CHAPTER XVII. NELLY'S TRIALS

While Mr. Dalton is accompanying his guests along the Lichtenthal Alley,

and describing the various objects of interest on either hand, we will

take the opportunity of explaining to our reader why it happened that

honest Peter no longer inhabited the little quiet quarters above the

toyshop.

By Kate's liberality, for some time back he had been most freely

supplied with money. Scarcely a week passed over without a line from

Abel Kraus to say that such or such a sum was placed to his credit; and

Dalton once more revelled in those spendthrift habits that he loved.

At moments, little flashes of prudential resolve would break upon him.

Thoughts of Ireland and of the “old place” would arise, and he would

half determine on some course of economy which might again restore

him to his home and country. But the slightest prospect of immediate

pleasure was sufficient to rout these wise resolves, and Baden was

precisely the spot to suggest such “distractions.” There was nothing

Peter so much liked in the life of this watering-place as the facility

with which acquaintance was formed. The stately reserve of English

people was his antipathy, and here he saw that all this was laid aside,

and that people conversed freely with the neighbor that chance had

given, and that even intimacies grew up between those who scarcely knew

each other's names.

Whatever might be thought of these practices by more fastidious critics,

to Peter Dalton they appeared admirable. In his estimation the world was

a great Donnybrook Fair, where everybody came to amuse and be amused.

Grave faces and careworn looks, he thought, should stay at home, and not

disturb the harmony of what he deemed a great convivial gathering.

It may easily be guessed from this what class of persons found access

to his intimacy, and how every smooth-tongued adventurer, every

well-dressed and plausible-looking pretender to fashion, became his

companion. Nothing but honest Peter's ignorance of foreign languages set

any limit to his acquaintance; and, even with this, he had a shake-hands

intimacy with every Chevalier d'Industrie of France and Germany, and a

cigar-lending-and-lighting treaty with every long-haired Pole in Baden.

As he dined every day at the Cursaal, he seldom returned home of

an evening without some three or four chance acquaintances, whom he

presented to Nelly without knowing their names. But they were sure to be

“tip-top chaps,” and “up to everything.” Not that the latter eulogy was

much of an exaggeration; the majority of them, indeed, well deserving

such a panegyric. If Dalton's long stories about Ireland and its joys or

grievances were very uninteresting to these gentlemen, they found

some compensation in the goodness of his wine and the abundance of his

cigars; and hock and tobacco digested many a story which, without

such adjuncts, would never have found a listener. Play is, however, so

paramount to all else at Baden, that, as the season advanced, even a hot

supper from the “Russie” and an ice-pail full of champagne-flasks could

not attract the company from the fascinations of the gaming-table, and

Peter saw that his choice spirits were deserting him.

“You live so far away,” cried one. “Your house is full a mile from the

Cursaal.”

“There is such a climb-up to that crib of yours, Dalton,” cried another.

“One can't manage it in this hot weather. Why won't you pitch your

tent in the plain? It's like going up the Righi to try and reach your

quarters.”

Such and such like were the polite admonitions administered by those who

wanted a convenient lounge for their spare half-hours, and who, while

affecting to think of their friend, were simply consulting what suited

themselves. And is this philosophy confined only to Baden? Is not the

world full of friendships that, like cab-fares, are regulated by

the mile? The man who is half a brother to you while you live on the

Boulevard de Gand, becomes estranged from your bosom when you remove to

the Champs Élysées; and in these days of rapid transport, ten minutes'

walk would separate the most devoted attachments.

Dalton's pride was at first wounded by these remonstrances; but his

second thoughts led him to think them more reasonable, and even elevated

the grumblers in his esteem. “Sure, ain't they the height of the

fashion? Sure, is n't everybody trying to get them? Is it any wonder

they would n't scale a mountain for the sake of a glass of wine?” The

quiet home, so dear to him by many an association; the little window

that looked out upon the Alten Schloss, and beside which Nelly sat with

him each evening; the small garden underneath, where Hans cultivated

his beautiful carnations, and where many a little figure by Nelly's

hand graced some bed or alley,--all became now distasteful. “The stairs

creaked dreadfully; he did n't think they were quite safe. The ceilings

were so low, there was no breathing in the rooms. The hill would be

the death of him; he had pains in his knees for half the night after

he climbed it.” Even the bracing air of the mountain, that was his once

boast and pride, was now a “searching, cutting wind, that went through

you like a knife.” It was a mean-looking little place, too, over a

toy-shop, “and Hans himself was n't what he used to be.”

Alas! there was some truth in this last complaint He was more silent and

more absent in manner than ever; sometimes would pass whole days without

a word, or remain seated in his little garden absorbed in deep thought.

The frequenters of his shop would seek in vain for him; and were it not

for Nelly, who in her father's absence would steal down the stairs

and speak to them, the place would have seemed deserted. On one or

two occasions she had gone so far as to be his deputy, and sold little

articles for him; but her dread of her father's knowing it had made her

ill for half the day after.

It was, then, a dreadful blow to Nelly when her father decided on

leaving the place. Not alone that it was dear by so many memories, but

that its seclusion enabled her to saunter out at will under the shade of

the forest-trees, and roam for hours along the little lanes of the deep

wood. In Hans, too, she took the liveliest interest He had been their

friend when the world went worst with them; his kindness had lightened

many a weary burden, and his wise counsels relieved many a gloomy hour.

It was true that of late he was greatly altered. His books, his favorite

volumes of Uhland and Tieck, were never opened. He never sat, as of

yore, in the garden, burnishing up his quaint old fragments of armor,

or gazing with rapture on his strange amulets against evil. Even to the

little ballads that she sang he seemed inattentive and indifferent, and

would not stop to listen beneath the window as he once did.

His worldly circumstances, too, were declining. He neglected his shop

altogether; he made no excursions, as of old, to Worms or Nuremberg for

new toys. The young generation of purchasers found little they cared for

in his antiquated stores, and, after laughing at the quaint old devices

by which a past age were amused, they left him. It was in vain that

Nelly tried to infuse some interest into the pursuit which once had been

his passion. All the little histories he used to weave around his toys,

the delusions of fancy in which he revelled, were dissipated and gone,

and he seemed like one suddenly awakened from a delicious dream to

the consciousness of some afflicting fact He strenuously avoided the

Daltons, too, and even watched eagerly for moments of their absence

to steal out and walk in the garden. When by chance they did meet, his

manner, instead of its old cordiality, was cold and respectful; and

he, whose eyes once sparkled with delight when spoken to, now stood

uncovered, and with downcast looks, till they went by him.

No wonder, then, if Dalton thought him changed.

“'T is nothing but envy 's killing him, Nelly,” said he. “As long as we

were poor like himself, he was happy. It gratified the creature's pride

that we were behind with the rent; and while he was buying them images,

he was a kind of a patron to you; but he can't bear to see us well

off,----that's the secret of it all. 'Tis our prosperity is poison to

him.”

To no end did Nelly try to undeceive her father on this head. It was a

corollary to his old theory about “the 'bad dhrop' that was always in

low people.” In vain did she remind him of poor Hanserl's well-tried

friendship, and the delicacy of a kindness that in no rank of life could

have been surpassed. Dalton was rooted in his opinion, and opposition

only rendered him more unforgiving.

Quite forgetting the relations which once subsisted between them, he saw

nothing in Hanserl's conduct but black ingratitude. “The little chap,”

he would say, “was never out of the house; we treated him like one of

the family, and look at him now!

“You saw him yourself, Nelly,----you saw him shed tears the other day

when you spoke of the Princess. Was that spite, or not,--tell me that?

He could n't speak for anger when you told him Frank was an officer.”

“Oh, how you mistake these signs of emotion, dearest father.”

“Of course I do. I know nothing,--I 'm too old; I 'm in my dotage. 'Tis

my daughter Nelly understands the world, and is able to teach me.”

“Would that I knew even less of it! Would that I could fall back to the

ignorance of those days when all our world was within these walls!”

“And be cutting the images, I hope, again!” said he, scornfully; “why

don't you wish for that? It was an elegant trade for a young lady of

your name and family! Well, if there's anything drives me mad, it's to

think that all them blasted figures is scattered about the world, and

one does n't know at what minute they 'll turn up against you!”

“Nay, father,” said she, smiling sadly; “You once took an interest in

them great as my own.”

“It only shows, then, how poverty can break a man's spirit.”

Discussions like these, once or twice a week, only confirmed Dalton in

his dislike to his old abode, and Nelly at last saw that all resistance

to his will was hopeless. At last he peremptorily ordered her to give

Hans notice of their intended removal; for he had fixed upon a house in

the Lichtenthal Alley to suit them exactly. It was a villa which had a

few months before been purchased and fitted up by a young French count,

whose gains at the gaming table had been enormous. Scarcely, however,

had he taken possession of his sumptuous abode, than “luck” turned; he

lost everything in the world, and finished his career by suicide. In

a colony of gamblers, where superstition has an overweening influence,

none could be found rash enough to succeed to so ill-omened a

possession; and thus, for nigh half the season, the house continued shut

up and unoccupied. Dalton, whose mind was strongly tinctured with fears

of this kind, yet felt a species of heroism in showing that he was not

to be deterred by the dangers that others avoided; and as Abel Kraus, to

whom the property now belonged, continually assured him “it was just the

house for him,” Peter overcame his scruples, and went to see it.

Although of small extent, it was princely in its arrangements. Nothing

that French taste and elegance could supply was wanting, and it was a

perfect specimen of that costly splendor which in our own day rivals

all the gorgeous magnificence of “the Regency.” Indeed, it must be

owned that honest Peter thought it far too fine to live in; he trod the

carpets with a nervous fear of crushing the embroidery, and he sat down

on the brocaded sofa with as much terror as though it were glass. How he

was ever to go asleep in a bed where Cupid and angels were sculptured in

such endless profusion, he couldn't imagine; and he actually shrank back

with shame from his own face, as he surveyed it within the silver frame

of a costly toilet-glass.

Such were his impressions as he walked through the rooms with Abel, and

saw, as the covers were removed from lustres and mirrors, some new and

more dazzling object at each moment reveal itself. He listened with

astonishment to the account of the enormous sums lavished on these

sumptuous articles, and heard how twenty, or thirty, or forty thousand

francs had been given for this or that piece of luxury.

What was forty Napoleons a month for such splendor! Kraus was actually

lending him the villa at such a price; and what a surprise for Nelly,

when he should show her the little drawing-room in rose-damask he meant

for herself; and then there was a delightful arbor in the garden to

smoke in; and the whole distance from the Cursaal was not above ten

minutes' walk. Peter's fancy ran over rapidly all the jollifications

such a possession would entail; and if he wished, for his own sake, that

there were less magnificence, he consoled himself by thinking of the

effect it would have upon others. As he remarked to himself, “There 's

many thinks more of the gilding than the gingerbread!”

If Nelly's sorrow at leaving Hanserl's house was deep and sincere, it

became downright misery when she learned to what they were about to

remove. She foresaw the impulse his extravagance would receive from

such a residence, and how all the costliness of decoration would

suggest wasteful outlay. Her father had not of late confided to her

the circumstances of his income. He who once could not change a crown

without consulting her, and calling in her aid to count the pieces and

test their genuineness, would now negotiate the most important dealings

without her knowledge. From his former distrust of Kraus he grew to

believe him the perfection of honesty. There is something so captivating

to a wasteful man in being freely supplied with money,--with receiving

his advances in a spirit of apparent frankness,----that he would find it

impossible to connect such liberality with a mean or interested motive.

Kraus's little back room was then a kind of California, where he could

dig at discretion; and if in an unusual access of prudence honest Peter

would ask, “How do we stand, Abel?” Kraus was sure to be too busy to

look at the books, and would simply reply, “What does it matter? How

much do you want?” From such a dialogue as this Dalton would issue forth

the happiest of men, muttering to himself, how differently the world

would have gone with him if he “had known that little chap thirty or

forty years ago.”

Without one gleam of comfort,--with terror on every side,--poor Nelly

took possession of her splendor to pass days of unbroken sorrow. Gloomy

as the unknown future seemed, the tidings she received of Kate and Frank

were still sadder.

From her sister she never heard directly. A few lines from Madame de

Heidendorf, from a country house near St. Petersburg, told her that the

Prince had not succeeded in obtaining the Imperial permission, and that

the marriage was deferred indefinitely. Meanwhile the betrothed Princess

lived a life of strict seclusion as the etiquette required, seeing

none but such members of the royal family as deigned to visit her.

Poor Nelly's heart was nigh to bursting as she thought over her dear

Kate,--the gay and brilliant child, the happy, joyous girl, now pining

away in dreary imprisonment. This image was never out of her mind, and

she would sit hour after hour in tears for her poor sister. What future

happiness, however great it might be, could repay a youth passed in

misery like this? What splendor could efface the impression of this

dreary solitude, away from all who loved and cared for her?

Of Frank, the tidings were worse again. A short and scarcely

intelligible note from Count Stephen informed her that, “although the

court-martial had pronounced a sentence of death, the Emperor, rather

than stain a name distinguished by so many traits of devotion to his

house, had commuted the punishment to imprisonment for life at Moncacs.

There was,” he added, “a slight hope that, after some years, even

this might be relaxed, and banishment from the Imperial dominions

substituted. Meanwhile,” said the old soldier, “I have retired forever

from a career where, up to this hour, no stain of dishonor attached to

me. The name which I bore so long with distinction is now branded with

shame, and I leave the service to pass the few remaining days of my life

wherever obscurity can best hide my sorrow and my ignominy.”

Although Nelly at once answered this afflicting letter, and wrote again

and again to Vienna, to Milan, and to Prague, she never received any

reply, nor could obtain the slightest clew to what the sentence on Frank

referred. To conceal these terrible events from her father was her first

impulse; and although she often accused herself of duplicity for so

doing, she invariably came round to her early determination. To what

end embitter the few moments of ease he had enjoyed for years past? Why

trouble him about what is irremediable, and make him miserable about

those from whom his careless indifference asks nothing and requires

nothing? Time enough when the future looks brighter to speak of the

sorrows of the past!

This task of secrecy was not a difficult one. Dalton's was not a nature

to speculate on possible mischances so much as to hope for impossible

good turns of fortune; and when he knew that Kate had sent him money,

and Frank did not ask for any, the measure of his contentment was

filled. Kate was a Princess, and Frank an officer of hussars; and that

they were as happy as the day was long he would have taken an oath

before any “justice of the quorum,” simply because he saw no reason why

they ought not to be so; and when he drank their healths every day after

dinner, and finished a bumper of champagne to their memory, he perfectly

satisfied his conscience that he had discharged every parental duty in

their behalf. His “God bless you, my darling child!” was the extent of

his piety as of his affection; and so he lived in the firm belief that

he had a heart overflowing with good and kind and generous sentiments.

The only unpleasant feelings he had arose for Nelly. Her eyes, that

in spite of all her efforts showed recent tears; her pale face; her

anxious, nervous manner worried and amazed him. “There 's something

strange about that girl,” he would say to himself; “she would sing the

whole day long when we hadn't a shilling beyond the price of our dinner;

she was as merry as a lark, cutting out them images till two or three

o'clock of a morning; and now that we have lashings and leavings of

everything, with all manner of diversions about us, there she sits

moping and fretting the whole day.” His ingenuity could detect no

explanation for this. “To be sure, she was lame, and it might grieve

her to look at dancing, in which she could take no part But when did she

ever show signs of an envious nature? She was growing old, too,----at

least, she was six or seven-and-twenty,--and no prospect of being

married; but was Nelly the girl to grieve over this? Were not all her

affections and all her hopes home-bound? 'T was n't fretting to be back

in Ireland that she could be!--she knew little of it before she left it.”

And thus he was at the end of all his surmises without being nearer the

solution.

We have said enough to show that Nelly's sorrow was not causeless,

and that she had good reason to regret the days of even their hardest

fortune.

“Had we been but contented as we were!” cried she; “had we resisted

ambitions for which we were unfitted, and turned away from 'paths in

life' too steep and too arduous for our strength, we might have been

happy now! Who can say, too, what development of mind and intelligence

should not have come of this life of daily effort and exertion? Frank

would have grown manly, patient, and self-relying; Kate would have been,

as she ever was, the light of our home, making us sharers in all those

gifts of her own bright and happy nature; while even I might have risen

to worthier efforts of skill than those poor failures I have now to

blush for.”

Such were the regrets which filled her heart, as she sat many an hour in

solitude, grieving over the past, and yet afraid to face the future.

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