CHAPTER XIII

THE TWINS

[Illustration] "THESE types are really beginning to be quite plain to

me now, mother," said Lucius, "and they make the Old Testament seem

to me to be very much more beautiful than it ever seemed before. I

remember how puzzled I have been by some words in one of the Epistles

about the rock which Moses smote in the desert, and from which the

waters gushed out. St. Paul wrote 'that Rock was Christ,' and I never

could make out what he meant, for how could the rock be the Lord? But

now I understand, at least I think that I do, that the Apostle meant

'that smitten rock was a TYPE of Christ,' and so everything becomes

plain.

"But can one object be a type of more than one thing, mamma? For

there is something which we have just spoken of as being a type of what

heals our souls—I mean by that, true living faith in the Lord; and I

have thought of something quite different, of which it seems also a

type."

"Are you speaking of the river Jordan?" asked Agnes, through whose mind

the same thought had been passing.

"Yes, the river in which Naaman dipped seven times and was cleansed,"

replied Lucius. "When the Israelites, after their long wanderings in

the desert, came to that same river Jordan, there was nothing but its

waters between them and the Promised Land, which mother told me to-day

is a type of heaven."

"And the waters were divided to let the people pass over quite easily

and safely," interrupted little Elsie, who never missed an opportunity

of bringing out any knowledge which she had gleaned.

"Hush, Elsie! You distract my thoughts," said her brother, "and make me

forget with your prattle what I was going to say. Oh, it is this! When

Christians have almost got over their long life-journey, there is only

one thing at last that divides them from heaven, their Promised Land;

and that thing is death. Mother, is not Jordan a type of death?"

"I believe that it is," said his mother.

And Amy silently thought of those beautiful verses which allude to this

type:—

"Oh! could we bid our doubts remove,

Those gloomy doubts that rise,

And view the Canaan that we love

With Faith's unclouded eyes;

"Could we but stand where Moses stood,

And view the landscape o'er,

'Nor Jordan's stream, nor death's cold flood,'

Could fright us from the shore."

"I also believe," continued Mrs. Temple, "that the dividing of the

waters, which enabled the Israelites to pass over without so much as

wetting their feet, is type of the terrors of death being taken away

from the Christian. Safe through the atoning sacrifice, and happy

in the love of his Lord, the believer can peacefully pass on to his

promised land—heaven—with as little cause for fear as the Israelites

had in crossing the dry bed of the Jordan."

"Ah! The Israelites were a happy people," said Amy softly. "Think of

their having God always to guide them by the pillar of fire and cloud,

and holy Moses always to pray for them; and the beautiful promised land

Canaan before them, and so many wonderful miracles worked for their

good! I almost wish," she added, "that I had lived in those days."

[Illustration: THE ALTAR OF BURNT-OFFERING.]

"Happier are Christians in these days, my child," said her mother,

"for they know more, far more, of the Saviour's love than was ever

made known to the people of Israel. We have God's sure Word to guide

us in our wanderings through the desert of life, and we have beyond

that desert a far brighter laud than Canaan, even heaven, promised and

purchased by Him who prepares good things for those who love Him; and

we have One far greater than Moses—One who ever liveth to plead for us

at the right hand of God while we fight our battles against sin.

"Moses was a being of flesh and blood as we are; his arms grew tired,

he needed to have them held up by Aaron and Hur; but the Lord Jesus

in praying for His people never grows weary, and His love never grows

cold. My children, when life was most like a desert to me, when your

father had crossed the Jordan and left me behind, I cannot tell you

what comfort and support I found in the knowledge of Christ's prayer

and the thought of Christ's love!"

Mrs. Temple's voice faltered, and Amy felt the hand which she was

clasping tremble. Their mother now very seldom gave way to any outward

burst of sorrow in the presence of her children; her manner was usually

cheerful and bright. But the elder ones could well remember how great

had been her grief in the first sad days of her widowhood, when their

father's useful life had been closed by a peaceful death. The young

Temples all respected their mother's sorrow, and when she paused from

emotion, the room was so still that the crackling of the fire and the

tick of the clock were the only sounds to be heard.

But Mrs. Temple was not willing to throw even a brief shadow over

the cheerfulness of her little family circle, and would not now have

given way to her feelings had not bodily weariness and pain made her

less able to control them. She very quickly recovered her usual tone,

and said, in her wonted cheerful manner, "My little Elsie's eyes are

growing sleepy, she can hardly manage to keep them open! My birdie had

better fly up to her snug warm nest, and prepare by a good long rest

for a busy to-morrow."

"Oh yes, to-morrow will indeed be a busy day!" exclaimed Lucius. "I

mean to be up with the lark. I hope, mother," he added, "that you won't

mind the noise of my hammer?"

Mrs. Temple with a smile assured her boy that she would not mind

anything. She had not been a mother so long without becoming accustomed

to noise, and she would be just as much interested in the progress of

the work of her children as they themselves could be.

"You will like me to get on with my little red curtains?" said Elsie,

in rather a drowsy tone.

A fond kiss was the mother's reply; and then Mrs. Temple herself took

her youngest child up to her bedroom, for she always liked to hear

Elsie repeat her evening prayer.

About an hour afterwards all the other young Temples had wished their

mother good-night, and retired to the rooms in which they slept. The

twins shared the same room. It was a very pretty one, adorned with

framed pictures painted by their Aunt Theodora, and lighted by candles

in elegant green glass candlesticks, which had been a birthday present

to them from their mother. Both the girls were, on the night in

question, more silent than usual, but from different causes.

As Agnes sat slowly brushing out her long plaits of brown hair, stopped

every now and then by her cough, her thoughts dwelt much on the subject

of the Israelites and their journey through the wilderness, which she

was now taught to regard, not only as a historical fact, but also as a

type of the life-journey of Christians.

Agnes was not by natural disposition so merry and light-hearted as

were her brother and sisters, and this difference between her and the

rest of the family was all the more marked at the time of which I am

writing, from the health of the elder twin being a good deal shaken

by her illness. She had naturally a peevish, passionate temper, which

greatly marred her own peace of mind, and which prevented her from

winning much love from her young companions. She had many faults, and

she knew that she had them: they were to her a trouble and burden. The

young girl honestly wished to get rid of and conquer these faults, but

she wanted energy and spirit to make a really good battle against her

besetting sins. She was too much disposed to conclude that because she

was ill-tempered, she must always continue ill-tempered, that there was

no use in striving to subdue her evil nature.

The elder twin was wont to feel vexed and to look sullen because Lucius

never cared to sit and chat with her as he would with Dora; and because

Elsie never threw her arms round her neck as she would round Amy's. It

grieved her to notice that no one ever called her "pet," or seemed to

take delight in having her near.

"I know that it is partly my own fault," she would often say to

herself, in bitterness of soul; "but I don't think that if I were to

leave home for months, there is any one but mamma who would miss me or

want me back."

Such thoughts had only the effect of making the poor girl's temper more

cross, and her manner more peevish; it is so hard for the face to look

bright and sweet when gloom is within the heart.

But better thoughts were in her mind on that Sunday night, as she sat

silently brushing her hair. Sweet and comforting was the reflection

that she was not left to fight her battle alone, that there was One

who would not only hear her prayer, but who would Himself pray for His

feeble child—who would both watch her struggle against sin, and give

her strength in that struggle. It was sweet to poor Agnes, when she

afterwards knelt down to pray by the side of her bed, to feel that if

she was, like an Israelite, bitten by the serpent of sin, she knew

where to look for a cure; that if she was like Naaman the leper, there

was the Fountain open to her, in which she could wash and be clean.

Hope had sprung up in her heart, and with hope came increase of

courage. Agnes remembered that the Lord who had supplied all the need

of the Israelites could supply hers also; and when temptations assailed

her, as the enemy assailed that people, could make her also mere than

conqueror through the power of His Holy Spirit.

Very, very different were the thoughts passing through the mind of

Dora, though outwardly she was doing exactly the same things as were

done by her twin sister. Dora was "not" making a brave battle against

inward sin, but was, like a coward and traitor, going over to the

enemy's side. It is true that she still intended to unpick on the

Monday morning all that she had sown on the Sunday afternoon; but this

resolve was made on the false principle of punishing herself for the

sin which she would not honestly confess, and of which she had never

truly repented. This idea of self-inflicted punishment was merely her

contrivance for quieting conscience, that conscience which had been

very uneasy during the conversation on the subject of leprosy, the

terrible type of sin. But Dora was trying, and with tolerable success,

to banish from her mind all thought of that conversation. It was far

more pleasant to think of the pattern of the Tabernacle curtains than

of the holy things of which that Tabernacle should remind us.

A great many persons—even grown-up persons—act, alas! like Dora. They

so fix their attention on outward things in religion that they quite

overlook the inward meaning. Such self-deceivers are ready enough to

work at what pleases the eye and amuses the fancy, and believe that

they are making an offering to God; but the cleansing of the heart, the

giving up sin—these are duties which they shrink from, and which they

willingly put off to "a more convenient season."

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