But in me the only emotion awakened was one of disgust at the nauseous

character of the air which instantly enveloped me. Had I wished for any

further proof than was afforded by the warning given me by the condition

of the hinges, that the foot of man had not lately invaded these

precincts, I would have had it in the mouldy atmosphere and smell of

dust that greeted me on the threshold. Neither human breath nor a ray of

outdoor sunshine seemed to have disturbed its gloomy quiet for years,

and when I moved, as I presently did, to open one of the windows I dimly

discerned at my right, I felt such a movement of something foul and

noisome amid the decaying rags of the carpet through which I was

stumbling that I had to call into use the stronger elements of my

character not to back out of a place so given over to rot and the

creatures that infest it.

"What a spot," thought I, "for Amelia Butterworth to find herself in!"

and wondered if I could ever wear again the three-dollar-a-yard silk

dress in which I was then enveloped. Of my shoes I took no account. They

were ruined, of course.

I reached the window in safety, but could not open it; neither could I

move the adjoining one. There were sixteen in all, or so I afterwards

found, and not till I reached the last (you see, I am very persistent)

did I succeed in loosening the bar that held its inner shutter in place.

This done, I was able to lift the window, and for the first time in

years, perhaps, let in a ray of light into this desolated apartment.

The result was disappointing. Mouldy walls, worm-eaten hangings, two

very ancient and quaint fireplaces, met my eyes, and nothing more. The

room was absolutely empty. For a few minutes I allowed my eyes to roam

over the great rectangular space in which so much that was curious and

interesting had once taken place, and then, with a vague sense of

defeat, turned my eyes outward, anxious to see what view could be

obtained from the window I had opened. To my astonishment, I saw before

me a high wall with here and there a window in it, all tightly barred

and closed, till by a careful inspection about me I realized that I was

looking upon the other wing of the building, and that between these

wings extended a court so narrow and long that it gave to the building

the shape, as I have before said, of the letter U. A dreary prospect,

reminding one of the view from a prison, but it had its point of

interest, for in the court below me, the brick pavement of which was

half obliterated by grass, I caught sight of William in an attitude so

different from any I had hitherto seen him assume that I found it

difficult to account for it till I caught sight of the jaws of a dog

protruding from under his arms, and then I realized he was hugging

Saracen.

The dog was tied, but the comfort which William seemed to take in just

this physical contact with his rough skin was something worth seeing. It

made me quite thoughtful for a moment.

I detest dogs, and it gives me a creepy sensation to see them fondled,

but sincerity of feeling appeals to me, and no one could watch William

Knollys with his dogs without seeing that he really loved the brutes.

Thus in one day I had witnessed the best and worst side of this man. But

wait! Had I seen the worst? I was not so sure that I had.

He had not noticed my peering, for which I was duly thankful, and after

another fruitless survey of the windows in the wall before me, I drew

back and prepared to leave the place. This was by no means a pleasant

undertaking. I could now see what I had only felt before, and to

traverse the space before me amid beetles and spiders required a

determination of no ordinary nature. I was glad when I reached the great

doors and more than glad when they closed behind me.

"So much for Room A," thought I.

The next most promising apartment was in the same corridor as the

dining-room. It was called the Dark Parlor. Entering it, I found it dark

indeed, but not because of lack of light, but because its hangings were

all of a dismal red and its furniture of the blackest ebony. As this

mainly consisted of shelves and cabinets placed against three of its

four walls, the effect was gloomy indeed, and fully accounted for the

name which the room had received. I lingered in it, however, longer than

I had in the big drawing-room, chiefly because the shelves contained

books.

Had anything better offered I might not have continued my explorations,

but not seeing exactly how I could pass away the time more profitably, I

chose out another key and began to search for the Flower Parlor. I found

it beyond the dining-room in the same hall as the Dark Parlor.

It was, as I might have expected from the name, the brightest and most

cheerful spot I had yet found in the whole house. The air in it was even

good, as if sunshine and breeze had not been altogether shut out of it,

yet I had no sooner taken one look at its flower-painted walls and

pretty furniture than I felt an oppression difficult to account for.

Something was wrong about this room. I am not superstitious and have no

faith in premonitions, but once seized by a conviction, I have never

known myself to be mistaken as to its import. Something was wrong about

this room--what, it was my business to discover.

Letting in more light, I took a closer survey of the objects I had

hitherto seen but dimly. They were many and somewhat contradictory in

character. The floor was bare--the first bare floor I had come upon--but

the shades in the windows, the chintz-covered lounges drawn up beside

tables bestrewn with books and other objects of comfort and luxury,

bespoke a place in common if not every-day use.

A faint smell of tobacco assured me in whose use, and from the minute I

recognized that this was William's sanctum, my curiosity grew unbounded

and I neglected nothing which would be likely to attract the

keenest-eyed detective in Mr. Gryce's force. There were several things

to be noted there: First, that this lumbering lout of a man read, but

only on one topic--vivisection; secondly, that he was not a reader

merely, for there were instruments in the cases heaped up on the tables

about me, and in one corner--it made me a little sick, but I persevered

in searching out the corners--a glass case with certain horrors in it

which I took care to note, but which it is not necessary for me to

describe. Another corner was blocked up by a closet which stood out in

the room in a way to convince me it had been built in after the room was

otherwise finished. As I crossed over to examine the door, which did not

appear to me to be quite closed, I noticed on the floor at my feet a

huge discoloration. This was the worst thing I had yet encountered, and

while I did not feel quite justified in giving it a name, I could not

but feel some regret for the worm-eaten rags of the drawing-room, which,

after all, are more comfortable underfoot than bare boards with such

suggestive marks upon them as these.

The door to the closet was, as I had expected, slightly ajar, a fact for

which I was profoundly grateful, for, set it down to breeding or a

natural recognition of other people's rights, I would have found it most

difficult to turn the knob of a closet door, inspection of which had not

been offered me.

But finding it open, I gave it just a little pull and found--well, it

was a surprise, much more so than the sight of a skeleton would have

been--that the whole interior was taken up by a small circular staircase

such as you find in public libraries where the books are piled up in

tiers. It stretched from the floor to the ceiling, and dark as it was I

thought I detected the outlines of a trap-door by means of which

communication was established with the room above. Anxious to be

convinced of this, I consulted with myself as to what a detective would

do in my place. The answer came readily enough: "Mount the stairs and

feel for yourself whether there is a lock there." But my delicacy

or--shall I acknowledge it for once?--an instinct of timidity seemed to

restrain me, till a remembrance of Mr. Gryce's sarcastic look which I

had seen honoring lesser occasions than these, came to nerve me, and I

put foot on the stairs which had last been trod--by whom, shall I say?

William? Let us hope by William, and William only.

Being tall, I had to mount but a few steps before reaching the ceiling.

Pausing for breath, the air being close and the stairs steep, I reached

up and felt for the hinge or clasp I had every reason to expect to

encounter. I found it almost immediately, and, satisfied now that

nothing but a board separated me from the room above, I tried that board

with my finger and was astonished to feel it yield. As this was a wholly

unexpected discovery I drew back and asked myself if it would be wise to

pursue it to the point of raising this door, and had hardly settled the

question in my own mind, when the sound of a voice raised in a soothing

murmur, revealed the fact that the room above was not empty, and that I

would be committing a grave indiscretion in thus tampering with a means

of entrance possibly under the very eye of the person speaking.

If the voice I had heard had been all that had come to my ears, I might

have ventured after a moment of hesitation to brave the displeasure of

Miss Knollys by an attempt which would have at once satisfied me as to

the correctness of the suspicions which were congealing my blood as I

stood there, but another voice--the heavy and threatening voice of

William--had broken into this murmur, and I knew that if I so much as

awakened in him the least suspicion of my whereabouts, I would have to

dread an anger that might not know where to stop.

I therefore rested from further efforts in this direction, and fearing

he might bethink him of some errand which would bring him to the

trap-door himself, I began a retreat which I made slow only from my

desire not to make any noise. I succeeded as well as if my feet had been

shod in velvet and my dress had been made of wool instead of a rustling

silk, and when once again I found myself planted in the centre of the

Flower Parlor, the closet door closed, and no evidence remaining of my

late attempt to probe this family secret, I drew a deep breath of relief

that was but a symbol of my devout thankfulness.

I did not mean to remain much longer in this spot of evil suggestions,

but spying the corner of a book protruding from under a cushion of one

of the lounges, I had a curiosity to see if it were similar to the

others I had handled. Drawing it out, I took one look at it.

I need not tell what it was, but after a hasty glance here and there

through its pages, I put it back, shuddering. If any doubt remained in

my breast that William was one of those monsters who feed their morbid

cravings by experiments upon the weak and defenceless, it had been

dispelled by what I had just seen in this book.

However, I did not leave the room immediately. As it was of the greatest

importance that I should be able to locate in which of the many

apartments on the floor above, the supposed prisoner was lodged, I cast

about me for the means of doing this through the location of the room in

which I then was. As this could only be done by affixing some token to

the window, which could be recognized from without, I thought, first, of

thrusting the end of my handkerchief through one of the slats of the

outside blinds; secondly, of simply leaving one of these blinds ajar;

and finally, of chipping off a piece with the penknife I always carry

with innumerable other small things in the bag I invariably wear at my

side. (Fashion, I hold, counts for nothing against convenience.)

This last seemed by much the best device. A handkerchief could be

discovered and pulled out, an open blind could be shut, but a sliver

once separated from the wood of the casement, nothing could replace it

or even cover it up without itself attracting attention.

Taking out my knife, I glanced at the door leading into the hall, found

it still shut and everything quiet behind it. Then I took a look into

the shrubs and bushes of the yard outside, and, observing nothing to

disturb me, snipped off a bit from one of the outer edges of the slats

and then carefully reclosed the blinds and the window.

I was crossing the threshold when I heard a rapid footstep in the hall.

Miss Knollys was hastening down the hall to my side.

"Oh, Miss Butterworth," she exclaimed, with one quick look into the room

I was leaving, "this is William's den, the one spot he never allows any

of us to enter. I don't know how the key came to be upon the string. It

never was before, and I am afraid he never will forgive me."

"He need never know that I have been the victim of such a mistake," said

I. "My feet leave no trail, and as I use no perfumes he will never

suspect that I have enjoyed a glimpse of these old-fashioned walls and

ancient cabinets."

"The slats of the blinds are a little open," she remarked, her eyes

searching my face for some sign that I am sure she did not find there.

"Were they so when you came in?"

"I hardly think so; it was very dark. Shall I put them as I found them?"

"No. He will not notice." And she hurried me out, still eying me

breathlessly as if she half distrusted my composure.

"Come, Amelia," I now whispered in self-admonition, "the time for

exertion has come. Show this young woman, who is not much behind you in

self-control, some of the lighter phases of your character. Charm her,

Amelia, charm her, or you may live to rue this invasion into family

secrets more than you may like to acknowledge at the present moment."

A task of some difficulty, but I rejoice in difficult tasks, and before

another half-hour had passed, I had the satisfaction of seeing Miss

Knollys entirely restored to that state of placid melancholy which was

the natural expression of her calm but unhappy nature.

We visited the Shell Cabinet, the Blue Parlor, and another room, the

peculiarities of which I have forgotten. Frightened by the result of

leaving me to my own devices, she did not quit me for an instant, and

when, my curiosity quite satisfied, I hinted that a short nap in my own

room would rest me for the evening, she proceeded with me to the door of

my apartment.

"The locksmith whom I saw this morning has not kept his word," I

remarked as she was turning away.

"None of the tradesmen here do that," was her cold answer. "I have given

up expecting having any attention paid to my wants."

"Humph," thought I. "Another pleasant admission. Amelia Butterworth,

this has not been a cheerful day."

XVIII

THE SECOND NIGHT

I cannot say that I looked forward to the night with any very cheerful

anticipations. The locksmith having failed to keep his appointment, I

was likely to have no more protection against intrusion than I had had

the night before, and while I cannot say that I especially feared any

unwelcome entrance into my apartment, I should have gone to my rest with

a greater sense of satisfaction if a key had been in the lock and that

key had been turned by my own hand on my own side of the door.

The atmosphere of gloom which settled down over the household after the

evening meal, seemed like the warning note of something strange and evil

awaiting us. So marked was this, that many in my situation would have

further disturbed these girls by some allusion to the fact. But that was

not the role I had set myself to play at this crisis. I remembered what

Mr. Gryce had said about winning their confidence, and though the

turmoil evident in Lucetta's mind and the distraction visible even in

the careful Miss Knollys led me to expect a culmination of some kind

before the night was over, I not only hid my recognition of this fact,

but succeeded in sufficiently impressing them with the contentment which

my own petty employments afforded me (I am never idle even in other

persons' houses) for them to spare me the harassment of their alternate

visits, which, in their present mood and mine promised little in the way

of increased knowledge of their purposes and much in the way of

distraction and the loss of that nerve upon which I calculated for a

successful issue out of the possible difficulties of this night.

Had I been a woman of ordinary courage, I would have sounded three

premonitory notes upon my whistle before blowing out my candle, but

while I am not lacking, I hope, in many of the finer feminine qualities

which link me to my sex, I have but few of that sex's weaknesses and

none of its instinctive reliance upon others which leads it so often to

neglect its own resources. Till I saw good reasons for summoning the

police, I proposed to preserve a discreet silence, a premature alarm

being in their eyes, as I knew from many talks with Mr. Gryce, the one

thing suggestive of a timid and inexperienced mind.

Hannah had brought me a delicious cup of tea at ten, the influence of

which was to make me very drowsy at eleven, but I shook this weakness

off and began my night's watch in a state of stern composure which I

verily believe would have awakened Mr. Gryce's admiration had it been

consonant with the proprieties for him to have seen it. Indeed the very

seriousness of the occasion was such that I could not have trembled if I

would, every nerve and faculty being strained to their utmost to make

the most of every sound which might arise in the now silent and

discreetly darkened house.

I had purposely omitted the precaution of pushing my bed against the

door of my room, as I had done the night before, being anxious to find

myself in a position to cross its threshold at the least alarm. That

this would come, I felt positive, for Hannah in leaving my room had

taken pains to say, in unconscious imitation of what Miss Knollys had

remarked the night before:

"Don't let any queer sounds you may hear disturb you, Miss Butterworth.

There's nothing to hurt you in this house; nothing at all." An

admonition which I am sure her young mistresses would not have allowed

her to utter if they had been made acquainted with her intention.

But though in a state of high expectation, and listening, as I supposed,

with every faculty alert, the sounds I apprehended delayed so long that

I began after an hour or two unaccountably to nod in my chair, and

before I knew it I was asleep, with the whistle in my hand and my feet

pressed against the panels of the door I had set myself to guard. How

deep that sleep was or how long I indulged in it, I can only judge from

the state of emotion in which I found myself when I suddenly woke. I was

sitting there still, but my usually calm frame was in a violent tremble,

and I found it difficult to stir, much more to speak. Some one or

something was at my door.

An instant and my powerful nature would have asserted itself, but before

this could happen the stealthy step drew nearer, and I heard the quiet,

almost noiseless, insertion of a key into the lock, and the quick turn

which made me a prisoner.

This, with the indignation it caused, brought me quickly to myself. So

the door had a key after all, and this was the use it was reserved for.

Rising quickly to my feet, I shouted out the names of Loreen, Lucetta,

and William, but received no other response than the rapid withdrawal of

feet down the corridor. Then I felt for the whistle, which had somehow

slipped from my hand, but failed to find it in the darkness, nor when I

went to search for the matches to relight the candle I had left standing

on a table near by, could I by any means succeed in igniting one, so

that I presently had the pleasure of finding myself shut up in my room,

with no means of communicating with the world outside and with no light

to render the situation tolerable. This was having the tables turned

upon me with a vengeance and in a way for which I could not account. I

could understand why they had locked me in the room and why they had not

heeded my cry of indignant appeal, but I could not comprehend how my

whistle came to be gone, nor why the matches, which were sufficiently

plentiful in the safe, refused one and all to perform their office.

On these points I felt it necessary to come to some sort of conclusion

before I proceeded to invent some way out of my difficulties. So,

dropping on my knees by the chair in which I had been sitting, I began a

quiet search for the petty object upon which, nevertheless, hung not my

safety perhaps, but all chances of success in an undertaking which was

every moment growing more serious. I did not find it, but I did find

where it had gone. In the floor near the door, my hand encountered a

hole which had been covered up by a rug early in the evening, but which

I now distinctly remembered having pushed aside with my feet when I took

my seat there. This aperture was not large, but it was so deep that my

hand failed to reach to the bottom of it; and into this hole by some

freak of chance had slipped the small whistle I had so indiscreetly

taken into my hand. The mystery of the matches was less easy of

solution; so I let it go after a moment of indecisive thought and bent

my energies once again to listen, when suddenly and without the least

warning there rose from somewhere in the house a cry so wild and

unearthly that I started up appalled, and for a moment could not tell

whether I was laboring under some fearful dream or a still more fearful

reality.

A rushing of feet in the distance and an involuntary murmur of voices

soon satisfied me, however, on this score, and drawing upon every energy

I possessed, I listened for a renewal of the cry which was yet curdling

my blood. But none came, and presently all was as still as if no sound

had arisen to disturb the midnight, though every fibre in my body told

me that the event I had feared--the event of which I hardly dared

mention the character even to myself--had taken place, and that I, who

was sent there to forestall it, was not only a prisoner in my room, but

a prisoner through my own folly and my inordinate love of tea.

The anger with which I contemplated this fact, and the remorse I felt at

the consequences which had befallen the innocent victim whose scream I

had just heard, made me very wide-awake indeed, and after an ineffectual

effort to make my voice heard from the window, I called my usual

philosophy to my aid and decided that since the worst had happened and

I, a prisoner, had to await events like any other weak and defenceless

woman, I might as well do it with calmness and in a way to win my own

approval at least. The dupe of William and his sisters, I would not be

the dupe of my own fears or even of my own regrets.

The consequence was a renewed equanimity and a gentle brooding over the

one event of the day which brought no regret in its train. The ride with

Mr. Trohm, and the acquaintanceship to which it had led, were topics

upon which I could rest with great soothing effect through the weary

hours stretching between me and daylight. Consequently of Mr. Trohm I

thought.

Whether the almost deathly quiet into which the house had now fallen, or

the comforting nature of my meditations held inexorably to the topic I

had chosen, acted as a soporific upon me I cannot tell, but greatly as I

dislike to admit it, feeling sure that you will expect to hear I kept

myself awake all that night, I insensibly sank from great alertness to

an easy indifference to my surroundings, and from that to vague dreams

in which beds of lilies and trellises covered with roses mingled

strangely with narrow, winding staircases whose tops ended in the

swaying branches of great trees; and so, into quiet and a nothingness

that were only broken into by a rap at my door and a cheerful:

"Eight o'clock, ma'am. The young ladies are waiting."

I bounded, literally bounded from my chair. Such a summons, after such a

night! What did it mean? I was sitting half dressed in my chair before

my door in a straightened and uncomfortable attitude, and therefore had

not dreamed that I had been upon the watch all night, yet the sunshine

in the room, the cheery tones such as I had not heard even from this

woman before, seemed to argue that my imagination had played me false

and that no horrors had come to disturb my rest or render my waking

distressing.

Stretching out my hand toward the door, I was about to open it, when I

bethought me.

"Turn the key in the lock," said I. "Somebody was careful enough of my

safety to fasten me in last night."

An exclamation of astonishment came from outside the door.

"There is no key here, ma'am. The door is not locked. Shall I open it

and come in?"

I was about to say yes in my anxiety to talk to the woman, but

remembering that nothing was to be gained by letting it be seen to what

an extent I had carried my suspicions, I hastily disrobed and crept into

bed. Pulling the coverings about me, I assumed a comfortable attitude

and then cried:

"Come in."

The door immediately opened.

"There, ma'am! What did I tell you? Locked?--this door? Why, the key has

been lost for months."

"I cannot help it," I protested, but with little if any asperity, for it

did not suit me that she should see I was moved by any extraordinary

feeling. "A key was put in that lock about midnight, and I was locked

in. It was about the time some one screamed in your own part of the

house."

"Screamed?" Her brows took a fine pucker of perplexity. "Oh, that must

have been Miss Lucetta."

"Lucetta?"

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