CHAPTER XVI.

It was night when the travellers reached the suburbs of the ancient city

of Tatta; the caravan had been lessened of its numbers during its

progress; those who remained, now dispersed in various directions: the

Inquisitors, instead of proceeding with their charge to a _Caravansera_,

carried him and the Neophyte to a small fortress which belonged to a

Spanish garrison; a guard of soldiers, headed by the two Inquisitors,

who had preceded the caravan, received them at its portals.

The Missionary guessed his fate,--dreadful as it was, he met it not

unprepared: he saw himself surrounded by an armed force; he knew that,

were he inclined to offer it, all resistance would be vain; and he

submitted, with all the grandeur of human dignity, with all the firmness

of religious fortitude, to a destiny now inevitable.

But Luxima still clung to him: the gloomy air of all around her, the

fierce looks of the soldiers, their arms glittering to the dusky light

of a solitary lamp, which hung suspended in the centre of a vast and

desolate guardroom; the black cowls and scowling countenances of the

Inquisitors, all struck terror on the timid soul of the Indian. She cast

round a fearful and terrified glance, and would then have sunk upon the

bosom of her sole protector and friend on earth, but, exposed as they

were to the observation of their persecutors, the Missionary, for her

sake even more than for his own, rejected the impulse of his feelings,

and, turning away his head to conceal the agony of his countenance, he

held her from him.--It was then that the heart of Luxima, sinking within

her bosom, seemed to have received its death wound;--she fixed her

closing eyes on him, who thus almost seemed to resign her to misery and

to suffering, unsupported and unpitied--but she wept not, and one of the

Inquisitors bore her away, unresisting, and almost lifeless, in his

arms. An exclamation of horror burst from the lips of the Missionary;

and, with an involuntary motion, he advanced a few steps to follow her;

betraying, in his wild and haggard looks, the feelings by which his soul

was torn. But the guards interposed--he could not even himself desire,

that she might remain with him; and the Inquisitor, fixing his eyes on

his agitated countenance, with a look of scoffing malignancy, said:

“Fear not for your concubine, she shall be taken care of.”--At these

words, a deep scarlet suffused the cheek of the Missionary; fire flashed

from his dark rolling eye, and he cast a look on his insulting

oppressor, so blasting in its glance, that he seemed to wither beneath

its terrific influence.--“Observe!” he said, with a voice of thunder, “I

repeat it to you, it is a Christian Neophyte, pure, spotless, and

unsullied, which you have now taken under your protection; look

therefore that you consider her as such, as you shall answer it to that

God, to whom she is about to consecrate her sinless life; as you shall

answer it to that Church, whose ministers you are.--Be this remembered

by you as priests; as _men_, forget not _she is a woman_!” Then, turning

to his guards, he said with haughtiness, “Lead on;”--as though he still

commanded, even in obeying; and he was immediately led to a tower in a

remote part of the fortress.

The members of the Inquisitorial Court, into whose power a singular

coincidence of circumstances had thrown the Missionary, were returning

from visiting the Christian institution at Lahore, of whose abuses and

disorders the grand Inquisitor had received secret intelligence, when

the chief of the party, who had been raised to his present dignity by

the low arts of cunning and duplicity, discovered in the supposed lover

of a fugitive Indian, that once infallible man, of whose rigid virtue,

and severe unbending justice, he had been the victim; conscious, that in

detecting and exposing the frailty of one who had “bought golden

opinions, from all sorts of persons,” he should, while he gratified his

own private vengeance, present a grateful victim to the Jesuits and

Dominicans, who equally hated the Franciscan, for his order, his

popularity, and his unrivalled genius,--he soon sought and found

sufficient grounds of accusation, to lay the basis of his future ruin.

With an artifice truly jesuitical, he drew the Missionary into a

conversation, which he obliged one of his brethren to listen to, and

note down; and, from the freedom of those religious opinions he had

induced the Missionary to discuss, and from the tender nature

of the ties which seemed to exist between him and his lovely

associate,--Heresy, and the seduction of a Neophyte, were the crimes to

be alleged against a man, whose disgrace was destined to be commensurate

to the splendour of his triumphs.

On the day following their arrival at Tatta, the Missionary was conveyed

on board a Spanish vessel, which lay in the Indus, and was bound for

Goa. On his way he passed the _litter_ which Luxima, he believed,

occupied; but it was closely covered. He shuddered, and for a moment

the heroism of virtue deserted him--he doubted not that she would be

conveyed in the same vessel with him to Goa; and, as he knew that

supplication would be fruitless, and that in humbling himself to

intreaty he would not effect the purpose for which he stooped, he made

no effort to obtain an interview with her: he believed too that the

insatiable desire of the Jesuits for conversion would render her safety

and preservation an object to them; and that she would owe to the

bigotry of their zeal, that mercy which she could not expect from the

suggestions of their humanity--but that he should never again behold

her, the object of his only love, the companion of his wandering, and

the partner of his sufferings, was an idea dictated by despair, from

which religion withdrew her light, and hope her solace. Placed in a

close and unwholesome confinement, it was in vain he sought to catch the

sound of Luxima’s voice; it was in vain he hazarded an inquiry relative

to her situation: silence and mystery still surrounded him; no beam

shone upon the darkness of his days; no answer was returned to his

inquiries; no pity was given to his sufferings; all was dreary hopeless

gloom! all was the loss of fame, the loss of love! of all that the high

ambition of piety had promised! of all that the exquisite feelings of

nature had bestowed!--Still pursued “by thoughts of lost happiness and

lasting shame,” and joined only in _equal ruin_ with her for whom he

had encountered misery and affliction, and on whose innocent head he

had heaped it,--he now saw that the sufferings of man resulted less from

the constitution of his nature, than from the obstinacy with which he

abandons the dictates of Providence, and devotes himself to those

illusions which the law of human reason, and the impulse of human

affection, equally oppose. He remembered the feelings with which the

Brahmin Priestess and the Christian Missionary had first mutually met;

he contrasted their first interview with their present situations, alike

as they now were _the victims of mistaken_ zeal; and he accused that

misconstruction of the laws of Providence, those false distinctions,

which superstition has erected between the species, as the source of

the severest sufferings to which mankind was condemned. For himself, he

had no hope: he knew the character of his judges, the sentiments they

bore in general to his order, and in particular to him; he knew the

influence of the tribunal at which they presided, he knew that those

whom they intended to destroy, no human power could preserve. But while

he accused himself of relaxation in his zeal, of negligence in his

mission, of suffering a guilty passion to subdue the force of his mind,

and the influence of his religion, he believed his enemies to be but the

blind agents of that Heaven, whose wrath he had justly provoked; for,

still bringing his new-born feelings to the test of his ancient

opinions, he continued to oppose religion to nature, and deemed himself

sunk in guilt, because he had not risen above humanity.

It was on a day bright and sunny as that on which the Apostolic Nuncio

left _Goa_ in all the triumph of superior and unrivalled excellence that

he returned to it a _prisoner_ and in _chains_. His enemies had

determined that his disgrace should be as striking and as public as his

triumph; that the idol of the people should be dashed before their eyes

from the shrine erected to his glory; and that envy and bigotry, under

the guise of religion and justice should gratify the insatiate spirit of

persecution and vengeance. Before the illustrious criminal was permitted

to land the intelligence of his return under circumstances so different

from those his departure had promised, and dark inuendos of the nature

and extent of his fault, were artfully circulated through _Goa_, till

the public mind, soured by the disappointments of its hopes and its

confidence, was prepared to receive the Nuncio with a contempt equal to

the admiration it formerly bestowed on him. At last a guard of Spanish

soldiers, accompanied by the officers of the Holy Office, were sent to

conduct him to the prison of the Inquisition. A multitude of persons had

assembled to see him pass; but they no longer beheld the same creature

whom they had last so loudly greeted with acclamations of reverential

homage, and on whose mild and majestic brow passion had impressed no

trace, whose commanding eye was brightened by holy joy, and whose life

of sinless purity was marked in the seraphic character of his inspired

countenance! His person was now almost as changed as his fate: it was

worn away by suffering, by fatigue, by internal conflicts, and faded by

its exposure to the varying clime; the experience of human frailty in

himself, and of human turpitude in others, marked his brow with traces

of distrust and disappointment;--his enthusiasm was fled! his zeal

subdued by the fatal consequences of its unsuccessful efforts! and love,

and affliction, and shame, and indignation, the opprobrium he endured,

and the innocence he could not establish; the injustice under which he

laboured, and the malignity he despised--all mingled their conflicts in

his soul, all shed over his air and look the sullen grandeur of a proud

despair, superior to complaint, and inaccessible to hope; yet “not all

_lost_ in _loss_ itself,” gleams of his mind’s untarnished glory still

brightened at intervals his look of gloom--and, still appearing little

less than “archangel ruined,” he proceeded, manacled, but lofty and

towering above the guards who surrounded him. An awful silence reigned

on every side; and even those who deemed him culpable, saw him so mighty

in _his fall_, that while they accused him of guilt, they believed him

superior to weakness; respecting while they condemned, and admiring

while they pitied him. As a member of the noble house of _Acugna_,

whatever were the charges brought against him, he could not fail to

excite interest in Goa, where the Portuguese were coalesced by a common

feeling of suffering under the oppression of the Spanish government:

but the terrors which surrounded the most dreadful of all human

tribunals; a tribunal which was seconded, in the hierarchy of Goa, by

all the influence of civil authority; its being invested with the power

of life and death, and superstitiously believed even with that of

salvation itself, awed the boldest heart, and alike silenced the

feelings of patriotism, and stilled the impulse of humanity! Not even a

murmur of resistance was heard; the accused and his guards passed

silently on to the prison of the Holy Office; they reached its gloomy

court; the portals closed upon the victim, and the light of hope was

shut out for ever!

No breath transpired of the dark mysterious deeds which passed within

the mansion of horror and superstition; and its awful investigations

were conducted with a secresy which baffled all inquiry:[13] the

impenetrable cloud which hung over the fate of the Missionary, could

only be cleared up when that dreaded day arrived, upon which the

dungeons of the Inquisition were to yield up their tenants to

punishment, to liberty, or--to death!

At this period a sullen gloom hung over the city of Goa, resembling the

brooding of a distant storm:--it was rumoured, that the power of the

Spanish government in Portugal and its colonies was on the point of

extinction, and it was known by many fatal symptoms, that the Indians

were ripe for insurrection. The arts used by the Dominicans and the

Jesuits for the conversion of the followers of Brahma, the evil

consequences which had arisen by forfeiture of cast, (for many families

had shared the ignominy heaped on the devoted head of the individual

apostate) with the coercive tyranny of the Spanish government, had

excited in the breasts of the mild, patient, and long-enduring Hindus, a

principle of resistance, which waited only for some strong and sudden

impulse to call it into action[14]; and it was observed that this

disposition had particularly betrayed itself on a recent and singular

occasion.

A woman who bore on her forehead the mark of a descendant of Bramah (the

sacred _tellertum_), and round her neck the sacrificial threads or

_dsandam_ of their tutelar god, was seen to enter a convent of

Dominican nuns, led by an officer of the Inquisition, and surrounded by

Dominican and _Jesuit priests_! The faded beauty of her perfect form,

her noble and distinguished air, the agony of her countenance, and the

silent tears which fell from her eyes when she turned them on those of

her own cast and country, who stood near the litter from which she

alighted, awakened a strong and powerful emotion in their feelings; and

it was not decreased, when a Cashmirian, who was present, declared that

the said apostate was Luxima, the Brahmachira and prophetess of

Cashmire. The person who industriously circulated this intelligence, was

the _pundit_ of Lahore, the preceptor of the Missionary. His restless

and unsettled spirit had led him to Goa: some imprudent and severe

observations which he had let fall against the Inquisitorial power, had

nearly proved his destruction, but his talents had extricated him; he

had engaged as secretary and interpreter to the Spanish Viceroy, and

obtained his favour and protection by those arts of conciliation, of

which he was so perfectly the master. His hatred of the Inquisition and

his love of intrigue and of commotion, which gave play to the finesse of

his genius, and the activity of his mind, led him to seize every

opportunity of exciting his compatriots to resist the European power in

Goa; and it was about this period that the arrival of Luxima furnished

him with an event favourable to his views. He had in vain sought to

attract her attention on her way to the Convent of the Dominicans; nor

until her arrival at its portal had he succeeded in catching her eye; he

then effected it by dropping his muntras at her feet. Absorbed as she

appeared to be, this little incident did not escape her attention: she

raised her tear-swollen eyes to his, with a look of sudden recognition,

for she had known him in the days of her glory; but the Cashmirian, with

an almost imperceptible motion of his finger across his lips, implying

silence, carelessly picked up his beads and passed on, as the doors of

the Christian sanctuary shut out from the eyes of the multitude the

priestess of Brahma.

It was on the eve of St. Jago de Compostello, that the usually tranquil

abode of the Dominican sisters exhibited a scene of general

consternation: the _Indian Catechuman_, committed to their pious care,

had mysteriously disappeared a few days after her reception into their

Order. Her conduct had not prepared them for an event so extraordinary

from her: either unable or unwilling to speak their language, they had

not once heard the sound of her voice, save that at sun-set she sung a

few low wild notes, through the bars of the casement of her cell, which

the younger nuns delighted to catch in the garden beneath, believing

that the day was not distant, when a voice so angelic would blend its

melody with the holy strains of the Christian choir; but she appeared in

every other respect docile, unresisting, and timid almost to wildness.

She had suffered them to exchange her Indian dress for the habit of a

novice of St. Dominick; she had unreluctantly accompanied them to their

church, and assisted at their devotions: her looks were indeed wandering

and wild, and seemingly always sent in search of some particular object;

but she made no inquiry, she uttered no complaint, and the secret

disorder of her mind was only visible in her countenance; which wore the

general expression of confirmed melancholy, the sadness of unutterable

affliction. A meekness so saintly, a gentleness so seraphic, excited

hopes in the breast of the abbess and the sisterhood, which were

suddenly destroyed by the miraculous disappearance of the Catechuman.

The convent grounds, the gardens of the Viceroy, which were only divided

from them by a low wall, were vainly searched; and no circumstance

attending her flight could be ascertained, but that she had escaped by

the casement of her cell; one of the bars of which had been removed from

the brick-work. The _Provincial_ of the Order having been made

acquainted with the event, which was placed to the account of _pagan

sorcery_, an order was issued from the Holy Office, offering a reward to

whoever should give up the _relapsed infidel_, and threatening death to

those who should conceal her; but week after week elapsed, and no one

came forward to claim the recompense, or to avert the punishment. The

pagan sorceress was no where to be heard of.[15]

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