THE RAT--AND SAMAVIA

What The Rat thought when Loristan began to speak to him, Marco

wondered. Suddenly he stood in an unknown world, and it was Loristan who

made it so because its poverty and shabbiness had no power to touch him.

He looked at the boy with calm and clear eyes, he asked him practical

questions gently, and it was plain that he understood many things

without asking questions at all. Marco thought that perhaps he had, at

some time, seen drunken men die, in his life in strange places. He

seemed to know the terribleness of the night through which The Rat had

passed. He made him sit down, and he ordered Lazarus to bring him some

hot coffee and simple food.

"Haven't had a bite since yesterday," The Rat said, still staring at

him. "How did you know I hadn't?"

"You have not had time," Loristan answered.

Afterward he made him lie down on the sofa.

"Look at my clothes," said The Rat.

"Lie down and sleep," Loristan replied, putting his hand on his shoulder

and gently forcing him toward the sofa. "You will sleep a long time. You

must tell me how to find the place where your father died, and I will

see that the proper authorities are notified."

"What are you doing it for?" The Rat asked, and then he added, "sir."

"Because I am a man and you are a boy. And this is a terrible thing,"

Loristan answered him.

He went away without saying more, and The Rat lay on the sofa staring at

the wall and thinking about it until he fell asleep. But, before this

happened, Marco had quietly left him alone. So, as Loristan had told him

he would, he slept deeply and long; in fact, he slept through all the

night.

* * * * *

When he awakened it was morning, and Lazarus was standing by the side of

the sofa looking down at him.

"You will want to make yourself clean," he said. "It must be done."

"Clean!" said The Rat, with his squeaky laugh. "I couldn't keep clean

when I had a room to live in, and now where am I to wash myself?" He sat

up and looked about him.

"Give me my crutches," he said. "I've got to go. They've let me sleep

here all night. They didn't turn me into the street. I don't know why

they didn't. Marco's father--he's the right sort. He looks like a

swell."

"The Master," said Lazarus, with a rigid manner, "the Master is a great

gentleman. He would turn no tired creature into the street. He and his

son are poor, but they are of those who give. He desires to see and talk

to you again. You are to have bread and coffee with him and the young

Master. But it is I who tell you that you cannot sit at table with them

until you are clean. Come with me," and he handed him his crutches.

His manner was authoritative, but it was the manner of a soldier; his

somewhat stiff and erect movements were those of a soldier, also, and

The Rat liked them because they made him feel as if he were in barracks.

He did not know what was going to happen, but he got up and followed him

on his crutches.

Lazarus took him to a closet under the stairs where a battered tin bath

was already full of hot water, which the old soldier himself had brought

in pails. There were soap and coarse, clean towels on a wooden chair,

and also there was a much worn but clean suit of clothes.

"Put these on when you have bathed," Lazarus ordered, pointing to them.

"They belong to the young Master and will be large for you, but they

will be better than your own." And then he went out of the closet and

shut the door.

It was a new experience for The Rat. So long as he remembered, he had

washed his face and hands--when he had washed them at all--at an iron

tap set in the wall of a back street or court in some slum. His father

and himself had long ago sunk into the world where to wash one's self is

not a part of every-day life. They had lived amid dirt and foulness, and

when his father had been in a maudlin state, he had sometimes cried and

talked of the long-past days when he had shaved every morning and put on

a clean shirt.

To stand even in the most battered of tin baths full of clean hot water

and to splash and scrub with a big piece of flannel and plenty of soap

was a marvelous thing. The Rat's tired body responded to the novelty

with a curious feeling of freshness and comfort.

"I dare say swells do this every day," he muttered. "I'd do it myself if

I was a swell. Soldiers have to keep themselves so clean they shine."

When, after making the most of his soap and water, he came out of the

closet under the stairs, he was as fresh as Marco himself; and, though

his clothes had been built for a more stalwart body, his recognition of

their cleanliness filled him with pleasure. He wondered if by any effort

he could keep himself clean when he went out into the world again and

had to sleep in any hole the police did not order him out of.

He wanted to see Marco again, but he wanted more to see the tall man

with the soft dark eyes and that queer look of being a swell in spite of

his shabby clothes and the dingy place he lived in. There was something

about him which made you keep on looking at him, and wanting to know

what he was thinking of, and why you felt as if you'd take orders from

him as you'd take orders from your general, if you were a soldier. He

looked, somehow, like a soldier, but as if he were something more--as

if people had taken orders from him all his life, and always would take

orders from him. And yet he had that quiet voice and those fine, easy

movements, and he was not a soldier at all, but only a poor man who

wrote things for papers which did not pay him well enough to give him

and his son a comfortable living. Through all the time of his seclusion

with the battered bath and the soap and water, The Rat thought of him,

and longed to have another look at him and hear him speak again. He did

not see any reason why he should have let him sleep on his sofa or why

he should give him a breakfast before he turned him out to face the

world. It was first-rate of him to do it. The Rat felt that when he was

turned out, after he had had the coffee, he should want to hang about

the neighborhood just on the chance of seeing him pass by sometimes. He

did not know what he was going to do. The parish officials would by this

time have taken his dead father, and he would not see him again. He did

not want to see him again. He had never seemed like a father. They had

never cared anything for each other. He had only been a wretched outcast

whose best hours had been when he had drunk too much to be violent and

brutal. Perhaps, The Rat thought, he would be driven to going about on

his platform on the pavements and begging, as his father had tried to

force him to do. Could he sell newspapers? What could a crippled lad do

unless he begged or sold papers?

Lazarus was waiting for him in the passage. The Rat held back a little.

"Perhaps they'd rather not eat their breakfast with me," he hesitated.

"I'm not--I'm not the kind they are. I could swallow the coffee out here

and carry the bread away with me. And you could thank him for me. I'd

want him to know I thanked him."

Lazarus also had a steady eye. The Rat realized that he was looking him

over as if he were summing him up.

"You may not be the kind they are, but you may be of a kind the Master

sees good in. If he did not see something, he would not ask you to sit

at his table. You are to come with me."

The Squad had seen good in The Rat, but no one else had. Policemen had

moved him on whenever they set eyes on him, the wretched women of the

slums had regarded him as they regarded his darting, thieving namesake;

loafing or busy men had seen in him a young nuisance to be kicked or

pushed out of the way. The Squad had not called "good" what they saw in

him. They would have yelled with laughter if they had heard any one else

call it so. "Goodness" was not considered an attraction in their world.

The Rat grinned a little and wondered what was meant, as he followed

Lazarus into the back sitting-room.

It was as dingy and gloomy as it had looked the night before, but by

the daylight The Rat saw how rigidly neat it was, how well swept and

free from any speck of dust, how the poor windows had been cleaned and

polished, and how everything was set in order. The coarse linen cloth on

the table was fresh and spotless, so was the cheap crockery, the spoons

shone with brightness.

Loristan was standing on the hearth and Marco was near him. They were

waiting for their vagabond guest as if he had been a gentleman.

The Rat hesitated and shuffled at the door for a moment, and then it

suddenly occurred to him to stand as straight as he could and salute.

When he found himself in the presence of Loristan, he felt as if he

ought to do something, but he did not know what.

Loristan's recognition of his gesture and his expression as he moved

forward lifted from The Rat's shoulders a load which he himself had not

known lay there. Somehow he felt as if something new had happened to

him, as if he were not mere "vermin," after all, as if he need not be

on the defensive--even as if he need not feel so much in the dark, and

like a thing there was no place in the world for. The mere straight and

far-seeing look of this man's eyes seemed to make a place somewhere for

what he looked at. And yet what he said was quite simple.

"This is well," he said. "You have rested. We will have some food, and

then we will talk together." He made a slight gesture in the direction

of the chair at the right hand of his own place.

The Rat hesitated again. What a swell he was! With that wave of the hand

he made you feel as if you were a fellow like himself, and he was doing

you some honor.

"I'm not--" The Rat broke off and jerked his head toward Marco. "He

knows--" he ended, "I've never sat at a table like this before."

"There is not much on it." Loristan made the slight gesture toward the

right-hand seat again and smiled. "Let us sit down."

The Rat obeyed him and the meal began. There were only bread and coffee

and a little butter before them. But Lazarus presented the cups and

plates on a small japanned tray as if it were a golden salver. When he

was not serving, he stood upright behind his master's chair, as though

he wore royal livery of scarlet and gold. To the boy who had gnawed a

bone or munched a crust wheresoever he found them, and with no thought

but of the appeasing of his own wolfish hunger, to watch the two with

whom he sat eat their simple food was a new thing. He knew nothing of

the every-day decencies of civilized people. The Rat liked to look at

them, and he found himself trying to hold his cup as Loristan did, and

to sit and move as Marco was sitting and moving--taking his bread or

butter, when it was held at his side by Lazarus, as if it were a simple

thing to be waited upon. Marco had had things handed to him all his

life, and it did not make him feel awkward. The Rat knew that his own

father had once lived like this. He himself would have been at ease if

chance had treated him fairly. It made him scowl to think of it. But

in a few minutes Loristan began to talk about the copy of the map of

Samavia. Then The Rat forgot everything else and was ill at ease no

more. He did not know that Loristan was leading him on to explain his

theories about the country and the people and the war. He found himself

telling all that he had read, or overheard, or _thought_ as he lay awake

in his garret. He had thought out a great many things in a way not at

all like a boy's. His strangely concentrated and over-mature mind had

been full of military schemes which Loristan listened to with curiosity

and also with amazement. He had become extraordinarily clever in one

direction because he had fixed all his mental powers on one thing. It

seemed scarcely natural that an untaught vagabond lad should know so

much and reason so clearly. It was at least extraordinarily interesting.

There had been no skirmish, no attack, no battle which he had not led

and fought in his own imagination, and he had made scores of rough queer

plans of all that had been or should have been done. Lazarus listened as

attentively as his master, and once Marco saw him exchange a startled,

rapid glance with Loristan. It was at a moment when The Rat was

sketching with his finger on the cloth an attack which _ought_ to have

been made but was not. And Marco knew at once that the quickly exchanged

look meant "He is right! If it had been done, there would have been

victory instead of disaster!"

It was a wonderful meal, though it was only of bread and coffee. The Rat

knew he should never be able to forget it.

Afterward, Loristan told him of what he had done the night before. He

had seen the parish authorities and all had been done which a city

government provides in the case of a pauper's death.

His father would be buried in the usual manner. "We will follow him,"

Loristan said in the end. "You and I and Marco and Lazarus."

The Rat's mouth fell open.

"You--and Marco--and Lazarus!" he exclaimed, staring. "And me! Why

should any of us go? I don't want to. He wouldn't have followed me if

I'd been the one."

Loristan remained silent for a few moments.

"When a life has counted for nothing, the end of it is a lonely thing,"

he said at last. "If it has forgotten all respect for itself, pity is

all that one has left to give. One would like to give _something_ to

anything so lonely." He said the last brief sentence after a pause.

"Let us go," Marco said suddenly; and he caught The Rat's hand.

The Rat's own movement was sudden. He slipped from his crutches to a

chair, and sat and gazed at the worn carpet as if he were not looking at

it at all, but at something a long way off. After a while he looked up

at Loristan.

"Do you know what I thought of, all at once?" he said in a shaky voice.

"I thought of that 'Lost Prince' one. He only lived once. Perhaps he

didn't live a long time. Nobody knows. But it's five hundred years ago,

and, just because he was the kind he was, every one that remembers him

thinks of something fine. It's queer, but it does you good just to hear

his name. And if he has been training kings for Samavia all these

centuries--they may have been poor and nobody may have known about them,

but they've been _kings_. That's what _he_ did--just by being alive a few

years. When I think of him and then think of--the other--there's such an

awful difference that--yes--I'm sorry. For the first time. I'm his son

and I can't care about him; but he's too lonely--I want to go."

* * * * *

So it was that when the forlorn derelict was carried to the graveyard

where nameless burdens on the city were given to the earth, a curious

funeral procession followed him. There were two tall and soldierly

looking men and two boys, one of whom walked on crutches, and behind

them were ten other boys who walked two by two. These ten were a queer,

ragged lot; but they had respectfully sober faces, held their heads and

their shoulders well, and walked with a remarkably regular marching

step.

It was the Squad; but they had left their "rifles" at home.

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