"I don't know about that," I replied, astonished that I felt willing to

enter into a discussion with this woman on the very subject I had just

shrunk from talking over with the locksmith. "Girls as frail and nervous

as she is, sometimes astonish one at a pinch. I do not think Lucetta

lacks daring."

"You don't know her. Why, I have seen her jump at the sight of a spider,

and heaven knows that they are common enough among the decaying walls in

which she lives. A puny chit, Miss Butterworth; pretty enough, but weak.

The very kind to draw lovers, but not to hold them. Yet every one pities

her, her smile is so heart-broken."

"With ghosts to trouble her and a lover to bemoan, she has surely some

excuse for that," said I.

"Yes, I don't deny it. But why has she a lover to bemoan? He seemed a

proper man and much beyond the ordinary. Why let him go as she did? Even

her sister admits that she loved him."

"I am not acquainted with the circumstances," I suggested.

"Well, there isn't much of a story to it. He is a young man from over

the mountains, well educated, and with something of a fortune of his

own. He came here to visit the Spears, I believe, and seeing Lucetta

leaning one day on the gate in front of her house, he fell in love with

her and began to pay her his attentions. That was before the lane got

its present bad name, but not before one or two men had vanished from

among us. William--that is her brother, you know--has always been

anxious to have his sisters marry, so he did not stand in the way, and

no more did Miss Knollys, but after two or three weeks of doubtful

courtship, the young man went away, and that was the end of it. And a

great pity, too, say I, for once clear of that house, Lucetta would grow

into another person. Sunshine and love are necessities to most women,

Miss Butterworth, especially to such as are weakly and timid."

I thought the qualification excellent.

"You are right," I assented, "and I should like to see the result of

them upon Lucetta." Then, with an attempt to still further sound this

woman's mind and with it the united mind of the whole village, I

remarked: "The young do not usually throw aside such prospects without

excellent reasons. Have you never thought that Lucetta was governed by

principle in discarding this very excellent young man?"

"Principle? What principle could she have had in letting a desirable

husband go?"

"She may have thought the match an undesirable one for him."

"For him? Well, I never thought of that. True, she may. They are known

to be poor, but poverty don't count in such old families as theirs. I

hardly think she would be influenced by any such consideration. Now, if

this had happened since the lane got its bad name and all this stir had

been made about the disappearance of certain folks within its precincts,

I might have given some weight to your suggestion--women are so queer.

But this happened long ago and at a time when the family was highly

thought of, leastwise the girls, for William does not go for much, you

know--too stupid and too brutal."

William! Would the utterance of that name heighten my suggestion? I

surveyed her closely, but could detect no change in her somewhat puzzled

countenance.

"My allusions were not in reference to the disappearances," said I. "I

was thinking of something else. Lucetta is not well."

"Ah, I know! They say she has some kind of heart complaint, but that was

not true then. Why, her cheeks were like roses in those days, and her

figure as plump and pretty as any you could see among our village

beauties. No, Miss Butterworth, it was through her weakness she lost

him. She probably palled upon his taste. It was noticed that he held his

head very high in going out of town."

"Has he married since?" I asked.

"Not to my knowledge, ma'am."

"Then he loved her," I declared.

She looked at me quite curiously. Doubtless that word sounds a little

queer on my lips, but that shall not deter me from using it when the

circumstances seem to require. Besides, there was once a time--But

there, I promised to fall into no digressions.

"You should have been married yourself, Miss Butterworth," said she.

I was amazed, first at her daring, and secondly that I was so little

angry at this sudden turning of the tables upon myself. But then the

woman meant no offence, rather intended a compliment.

"I am very well contented as I am," I returned. "_I_ am neither sickly

nor timid."

She smiled, looked as if she thought it only common politeness to agree

with me, and tried to say so, but finding the situation too much for

her, coughed and discreetly held her peace. I came to her rescue with a

new question:

"Have the women of the Knollys family ever been successful in love? The

mother of these girls, say--she who was Miss Althea Burroughs--was her

life with her husband happy? I have always been curious to know. She and

I were schoolmates."

"You were? You knew Althea Knollys when she was a girl? Wasn't she

charming, ma'am? Did you ever see a livelier girl or one with more knack

at winning affection? Why, she couldn't sit down with you a half-hour

before you felt like sharing everything you had with her. It made no

difference whether you were man or woman, it was all the same. She had

but to turn those mischievous, pleading eyes upon you for you to become

a fool at once. Yet her end was sad, ma'am; too sad, when you remember

that she died at the very height of her beauty alone and in a foreign

land. But I have not answered your question. Were she and the judge

happy together? I have never heard to the contrary, ma'am. I'm sure he

mourned her faithfully enough. Some think that her loss killed him. He

did not survive her more than three years."

"The children do not favor her much," said I, "but I see an expression

now and then in Lucetta which reminds me of her mother."

"They are all Knollys," said she. "Even William has traits which, with a

few more brains back of them, would remind you of his grandfather, who

was the plainest of his race."

I was glad that the talk had reverted to William.

"He seems to lack heart, as well as brains," I said. "I marvel that his

sisters put up with him as well as they do."

"They cannot help it. He is not a fellow to be fooled with. Besides, he

holds third share in the house. If they could sell it! But, deary me,

who would buy an old tumble-down place like that, on a road you cannot

get folks who have any consideration for their lives to enter for love

or money? But excuse me, ma'am; I forgot that you are living just now on

that very road. I'm sure I beg a thousand pardons."

"I am living there as a guest," I returned. "I have nothing to do with

its reputation--except to brave it."

"A courageous thing to do, ma'am, and one that may do the road some

good. If you can spend a month with the Knollys girls and come out of

their house at the end as hale and hearty as you entered it, it will be

the best proof possible that there is less to be feared there than some

people think. I shall be glad if you can do it, ma'am, for I like the

girls and would be glad to have the reputation of the place restored."

"Pshaw!" was my final comment. "The credulity of the town has had as

much to do with its loss as they themselves. That educated people such

as I see here should believe in ghosts!"

I say final, for at this moment the good lady, springing up, put an end

to our conversation. She had just seen a buggy pass the window.

"It's Mr. Trohm," she exclaimed. "Ma'am, if you wish to return home

before Mr. Simsbury comes back you may be able to do so with this

gentleman. He's a most obliging man, and lives less than a quarter of a

mile from the Misses Knollys."

I did not say I had already met the gentleman. Why, I do not know. I

only drew myself up and waited with some small inner perturbation for

the result of the inquiry I saw she had gone to make.

XIV

I FORGET MY AGE, OR, RATHER, REMEMBER IT

Mr. Trohm did not disappoint my expectations. In another moment I

perceived him standing in the open doorway with the most genial smile on

his lips.

"Miss Butterworth," said he, "I feel too honored. If you will deign to

accept a seat in my buggy, I shall only be too happy to drive you home."

I have always liked the manners of country gentlemen. There is just a

touch of formality in their bearing which has been quite eliminated from

that of their city brothers. I therefore became gracious at once and

accepted the seat he offered me without any hesitation.

The heads that showed themselves at the neighboring windows warned us to

hasten on our route. Mr. Trohm, with a snap of his whip, touched up his

horse, and we rode in dignified calm away from the hotel steps into the

wide village street known as the main road. The fact that Mr. Gryce had

told me that this was the one man I could trust, joined to my own

excellent knowledge of human nature and the persons in whom explicit

confidence can be put, made the moment one of great satisfaction to me.

I was about to make my appearance at the Knollys mansion two hours

before I was expected, and thus outwit Lucetta by means of the one man

whose assistance I could conscientiously accept.

We were not slow in beginning conversation. The fine air, the prosperous

condition of the town offered themes upon which we found it quite easy

to dilate, and so naturally and easily did our acquaintanceship progress

that we had turned the corner into Lost Man's Lane before I quite

realized it. The entrance from the village offered a sharp contrast to

the one I had already traversed. There it was but a narrow opening

between sombre and unduly crowding trees. Here it was the gradual

melting of a village street into a narrow and less frequented road,

which only after passing Deacon Spear's house assumed that aspect of

wildness which a quarter of a mile farther on deepened into something

positively sombre and repellent.

I speak of Deacon Spear because he was sitting on his front doorstep

when we rode by. As he was a resident in the lane, I did not fail to

take notice of him, though guardedly and with such restraint as a

knowledge of his widowed condition rendered both wise and proper.

He was not an agreeable-looking person, at least to me. His hair was

sleek, his beard well cared for, his whole person in good if not

prosperous condition, but he had the self-satisfied expression I detest,

and looked after us with an aspect of surprise I chose to consider a

trifle impertinent. Perhaps he envied Mr. Trohm. If so, he may have had

good reason for it--it is not for me to judge.

Up to now I had seen only a few scrub bushes at the side of the road,

with here and there a solitary poplar to enliven the dead level on

either side of us; but after we had ridden by the fence which sets the

boundary to the good deacon's land, I noticed such a change in the

appearance of the lane that I could not but exclaim over the natural as

well as cultivated beauties which every passing moment was bringing

before me.

Mr. Trohm could not conceal his pleasure.

"These are my lands," said he. "I have bestowed unremitting attention

upon them for years. It is my hobby, madam. There is not a tree you see

that has not received my careful attention. Yonder orchard was set out

by me, and the fruit it yields--Madam, I hope you will remain long

enough with us to taste a certain rare and luscious peach that I brought

from France a few years ago. It gives promise of reaching its full

perfection this year, and I shall be gratified indeed if you can give it

your approval."

This was politeness indeed, especially as I knew what value men like him

set upon each individual fruit they watch ripen under their care.

Testifying my appreciation of his kindness, I endeavored to introduce

another and less harmless and perhaps less personally interesting topic

of conversation. The chimneys of his house were beginning to show over

the trees, and I had heard nothing from this man on the subject which

should have been the most interesting of all to me at this moment. And

he was the only person in town I was at liberty to really confide in,

and possibly the only man in town who could give me a reliable statement

of the reasons why the family I was visiting was regarded in a doubtful

light not only by the credulous villagers, but by the New York police. I

began by an allusion to the phantom coach.

"I hear," said I, "that this lane has other claims to attention beyond

those afforded by the mysteries connected with it. I hear that it has at

times a ghostly visitant in the shape of a spectral horse and carriage."

"Yes," he replied, with a seeming understanding that was very

flattering; "do not spare the lane one of its honors. It has its nightly

horror as well as its daily fear. I wish the one were as unreal as the

other."

"You act as if both were unreal to you," said I. "The contrast between

your appearance and that of some other members of the lane is quite

marked."

"You refer"--he seemed to hate to speak--"to the Misses Knollys, I

presume."

I endeavored to treat the subject lightly.

"To your young enemy, Lucetta," I smilingly replied.

He had been looking at me in a perfectly modest and respectful manner,

but he dropped his eyes at this and busied himself abstractedly, and yet

I thought with some intention, in removing a fly from the horse's flank

with the tip of his whip.

"I will not acknowledge her as an enemy," he quietly returned in

strictly modulated tones. "I like the girl too well."

The fly had been by this time dislodged, but he did not look up.

"And William?" I suggested. "What do you think of William?"

Slowly he straightened himself. Slowly he dropped the whip back into its

socket. I thought he was going to answer, when suddenly his whole

attitude changed and he turned upon me a beaming face full of nothing

but pleasure.

"The road takes a turn here. In another moment you will see my house."

And even while he spoke it burst upon us, and I instantly forgot that I

had just ventured on a somewhat hazardous question.

It was such a pretty place, and it was so beautifully and exquisitely

kept. There was a charm about its rose-encircled porch that is only to

be found in very old places that have been appreciatively cared for. A

high fence painted white inclosed a lawn like velvet, and the house

itself, shining with a fresh coat of yellow paint, bore signs of comfort

in its white-curtained windows not usually to be found in the solitary

dwelling of a bachelor. I found my eyes roving over each detail with

delight, and almost blushed, or, rather, had I been twenty years younger

might have been thought to blush, as I met his eyes and saw how much my

pleasure gratified him.

"You must excuse me if I express too much admiration for what I see

before me," I said, with what I have every reason to believe was a

highly successful effort to hide my confusion. "I have always had a

great leaning towards well-ordered walks and trimly kept flower-beds--a

leaning, alas! which I have found myself unable to gratify."

"Do not apologize," he hastened to say. "You but redouble my own

pleasure in thus honoring my poor efforts with your regard. I have

spared no pains, madam, I have spared no pains to render this place

beautiful, and most of what you see, I am proud to say, has been

accomplished by my own hands."

"Indeed!" I cried in some surprise, letting my eye rest with

satisfaction on the top of a long well-sweep that was one of the

picturesque features of the place.

"It may have been folly," he remarked, with a gloating sweep of his eye

over the velvet lawn and flowering shrubs--a peculiar look that seemed

to express something more than the mere delight of possession, "but I

seemed to begrudge any hired assistance in the tending of plants every

one of which seems to me like a personal friend."

"I understand," was my somewhat un-Butterworthian reply. I really did

not quite know myself. "What a contrast to the dismal grounds at the

other end of the lane!"

This was more in my usual vein. He seemed to feel the difference, for

his expression changed at my remark.

"Oh, that den!" he exclaimed, bitterly; then, seeing me look a little

shocked, he added, with an admirable return to his old manner, "I call

any place a den where flowers do not grow." And jumping from the buggy,

he gathered an exquisite bunch of heliotrope, which he pressed upon me.

"I love sunshine, beds of roses, fountains, and a sweep of lawn like

this we see before us. But do not let me bore you. You have probably

lingered long enough at the old bachelor's place and now would like to

drive on. I will be with you in a moment. Doubtful as it is whether I

shall soon again be so fortunate as to be able to offer you any

hospitality, I would like to bring you a glass of wine--or, for I see

your eyes roaming longingly toward my old-fashioned well, would you like

a draft of water fresh from the bucket?"

I assured him I did not drink wine, at which I thought his eyes

brightened, but that neither did I indulge in water when in a heat, as

at present, at which he looked disappointed and came somewhat

reluctantly back to the buggy.

He brightened up, however, the moment he was again at my side.

"Now for the woods," he exclaimed, with what was undoubtedly a forced

laugh.

I thought the opportunity one I ought not to slight.

"Do you think," said I, "that it is in those woods the disappearances

occur of which Miss Knollys has told me?"

He showed the same hesitancy as before to enter upon this subject.

"I think the less you allow your mind to dwell on this matter the

better," said he--"that is, if you are going to remain long in this

lane. I do not expend any more thought upon it than is barely necessary,

or I should not retain sufficient courage to remain among my roses and

my fruits. I wonder--pardon me the indiscretion--that you could bring

yourself to enter so ill-reputed a neighborhood. You must be a very

brave woman."

"I thought it my duty--" I began. "Althea Knollys was my friend, and I

felt I owed a duty toward her children. Besides--" Should I tell Mr.

Trohm my real errand in this place? Mr. Gryce had intimated that he was

in the confidence of the police, and if so, his assistance in case of

necessity might be of inestimable value to me. Yet if no such necessity

should arise would I want this man to know that Amelia Butterworth--No,

I would not take him into my confidence--not yet. I would only try to

get at his idea of where the blame lay--that is, if he had any.

"Besides," he suggested in polite reminder, after waiting a minute or

two for me to continue.

"Did I say besides?" was my innocent rejoinder. "I think I meant that

after seeing them my sense of the importance of that duty had increased.

William especially seems to be a young man of very doubtful amiability."

Immediately the non-commital look returned to Mr. Trohm's face.

"I have no fault to find with William," said he. "He's not the most

agreeable companion in the world perhaps, but he has a pretty fancy for

fruit--a very pretty fancy."

"One can hardly wonder at that in a neighbor of Mr. Trohm," said I,

watching his look, which was fixed somewhat gloomily upon the forest of

trees now rapidly closing in around us.

"Perhaps not, perhaps not, madam. The sight of a blossoming honeysuckle

hanging from an arbor such as runs along my south walls is a great

stimulant to one's taste, madam, I'll not deny that."

"But William?" I repeated, determined not to let the subject go; "have

you never thought he was a little indifferent to his sisters?"

"A little, madam."

"And a trifle rough to everything but his dogs?"

"A trifle, madam."

Such reticence seemed unnecessary. I was almost angry, but restrained

myself and pursued quietly, "The girls, on the contrary, seem devoted to

him?"

"Women have that weakness."

"And act as if they would do--what would they not do for him?"

"Miss Butterworth, I have never seen a more amiable woman than yourself.

Will you promise me one thing?"

His manner was respect itself, his smile genial and highly contagious. I

could not help responding to it in the way he expected.

"Do not talk to me about this family. It is a painful subject to me.

Lucetta--you know the girl, and I shall not be able to prejudice you

against her--has conceived the idea that I encourage William in an

intimacy of which she does not approve. She does not want him to talk to

me. William has a loose tongue in his head and sometimes drops unguarded

words about their doings, which if any but William spoke--But there, I

am forgetting one of the most important rules of my own life, which is

to keep my mouth from babbling and my tongue from guile. Influence of a

congenial companion, madam; it is irresistible sometimes, especially to

a man living so much alone as myself."

I considered his fault very pardonable, but did not say so lest I should

frighten his confidences away.

"I thought there was something wrong between you," I said. "Lucetta

acted almost afraid of you this morning. I should think she would be

glad of the friendship of so good a neighbor."

His face took on a very sombre look.

"She is afraid of me," he admitted, "afraid of what I have seen or may

see of--their poverty," he added, with an odd emphasis. I scarcely think

he expected to deceive me.

I did not push the subject an inch farther. I saw it had gone as far as

discretion permitted at this time.

We had reached the heart of the forest and were rapidly approaching the

Knollys house. As the tops of its great chimneys rose above the foliage,

I saw his aspect suddenly change.

"I don't know why I should so hate to leave you here," he remarked.

I myself thought the prospect of re-entering the Knollys mansion

somewhat uninviting after the pleasant ride I had had and the glimpse

which had been given me of a really cheery home and pleasant

surroundings.

"This morning I looked upon you as a somewhat daring woman, the progress

of whose stay here would be watched by me with interest, but after the

companionship of the last half-hour I am conscious of an anxiety in your

regard which makes me doubly wish that Miss Knollys had not shut me out

from her home. Are you sure you wish to enter this house again, madam?"

I was surprised--really surprised--at the feeling he showed. If my

well-disciplined heart had known how to flutter it would probably have

fluttered then, but happily the restraint of years did not fail me in

this emergency. Taking advantage of the emotion which had betrayed him

into an acknowledgment of his real feelings regarding the dangers

lurking in this home, despite the check he had endeavored to put upon

his lips, I said, with an attempt at _naivete_ only to be excused by the

exigencies of the occasion:

"Why, I thought you considered this domicile perfectly harmless. You

like the girls and have no fault to find with William. Can it be that

this great building has another occupant? I do not allude to ghosts.

Neither of us are likely to believe in the supernatural."

"Miss Butterworth, you have me at a disadvantage. I do not know of any

other occupant which the house can hold save the three young people you

have mentioned. If I seem to feel any doubt of them--but I don't feel

any doubt. I only dread any place for you which is not watched over by

someone interested in your defence. The danger threatening the

inhabitants of this lane is such a veiled one. If we knew where it

lurked, we would no longer call it danger. Sometimes I think the ghosts

you allude to are not as innocent as mere spectres usually are. But

don't let me frighten you. Don't--" How quick his voice changed! "Ah,

William, I have brought back your guest, you see! I couldn't let her sit

out the noon hour in old Carter's parlor. That would be too much for

even so amiable a person as Miss Butterworth to endure."

I had hardly realized we were so near the gate and certainly was

surprised to find William anywhere within hearing. That his appearance

at this moment was anything but welcome, must be evident to every one.

The sentence which it interrupted might have contained the most

important advice, or at the least a warning I could ill afford to lose.

But destiny was against me, and being one who accepts the inevitable

with good grace, I prepared to alight, with Mr. Trohm's assistance.

The bunch of heliotrope I held was a little in my way or I should have

managed the jump with confidence and dignified agility. As it was, I

tripped slightly, which brought out a chuckle from William that at the

moment seemed more wicked to me than any crime. Meanwhile he had not let

matters proceed thus far without putting more than one question.

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