father, Major Rickards, and others unknown to fame.

Neville was in high spirits. He had the good taste to try and hide his

satisfaction at the fatal blow his rival had received, and he entirely

avoided the topic; but Kate saw at once, by his demure complacency, he

was delighted at the turn things had taken, and he gained nothing by it:

he found her a changed girl. Cold monosyllables were all he could

extract from her. He returned to the charge a hundred times, with

indomitable gallantry, but it was no use. Cold, haughty, sullen!

Her other neighbor fared little better; and in short the lady of the

house made a vile impression. She was an iceberg,--a beautiful

kill-joy,--a wet blanket of charming texture.

And presently Nature began to co-operate with her: long before sunset it

grew prodigiously dark; and the cause was soon revealed by a fall of

snow in flakes as large as a biscuit. A shiver ran through the people;

and old Peyton blurted out, "I shall not go home to-night." Then he

bawled across the table to his daughter: "_You_ are at home. We will

stay and take possession."

"O papa!" said Kate, reddening with disgust.

But if dulness reigned around the lady of the house, it was not so

everywhere. Loud bursts of merriment were heard at the bottom of the

table. Kate glanced that way in some surprise, and found it was Griffith

making the company merry,--Griffith of all people.

The laughter broke out at short intervals, and by and by became

uproarious and constant. At last she looked at Neville inquiringly.

"Our worthy host is setting us an example of conviviality," said he. "He

is getting drunk."

"O, I hope not," said Kate. "Has he no friend to tell him not to make a

fool of himself?"

"You take a great interest in him," said Neville, bitterly.

"Of course I do. Pray, do you desert your friends when ill luck falls on

them?"

"Nay, Mistress Kate, I hope not."

"You only triumph over the misfortunes of your enemies, eh?" said the

stinging beauty.

"Not even that. And as for Mr. Gaunt, I am not his enemy."

"O no, of course not. You are his best friend. Witness his arm at this

moment."

"I am his rival, but not his enemy. I'll give you a proof." Then he

lowered his voice, and said in her ear: "You are grieved at his losing

Bolton; and, as you are very generous and noble-minded, you are all the

more grieved because his loss is your gain." (Kate blushed at this

shrewd hit.) Neville went on: "You don't like him well enough to marry

him; and since you cannot make him happy, it hurts your good heart to

make him poor."

"It is you for reading a lady's heart," said Kate, ironically.

George proceeded steadily. "I'll show you an easy way out of this

dilemma."

"Thank you," said Kate, rather insolently.

"Give Mr. Gaunt Bolton and Hernshaw, and give me--your hand."

Kate turned and looked at him with surprise; she saw by his eye it was

no jest. For all that, she affected to take it as one. "That would be

long and short division," said she; but her voice faltered in saying it.

"So it would," replied George, coolly; "for Bolton and Hernshaw both are

not worth one finger of that hand I ask of you. But the value of things

lies in the mind that weighs 'em. Mr. Gaunt, you see, values Bolton and

Hernshaw very highly; why, he is in despair at losing them. Look at him;

he is getting rid of his reason before your very eyes, to drown his

disappointment."

"Ah! oh! that is it, is it?" And, strange to say, she looked rather

relieved.

"That is it, believe me: it is a way we men have. But, as I was saying,

_I_ don't care one straw for Bolton and Hernshaw. It is _you_ I

love,--not your land nor your house, but your sweet self; so give me

that, and let the lawyers make over this famous house and lands to Mr.

Gaunt. His antagonist I have been in the field, and his rival I am and

must be, but not his enemy, you see, and not his ill-wisher."

Kate was softened a little. "This is all mighty romantic," said she,

"and very like a _preux chevalier_, as you are; but you know very well

he would fling land and house in your face, if you offered them him on

these terms."

"Ay, in my face, if I offered them; but not in yours, if you."

"I am sure he would, all the same."

"Try him."

"What is the use?"

"Try him."

Kate showed symptoms of uneasiness. "Well, I will," said she, stoutly.

"No, that I will not. You begin by bribing me; and then you would set me

to bribe him."

"It is the only way to make two honest men happy."

"If I thought that--"

"You know it. Try him."

"And suppose he says nay?"

"Then we shall be no worse than we are."

"And suppose he says ay?"

"Then he will wed Bolton Hall and Hernshaw, and the pearl of England

will wed me."

"I have a great mind to take you at your word," said Kate; "but no; it

is really too indelicate."

George Neville fixed his eyes on her. "Are you not deceiving yourself?"

said he. "Do you not like Mr. Gaunt better than you think? I begin to

fear you dare not put him to this test: you fear his love would not

stand it?"

Kate colored high, and tossed her head proudly. "How shrewd you

gentlemen are!" she said. "Much you know of a lady's heart. Now the

truth is, I don't know what might not happen were I to do what you bid

me. Nay, I'm wiser than you would have me; and I'll pity Mr. Gaunt at a

safe distance, if you please, sir."

Neville bowed gravely. He felt sure this was a plausible evasion, and

that she really was afraid to apply his test to his rival's love.

So now, for the first time, he became silent and reserved by her side.

The change was noticed by Father Francis, and he fixed a grave,

remonstrating glance on Kate. She received it, understood it, affected

not to notice it, and acted upon it.

Drive a donkey too hard, it kicks.

Drive a man too hard, it hits.

Drive a woman too hard, it cajoles.

Now amongst them they had driven Kate Peyton too hard; so she secretly

formed a bold resolution; and, this done, her whole manner changed for

the better. She turned to Neville, and flattered and fascinated him. The

most feline of her sex could scarcely equal her _calinerie_ on this

occasion. But she did not confine her fascination to him. She broke out,

_pro bono publico_, like the sun in April, with quips and cranks and

dimpled smiles, and made everybody near her quite forget her late

hauteur and coldness, and bask in this sunny, sweet hostess. When the

charm was at its height, the siren cast a seeming merry glance at

Griffith, and said to a lady opposite, "Methinks some of the gentlemen

will be glad to be rid of us," and so carried the ladies off to the

drawing-room.

There her first act was to dismiss her smiles without ceremony; and her

second was to sit down and write four lines to the gentleman at the head

of the dining-table.

And he was as drunk as a fiddler.

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