What did it mean? She had pointed to a chair in the sitting-room, but

her face was turned away again as if drawn irresistibly toward some

secret object of dread. Was there anyone or anything at the top of the

dim staircase I could faintly see in the distance? It would not do for

me to ask, nor was it wise for me to show that I thought this reception

a strange one. Stepping into the room she pointed out, I waited for her

to follow me, which she did with manifest reluctance. But when she was

once out of the atmosphere of the hall, or out of reach of the sight or

sound of whatever it was that frightened her, her face took on a smile

that ingratiated her with me at once and gave to her very delicate

aspect, which up to that moment had not suggested the remotest likeness

to her mother, a piquant charm and subtle fascination that were not

unworthy of the daughter of Althea Burroughs.

"You must not mind the poverty of your welcome," she said, with a

half-proud, half-apologetic look around her, which I must say the

bareness and shabby character of the room we were in fully justified.

"We have not been very well off since father died and mother left us.

Had you given us a chance we should have written you that our home would

not offer many inducements to you after your own, but you have come

unexpectedly and----"

"There, there," I put in, for I saw that her embarrassment would soon

get the better of her, "do not speak of it. I did not come to enjoy your

home, but to see you. Are you the eldest, my dear, and where are your

sister and brother?"

"I am not the eldest," she said. "I am Lucetta. My sister"--here

her head stole irresistibly back to its old position of

listening--"will--will come soon. My brother is not in the house."

"Well," said I, astonished that she did not ask me to take off my

things, "you are a pretty girl, but you do not look very strong. Are you

quite well, my dear?"

She started, looked at me eagerly, almost anxiously, for a moment, then

straightened herself and began to lose some of her abstraction.

"I am not a strong person," she smiled, "but neither am I so very weak

either. I was always small. So was my mother, you know."

I was glad to have her talk of her mother. I therefore answered her in a

way to prolong the conversation.

"Yes, your mother was small," I admitted, "but never thin or pallid. She

was like a fairy among us schoolgirls. Does it seem odd to hear so old a

woman as I speak of herself as a schoolgirl?"

"Oh, no!" she said, but there was no heart in her voice.

"I had almost forgotten those days till I happened to hear the name of

Althea mentioned the other day," I proceeded, seeing I must keep up the

conversation if we were not to sit in total silence. "Then my early

friendship with your mother recurred to me, and I started up--as I

always do when I come to any decision, my dear--and sent that telegram,

which I hope I have not followed by an unwelcome presence."

"Oh, no," she repeated, but this time with some feeling; "we need

friends, and if you will overlook our shortcomings--But you have not

taken off your hat. What will Loreen say to me?"

And with a sudden nervous action as marked as her late listlessness, she

jumped up and began busying herself over me, untying my bonnet and

laying aside my bundles, which up to this moment I had held in my hands.

"I--I am so absent-minded," she murmured. "I--I did not think--I hope

you will excuse me. Loreen would have given you a much better welcome."

"Then Loreen should have been here," I said, with a smile. I could not

restrain this slight rebuke, yet I liked the girl; notwithstanding

everything I had heard and her own odd and unaccountable behavior, there

was a sweetness in her face, when she chose to smile, that proved an

irresistible attraction. And then, for all her absent-mindedness and

abstracted ways, she was such a lady! Her plain dress, her restrained

manner, could not hide this fact. It was apparent in every line of her

thin but graceful form and in every inflection of her musical but

constrained voice. Had I seen her in my own parlor instead of between

these bare and moldering walls, I should have said the same thing: "She

is such a lady!" But this only passed through my mind at the time. I was

not studying her personality, but trying to understand why my presence

in the house had so visibly disturbed her. Was it the embarrassment of

poverty, not knowing how to meet the call made so suddenly upon it? I

hardly thought so. Fear would not enter into a sensation of this kind,

and fear was what I had seen in her face before the front door had

closed upon me. But that fear? Was it connected with me or with

something threatening her from another portion of the house?

The latter supposition seemed the probable one. The way her ear was

turned, the slight start she gave at every sound, convinced me that her

cause of dread lay elsewhere than with myself, and therefore was worthy

of my closest attention. Though I chatted and tried in every way to

arouse her confidence, I could not help asking myself between the

sentences, if the cause of her apprehension lay with her sister, her

brother, or in something entirely apart from either, and connected with

the dreadful matter which had drawn me to X. Or another supposition

still, was it merely the sign of an habitual distemper which,

misunderstood by Mr. Gryce, had given rise to the suspicions which it

was my possible mission here to dispel?

Anxious to force things a little, I remarked, with a glance at the

dismal branches that almost forced their way into the open casements:

"What a scene for young eyes like yours! Do you never get tired of these

pine-boughs and clustering shadows? Would not a little cottage in the

sunnier part of the town be preferable to all this dreary grandeur?"

She looked up with sudden wistfulness that made her smile piteous.

"Some of my happiest days have been passed here and some of my saddest.

I do not think I should like to leave it for any sunny cottage. We were

not made for bonny homes," she continued. "The sombreness of this old

house suits us."

"And of this road," I ventured. "It is the darkest and most picturesque

I ever rode through. I thought I was threading a wilderness."

For a moment she forgot her cause of anxiety and looked at me quite

intently, while a subtle shade of doubt passed slowly over her features.

"It is a solitary one," she acquiesced. "I do not wonder it struck you

as dismal. Have you heard--has any one ever told you that--that it was

not considered quite safe?"

"Safe?" I repeated, with--God forgive me!--an expression of mild wonder

in my eyes.

"Yes, it has not the best of reputations. Strange things have happened

in it. I thought that some one might have been kind enough to tell you

this at the station."

There was a gentle sort of sarcasm in the tone; only that, or so it

seemed to me at the time. I began to feel myself in a maze.

"Somebody--I suppose it was the station-master--did say something to me

about a boy lost somewhere in this portion of the woods. Do you mean

that, my dear?"

She nodded, glancing again over her shoulder and partly rising as if

moved by some instinct of flight.

"They are dark enough, for more than one person to have been lost in

their recesses," I observed with another look toward the heavily

curtained windows.

"They certainly are," she assented, reseating herself and eying me

nervously while she spoke. "We are used to the terrors they inspire in

strangers, but if you"--she leaped to her feet in manifest eagerness and

her whole face changed in a way she little realized herself--"if you

have any fear of sleeping amid such gloomy surroundings, we can procure

you a room in the village where you will be more comfortable, and where

we can visit you almost as well as we can here. Shall I do it? Shall I

call----"

My face must have assumed a very grim look, for her words tripped at

that point, and a flush, the first I had seen on her cheek, suffused her

face, giving her an appearance of great distress.

"Oh, I wish Loreen would come! I am not at all happy in my suggestions,"

she said, with a deprecatory twitch of her lip that was one of her

subtle charms. "Oh, there she is! Now I may go," she cried; and without

the least appearance of realizing that she had said anything out of

place, she rushed from the room almost before her sister had entered it.

But not before their eyes had met in a look of unusual significance.

V

A STRANGE HOUSEHOLD

Had I not surprised this look of mutual understanding, I might have

received an impression of Miss Knollys which would in a measure have

counteracted that made by the more nervous and less restrained Lucetta.

The dignified reserve of her bearing, the quiet way in which she

approached, and, above all, the even tones in which she uttered her

welcome, were such as to win my confidence and put me at my ease in the

house of which she was the nominal mistress. But that look! With that in

my memory, I was enabled to pierce below the surface of this placid

nature, and in the very constraint she put upon herself, detect the

presence of the same secret uneasiness which had been so openly, if

unconsciously, manifested by her sister.

She was more beautiful than Lucetta in form and feature, and even more

markedly elegant in her plain black gown and fine lawn ruffles, but she

lacked her sister's evanescent charm, and though admirable to all

appearance, was less lovable on a short acquaintance.

But this delays my tale, which is one of action rather than reflection.

I had naturally expected that with the appearance of the elder Miss

Knollys I should be taken to my room; but, on the contrary, she sat down

and with an apologetic air informed me that she was sorry she could not

show me the customary attentions. Circumstances over which she had no

control had made it impossible, she said, for her to offer me the

guest-chamber, but if I would be so good as to accept another for this

one night, she would endeavor to provide me with better accommodations

on the morrow.

Satisfied of the almost painful nature of their poverty and determined

to submit to privations rather than leave a house so imbued with

mystery, I hastened to assure her that any room would be acceptable to

me; and with a display of good feeling not wholly insincere, began to

gather up my wraps in anticipation of being taken at once up-stairs.

But Miss Knollys again surprised me by saying that my room was not yet

ready; that they had not been able to complete all their arrangements,

and begged me to make myself at home in the room where I was till

evening.

As this was asking a good deal of a woman of my years, fresh from a

railroad journey and with natural habits of great neatness and order, I

felt somewhat disconcerted, but hiding my feelings in consideration of

reasons before given, replaced my bundles on the table and endeavored to

make the best of a somewhat trying situation.

Launching at once into conversation, I began, as with Lucetta, to talk

about her mother. I had never known, save in the vaguest way, why Mrs.

Knollys had taken the journey which had ended in her death and burial in

a foreign land. Rumor had it that she had gone abroad for her health

which had begun to fail after the birth of Lucetta; but as Rumor had not

added why she had gone unaccompanied by her husband or children, there

remained much which these girls might willingly tell me, which would be

of the greatest interest to me. But Miss Knollys, intentionally or

unintentionally, assumed an air so cold at my well meant questions, that

I desisted from pressing them, and began to talk about myself in a way

which I hoped would establish really friendly relations between us and

make it possible for her to tell me later, if not at the present moment,

what it was that weighed so heavily upon the household, that no one

could enter this home without feeling the shadow of the secret terror

enveloping it.

But Miss Knollys, while more attentive to my remarks than her sister had

been, showed, by certain unmistakable signs, that her heart and interest

were anywhere but in that room; and while I could not regard this as

throwing any discredit upon my powers of pleasing--which have rarely

failed when I have exerted them to their utmost,--I still could not but

experience the dampening effect of her manner. I went on chatting, but

in a desultory way, noting all that was odd in her unaccountable

reception of me, but giving, as I firmly believe, no evidence of my

concern and rapidly increasing curiosity.

The peculiarities observable in this my first interview with these

interesting but by no means easily-to-be-understood sisters continued

all day. When one sister came in, the other stepped out, and when dinner

was announced and I was ushered down the bare and dismal hall into an

equally bare and unattractive dining-room, it was to find the chairs set

for four, and Lucetta only seated at the table.

"Where is Loreen?" I asked wonderingly, as I took the seat she pointed

out to me with one of her faint and quickly vanishing smiles.

"She cannot come at present," my young hostess stammered with an

unmistakable glance of distress at the large, hearty-looking woman who

had summoned me to the dining-room.

"Ah," I ejaculated, thinking that possibly Loreen had found it necessary

to assist in the preparation of the meal, "and your brother?"

It was the first time he had been mentioned since my first inquiries. I

had shrunk from the venture out of a motive of pure compassion, and they

had not seen fit to introduce his name into any of our conversations.

Consequently I awaited her response, with some anxiety, having a secret

premonition that in some way he was at the bottom of my strange

reception.

Her hasty answer, given, however, without any increase of embarrassment,

somewhat dispelled this supposition.

"Oh, he will be in presently," said she. "William is never very

punctual."

But when he did come in, I could not help seeing that her manner

instantly changed and became almost painfully anxious. Though it was my

first meeting with the real head of the house, she waited for an

interchange of looks with him before giving me the necessary

introduction, and when, this duty performed, he took his seat at the

table, her thoughts and attention remained so fixed upon him that she

well-nigh forgot the ordinary civilities of a hostess. Had it not been

for the woman I have spoken of, who in her good-natured attention to my

wants amply made up for the abstraction of her mistress, I should have

fared ill at this meal, good and ample as it was, considering the

resources of those who provided it.

She seemed to dread to have him speak, almost to have him move. She

watched him with her lips half open, ready, as it appeared, to stop any

inadvertent expression he might utter in his efforts to be agreeable.

She even kept her left hand disengaged, with the evident intention of

stretching it out in his direction if in his lumbering stupidity he

should utter a sentence calculated to open my eyes to what she so

passionately desired to have kept secret. I saw it all as plainly as I

saw his heavy indifference to her anxiety; and knowing from experience

that it is in just such stolid louts as these that the worst passions

are often hidden, I took advantage of my years and forced a conversation

in which I hoped some flash of his real self would appear, despite her

wary watch upon him.

Not liking to renew the topic of the lane itself, I asked with a very

natural show of interest, who was their nearest neighbor. It was William

who looked up and William who answered.

"Old Mother Jane is the nearest," said he; "but she's no good. We never

think of her. Mr. Trohm is the only neighbor I care for. Such peaches as

the old fellow raises! Such grapes! Such melons! He gave me two of the

nicest you ever saw this morning. By Jupiter, I taste them yet!"

Lucetta's face, which should have crimsoned with mortification, turned

most unaccountably pale. Yet not so pale as it had previously done when,

a few minutes before, he began to say, "Loreen wants some of this soup

saved for"--and stopped awkwardly, conscious perhaps that Loreen's wants

should not be mentioned before me.

"I thought you promised me that you would never again ask Mr. Trohm for

any of his fruit," remonstrated Lucetta.

"Oh, I didn't ask! I just stood at the fence and looked over. Mr. Trohm

and I are good friends. Why shouldn't I eat his fruit?"

The look she gave him might have moved a stone, but he seemed perfectly

impervious to it. Seeing him so stolid, her head drooped, and she did

not answer a word. Yet somehow I felt that even while she was so

manifestly a prey to the deepest mortification, her attention was not

wholly given over to this one emotion. There was something else she

feared. Hoping to relieve her and lighten the situation, I forced myself

to smile on the young man as I said:

"Why don't you raise melons yourself? I think if I possessed your land I

should be anxious to raise everything I could on it."

"Oh, you're a woman!" he retorted, almost roughly. "It's good business

for women; and for men, too, perhaps, who love to see fruit hang, but I

only care to eat it."

"Don't," Lucetta put in, but not with the vigor I had expected.

"I like to hunt, train dogs, and enjoy other people's fruit," he

laughed, with a nod at the blushing Lucetta. "I don't see any use in a

man's putting himself out for things he can get for the asking. Life's

too short for such folly. I mean to have a good time while I'm on this

blessed sphere."

"William!"

The cry was irresistible, yet it was not the cry I had been looking for.

Painful as was this exhibition of his stupidity and utter want of

feeling, it was not the one thing she stood in dread of, or why was her

protest so much weaker than her appearance had given token of?

"Oh!" he shouted in great amusement, while she shrunk back with a

horrified look. "Lucetta don't like to hear me say that. She thinks a

man ought to work, plow, harrow, dig, make a slave of himself, to keep

up a place that's no good anyway. But I tell her that work is something

she'll never get out of me. I was born a gentleman, and a gentleman I

will live if the place tumbles down over our heads. Perhaps it would be

the best way to get rid of it. Then I could go live with Mr. Trohm, and

have melons from early morn till late at night." And again his coarse

laugh rang out.

This, or was it his words, seemed to rouse her as nothing had done

before. Thrusting out her hand, she laid it on his mouth, with a look of

almost frenzied appeal at the woman who was standing at his back.

"Mr. William, how can you!" that woman protested; and when he would have

turned upon her angrily, she leaned over and whispered in his ear a few

words that seemed to cow him, for he gave a short grunt through his

sister's trembling fingers and, with a shrug of his heavy shoulders,

subsided into silence.

To all this I was a simple spectator, but I did not soon forget a single

feature of the scene.

The remainder of the dinner passed quietly, William and myself eating

with more or less heartiness, Lucetta tasting nothing at all. In mercy

to her I declined coffee, and as soon as William gave token of being

satisfied, we hurriedly rose. It was the most uncomfortable meal I ever

ate in my life.

VI

A SOMBRE EVENING

The evening, like the afternoon, was spent in the sitting-room with one

of the sisters. One event alone is worth recording. I had become

excessively tired of a conversation that always languished, no matter on

what topic it started, and, observing an old piano in one corner--I once

played very well--I sat down before it and impulsively struck a few

chords from the yellow keys. Instantly Lucetta--it was Lucetta who was

with me then--bounded to my side with a look of horror.

"Don't do that!" she cried, laying her hand on mine to stop me. Then,

seeing my look of dignified astonishment, she added with an appealing

smile, "I beg pardon, but every sound goes through me to-night."

"Are you not well?" I asked.

"I am never very well," she returned, and we went back to the sofa and

renewed our forced and pitiful attempts at conversation.

Promptly at nine o'clock Miss Knollys came in. She was very pale and

cast, as usual, a sad and uneasy look at her sister before she spoke to

me. Immediately Lucetta rose, and, becoming very pale herself, was

hurrying toward the door when her sister stopped her.

"You have forgotten," she said, "to say good-night to our guest."

Instantly Lucetta turned, and, with a sudden, uncontrollable impulse,

seized my hand and pressed it convulsively.

"Good-night," she cried. "I hope you will sleep well," and was gone

before I could say a word in response.

"Why does Lucetta go out of the room when you come in?" I asked,

determined to know the reason for this peculiar conduct. "Have you any

other guests in the house?"

The reply came with unexpected vehemence. "No," she cried, "why should

you think so? There is no one here but the family." And she turned away

with a dignity she must have inherited from her father, for Althea

Burroughs had every interesting quality but that. "You must be very

tired," she remarked. "If you please we will go now to your room."

I rose at once, glad of the prospect of seeing the upper portion of the

house. She took my wraps on her arm, and we passed immediately into the

hall. As we did so, I heard voices, one of them shrill and full of

distress; but the sound was so quickly smothered by a closing door that

I failed to discover whether this tone of suffering proceeded from a man

or a woman.

Miss Knollys, who was preceding me, glanced back in some alarm, but as I

gave no token of having noticed anything out of the ordinary, she

speedily resumed her way up-stairs. As the sounds I had heard proceeded

from above, I followed her with alacrity, but felt my enthusiasm

diminish somewhat when I found myself passing door after door down a

long hall to a room as remote as possible from what seemed to be the

living portion of the house.

"Is it necessary to put me off quite so far?" I asked, as my young

hostess paused and waited for me to join her on the threshold of the

most forbidding room it had ever been my fortune to enter.

The blush which mounted to her brow showed that she felt the situation

keenly.

"I am sure," she said, "that it is a matter of great regret to me to be

obliged to offer you so mean a lodging, but all our other rooms are out

of order, and I cannot accommodate you with anything better to-night."

"But isn't there some spot nearer you?" I urged. "A couch in the same

room with you would be more acceptable to me than this distant room."

"I--I hope you are not timid," she began, but I hastened to disabuse her

mind on this score.

"I am not afraid of any earthly thing but dogs," I protested warmly.

"But I do not like solitude. I came here for companionship, my dear. I

really would like to sleep with one of you."

This, to see how she would meet such urgency. She met it, as I might

have known she would, by a rebuff.

"I am very sorry," she again repeated, "but it is quite impossible. If I

could give you the comforts you are accustomed to, I should be glad, but

we are unfortunate, we girls, and--" She said no more, but began to busy

herself about the room, which held but one object that had the least

look of comfort in it. That was my trunk, which had been neatly placed

in one corner.

"I suppose you are not used to candles," she remarked, lighting what

struck me as a very short end, from the one she held in her hand.

"My dear," said I, "I can accommodate myself to much that I am not used

to. I have very few old maid's ways or notions. You shall see that I am

far from being a difficult guest."

She heaved a sigh, and then, seeing my eye travelling slowly over the

gray discolored walls which were not relieved by so much as a solitary

print, she pointed to a bell-rope near the head of the bed, and

considerately remarked:

"If you wish anything in the night, or are disturbed in any way, pull

that. It communicates with my room, and I will be only too glad to come

to you."

I glanced up at the rope, ran my eye along the wire communicating with

it, and saw that it was broken sheer off before it even entered into the

wall.

"I am afraid you will not hear me," I answered, pointing to the break.

She flushed a deep scarlet, and for a moment looked as embarrassed as

ever her sister had done.

"I did not know," she murmured. "The house is so old, everything is more

or less out of repair." And she made haste to quit the room.

I stepped after her in grim determination.

"But there is no key to the door," I objected.

She came back with a look that was as nearly desperate as her placid

features were capable of.

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