XXXI.

The next night Lemuel went to see Statira, without promising himself

what he should say or do, but if he were to tell her everything, he felt

that she would forgive him more easily than 'Manda Grier. He was

aware that 'Manda always lay in wait for him, to pierce him at every

undefended hint of conscience. Since the first break with her, there had

never been peace between them, and perhaps not kindness for long before

that. Whether or not she felt responsible for having promoted Statira's

affair with him, and therefore bound to guard her to the utmost from

suffering by it, she seemed always to be on the alert to seize any

advantage against him. Sometimes Statira accused her of trying to act

so hatefully to him that he would never come any more; she wildly blamed

her; but the faithful creature was none the less constant and vigilant

on that account. She took patiently the unjust reproaches which Statira

heaped upon her like a wayward child, and remitted nothing of her

suspicion or enmity towards Lemuel. Once, when she had been very bitter

with him, so bitter that it had ended in an open quarrel between them,

Statira sided with him against her, and when 'Manda Grier flounced out

of the room she offered him, if he wished, to break with her, and never

to speak to her again, or have anything more to do with such a person.

But at this his anger somehow fell; and he said no, she must not think

of such a thing; that 'Manda Grier had been her friend long before he

was, and that, whatever she said to him, she was always good and true

to her. Then Statira fell upon his neck and cried, and praised him, and

said he was a million times more to her than 'Manda Grier, but she would

do whatever he said; and he went away sick at heart.

When he came now, with his thoughts clinging to Jessie, 'Manda Grier

hardly gave him time for the decencies of greeting. She was in a high

nervous exaltation, and Statira looked as if she had been crying.

“What's become o' them art-students you used to have 't the St. Albans?”

she began, her whopper-jaw twitching with excitement, and her eyes

glaring vindictively upon Lemuel.

He had sat down near Statira on the lounge, but she drew a little away

from him in a provisional fashion, as if she would first see what came

of 'Manda Grier's inquisition.

“Art-students?” he repeated aimlessly while he felt his colour go.

“Yes!” she snapped. “Them girls 't used to be 't the St. Albans, 't you

thought so wonderful!”

“I didn't know I thought they were very wonderful!”

“Can't you answer a civil question?” she demanded, raising her voice.

“I haven't heard any,” said Lemuel, with sullen scorn.

“Oh! Well!” she sneered. “I forgot that you've b'en used to goin' with

such fine folks that you can't bear to be spoken to in plain English.”

“'Manda!” began Statira, with an incipient whimper.

“You be still, S'tira Dudley! Mr. Barker,” said the poor foolish thing

in the mincing falsetto which she thought so cutting, “have you any idea

what's become of your young lady artist friends,--them that took your

portrait as a Roman youth, you know?”

Lemuel made no answer whatever for a time. Then, whether he judged it

best to do so, or was goaded to the defiance by 'Manda Grier's manner,

he replied, “Miss Swan and Miss Carver? Miss Swan is married, and

lives in Wyoming Territory now.” Before he had reached the close of the

sentence he had controlled himself sufficiently to be speaking quite

calmly.

“Oh indeed, Mr. Barker! And may I ask where Miss Carver is? She merried

and living in Wyoming Territory too?”

“No,” said Lemuel quietly. “She's not married. She's in Boston.”

“Indeed! Then it _was_ her I see in the Garden to-day, S'tira! She b'en

back long, Mr. Barker?”

“About a month, I think,” said Lemuel.

“Quite a spell! _You_ seen her, Mr. Barker?”

“Yes, quite often.”

“I want to know! She still paintin' Roman boys, Mr. Barker? Didn't seem

to make any great out at it last winter! But practice makes perfect,

they say. I s'pose _you_ seen her in the Garden, too?”

“I usually see her at home,” said Lemuel. “_You_ probably receive your

friends on the benches in the Garden, but young ladies prefer to have

them call at their residences.” He astonished himself by this brutality,

he who was all gentleness with Miss Carver.

“Very well, Mr. Barker! That's all right. That's all I wanted to know.

Never mind about where I meet my friends. Wherever it is, they're

_gentlemen_; and they ain't generally goin' with three or four girls 't

the same time.”

“No, one like you would be enough,” retorted Lemuel.

Statira sat cowering away from the quarrel, and making little

ineffectual starts as if to stay it. Heretofore their enmity had been

covert, if not tacit, in her presence.

Lemuel saw her wavering, and the wish to show 'Manda his superior power

triumphed over every other interest and impulse in him. He got upon his

feet. “There is no use in this sort of thing going on any longer. I came

here because I thought I was wanted. If it's a mistake, it's easy

enough to mend it, and it's easy not to make it again. I wish you good

evening.”

Statira sprang from the lounge, and flung her arms around his neck. “No,

no! You sha'n't go! You mustn't go, Lem! I know your all right, and I

won't have you talked to so! I ain't a bit jealous, Lem; indeed I ain't.

I know you wouldn't fool with me, any more than I would with you; and

that's what I tell 'Manda Grier, I'll leave it to her if I don't. I

don't care who you go with, and I hain't, never since that first time.

I know you ain't goin' to do anything underhanded. Don't go, Lem; oh,

_don't_ go!”

He was pulling towards the door; her trust, her fond generosity drove

him more than 'Manda Grier's cutting tongue: that hurt his pride, his

vanity, but this pierced his soul; he had only a blind, stupid will to

escape from it.

Statira was crying; she began to cough; she released his neck from her

clasp, and reeled backward to the lounge, where she would have fallen,

if 'Manda Grier had not caught her. The paroxysm grew more violent; a

bright stream of blood sprang from her lips.

“Run! Run for the doctor! Quick, Lemuel! Oh, quick!” implored 'Manda

Grier, forgetting all enmity in her terror.

Statira's arms wavered towards him, as if to keep him, but he turned and

ran from the house, cowed and conscience-stricken by the sight of that

blood, as if he had shed it.

He did not expect to see Statira alive when he came back with the doctor

whom he found at the next apothecary's. She was lying on the lounge,

white as death, but breathing quietly, and her eyes sought him with an

eagerness that turned to a look of tender gratitude at the look they

found in his.

The doctor bent over her for her pulse and her respiration; then when

he turned to examine the crimson handkerchief which 'Manda Grier showed

him, Lemuel dropped on his knees beside her and put his face down to

hers.

With her lips against his cheek she made, “Don't go!”

And he whispered, “No, I'll not leave you now!”

The doctor looked round with the handkerchief still in his hand, as if

doubting whether to order him away from her. Then he mutely questioned

'Manda Grier with a glance which her glance answered. He shrugged his

shoulders, with a puzzled sigh. An expression of pity crossed his face

which he hardened into one of purely professional interest, and he went

on questioning 'Manda Grier in a low tone.

Statira had slipped her hand into Lemuel's, and she held it fast, as if

in that clasp she were holding on to her chance of life.

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