CHAPTER XXIII

In a character such as Mutimer’s there will almost certainly be found a

disposition to cruelty, for strong instincts of domination, even of the

nobler kind, only wait for circumstances to develop crude tyranny--the

cruder, of course, in proportion to the lack of native or acquired

refinement which distinguishes the man. We had a hint of such things in

Mutimer’s progressive feeling with regard to Emma Vine. The possibility

of his becoming a tyrannous husband could not be doubted by any one who

viewed him closely.

There needed only the occasion, and this at length presented itself in

the form of jealousy. Of all possible incentives it was the one most

calamitous, for it came just when a slow and secret growth of passion

was making demand for room and air. Mutimer had for some time been at

a loss to understand his own sensations; he knew that his wife was

becoming more and more a necessity to him, and that too when the

progress of time would have led him to expect the very opposite. He knew

it during her absence at Exmouth, more still now that she was away in

London. It was with reluctance that he let her leave home, only his

satisfaction in her intimacy with the Westlakes and his hopes for Alice

induced him to acquiesce in her departure. Yet he could show nothing of

this. A lack of self-confidence, a strange shyness, embarrassed him as

often as he would give play to his feelings. They were intensified by

suppression, and goaded him to constant restlessness. When at most a

day or two remained before Adela’s return, he could no longer resist the

desire to surprise her in London.

Not only did he find her in the company of the man whom he had formerly

feared as a rival, but her behaviour seemed to him distinctly to betray

consternation at his arrival. She was colourless, agitated, could

not speak. From that moment his love was of the quality which in its

manifestations is often indistinguishable from hatred. He resolved

to keep her under his eye, to enforce to the uttermost his marital

authority, to make her pay bitterly for the freedom she had stolen.

His exasperated egoism flew at once to the extreme of suspicion; he

was ready to accuse her of completed perfidy. Mrs. Westlake became his

enemy; the profound distrust of culture, which was inseparable from

his mental narrowness, however ambition might lead him to disguise it,

seized upon the occasion to declare itself; that woman was capable of

conniving at his dishonour, even of plotting it. He would not allow

Adela to remain in the house a minute longer than he could help. Even

the casual absence of Mr. Westlake became a suspicious circumstance;

Eldon of course chose the time for his visit.

Adela was once more safe in the Manor, under lock and key, as it were.

He had not spoken of Eldon, though several times on the point of doing

so. It was obvious that the return home cost her suffering, that it was

making her ill. He could not get her to converse; he saw that she did

not study. It was impossible to keep watch on her at all moments of the

day; yet how otherwise discover what letters she wrote or received? He

pondered the practicability of bribing her maid to act as a spy upon

her, but feared to attempt it. He found opportunities of secretly

examining the blotter on her writing-desk, and it convinced him that

she had written to Mrs. Westlake. It maddened him that he had not the

courage to take a single open step, to forbid, for instance, all future

correspondence with London. To do so would be to declare his suspicions.

He wished to declare them; it would have gratified him intensely to

vomit impeachments, to terrify her with coarseness and violence; but,

on the other hand, by keeping quiet he might surprise positive evidence,

and if only he did!

She was ill; he had a distinct pleasure in observing it. She longed for

quiet and retirement; he neglected his business to force his company

upon her, to laugh and talk loudly. She with difficulty read a page; he

made her read aloud to him by the hour, or write translations for him

from French and German. The pale anguish of her face was his joy; it

fascinated him, fired his senses, made him a demon of vicious cruelty.

Yet he durst not as much as touch her hand when she sat before him. Her

purity, which was her safeguard, stirred his venom; he worshipped it,

and would have smothered it in foulness.

‘Hadn’t you better have the doctor to see you?’ he began one morning

when he had followed her from the dining-room to her boudoir.

‘The doctor? Why?’

‘You don’t seem up to the mark,’ he replied, avoiding her look.

Adela kept silence.

‘You were well enough in London, I suppose?’

‘I am never very strong.’

‘I think you might be a bit more cheerful.’

‘I will try to be.’

This submission always aggravated his disease--by what other name

to call it? He would have had her resist him, that he might know the

pleasure of crushing her will.

He walked about the room, then suddenly:

‘What is that man Eldon doing?’

Adela looked at him with surprise. It had never entered her thoughts

that the meeting with Eldon would cost him more than a passing

annoyance--she knew he disliked him--and least of all that such

annoyance would in any way be connected with herself. It was possible,

of course, that some idle tongue had gossiped of her former friendship

with Hubert, but there was no one save Letty who knew what her feelings

really had been, and was not the fact of her marriage enough to remove

any suspicion that Mutimer might formerly have entertained? But the

manner of his question was so singular, the introduction of Eldon’s name

so abrupt, that she could not but discern in a measure what was in his

mind.

She made reply:

‘I don’t understand. Do you mean how is he engaged?’

‘How comes he to know Mrs. Westlake?’

‘Through common friends--some people named Boscobel. Mr. Boscobel is an

artist, and Mr. Eldon appears to be studying art.’

Her voice was quite steady through this explanation. The surprise seemed

to have enabled her to regard him unmoved, almost with curiosity.

‘I suppose he’s constantly there--at the Westlakes’?’

‘That was his first visit. We met him a few evenings before at

the Boscobels’, at dinner. It was then he made Mrs. Westlake’s

acquaintance.’

Mutimer moved his head as if to signify indifference. But Adela had

found an unexpected relief in speaking thus openly; she was tempted to

go further.

‘I believe he writes about pictures. Mrs. Boscobel told me that he had

been some time in Italy.’

‘Well and good; I don’t care to hear about his affairs. So you dined

with these Boscobel people?’

‘Yes.’

He smiled disagreeably.

‘I thought you were rather particular about telling the truth. You told

Alice you never dined out.’

‘I don’t think I said that,’ Adela replied quietly.

He paused; then:

‘What fault have you to find with Alice, eh?’

Adela was not in the mood for evasions; she answered in much the same

tone as she had used in speaking of Hubert.

‘I don’t think she likes me. If she did, I should be able to be more

friendly with her. Her world is very different from ours.’

‘Different? You mean you don’t like Rodman?’

‘I was not thinking of Mr. Rodman. I mean that her friends are not the

same as ours.’

Mutimer forgot for a moment his preoccupation in thought of Alice.

‘Was there anything wrong with the people you met there?’

She was silent.

‘Just tell me what you think. I want to know. What did you object to?’

‘I don’t think they were the best kind of people.’

‘The best kind? I suppose they are what you call ladies and gentlemen?’

‘You must have felt that they were not quite the same as the Westlakes,

for instance.’

‘The Westlakes!’

He named them sneeringly, to Adela’s astonishment. And he added as he

walked towards the door:

‘There isn’t much to be said for some of the people you meet there.’

A new complexity was introduced into her life. Viewed by this recent

light, Mutimer’s behaviour since the return from London was not so

difficult to understand; but the problem of how to bear with it became

the harder. There were hours when Adela’s soul was like a bird of the

woods cage-pent: it dashed itself against the bars of fate, and in

anguish conceived the most desperate attempts for freedom. She could

always die, but was it not hard to perish in her youth and with the

world’s cup of bliss untasted? Flight? Ah! whither could she flee? The

thought of the misery she would leave behind her, the disgrace that

would fall upon her mother--this would alone make flight impossible. Yet

could she conceive life such as this prolonging itself into the hopeless

years, renunciation her strength and her reward, duty a grinning

skeleton at her bedside? It grew harder daily. More than a year ago she

thought that the worst was over, and since then had known the solace of

self-forgetful idealisms, of ascetic striving. It was all illusion,

the spinning of a desolate heart. There was no help now, for she knew

herself and the world. Foolish, foolish child, who with her own hand

had flung away the jewel of existence like a thing of no price! Her lot

appeared single in its haplessness. She thought of Stella, of Letty,

even of Alice; _they_ had not been doomed to learn in suffering. To her,

alone of all women, knowledge had come with a curse.

A month passed. Since Rodman’s departure from Wanley, ‘Arry Mutimer was

living at the Manor. Her husband and ‘Arry were Adela’s sole companions;

the former she dreaded, the approach of the latter always caused her

insuperable disgust. To Letty there was born a son; Adela could not bend

to the little one with a whole heart; her own desolate motherhood wailed

the more bitterly.

Once more a change was coming. Alice and her husband were going to spend

August at a French watering-place, and Mutimer proposed to join them for

a fortnight; Adela of course would be of the party. The invitation came

from Rodman, who had reasons for wishing to get his brother-in-law

aside for a little quiet talk. Rodman had large views, was at present

pondering a financial scheme in which he needed a partner--one with

capital of course. He knew that New Wanley was proving anything but a

prosperous concern, commercially speaking; he divined, moreover, that

Mutimer was not wholly satisfied with the state of affairs. By judicious

management the Socialist might even be induced to abandon the non-paying

enterprise, and, though not perhaps ostensibly, embark in one that

promised very different results--at all events to Mr. Rodman. The scheme

was not of mushroom growth; it dated from a time but little posterior

to Mr. Rodman’s first meeting with Alice Mutimer. ‘Arry had been granted

appetising sniffs at the cookery in progress, though the youth was

naturally left without precise information as to the ingredients. The

result was a surprising self-restraint on ‘Arry’s part. The influence

which poor Keene had so bunglingly tried to obtain over him, the more

astute Mr. Rodman had compassed without difficulty; beginning with the

loan of small sums, to be repaid when ‘Arry attained his majority, he

little by little made the prospective man of capital the creature of his

directions; in something less than two more years Rodman looked to find

ample recompense for his expenditure and trouble. But that was a mere

parergon; to secure Richard Mutimer was the great end steadily held in

view.

Rodman and his wife came to Wanley to spend three days before all

together set out for the Continent. Adela accepted the course of things,

and abandoned herself to the stream. For a week her husband had been

milder; we know the instinct that draws the cat’s paws from the flagging

mouse.

Alice, no longer much interested in novels, must needs talk with some

one; she honoured Adela with much of her confidence, seeming to forget

and forgive, in reality delighted to recount her London experiences to

her poor tame sister-in-law. Alice, too, had been at moments introduced

to her husband’s kitchen; she threw out vague hints of a wonderful

repast in preparation.

‘Willis is going to buy me a house in Brighton,’ she said, among other

things. ‘I shall run down whenever I feel it would do me good. You’ve no

idea how kind he is.’

There was, in fact, an ‘advancement clause’ in Alice’s deed of

settlement. If Mr. Rodman showed himself particularly anxious to

cultivate the friendship of Mr. Alfred Waltham, possibly one might look

for the explanation to the terms of that same document.

There came a Sunday morning. Preparations for departure on the morrow

were practically completed. The weather was delightful. Adela finished

breakfast in time to wander a little about the garden before it was the

hour for church; her husband and Rodman breakfasted with her, and went

to smoke in the library. Alice and ‘Arry did not present themselves till

the church bells had ceased.

Adela was glad to be alone in the dusky pew. She was the first of

the congregation to arrive, and she sat, as always, with the curtains

enclosing her save in front. The bells ringing above the roof had a

soothing effect upon her, and gave strange turns to her thought. So had

their summoning rung out to generation after generation; so would it

ring long after she was buried and at rest. Where would her grave be?

She was going for the first time to a foreign country; perhaps death

might come to her there. Then she would lie for ever among strangers,

and her place be forgotten. Would it not be the fitting end of so sad

and short a life?

In the front of the pew was a cupboard; the upper portion, which

contained the service books, was closed with a long, narrow door,

opening downwards on horizontal hinges; the shelf on which the books

lay went back into darkness, being, perhaps, two feet broad. Below this

shelf was the door of the lower and much larger receptacle; it

slid longitudinally, and revealed a couple of buffets, kept here to

supplement the number in the pew when necessary. Adela had only once

opened the sliding door, and then merely to glance into the dark hollows

and close it again. Probably the buffets had lain undisturbed for years.

On entering the pew this morning she had as usual dropped the upper

door, and had laid her large church service open on the shelf, where

she could reach it as soon as Mr. Wyvern began to read. Then began

her reverie. From thoughts of the grave she passed to memories of her

wedding-day. How often the scene of that morning had re-enacted

itself in her mind! Often she dreamed it all over, and woke as from a

nightmare. She wished it had not taken place in this church; it troubled

the sacred recollections of her maiden peace. She began to think it over

once more, attracted by the pain it caused her, and, on coming to the

bestowal of the ring, an odd caprice led her to draw the circlet itself

from her finger. When she had done it she trembled. The hand looked so

strange. Oh, her hand, her hand! Once ringless indeed, once her own to

give, to stretch forth in pledge of the heart’s imperishable faith!

Now a prisoner for ever; but, thus ringless, so like a maiden hand once

more. There came a foolish sense of ease. She would keep her finger free

yet a little, perhaps through the service. She bent forward and laid the

ring on the open book.

More dreams, quite other than before; then the organ began its prelude,

a tremor passing through the church before the sound broke forth. Adela

sank deeper in reverie. At length Mr. Wyvern’s voice roused her; she

stood up and reached her book; but she had wholly forgotten that the

ring lay upon it, and was only reminded by a glimpse of it rolling away

on the shelf, rolling to the back of the cupboard. But it did not stop

there; surely it was the ring that she heard fall down below, behind the

large sliding door. She had a sudden fright lest it should be lost, and

stooped at once to search for it.

She drew back the door, pushed aside the buffets, then groped in the

darkness. She touched the ring. But something else lay there; it seemed

a long piece of thick paper, folded. This too she brought forth, and,

having slipped the ring on her finger, looked to see what she had found.

It was parchment She unfolded it, and saw that it was covered with

writing in a clerkly hand. How strange!

‘This is the last will and testament of me, RICHMOND MUTIMER--’

Her hand shook. She felt as if the sides of the pew were circling about

her, as if she stood amid falling and changing things.

She looked to the foot of the sheet.

‘In witness whereof I, the said Richard Mutimer, have hereunto set my

hand this seventeenth day of October, 187-.’

The date was some six months prior to old Richard Mutimer’s death.

This could be nothing but the will which every one believed him to have

destroyed.

Adela sank upon the seat. Her ring! Had she picked it up? Yes; it was

again upon her finger. How had it chanced to fall down below? She rose

again and examined the cupboard; there was a gap of four or five inches

at the back of the upper shelf.

Had the will fallen in the same way? Adela conjectured that thus it

had been lost, though when or under what circumstances she could not

imagine. We, who are calmer, may conceive the old man to have taken

his will to church with him on the morning of his death, he being then

greatly troubled about the changes he had in view. Perhaps he laid the

folded parchment on the shelf and rested one of the large books in front

of it. He breathed his last. Then the old woman, whose duty it was to

put the pews in order, hurriedly throwing the books into the cupboard as

soon as the dead man was removed, perchance pushed the document so far

back that it slipped through the gap and down behind the buffets.

At all events, no one has ever hit upon a likelier explanation.

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