CHAPTER XXXV. A TALK OVER BYGONES

It was with a burst of joy that Lady Hester heard the Daltons had

arrived. In the wearisome monotony of her daily life, anything to do,

anywhere to go, any one to see, would have been esteemed boons of great

price; what delight, then, was it to meet those with whom she could

converse of “bygone times” and other lands!--“that dear Kate,” whom she

really liked as well as it was in her nature to love anything, from whom

she now anticipated so much of that gossip, technically called “news,”

and into whose confiding heart she longed to pour out her own private

woes!

The meeting was indeed affectionate on both sides; and, as Lady Hester

was in her most gracious of moods, Frank thought her the very type of

amiability, and the old Count pronounced her manners fit for the high

ordeal of Vienna itself. Perhaps our reader will be grateful if we leave

to his imagination all the changeful moods of grief and joy, surprise,

regret, and ecstasy, with which her Ladyship questioned and listened

to Kate Dalton's stories; throwing out, from time to time, little

reflections of her own, as though incidentally, to show how much wiser

years had made her. There are people who ever regard the misfortunes of

others as mere key-notes to elicit their own sufferings; and thus, when

Kate spoke of Russia, Lady Hester quoted Ireland. Frank's sufferings

reminded her of her own “nerves;” and poor Nelly's unknown fate was

precisely “the condition of obscurity to which Sir Stafford's cruel will

had consigned herself.”

Kate's mind was very far from being at ease, and yet it was with no mean

pleasure she found herself seated beside Lady Hester, talking over the

past with all that varying emotion which themes of pleasure and sadness

call up. Who has not enjoyed the delight of such moments, when, living

again bygone days, we laugh or sigh over incidents wherein once as

actors we had moved and felt? If time has dimmed our perceptions of

pleasure, it has also softened down resentments and allayed asperities.

We can afford to forgive so much, and we feel, also, so confident of

others' forgiveness, and if regrets do steal over us that these things

have passed away forever, there yet lurks the flattering thought that we

have grown wiser than we then were. So is it the autobiographies of the

fireside are pleasant histories, whose vanities are all pardonable, and

whose trifling is never ungraceful! Memory throws such a softened light

on the picture, that even bores become sufferable, and we extract a

passing laugh from the most tiresome of our quondam “afflictives.”

Had her Ladyship been less occupied with herself and her own emotions,

she could not have failed to notice the agitation under which Kate

suffered at many of her chance remarks. The levity, too, with which she

discussed her betrothal to Midchekoff almost offended her. The truth

was, Kate had half forgotten the reckless, unthinking style of her

friend's conversation, and it required a little practice and training to

grow accustomed to it again.

“Yes, my dear,” she went on, “I have had such trouble to persuade people

that it was no marriage at all, but a kind of engagement; and when that

horrid Emperor would n't give his consent, of course there was an end

of it you may be sure, my sweet child, I never believed one syllable of

that vile creature's story about George's picture; but somehow it

has got abroad, and that odious Heidendorf goes about repeating it

everywhere. I knew well that you never cared for poor dear George!

Indeed, I told him as much when he was quite full of admiration for you.

It is so stupid in men! their vanity makes them always believe that,

if they persist--just persevere--in their attachment, the woman will

at last succumb. Now, _we_ have a better sense of these things, and

actually adore the man that shows indifference to us,--at least, I am

sure that I do. Such letters as the poor boy keeps writing about you!

And about five months ago, when he was so badly wounded, and did not

expect to recover, he actually made his will, and left you all he had

in the world. Oh dear!” said she, with a heavy sigh, “they have generous

moments, these men, but they never last; and, by the way, I must ask

your advice--though I already guess what it will be--about a

certain friend of ours, who has had what I really must call the

presumption--for, after all, Kate, I think you 'll agree with me it is a

very great presumption,----is it not, dear?”

“Until you tell me a little more,” replied Kate, with a sigh, “I can

scarcely answer.”

“Well, it's Mr. Jekyl--you remember, that little man that used to be so

useful at Florence; not but he has very pretty manners, and a great deal

of tact in society. His letters, too, are inimitably droll. I'll show

you some of them.”

“Oh! then you are in correspondence with him?” said Kate, slyly.

“Yes; that is, he writes _to me_--and I--I sometimes send _him_ a short

note. In fact, it was the Abbé D'Esmonde induced me to think of it at

all; and I was bored here, and so unhappy, and so lonely.”

“I perceive,” said Kate; “but I trust that there is nothing

positive,----nothing like an engagement?”

“And why, dear?--whence these cautious scruples?” said Lady Hester,

almost peevishly.

“Simply because he is very unworthy of you,” said Kate, bluntly, and

blushing deep at her own hardihood.

“Oh, I'm quite sure of that,” said Lady Hester, casting down her eyes.

“I know--I feel that I am mistaken and misunderstood. The world has

always judged me unfairly! you alone, dearest, ever comprehended me; and

even you could not guess of what I am capable! If you were to read my

journal--if you were just to see what sufferings I have gone through!

And then that terrible shock! though, I must say, D'Esmonde's mode of

communicating it was delicacy itself. A very strange man that Abbé

is, Kate. He now and then talks in a way that makes one suspect his

affections are or have been engaged.”

“I always believed him too deeply immersed in other cares.”

“Oh, what a short-sighted judgment, child! These are the minds that

always feel most! I know this by myself--daring the last two years

especially! When I think what I have gone through! The fate, not

alone of Italy, but of Europe, of the world, I may say, discussed

and determined at our fireside! Yes, Kate, I assure you, so it was.

D'Esmonde referred many points to me, saying 'that the keener perception

of a female mind must be our pilot here.' Of course, I felt all the

responsibility, but never, never was I agitated. How often have I

held the destiny of the Imperial House in my hands! How little do they

suspect what they owe to my forbearance! But these are not themes to

interest you, dearest, and, of course, your prejudices are all Austrian.

I must say, Kate, 'the uncle' is charming! Just that kind of dear old

creature so graceful for a young woman to lean upon; and I love his

long white moustache! His French, too, is admirable,----that Madame

de Sévigné turn of expression, so unlike modern flippancy, and so

respectful to women!”

“I hope you like Frank!” said Kate, with artless eagerness in her look.

“He 's wonderfully good-looking without seeming to know it; but, of

course, one cannot expect that to last, Kate.”

“Oh! you cannot think how handsome he was before this illness; and then

he is so gentle and affectionate.”

“There--there, child, you must not make me fall in love with him, for

you know all my sympathies are Italian; and, having embroidered that

beautiful banner for the 'Legion of Hope'--pretty name, is it not?--I

never could tolerate the 'Barbari.'”

“Pray do not call them such to my uncle,” said Kate, smiling.

“Never fear, dearest. I 'm in the habit of meeting all kinds of horrid

people without ever offending a prejudice; and, besides, I am bent on

making a conquest of 'Mon Oncle;' he is precisely the species of adorer

I like best. I hope he does not take snuff.”

Kate laughed, as she shook her head in sign of negative.

From this Lady Hester diverged to all manner of reflections about the

future,--as to whether she ought or ought not to know Midchekoff when

she met him; if the villa of La Rocca were really Kate's, or hers, or

the property of somebody else; who was Jekyl's father, or if he ever had

such an appendage; in what part of the Tyrol Nelly was then sojourning;

was it possible she was married to the dwarf, and ashamed to confess

it?--and a vast variety of similar speculations, equally marked by

a bold indifference as to probability, and a total disregard to the

feelings of her companion. Kate was, then, far from displeased when a

messenger came to say that the General was alone in the drawing-room,

and would esteem it a favor if the ladies would join him.

“How do you mean, alone?” asked Lady Hester. “Where is Mr. Dalton?”

“Dr. Grounsell came for him, my Lady, and took him away in a carriage.”

“Poor Frank, he is quite unequal to such fatigue,” exclaimed Kate.

“It is like that horrid doctor. His cruelties to me have been something

incredible; at the same time, there's not a creature on my estate he

does not sympathize with! you 'll see how it will be, dearest; he'll

take your dear brother somewhere where there's a fever, or perhaps the

plague--for I believe they have it here; and in his delicate state

he's sure to catch it and die! Mark my words, dearest Kate, and see if

they'll not come true.” And with this reassuring speech she slipped her

arm within her companion's and moved out of the room.

It may be conjectured that it was not without weighty reasons Grounsell

induced Frank, weary and exhausted as he was, to leave his home and

accompany him on a cold and dreary night to the city jail. Although

declining to enter upon the question before a third party, no sooner

were they alone together than the doctor proceeded to an explanation.

Meekins, who it appeared showed the greatest indifference at first, had,

as the day wore on, grown restless and impatient. This irritability was

increased by the want of his accustomed stimulant of drink, in which,

latterly, he had indulged freely, and it was in such a mood he asked for

pen and paper, and wrote a few lines to request that young Mr. Dalton

would visit him. Grounsell, who made a point to watch the prisoner from

hour to hour, no sooner heard this, than he hastened off to the inn with

the intelligence.

“There is not a moment to be lost,” said he. “This fellow, from all that

I can learn, is but the tool of others, who are bent on bringing before

the world the whole story of this terrible crime. A priest, named

Cahill, and who for some time back has been loitering about the

neighborhood, was at the jail this morning before daybreak. Later on, he

posted a letter for Dublin, the address of which I was enabled to see.

It was to the eminent lawyer in criminal cases, Mr. Wallace.

“That some great attack is in preparation, I have, then, no doubt; the

only question is, whether the object be to extort money by threats of

publicity, or is there some deep feeling of revenge against your name

and family?

“The jailer, who is in my interest, gives me the most accurate detail

of the prisoner's conduct, and, although I am fully prepared to expect

every species of duplicity and deceit from a fellow of this stamp, yet

it is not impossible that, seeing himself to a certain extent in our

power, he may be disposed to desert to our ranks.

“He asks you to come alone, and of course you must comply. Whatever be

the subject of his revelations, be most guarded in the way you receive

them. Avow utter ignorance of everything, and give him reasons to

suppose that your great object here is to prevent the exposure and

disgrace of a public trial. This may make him demand higher terms; but

at the same time he will be thrown upon fuller explanations to warrant

them. In fact, you must temper your manner between a conscious power

over the fellow, and an amicable desire to treat with him.

“He has heard, within the last half-hour, that he has been recognized

here by a former acquaintance, whose account of him includes many

circumstances of deep suspicion. It may have been this fact has induced

him to write to you. This you will easily discover in his manner. But

here we are at the gates, and once more, I say, be cautions and guarded

in everything.

“Well, Mr. Gray,” said Grounsell to the jailer, “You see we have

not delayed very long. Ill as he is, Mr. Dalton has accepted this

invitation.”

“And he has done well, sir,” replied the Jailer. “The man's bearing

is greatly changed since morning; some panic has evidently seized him.

There's no saying how long this temper may last; but you are quite right

to profit by it while there is yet time.”

“Is he low and depressed, then?”

“Terribly so, sir. He asked a while ago if any one had called to see

him. Of course we guessed whom he meant, and said that a priest had been

at the jail that morning, but only to learn the charge under which he

was apprehended. He was much mortified on being told that the priest

neither expressed a wish to see nor speak with him.”

Grounsell gave a significant glance towards Frank, who now followed the

jailer to the prisoner's cell.

“He's crying, sir; don't you hear him?” whispered the jailer to Frank,

as they stood outside the door. “You could n't have a more favorable

moment.” And, thus saying, he rattled the heavy bunch of keys, in order

to give the prisoner token of his approach; and then, throwing open the

door, called out, “Here's the gentleman you asked for, Meekins; see that

you don't keep him long in this cold place, for he is not very well.”

Frank had but time to reach the little settle on which he sat down, when

the door was closed, and he was alone with the prisoner.

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