CHAPTER XVIII.

Where was Edgar Poe? Again the question was being asked. In many

quarters and with varying degrees of interest it was repeated. But it

still remained unanswered.

In Richmond it was asked by the chums of his youth as they sat under

their comfortable vines and fig-trees, or stopped each other on a corner

for a few moments' social chat, or--catching some one of the rumors that

were afloat concerning the gifted companion of their golden days--looked

up from their desks in office or counting-house to ask each other the

question. Their faces were keen with interest for their admiration and

affection for The Dreamer had been sincere; yet it was not strong enough

after the lapse of years to make any one of them lay down work and go

forth to seek a solution of the mystery. Such an errand not one of them

felt to be his business. A quixotic errand it would indeed have been

considered and one which, if half the rumors were true, might have

necessitated a journey to the ends of the earth, to prove but a fool's

errand after all.

The oft-repeated question was one with which John Allan little concerned

himself. A robust son and heir had come in his late middle age to fill

all his thoughts with new interest and plans for the present and the

future. The patter of little feet of his own child on the stairs and

halls of his home, drowned the ghostly memories of other and less

welcome footfalls that had once echoed there.

He too, had heard rumors of the adventures and the misadventures of

Edgar Poe, but he did not consider it his business, as it was certainly

not his pleasure, to investigate them.

In Baltimore too, the question was asked by the kinsfolk whose

acquaintance Edgar had made during his visit there. But they had never

held themselves in the least responsible for this eccentric son of their

brother David, the actor--the black sheep of the family. Surely it was

none of _their_ business to follow him upon any chase his foolish fancy

might lead him.

But still, when the rumors that were rife reached their ears, it was

with no small degree of curiosity that they asked each other the

question: Where was Edgar Poe?--What had become of him?--Had he, as some

believed, met death upon the high seas or in a foreign land?--Was he the

real hero of stories of adventure which floated across the ocean from

Russia--from France--from Greece?

He had certainly contemplated going abroad--the Superintendent of West

Point Academy had had a letter from him sometime after he left there,

declaring his intention of seeking an appointment in the Polish army.

Had he gone, or was he, as some would have it, going in and out among

them, there in Baltimore, but unknown and unrecognized--his identity

hidden under assumed name and ingenious disguise?

Who could tell?

The wonder of it was not in the existence of the unanswered question--of

the mystery--but that the question could remain unanswered--the mystery

remain unsolved--and no attempt be made to lift the veil. That a young

man, a gentleman, of prominent connections, of handsome features and

distinguished bearing and address, of rare mental gifts and cultivation,

and of magnetic personality, could disappear from the face of the

earth--could, almost before the very eyes of his fellows, step from the

glare of the world in which he moved into the abyss of absolute

obscurity or impenetrable mystery, and create no stir--that no one

should deem it his or her business to seek or to find an answer to the

question, a reading of the riddle.

Not until two years after Edgar Poe had turned his back upon the closed

door of the Allan mansion, in Richmond, and stepped, as it seemed from

the edge of a world in which he was not wanted into the unknown, did

such an one arise. And that one was, as an especially good friend of

Edgar Poe's was most likely to be--a woman.

Between this woman:--Mrs. Maria Poe Clemm--a widow of middle age, and

The Dreamer, there existed the close blood-tie of aunt and nephew, for

she was the own sister of his father, David Poe.

More than that--there existed, though they had never seen each other, a

soul kinship rare between persons of the same blood, and which (for all

they had never seen each other) she, with the woman's unerring instinct

that sometimes seems akin to inspiration, divined. She too was something

of a dreamer, with an ear for the voices of Nature and a mind open to

the influences of its beauty, but with a goodly ballast of strong common

sense.

She was but a young girl when her handsome and idolized brother David

scandalized the family by marrying an actress and himself taking to the

stage. But she had seen the bewitching "Miss Arnold" at the theatre in

Baltimore--had, with fascinated eyes, followed her twinkling feet

through the mazy dance, had listened with charmed ears to her exquisite

voice, had sat spell-bound under her acting. To her childish mind, the

stage had become a fairy-land and Miss Arnold its presiding genius. That

brother David should love and marry her seemed like something out of a

fairy book. _She_ did not blame brother David; she secretly entirely

approved of him.

In her later years the death of the husband of her own youth who had

been romantically, passionately loved, had left her penniless but not

disillusioned; with her own living to get and a little daughter with a

face like a Luca Della Robbia chorister, and a voice that went with the

face, but who had the requirements of other flesh and blood children, to

be provided for. This child was the sunshine of the lonely widow's life,

yet she only in part filled the great mother's heart of her. Nature had

made her to be the mother of a son as well as a daughter, then

mockingly, it would seem, denied her.

But in her dreams she worshipped the son she had never borne, and deep

in her heart was stored, like unshed tears, the love she would have

lavished upon him had her whole mission in life been fulfilled.

She had heard little of her brother David's son Edgar, but that little

had always interested her. She was living away from Baltimore during his

visit there just before he entered West Point, and so she did not meet

him; but upon the death of her husband, soon afterward, she had returned

to the home of her girlhood, and established herself in modest, but

respectable quarters, to earn a livelihood for the little Virginia and

herself by the use of her skillful needle.

It was soon afterward that with a concern which no one but herself had

felt, she learned of the mystery surrounding the whereabouts of her

nephew.

She yearned over the wanderer and longed to mother him, as, somehow, she

knew he needed to be mothered. She kept near her a copy of his last

little book of poems which she had read again and again. In the earlier

ones she saw a loose handful of jewels in the rough, yet she recognized

the sparkle which distinguishes the genuine from the false. In the later

ones she perceived gems "of purest ray serene," polished and strung and

ready to be passed on from generation to generation--priceless

heir-looms.

She was a tall woman, and deep-bosomed, with large but clear-cut and

strong features, and handsome, deepset gray eyes which habitually wore

the expression of one who has loved much and sorrowed much. She had been

called stately before her proud spirit had bowed itself in submission to

the chastenings of grief--since when she had borne the seal of meekness.

But there was a distinction about her that neither grief nor poverty

could destroy. She was so unmistakably the gentle-woman. In the simple,

but dainty white cap, with its floating strings, which modestly covered

her dark waving hair, the plain black dress and prim collar fastened

with its mourning pin, she made a reposeful picture of the old-fashioned

conception of "a widow indeed."

Her hands were not her least striking feature. They were large, but

perfectly modelled, and they were deft, capable, full of character and

feeling. In their touch there was a wonderfully soothing quality. In

winter they always possessed just the pleasantest degree of warmth; in

summer just the most grateful degree of coolness. No one ever received a

greeting from them without being impressed with the friendliness, the

sympathy of their clasp.

As she bent her fine, deeply-lined face over them, and the work they

held, while the little Virginia sat nursing a doll at her feet, she

often stitched into the garments that they fashioned yearnings,

thoughts, questionings of the youth--her brother's child--whose picture,

as she had conceived him from descriptions she had heard, she carried in

her heart. She knew too well the weakness that was his inheritance and

she knew too, what perils were in waiting to ensnare the feet of untried

youth--poor, homeless and without the restraining influences of friends

and kindred--whatever their inheritance might be.

Sometimes she felt that the yearning was almost more than she could

bear, and that she must arise and go forth and seek this straying sheep

of the fold of Poe. But alas, she was but a woman, without money and

without a clue upon which to begin to work save such as wild, improbable

and contradictory rumors afforded. That was, after all, what she most

needed--a clue. If she could only find a clue, poor as she was, she

would follow it to the ends of the earth!

Upon a summer's day two years after Edgar's disappearance, and when she

had almost given up hope, the clue came. It was placed in her hand by

her cousin, and Edgar's, Neilson Poe, who had no faith in its value but

passed it on to her as it had come to him--"for what it was worth," as

he expressed it.

It was a strange story that Mrs. Clemm's cousin Neilson told her, and

which had been told him, he said, by an acquaintance of his from

Richmond who had known Edgar Poe in his boyhood.

It seems that this Richmond man had during a visit to Baltimore gone to

a brickyard to arrange for the shipment home of bricks for a new house

he was building. As he sat in the office talking to the manager of the

yard, a line of men bearing freshly molded bricks to the kiln passed the

open window. There was something about the appearance of one of the

laborers that struck the Richmond man as familiar and he turned quickly

to the manager and asked the name of the man, pointing him out. The name

given him was a strange one to him and he dismissed the matter from his

thoughts and returned to his business talk.

Upon his way to his hotel, however, the appearance of the brick-carrier,

and the impression that somewhere, he had seen him before, returned to

his mind and it came upon him in a flash, first that the likeness was to

Edgar Poe, and then the conviction that the man was none other than Poe

himself, though emaciated and aged to a degree that, with his shabby

dress and unshaven chin, made him scarcely recognizable. Though he had

been but a casual acquaintance of Edgar's, he was deeply touched at

seeing him so evidently in distress, and returned to the brickyard early

the next morning for the purpose of speaking to him and of helping him

back into the sphere in which he belonged and from which he had so long

disappeared. But the man he sought was not there and no one knew where

his lodgings were. He was a recent employe of the yard, they said, and

so gloomy and unsociable that he had made no friends. He was capable of

a great amount of work, which he performed faithfully, but kept to

himself and had little to say to anybody.

Upon the day before he had looked ill and had stopped work before the

day was over. He was evidently suffering from exhaustion, but had

declared that he needed nothing, and after sitting down to rest upon a

pile of bricks for a while, had gone off to his home--wherever that

might be--as usual, alone.

* * * * *

This story Neilson Poe set down as highly sensational. He did not

believe, he said with a laugh, that his cousin, when found, would be

doing anything half so energetic or useful as carrying bricks--he would

have more hope of him if he could believe it. The laborer's real, or

fancied, likeness to Edgar was but a case of chance resemblance, that

was all.

But that was not enough for Maria Clemm. She folded her sewing and laid

it away with an air of finality which plainly said that she had found

other and more pressing work to do. The sewing must wait a more

convenient season.

Then she went out into the streets sweltering in the summer heat, and

turned her face toward that obscure quarter of the town where human

beings who could not afford to rest or to dine might at least secure a

corner in which to "lodge" and the right, if not the appetite, to "eat,"

for an infinitesimal sum; for it was in this quarter that strange as it

might, seem, her instinct told her her search must be made--in this

quarter that Edgar Poe, the rich merchant's pampered foster-child, Edgar

Poe, the poet, the scholar, the exquisite in dress, in taste and in

manners, would be found.

When she did find him the mystery that had surrounded him was stripped

of the last shred of its romance. In a room compared to which the little

chamber back of the shop of Mrs. Fipps, the milliner, in which his

mother had drawn her last breath, and in which Frances Allan had found

and fallen in love with him, was luxurious, he lay upon a bed of straw

thrown into a dark corner, tossing with fever and in his delirium,

literally "babbling of green fields."

The kind-hearted, but ignorant and uncleanly slattern who sought with

"lodgings to let" to keep the souls of herself and family in their

bodies, gave him as much attention as the demands of a numerous brood of

little slatterns and a drunken husband would permit, and sighed with

real sorrow as she admitted that the "poor gentleman" was in a very bad

way. It was her opinion he had seen better days she confided to the

three other lodgers who were just then renting the three straw beds in

the three other corners of the same dark, squalid and evil-smelling

room. He was "so soft-spoken and elegant-like, if he _was_ poor as a

church mouse. Pity he had no folks nor nobody to keer nothin' about

'im."

It was not at once that Mrs. Clemm found him. She had sought him

diligently in what would to-day be known as the slum districts of the

city, descending the scale of respectability lower and lower until she

thought she had reached the bottom, but without success.

Then, upon the fourth or fifth day of her search, late in the afternoon,

when the little Virginia was watching anxiously from the sitting-room

window for "Muddie's" return, a wagon stopped before her door and out of

it and into the house was borne a stretcher upon which lay an apparently

dying man--ghastly, unshaven, and muttering broken unintelligible

sentences.

Keeping pace with the wagon as it crept along the street, might have

been seen the stately, sad-eyed Widow Clemm. When the wagon stopped, she

stopped, and directed the careful lifting of the stretcher from it. Then

she turned and opened the door of her small house and led the way to her

neat bed-chamber where, upon her own immaculate bed, the sick man was

gently laid--henceforth, as long as need be, a cot in the sitting-room

would be good enough for her.

The little Virginia, her soft eyes filled with wonder, had followed her

mother upon tip-toe.

"Who is it, Muddie?" she questioned in an awed whisper.

The anxiety in the widow's face gave place to a look of exaltation which

fairly transfigured her. Her deep eyes shone with the hoarded love for

the son so long denied her. She gathered her little daughter to her

breast and kissed her tenderly.

"It is your brother, darling," she gently said. "God has given me a

son!"

Well she knew that he was not yet entirely her own--that she would have

to wrestle fiercely with Death for his possession. But she had made up

her mind that she would win the battle.

"Death _shall_ not have him," she passionately told herself.

But the next moment, overwhelmed with a realization of human

helplessness, she was upon her knees at his bedside, crying:

"Oh, God, do not let him die! I have but just found him! Spare him to me

now, if but a little while!"

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